Small tear bag [entertainment circle]

From the first day when Cen Yi and Shen Wenji spread gossip in the base, he firmly supported the relationship between the two, as if through them, he was accumulating energy for himself who might encounter this day in the future.

At the beginning, the two also encountered overwhelming abuse and criticism, especially Cen Yi.But with the passage of time, they have also received many blessings now.The comments about the two of them have gradually changed from involuntary cyberbullying to ridicule and wait-and-see. Friends support, agents acquiesce, and even met family members, and they have a tacit understanding with each other.

Is it just a little more persistence, just a little more... and things will get better?like them?

It is difficult for Cen Yi to describe how different his feelings are from Xia Yubing's.At least in his heart, the real relationship should be to inspire the two to work together to become better, instead of falling and sinking like this.

Because of this, he asked a question that no one had ever thought of: "Do you really like Quru?"

It's like holding your breath at the same time.

The air was terribly quiet, only the clock on the wall of the practice room kept swinging, and the sound was so harsh.

Xia Yubing froze in place, listening to Cen Yi ask, "Do you really... like him?"

Like a death knell ringing in my head.

After a few seconds, he got up and rushed out of the practice room without looking back.

Qi Ran was about to follow out, but was stopped by Lin Qiuming, "Don't chase."

"We can really lock him up, that's called illegal imprisonment."

"It's still raining outside, where can he go alone?"

"He has parents, a company, and an agent. There are many people he can contact. With a mobile phone, nothing will happen."

Yi Chi collected his emotions and got up, threw the half-drinked coffee into the trash can, and said coldly, "How to deal with this matter will be decided by the company in the end. We just need to do our job well and wait for the result."

"Then... keep practicing, you can get off work early today and go back to the dormitory to rest."

Qi Ran looked at the corridor worriedly, but he had to stay and take responsibility for more members, "Yiyi? Do you want to rest a little longer?"

Being questioned by a good friend would be hard for anyone to digest.

"no need."

Cen Yi rubbed his face hard to cheer himself up, and put Xia Yubing's cup of coffee back into the paper bag.

Pantothenic acid has already begun before opening the package.

"Let's practice hard and wait for him to come back."

Back at the dormitory later, everyone discussed what to eat.I didn't even have any appetite, so I ordered hot pot takeaway again, and went to their respective rooms to rest while waiting.

Cen Yi sat on the porch with her knees hugged, wearing headphones and randomly cutting songs, listening aimlessly.

It was almost dusk.The raindrops are pulled into lines and tilted from the edge of the eaves, cutting the line of sight.The yard was wet everywhere, and the leaves of the two jujube trees in the corner were trembling from the rain, and one could smell the smell of rainwater mixed with soil.

Even the temperature has plummeted, as if autumn is about to begin.

Qi Ran poured two cups of hot chocolate and brought them over, and sat down cross-legged in a similar manner, "It seems that the rain is endless."

He asked, "What were you thinking? About the fish cakes."

"Well. And a lot of other things."

Cen Yi took off the earphones, brushed the broken hair from his forehead to his ears, took a sip from the mug from his hand.The warm cocoa scent is reassuring, "I was wondering... when I couldn't see you a while ago, were you worried about me too?"

"Yes."

Holding the hot drink, Qi Ran jumped to the dim clouds, "Maybe I was a little more worried about you at that time. After all, you have a serious physical problem, and you don't know when it will get better. We are all afraid that you will have to give up. There's nothing I can do to help you on the stage. Chi also asked if he wanted to visit your house together."

"But you still carried it through, overcame that difficulty and came back to us by yourself."

Although the process was not experienced together, one can imagine how difficult it was.He spared a hand to rub the back of Cen Yi's head, and said sincerely, "It's really amazing.

Cen Yi was embarrassed by the compliment, "It's nothing special...just figure it out."

"It's the same with fish cakes."

Qi Ran said, "Yu Cake is a rational person. Even if he is confused for a moment, he can figure it out quickly. I just called his agent, and they said they are contacting Fish Cake, so don't worry about it."

"Since you can't help, just trust him."

Cen Yi remembered that Shen Wenji seemed to have said something similar.

If you really treat him as a friend, trust him and give him time to figure it out.

"Then what happened to Achi?"

Cen Yi glanced behind him.On the sofa in the living room, three friends waiting for takeaways have already gathered. Yi Chi is wearing headphones, and his mobile phone is placed horizontally as if he is playing a game.

After Xia Yubing left, the practice did not go smoothly.As one of the most stable duo, Yi Chi made frequent mistakes. "He's been very depressed this afternoon."

"Maybe it was brought up with bad memories."

Qi Ran said helplessly, "I don't know too well. A Chi is a kind person, but he also has his own concerns."

Cen Yi nodded, but contrary to his movements, he felt a little confused.

Why does Achi want to form a group?

Everyone said when they debuted in a group, it was for their dreams.

But everyone's dreams seem to be different.Forming a group is just a means for them to realize their dreams, and it is the first step.And every step to be faced next is more difficult than the pure stage competition in the base.

On the sofa group, Yi Chi looked at the "victory" on the screen at the end of the game, stopped his fingers, and did not start another game for a long time.

The small window popped up a prompt to invite teammates, he clicked to decline, put the phone away and closed his eyes for a nap.

Everyone was not very interested in this hot pot meal, but they ate for a long time, and the bottom of the boiling pot was added again and again, and no one left.Everyone was sitting in the living room doing trivial things, as if waiting for something.

Cen Yi did not expect that in the end, he learned about Xia Yubing's movements from Shen Wenji.

"Mr. Qu Xian withdrew the trending search..." Thinking about it is also reasonable, the younger brother's attribute is obvious from the beginning, "Why are you still protecting that person?"

"Yeah. He also knew about Xia Yubing, and told his younger brother to take care of it." Shen Wenji asked, "Are you in the dormitory? Has Xia Yubing gone back yet?"

"not yet."

Cen Yi stood in the bathroom and looked out, whispered, "Everyone is waiting for him."

Although no one said it—in fact, there was no need to say it.

Obviously very worried.

As he was talking, his WeChat message vibrated again. After checking it, he was excited on the spot, and broadcast it live with his voice pressed, "It's fish cake... sent me the location! But he said he only wanted me to go alone, let me go first Don't tell anyone else."

"where?"

"It's so close, just two streets away."

Wouldn't it be embarrassing to come back.

Cen Yi quietly sneaked back into the bedroom to change out of the clothes, put the phone on the bedside and began to take off his pants, "I have to think of a reason to go out."

"..."

The screen was not flat, and the tilted angle against the head of the bed was just enough to watch a scene that could not be broadcast.

Shen Wenji seriously considered whether he should avert his gaze.While thinking about it, pay attention to the changing scene on the screen, "Well, what do you want to say?"

Cen Yi bent down and took off the loose shorts at home, and walked bare-legged to the closet to pick up the clothes she wore outside, "Going to buy snacks after talking? But there are still some at home."

"Well, it's not appropriate."

The legs are beautiful.

"I feel so too."

He picked out his clothes and threw them on the bed, lifted the corners of his clothes and took off his shirt, "Why don't you go buy a drink? But I usually order takeaway."

"Hmm...not very good."

The waist is also pretty.

"right."

Cen Yi didn't notice it, put on a big T-shirt and overalls, and thought while putting on, "Then I might as well go for a walk to watch the rain scene. But it's late at night...why are you distracted, help me think about it." an excuse."

Shen Wenji coughed, the long "consideration" was over, and finally he was willing to look away, "Since everyone is concerned about Xia Yubing, if you suddenly go out at this time, no matter what excuse you may say, they will probably think of it."

"real or fake."

"Try it and you'll know."

Cen Yi was dubious, and after the call was over, everyone was still idling in the living room, and when they saw him, they all focused their eyes.

"I... go to the shop on the corner to pack a few servings of Grandma's Douhua and eat it back."

There is a tofu flower shop near the practice room. Everyone likes it a few times, and there is no takeaway service.Cen Yi felt that this reason was acceptable, and asked calmly, "I want red bean flavor, do you want to eat it?"

Lin Qiuming smiled and raised his hand first, "I want red beans too."

"I also."

"I want the original."

"..."

It seems that the acting is not bad.

Cen Yi took note of everyone's tastes, and asked while changing shoes, "Ah Chi hasn't said anything yet, what do you want?"

"I don't have to."

Yi Chi was playing mobile games again, and only looked at him when he was talking, and said briefly but clearly, "Bring him back."

Cen Yi froze for a moment, put on his shoes and looked back.

Everyone was lying down, sitting or standing, each in their own comfortable posture, but they looked at him with the same clear expression.

what the hell.

As expected of Shen Wenji.

As expected of you.

He waved his thumbs up and broke into a big smile.

"Ok!"

Grandma Douhua is not yet closed at night, and when I see the handsome guy who often comes to visit, I add an extra spoonful of honey red beans to each serving.

The location Xia Yubing sent was on the Linjiang street. They passed by once before. There are many cafes along the river that will set up awnings and set up some open-air viewing seats.

When Cen realized, he was looking at the river alone, chewing a lollipop.

Guessing that he didn't eat today, Cen Yi also helped him buy bean curd, as well as the popular snacks fried spring rolls and taro balls in the store.

Xia Yubing watched him put the big and small bags on the table, and handed him a pack of lollipops that had just been opened.

"Eat?"

Cen Yi took out a strawberry flavor and pushed aside the candy wrapper, "Have you seen the wrong way?"

"Well, I've seen it." Xia Yubing said slowly.

"He was very gentle with me when we were together, it's true."

"But when we are not together, he will forget me, and it is true to be gentle with others."

Xia Yubing chewed up the sweet-smelling pieces in his mouth, and swallowed them carelessly, "I never liked candy...he still doesn't remember it."

It turned out that he bought the lollipop.

Cen Yi's mentality changed, from a gentle biting to an angry biting.

"He told me, 'Actually, you don't like me at all'."

Xia Yubing smiled self-consciously, imitating that person's tone and repeating, "'You don't like me at all, you're just chasing the shadow of your obsession.'"

"we broke up."

Cen Yi was stunned, and swallowed the candy with a gulp: "...Really?"

"real."

Xia Yubing said calmly in the tone he was accustomed to hearing, "I don't want to see him again."

The situation changed drastically in an instant.Cen Yi carefully observed his expression, confirmed that what he said was true, and took a deep breath.

"Next, let's go to the part of scolding the ex-boyfriend!"

"..."

Xia Yubing was pulled up by him, braving the intermittent drizzle of the night wind and shouting towards the river.

Fortunately, there were almost no passers-by on rainy nights.

"He doesn't deserve to talk about me at all! Obviously he only has himself in his heart!"

"Yes!"

"He doesn't like anyone, and he doesn't deserve to be liked by others."

"That's right!"

"I don't like him at all!!"

"right!!"

"..."

Cen Yi is like a fancier, shouting less and not getting tired so quickly, and when Xia Yubing is panting due to lack of oxygen, he can still pass a bean curd, "Come back after a while!"

Xia Yubing was in a strange mood, wanting to cry and laugh at the same time.

"He said that about me, I should hurry to prove my sincerity. It's like I don't want to let him go anyway, even if I have to give up other important things for him."

"But Yiyi, you said the same thing."

He lowered his head, put his hands on his chest, and showed a childlike confused look, "I actually agree with it. It's ridiculous...it seems to be my idea. So even if I really said that I want to break up, I didn't realize it. What palpable grief."

Cen Yi nodded: "Don't feel sorry for the scumbag, it's a good thing."

"But why?"

What lingers in his heart is only confusion and bewilderment, "Obviously he doesn't like him, but he wants to have him so hard. The person who wants to have him with all his strength, is really lost but not sad... Isn't it strange? Really Are you obsessed?"

"I used to think that he was an unreachable destination and the support of my whole world. Everything I did, every word I said, every bite of food I took, every breath of air, was to get away from him. Get closer."

"But is it too close now? I suddenly found that the support is false, I obviously found it... But even if it is false, I still need such an existence. It doesn't matter whether he is good or bad, I just need that An existence to entrust what I call 'obsession'."

Perhaps in the evening of that day, the encounter by the embankment was a mistake.

Never should have met him in the first place, nothing should have happened.

"It wasn't all bad things that happened to me back then. He used to be useful." Cen Yi said, "At least help you get out of the difficult days, give you the belief to live, and become an excellent fish cake now."

"It's just that those days have passed. Now you have far surpassed him, and you don't need to take him as your target anymore. So you have to walk on your own in the future."

"If the support of the old world is not worthy to be your support, then break it with your own hands and create a new world?"

"But I can't think of what to do next."

Xia Yubing smiled wryly, "What should I live for? For a person like me, it would be a disaster if I pinned my obsession on anyone."

"No! Not for him, not for the music or the stage... not for anyone, not for. It's for... yourself."

Cen Yi vaguely caught something.In the flash of inspiration, the conclusion rushed to the tip of the tongue faster than the thought, and let go of the river and shouted: "For yourself! Live well!"

Xia Yubing watched his hair being tousled by the wind by the river, and tears fell down unconsciously, "For myself...?"

"Well! I can't explain many reasons, but I think it should be like this."

Cen Yi held his face and carefully wiped away the tears, and said slowly, "If you put your obsession on a certain person or a certain thing, it's not okay. People will grow old and die one day, There are always times when things don’t work.”

Interesting work, beautiful stage, gifts received, jokes and meals together, and the last Granny Douhua we all like.These small things that continue to happen accumulate to form every day of life, which is the source of our love for life.

Only the love of life itself can make people ignite hope for life.

Cen Yi patted his trembling shoulders, followed his back, and comforted him softly, "It's okay, it's okay. There is still a lot of time in the future, it's okay to take your time, and it's okay to have no goals."

In the cold and rainy night, only in such a warm embrace can we find peace and tranquility.

Xia Yubing hugged him tightly, and for the first time in many days cleared all the messy thoughts in his mind, and wept loudly without hesitation.

After controlling his emotions and remembering that he could not sleep on the street tonight, Cen Yi actively suggested that the two of them walk back.

The distance is not far and the rain is not heavy. He brought an umbrella which is enough for two people. On the way back, there is still a buffer time to calm down. "Your manager will find you or not, you will be in a hurry. You have to be scolded when you go back." psychological preparation."

"Those are trivial things." Xia Yubing sniffed and whispered, "I'm sorry for you guys who made these things when a new song is about to be released."

"Tsk, everyone is not only worried about the development of the regiment, but only worried about you."

"Sorry……"

I said a lot of silly things emotionally during the day, and now I feel ashamed to face people, "They may not want to see me now."

"Why, everyone is waiting for you."

It's really embarrassing to come back.

Cen Yi taught him with a lot of experience, "You can't learn from me, be thicker-skinned. When I was young, I was spanked by my dad and ran away crying and crying, and I turned around and asked him for snacks. It's okay. .”

"Oh……"

"But it's so rare to see you with such a temper! I guess I won't see you again in ten or eight years. I want to keep it in my mind and keep it as a good memory."

"...Don't recall!"

"A little bit!"

"..."

Back in the dormitory, you can see everyone standing at the gate of the courtyard waiting from a distance.

The lights in the courtyard were all on, and the warm light yellow reflected a row of gentle figures.Finally seeing the two of them back, Soda took the lead in waving, "Hey!"

Cen Yi replied with a reassuring smile: "We're back! Ah, I'm hungry after walking."

"..."

Xia Yubing was originally nervous, but when he heard this sentence, his mind went blank, and he suddenly remembered an important matter.

After Cen Yi finished speaking, he also realized that something was missing, and looked at him and shouted out at the same time.

"Ah! Tofu curd!!"

"..."

As we all know, if a person runs, he will be chased.

On the rainy street in the middle of the night, a group of seven people ran forward and backward, yelling and running wildly, laughing so hard that they couldn't breathe.

When we returned to the riverside, the bean curds were still there, and everyone was soaked in water.

"...Forget about being stupid!"

Yi Chi was the most baffled, and he didn't even think about eating it, so he drenched it together.

In order to compensate him, everyone took a spoonful and evened out a portion, and sat by the river to drink the wind and eat bean curd.

The rain gradually stopped.

On the way back, we were still laughing and making noises, and no one mentioned what happened during the day.As if this is just the most ordinary day in life, countless small things come together to make it an unforgettable day.

Xia Yubing walked at the back, looking at their swaying shadows under the street lamp, and thought of what Cen Yi said.

To shape a new world.

Don't rely on anyone, belong to your own, fresh world.

When they walked to the dormitory, everyone in front of them slowed down tacitly.Qi Ran brought the key and stepped aside after opening the door.

Xia Yubing didn't realize it until Cen Yi pushed him to the front. He blushed instantly, but mustered up his courage, and took the first step towards the yard in front of everyone's eyes.

"Welcome back."

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