Small tear bag [entertainment circle]

Isn't this the legendary boyfriend style?The hem of the loose shirt hung down to the knees, and the sleeves were rolled up a few times.Obviously not children's clothes, it was more than one size too big for him.

Today's children's clothing will not be popular in this super oversize style.

Cen Yi gazed sadly at the two people, one big and one small.

Even though he's just a kid, he still looks very upset.

Shen Wenji seldom saw such an interesting reaction from him, he slowly appreciated it for a few seconds before pulling his younger brother out to block the gun, "You explain it yourself."

"My name is Shen Wenxu."

He stood up, imitating the seriousness of an adult, and introduced himself solemnly, "I'm not a pet, I'm his younger brother..."

Before he finished speaking, there was a grunt in his body.

"..."

The little adult blushed, turned his head away and pretended nothing happened.

Why does Shen Wenji have a younger brother? !

Shen Wenji's younger brother is my younger brother! !

"Are you hungry brother?"

The mental transformation was fast, and he was instantly balanced.Cen Yi looked around at the too-empty place, and said in a gentle and concerned tone, "Don't worry, brother will find you something to eat."

By the way, he softly blamed the negligent brother over there, "How can you starve the child? Really."

Shen Wenji: "..."

The useless brother would just yell, "I'm hungry too."

Waking up the children at four o'clock in the morning to take care of the guests is something only this brother can do.

Shen Wenji doesn't like snacks and doesn't know how to cook, there is only wine in the refrigerator.At this time, there was nothing to eat from takeaways, so I could only make do with the rations that Shen Wenxu had hoarded, I don't know if it was supper or breakfast.

Shen Wenji is not a careful person, and he will not choose carefully when buying food for him, as long as it can fill his stomach.Having not been out for more than half a year, Shen Wenxu was so tired of eating instant noodles.The nutrition can't keep up, the body is thin and pale, and the skin looks like a caged bird imprisoned by the villain described in the novel.

Cen Yi shook his head, expelled the strange plot from Lin Qiuming's novel, and began to think about the material of this extra meal.

Instant noodles are not nutritious, but you can add some nutritious things into it.There is a 24-hour convenience store not far from the corner of the street, where you can buy plain cheese and meat floss ham. There are no fresh vegetables, at least there are dehydrated vegetable packages.

Shen Wenji held up the mobile video live broadcast shelf, "What else do you want?"

"Hmm...do you have any fruit? Canned food is fine too."

At the other end of the video, Cen Yi asked the children beside him, "What fruit does my brother like?"

"Huh?" It was the first time I was asked what I like to eat after so long, "I like to eat...oranges."

"Oranges. There should be some, right?"

Shen Wenji sighed inwardly, and said in resignation, "Yes."

Living on this street for so long, it was the first time he came to the convenience store in front of his house, let alone being called out to run errands at night.Someone still came at this point, waking up the sleepy clerk on night duty, rubbing his eyes and yawning while checking out.

Shen Wenji glanced at the shelf next to the counter, and took two cans of soda.

All the ingredients bought back are added to the instant noodles and cooked into a pot.Shen Wenxu hugged the hard-won canned fruit and ate it spoonful by spoonful. The aroma from the kitchen gradually became stronger, and he thought he was still in a dream.

Shen Wenji watched as Cen Yi confidently threw ingredients into the pot, "Do you know how to cook?"

Cen Yi happily replied, "No."

"..."

"But we always cook instant noodles like this in the dormitory~ Just put in whatever you have to eat, and it will taste good."

There are no dining tables and chairs downstairs, so Cen Yi used them as pillows, and used one as a fart pad for each of them, sitting on the ground around the coffee table to eat, "Don't forget to drink the soup!"

After a while, Shen Wenxu sighed happily while holding the bowl.

Each of them is an ordinary ingredient separately, but it is so delicious when mixed together.

Cen Yi was not too hungry, seeing that the two of them ate deliciously, and even held chopsticks in similar postures, he smiled and said, "Actually, if you take a closer look, you two are quite alike."

The unexpected sentence attracted the two brothers to speak in unison.

"Where does it look like!"

"What does it look like?"

"..."

Cen Yi couldn't help laughing, "Isn't this quite similar?"

Before him was a scene that he could not have imagined as an only child.It must be fun to have a brother by your side, right?Why do these two people seem to be at odds with each other?

Fortunately, the stomach was soothed properly, and the two people who couldn't get along would feel better when they were full, and the atmosphere was much softer than usual.

He didn't know that this was the first time Shen Wenxu came downstairs to eat in more than half a year, and it was also the first time the two brothers sat down to eat together.

"I never heard that you have a younger brother who lives with you."

Cen Yi cupped his face and continued to observe leisurely.Although the younger brother is still young, there is indeed some similarity between the eyebrows of the two, "Have you two lived like this for a long time?"

Anyone can see that Shen Wenxu is making do with it, temporarily making do with the possibility of leaving at any time.

"I won't live here for a long time." As if afraid of being rejected, Shen Wenxu took the initiative to answer, "Wait for a while... then leave."

Having said that, he himself felt quite emboldened, and his voice gradually dropped.

Cen Yi was a little confused, "Is it because you have reached puberty, so you are doing the 'run away from home' activity?"

It doesn't seem right either.Before Shen Wenji met Nan Huo, he lived in an orphanage. If he had a "home", why did he still live in a place for orphans?

"I'm not that naive!"

Shen Wenxu pouted, subconsciously looking at his elder brother.

The older brother... is eating noodles very engrossed.

That should mean something.

According to his own understanding when he was young, Shen Wenxu recounted the reasons for his homelessness, "Our family was doing some dangerous business...but that was a long time ago! My father didn't want to do it a long time ago. He has been planning to wash his hands all these years , will be chased and killed by other families who disagree."

"So I've been on the run, hiding and hiding...and here it is."

He sighed prematurely, "I don't know when it will end."

It's like listening to the plot of a novel.

Cen Yi was shocked, and his train of thought clearly matched the previous situation, "Then you were sent to the orphanage when you were young, was it also for the same reason?"

After Shen Wenji finished his last bite, he concluded his speech, "It's almost like that."

Shock.

In the past, there were gossip rumors that his family background was dark and complicated, and everyone thought it was written to attract people's attention.It turns out that the more outrageous the gossip is, the closer it is to the truth.

The temperament of the black/dao gangster when wearing formal clothes turned out to be a family inheritance!

Cen Yi asked tremblingly, "Then...do you want another bowl?"

"..."

Shen Wenji paid attention to his expression.Shaking to shaking, I didn't see that he was afraid, but I saw some excitement.

"It's so exciting! I still want to hear it!"

"..."

Although the reason is the same, the way the two leave home is different.

Shen Wenji witnessed the beginning of the struggle when he was young.Those were the darkest days, he was forced to sever ties with his family, and left the center of the vortex only after paying the price of being abandoned, to seek his own way of life.Even if survival is difficult, it is much safer than staying, at least it is a way of life.

Whitewashing is not a project that can be completed in just a few years.Even if he knew this, after so many years, when he saw that Shen Wenxu was desperate again, when he saw Shen Wenxu, he would still say with disgust, "Your family is really useless."

"..." Shen Wenxu couldn't refute him anything, he could only mutter in a low voice, "Obviously your surname is Shen."

Unlike the uncle's and uncle's families he was familiar with, those families were more or less gray with the Shen family.Everything that Shen Wenji owns now is obtained by himself.In particular, the special nature of his profession gave him social influence and public popularity. Standing in a place that is too conspicuous, it is not easy to start.That's why it's the best place to hide.

When Shen Wenxu knew all this, he thought he would not be taken in.Unlike him being protected and hiding, Shen Wenji was expelled when he was young—even for the purpose of protection, no matter how noble the reason is, it cannot change the essence of abandonment.No matter how you say it, you will be resentful, and even taking the opportunity to retaliate is reasonable.

But Shen Wenji left him, probably out of pity.

Maybe looking at him is like seeing yourself who had nowhere to go back then.

Cen Yi said thoughtfully, "Because you can't leave suspicious records that may be traced, you can't order food by yourself, and you can't buy children's clothes to leave shopping traces... Then he can only eat instant noodles when you are not at home. Poor little girl. No wonder the instant noodles here come in whole boxes.”

Shen Wenxu almost cried.

After all this time, someone who understands his feelings finally appeared.

"When you come back next time, I can bring you a change of clothes and other food. It shouldn't be a problem to put it in your backpack, right?" Cen Yi said, "If you have anything else you want, you can tell me, and I'll bring it to you. Come to you."

In fact, it is not difficult to bring something to hide.But there are two brothers, one doesn't speak, and the other doesn't care.

well.This home really cannot live without me.

Cen Yi consciously shouldered the burden of taking care of the family. After taking care of his younger brother, he looked at his elder brother and reached out to touch his forehead, "Did you bring the medicine back? The doctor said you have to take it every six hours."

"Bring it."

"It seems to be hotter than me, go and take medicine."

"It turns out that you are sick."

No wonder there is no movement downstairs these days.Shen Wenxu said in disbelief, "Then you still said 'don't go out no matter what you hear'... I thought you were going to do something terrible."

"To scare you." The speaker didn't feel guilty, "Just to keep you from annoying me by appearing in front of me."

"...I'm so worried about you!"

Shen Wenji went to the kitchen to look for water to take medicine, heard that he stopped, and turned his head to cast a glance at him.

"It's a shame that I... took the time to worry about you." He changed his words awkwardly, and buried his head in his face, "What are you looking at?"

Cen Yi held his face and continued to observe, and said cheerfully, "You two have a good relationship."

"It's not bad!"

"Where is it good?"

"..."

Isn't that pretty good.

I don't know if it's early or late.It was almost dawn after the late supper, but Cen Yi still received a WeChat message from Xiang Huan, confirming that he would come to pick him up this afternoon.

Hardworking adults work all night.Cen Yi sighed with emotion in his heart, replied "Yes", and sent her the location by the way.

Xiang Huan expressed surprise that he was still online, "Teacher Shen has already told me the address."

"When did it happen? Why don't I know."

"When you go to the hospital to accompany you to fall asleep."

Xiang Huan said helplessly, "Mr. Shen said he won't wake you up, so he took you home first. Let me pick you up the next day."

"Why are you talking so disgustingly?" Cen Yi murmured into the phone, "Isn't it normal to fall asleep when you should be sleeping?"

"Brother Cen Yi."

Shen Wenxu sat next to him, and asked at the right time, "Have you finished your work?"

"Huh? What's the matter?"

"Come and see this."

Wanted to say it the first time I saw it.While the man was washing dishes in the kitchen, Shen Wenxu quietly pulled him to the corner next to the projector, "Is this you?"

After the renovation downstairs, all walls in the entire space were painted white.The original strong colors and weird lines have disappeared, but only a small piece has been deliberately reserved here.

Cen Yi subconsciously slowed down her breathing, approached and touched lightly.It was a tearful eye, outlined in beautiful light blue, and the soft light and shadow in the pupil was depicted very movingly. (Chapter 7)

When Shen Wenji came out of the kitchen, he saw the two of them squatting side by side in the corner, whispering.

Cen Yi compared himself with the mobile phone, feeling amazed, "It turns out that this is how I look to him when I cry."

"Is it really you? I knew it."

"Well. I cried because I saw your brother."

Cen Yi said solemnly, "Treasure the boys who are willing to cry for you."

"..."

Shen Wenxu nodded in a daze.

It seems a little early to tell him this.

But Cen Yi inexplicably felt that he understood.

Shen Wenji exchanged a can of soda and drove him back to his room to sleep.Another can buckled the tab and opened it with a bang, "Go to the roof? You might see the sunrise later."

Cen Yi took a sip of the soda and followed him upstairs.

Unlike the imaginary scene where the scenery is leaking from all sides, the top floor is surrounded by a glass landscape room.As soon as the lights are turned on, the atmosphere is full.The green plants are covered with pergola, there are sofas and hammocks, and the arrangement is very comfortable.

Cen Yi lay on the hammock, swaying and admiring the scenery.Shen Wenji had just taken medicine and couldn't drink alcohol. He was a little bored drinking soda by himself. He saw a strange thing in a jar on the wine cabinet, and asked, "What is that? It looks like the infusion tube you used in the hospital."

The one he paid attention to was a long, soft straw that could be inserted into a wine bottle and sucked on the other end.

Cen Yi is very interested in sand sculpture toys, "I also want to use that to drink."

Shen Wenji reminded, "I bit that one."

"Can't you?"

"..."

"Oh. Cen Yi thought he disliked him, "When we were camping, seven people shared an apple with each other. "

It is also a skill to always be careless in strange places.

Shen Wenji had no choice but to get up and take the straw to rinse it off. When he came back, he knelt on one knee by the hammock, took the soda can and fixed one end, and put it on the wooden box next to him.

"It's so convenient, I don't have to hold it by myself."

Cen Yi gradually realized the beauty of sand sculpture toys, looked for the other end of the straw, opened his mouth, "ang."

Shen Wenji saw that he was waiting to be fed, and felt that the straw in his hand was redundant.Deliberately holding it far away, watching him stick out his head, stick out half of his body and chase after him, getting closer and closer, the distance that can be kissed by lowering his head, "You give me... ah!"

Before he finished speaking, he suddenly fell off the hammock, face down.Shen Wenji quickly supported him with his eyes and hands, and he covered his face in his lap.

Shen Wenxu, who had witnessed everything, stood at the stairs, silent.

Children should not intervene in the sand sculptures of adults.

Cen Yi touched his sore nose, looked up tearfully, and found him, "A Xu?"

Shen Wenji was slightly dissatisfied, "What are you doing here?"

"I just think that Brother Cen Yi should have left after he wakes up."

Shen Wenxu didn't know what he interrupted, and said obediently, "So I have to say goodbye in advance."

"I'll see you later. I'll come and see you when I'm free."

Cen Yi held his nose and waved at him, "Go back to sleep, children grow taller if they sleep more."

Shen Wenji originally thought that according to his usual style, he would leave Shen Wenxu to watch the sunrise together, so he said his thoughts inadvertently.Cen Yi said, "Because I still have something to talk to you about."

The conversation that was interrupted by Yan Fan in the hospital, they tacitly did not mention it in front of Shen Wenxu after returning home.

Cen Yi struggled to get down from the hammock, and sat on the sofa with him obediently without tossing around.Looking at the dim skyline in the distance, I started to get involved in the topic from the edge, "Is this really your home? It doesn't look like a place to live."

"It was originally intended to open a private art gallery, and Nan Huo also likes painting."

Shen Wenji said, "Later, the plan was to have an abortion, and if it was empty, it would be empty."

No wonder, the whole house does not look like a residential layout.

Cen Yi wanted to talk slowly, but he got to the point as soon as he opened his mouth.He simply didn't have to make any more detours, "Did you find Meng Lan? When did it happen?"

It was a few days ago?

After spending a few days in a daze, Shen Wenji couldn't tell the difference.It can only be divided by the iconic event, "It was the first day we were apart."

Cen Yi froze for a moment, feeling guilty in his heart.

Such guilt could be traced back to the hospital, or had existed since the moment he met him.I always thought that it would be great if I could be by his side earlier.

Shen Wenji did that in the past.During the period when he was temporarily blind due to excessive anxiety about his life after his debut, Shen Wenji was with him every day.But in the past few days, those heart-pounding moments were suffered by Shen Wenji alone.

It would be nice to come with him earlier.

Cen Yi suddenly understood how unnecessary the self-questioning of "I don't know why Shen Wenji likes me".

In those gloomy and embarrassing days, he did not have the glamorous charm on the stage, nor was he a cute and lovable image.Shen Wenji also guarded him well when he lost those admirable parts and doubted whether he could still live a good life every day.

Shen Wenji at that time must have been in the same mood as he is now.Knowing that he is going through difficult times, the feeling of liking will not be withdrawn, but will be more determined to be by his side.

Isn't that clear enough.In fact, Shen Wenji has already proved that his liking is not just because of the radiance of a certain part of Cen Yi's body.

It was because of Cen Yi itself.

Unknowingly completed the self-guided strategy.

Cen Yi came back to his senses and continued to ask, "Then did you get what you wanted?"

Got it?The clues that I pursued hard and didn't want to give up no matter what.

Shen Wenji shook his head, and said in a low voice, "No. Maybe... there won't be any more."

From the first day when he really came to him and got to know him, until now, Cen Yi has seen him show such an expression more than once, heavy and sad.

Like the shadow of Nanhuo on his back.Looking forward to no avail, and disappearing every time I turn around, I can't see it in the end.Like a long-cherished wish that is destined to never be fulfilled in life.

Such a deep obsession is so strong that there is no way to get rid of it.

Cen Yi quietly sat a little closer, leaning against him, as if she could transmit her own strength to him.

"You really miss him."

Shen Wenji forced a smile, and said softly, "Yes."

He never said "I miss you so much".He never said anything to others, to himself, or even to Nan Huo who was imagining in his mind.

But in those complicated feelings, self-blame, anger, or bewilderment, sadness and regret, all are mixed together and blended into one mood

It's just a miss.

I want to see you again.

Even if only for one more look.

"It's okay." Cen Yi said happily, "Actually, I think there's nothing wrong with keeping such expectations."

Shen Wenji shook his head.In my memory, it seemed to be the first time someone said such a thing to me.

"Is there nothing wrong...?"

"Well. It's like people always believe that the lost relatives just go to a place like heaven, and the soul will come back to visit them."

He said rationally, "It's the same reason. Missing is not a terrible thing, why stop it? Just let yourself believe that he is still living in a corner of this world. Although it may not be possible anymore Meet, but as long as each other's life is good."

"If you believe he's alive, so do I."

Cen Yi said, "I'll wait with you."

The city has not yet awakened, and the surroundings are peaceful.Shen Wenji stared at him blankly, his words echoed clearly in his mind.

There is only one voice left in the world.It seemed that every breath, every heartbeat at this time was just for the voice of this person.

Suddenly, he heard another pleasantly surprised sentence, "Ah, the sun seems to be coming out."

Shen Wenji turned off the lights, and then looked into the distance.The dawn in front of me dispelled the cold night, scattered like water waves, dyed the sky a light red, and then coated it with a layer of quiet and peaceful gold.

The people around him smiled, and the silhouette looking into the distance was shrouded in a gentle glow.

He suddenly said, "Cen Yi."

"Ok?"

"Do you know I like you?"

"This..."

"I like you."

"I know."

Cen Yi laughed, watched the sunrise without looking back, and said seriously, "I like you too."

As if talking about something that couldn't be more reasonable, the tone was as normal as it should be.

All of a sudden, thousands of rays of sunlight filled the sky, dyeing the clouds through.Gold and red are intertwined into one color, extending magnificently farther into the horizon.

Cen Yi couldn't get enough of it, and shouted for a photo.The landscape photo was not enough, Shen Wenji was forced to enter the mirror, although there was only one figure against the light, "Why... all of a sudden?"

"To keep it as a souvenir."

It was dawn.Cen Yi switched the camera to a selfie camera, and leaned against him shoulder to shoulder, reminding him to smile.

"To commemorate the dawn we first saw together."

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