was his cat

Hearing Chen Chi's words, Bai Chu pursed his lips, and dragged Chen Chi to the side of the bed to sit down. Chen Chi didn't resist, and sat down on the bed.

Bai Chu kept holding Chen Chi's hand, and he lowered his eyes, as if organizing his words.

Chen Chi didn't urge him, but rubbed Bai Chu's head, patiently waiting for Bai Chu to tell him little by little what he didn't know.

Although he already knew that it would not be a good memory, he still wanted to hear it, like Bai Chu had finally fully revealed himself in front of him, no one else would know him better than himself, and there would be no Others love him more than himself.

"Actually, there's nothing you can't say," Bai Chu looked up at the distress in Chen Chi's eyes, squeezed Chen Chi's fingers, and comforted him softly.

"Really?" Chen Chi raised his eyebrows, looking at the red-eyed Bai Chu opposite, a little disbelieving, "I'm so distressed that I can't speak now."

"I haven't said anything yet. Why do you feel bad?" Although Bai Chu said this, he also knew that what Chen Chi said was true.

Seeing that Chen Chi wanted to say more, Bai Chu glared at him, "Okay, you are not allowed to speak again until I finish."

Every time he opened his mouth, he would be led astray by Chen Chi. If Chen Chi was allowed to intervene again, he didn't know when he would have to talk. Besides, Chen Chi beat someone, and the teacher hadn't explained it yet!

Although Bai Chu thought he was threatening Chen Chi fiercely, in Chen Chi's eyes, that misty look was more like coquetry.

Chen Chi smiled, and replied, "Yes."

Seeing that Chen Chi stopped making trouble, Bai Chu said slowly, "Well, my mother's name is Su Qinmo, and my father's name is Bai Sizhe. You should have heard from Mu Chen."

As soon as he opened his mouth, Chen Chi's eyes moved slightly, and he nodded, but he remembered that what Mu Chen said back then was that Bai Sizhe's wife had some mental problems, and his son also suffered from autism.

In this case, his guess at the beginning was correct. Bai Chu took a break from school for two years, so he should be... treating illnesses?

"Actually, I used to have a pretty happy life. I traveled with my parents during the holidays. At that time, my father still loved my mother very much."

Bai Chu recalled while talking, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, his face soft, "Don't look at my dad who is very serious in the company, when my mother said something at home, he would never dare to refute it."

"En." Chen Chi replied softly, he was so good before, so why did he come to this point later?

"Later..." The smile on Bai Chu's face gradually disappeared, "One day, when my mother took me out shopping, I ran into a friend of my father's, who should be a business partner."

"He came out with his wife. When he saw my mother, he exchanged some pleasantries. His wife has a pet. It's a very cute cat. Well, it's Dabai."

When Bai Chu mentioned Dabai's tone was a bit sad, Chen Chi took Bai Chu's hand back and tightened it tightly.

Bai Chu blinked, smiled at Chen Chi, and continued, "At that time, she suddenly handed Dabai to me and asked me to touch it. I didn't think much about it, and took it after seeing how cute it was."

"I don't know what happened afterwards. I just remember my mother called me and looked behind me in horror. When I turned around, a car hit me."

It seemed that he could still feel the impact when the car hit him back then, and the pain that made him unable to move all over his body appeared again, and Bai Chu couldn't help but tremble.

Chen Chi's heart ached so much, he leaned over and kissed Bai Chu, closed his eyes to cover up the violence in them, and said softly, "Is that woman who pushed you over?"

"No." Bai Chu shook his head, he clearly remembered that he was not pushed, "I walked over by myself."

Chen Chi looked at Bai Chu in disbelief, and Bai Chu looked up at Chen Chi, "It's really like this."

Seeing that Chen Chi still didn't believe it, Bai Chu chuckled, "Okay, I'll be honest."

"Although I walked to the street by myself, it was the woman who led me there with Dabai. She was standing on the side of the street, and her husband was on the other side, um..."

Bai Chu thought about it carefully, it was too long, and he had recuperated from illness for several years, so he couldn't remember much of the scene at that time.

"She put Dabai on the ground. When I walked over to touch Dabai, I didn't realize that I had already walked into the street."

"Why did she do this?" Chen Chi pinched his palm, controlling his surging anger, almost gnashing his teeth.

"I don't know, maybe I don't like it." Bai Chu lowered his eyes. He later heard that the woman seemed barren, and her husband was also taking care of lovers outside. He probably saw his husband chatting happily with his mother, and thought that he It must be her husband's illegitimate child.

But it was still uncertain, and Bai Chu couldn't say these things out.

"That's it?" Chen Chi felt that this woman was simply unreasonable, "Who is she?"

"I don't know," Bai Chu frowned slightly as he looked at Chen Chi's expression, "Why are you asking this?"

"Uh, I..." Chen Chi paused his clenched hand and let it go, "No, I just asked."

"Really?" Bai Chu didn't trust Chen Chi very much, "Aren't you going to find her?"

"Cough, no," Chen Chi felt a little guilty, he really thought so just now, and he planned to ask Mu Chen about it.

"I heard that the woman divorced her husband later, then went crazy and was sent to a mental hospital." Bai Chu continued, "You can't go to her anymore, you know? Otherwise, I won't talk to you. "

"...Okay." Chen Chi silently dismissed the idea of ​​looking for Mu Chen, after all, he just agreed to Bai Chu just now, and he will always listen to him in the future.

It is a terrible thing for a man to break his promise, especially if the other party is the person he cares about most.

"Then what happened later?" Chen Chi couldn't figure it out. Looking at it this way, why is Bai Chu the one who was injured? Why is his relationship with his family so stiff?Thinking of Bai Sizhe's note on Bai Chu's mobile phone is two cold words - "Boss Bai".

Chen Chi's eyes tightened slightly. Could it be because Bai Chu was ill that he despised him?

"Later," Bai Chu pursed his lips slightly, but his voice was very calm, "When I was in the hospital, my mother blamed herself all the time, thinking that this accident happened because she didn't take good care of me, maybe it was the scene after I was hit that day The stimulation to her was too great, and she was a little out of spirits."

"In addition, after I woke up, the doctor said that because of the self-protection after stress, I closed myself up, which actually means autism. He said that he was not sure if it could be cured, because my mental state at that time was really serious. Very poor."

"Actually, that's just because part of my consciousness entered Dabai. At first, my own brain was still a little confused. Later, it got better, but I couldn't speak, and my reaction was much slower. Only Dabai was by my side would be much better. .”

"But my mother didn't know about it. Since then, she has collapsed and her mental state has deteriorated. I feel that something is wrong with her, but my father was busy with the company and taking care of me. To deal with my mother's illness anytime and anywhere, he doesn't know that my mother has mental problems long ago, he just thinks that my mother is ignorant, and she still loses her temper at this time, and after a long time like this, she will be a little tired."

"My dad went home a lot less often. My mom thought it was because I was stupid, so my dad didn't like me and didn't go home..."

When Bai Chu said these words, his expression was very calm, and his voice was also very cold, but Chen Chi was very distressed. He had never felt this kind of feeling of love from his family, but he knew that after feeling the warmth of his family, he would lose his heart again. It, that is a more uncomfortable emotion.

"Well, I'm fine." Bai Chu imitated Chen Chi and comforted him by rubbing Chen Chi's hair, and continued, "Then she has much higher demands on me, but sometimes her behavior is a bit extreme."

Some extreme...

I also know that it is definitely not as simple as Bai Chu said.

Chen Chi couldn't help but think of the blisters on Bai Chu's arm when he saw Bai Chu for the second time, and Bai Chu's blushing face was leaning against his door to sleep that night. Chen Chi just thinks about it now They all felt like they were about to suffocate.

two years! ! !

He remembered that Bai Chu and Su Qinmo lived alone for two years!

Chen Chi hardly dared to think about how Bai Chu survived day after day.

"Zai Zai..." Chen Chi's voice was very hoarse, he didn't know this, he really didn't know, he wanted to wait for Bai Chu to tell him, but now he wanted to go back and slap himself for thinking like this back then.

No wonder Bai Chu relied on him so much, no wonder he said he was the only one, no wonder Bai Chu was always afraid that something would happen to him...

Chen Chi closed his eyes and tried his best to calm down the soreness in his heart. He felt that his heart was about to go numb with pain today.

"Later, my dad stopped coming back, but the living expenses were still paid, which was quite a lot..." Bai Chu hooked the corner of his mouth and smiled.

After saying this, Bai Chu raised his eyes to look at Chen Chi, but he was stunned when he glanced over. Chen Chi took a deep breath slowly, the corners of his eyes were a little red, but it didn't look like he was crying, it was more like he was forced to cry. Hold back something and suffocate.

"It's okay, Chen Chi, look, I'm fine now." Bai Chu quickly moved over to comfort Chen Chi, but he didn't expect such a big reaction from Chen Chi, and regretted that he shouldn't have said it so clearly.

Bai Chu hugged Chen Chi flatteringly, buried his head on Chen Chi's neck, he rubbed it lightly, "Really, with you here, I am happy now, and super happy, don't think about it, okay?" .”

Seeing that Chen Chi still didn't move, Bai Chu lowered his head and lightly bumped Chen Chi's shoulder with his forehead, muttering softly, "I didn't say it to make you feel bad."

"Huh—" Chen Chi let out a fierce breath, and hugged Bai Chu tightly in his arms. He thought, he had to treat Bai Chu better and better, to be worthy of him treating himself as the whole world.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Xiaobai." Thinking of the things he did that frightened Bai Chu, Chen Chi gritted his teeth. He thought it was nothing before, but now he feels regretful.

"It's okay." Bai Chu blinked, not knowing why Chen Chi apologized, but he subconsciously said forgiveness.

"Let me hug you for a while, Xiaobai." Chen Chi's voice was still very hoarse, he was holding Bai Chu and refused to let go, the person in his arms was still the same person, but it seemed that there was something different, and it seemed that there was nothing different.