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The living room was as quiet as ever, Bai Chu looked at Su Qinmo standing in front of him and said nothing.

After this period of treatment, Su Qinmo's body seemed to be thinner and his face was a little pale, but in contrast, his eyes were clearer than before.

While Bai Chu was looking at Su Qinmo, Su Qinmo was also carefully observing this man who was supposed to be his own son. Her impression of Bai Chu was still before the car accident.

The boy would call her "Mom" in a clear voice, and look at her helplessly and helplessly when she was teasing him... But now, Bai Chu looked at her with particularly calm eyes, and his whole body was full of indifference.

Su Qinmo couldn't tell what she felt in her heart, she would definitely feel lonely, but she also knew that it was her own fault.

In fact, when she thinks back to the things she did when her mind was chaotic, she is a little unexpectedly shocked, like the soul watching the body move, and the sober one watching the other go crazy.

The memories that existed in her mind were more like a layer of dust, hidden there hazily, more like a TV series where the main character was exactly like her, without any sense of reality.

It wasn't until she came out to make a phone call with Bai Sizhe that she had some real feelings. The boredom in the words of the man who loved her so indifferently when he first answered the phone, now she finally knew what was true and what was false.

"You..." Su Qinmo looked at Bai Chu in front of him, and finally said softly after a while, "You've grown so big."

"...Mmm." Bai Chu hesitated for a moment, then nodded.

Compared with the previous Su Qinmo who lost his temper whenever he didn't like it, he also doesn't know how to deal with the normal Su Qinmo now.

Unlike Su Qinmo, during the two years when Su Qinmo had mental problems, although he was partially aware of Dabai, the rest of his consciousness could not allow him to understand profound things, but the expression of disgust and the straightforward hurt could still be understood. Impressed him, even said that he was more vulnerable at that time than his normal self.

He really went through those two years.

After Su Qinmo said this sentence, she didn't know how to continue the conversation. Looking at Bai Chu, she was a little dazed. She always knew that Bai Chu was very good. After listening to Bai Sizhe, Bai Chu had skipped a grade and his grades were not bad...

Thinking about her thoughts drifted away again. Seeing that Su Qinmo hadn't spoken for a long time, Bai Chu looked at the clock hanging on the wall, feeling a little anxious.

"Mom, didn't you say you have something to tell me?" Bai Chu frowned slightly, and picked out the words in a calm tone.

"Huh?" Hearing Bai Chu call "Mom", Su Qinmo had a rare feeling as if she had passed away. Following Bai Chu's words, she came back to her senses.

Thinking of what she came here to find Bai Chu wanted to talk about, she had a phone call with Bai Sizhe when she was just discharged from the hospital——

"Sizhe, let's get a divorce."

"Over the past few years, I've been very disappointed in myself, and I'm also very disappointed in you."

"I chose to marry you at the beginning because I believe that compared to work, me and this family are the most important things in your heart, and they should be irreplaceable."

"Of course, you are, too."

If that hadn't happened, Su Qinmo thought this way while sitting in the car going home, holding her mobile phone in one hand and looking sideways at the passing traffic outside the car window, listening to Bai Sizhe's hesitant voice, She didn't give him a chance to continue.

"Time will always verify many things, such as money, people's hearts, and our love."

She knew that Bai Sizhe still had feelings for her and Bai Chu, from the fact that he would rather live in the company than go to any woman's house for the past two years, but this was not what she wanted.

"Do you still remember when we first fell in love?" Su Qinmo's expression was light, "You said that even if you got married, you would spoil me and make me the little princess who can act like a baby forever without growing up."

Bai Sizhe was in a trance on the phone. He looked at the photo standing on the desk. The woman's bright smile seemed to bring him back to the time when he was young and flying. Young people's feelings are the most sincere and moving.

He knew that he was not joking at that time, he had thought about staying with this woman for the rest of his life, and he wanted to love her for the rest of his life.

Bai Sizhe recalled his behavior in the past two years in a daze. When something happened at home, he was supposed to be the pillar of the family, the spiritual force to support the family, but what about him?

"We are not young anymore, we should always be responsible for the choices we make." Su Qinmo continued, "I don't think there is still love between us. Since this is the case, it is better to separate simply. It is good for you and me. good."

"..." Bai Sizhe was silent for a long time before he spoke with some difficulty, "Then, Bai Chu..."

"...Bai Chu, I will tell him myself." Su Qinmo was also silent for a while. In fact, she was also very sorry for Bai Chu. She was a victim, but she was treated like this by them. She is a good child...

When Bai Chu was mentioned, both sides were a little silent. There was a heavy sense of guilt in this silence. In the end, it was Su Qinmo who said, "That's it, I'll hang up."

"Ah Mo..." Bai Sizhe called out in a low voice. He didn't want Su Qinmo to leave. Even if he didn't go home before, he knew that as long as he came home, Su Qinmo would be there waiting for him. He knew that he Another identity is Su Qinmo's husband.

He knew that Su Qinmo's name was on his marriage certificate, which meant that even if one day he was critically ill and underwent surgery, Su Qinmo would sign for him the document that could determine his life and death. He had always subconsciously thought so.

It wasn't until now that he was a little slow to react. Since he could let Su Qinmo decide his life and death, why did he do such a disappointing and chilling thing in the first place?

"Sizhe, let's leave." Su Qinmo interrupted him, then lowered his eyes, "We are not young but we are still young, you can find better ones."

After finishing speaking, before Bai Sizhe could say anything else, she hung up the phone.

"Ah..." Hearing the sound of "beep beep" coming from the phone, Bai Sizhe leaned back on the chair a little discouraged. He didn't want to find a better one. Even when Su Qinmo was in that state of mind, he never thought about going back No matter how many others he looks for, it's not Su Qinmo.

When Bai Chu recovered, he thought about it, so he wanted to be nice to Bai Chu, but he slapped Su Qinmo, who was still ill, and said, "If you continue to do this, we will divorce."

He saw Bai Chu's difficulties in the past two years, but he ignored Su Qinmo's situation at that time. Now that Su Qinmo had recovered, he realized his debt to Su Qinmo.

He always finds out that he was wrong when there is no way to make up for the damage, and he has been regretting it all the time, but he has never really understood the situation of his family. In vain, he still claims to be a good and responsible man.

"Heh," Bai Sizhe rubbed his forehead and smiled wryly, Ah Mo has always been such a woman who dares to love and hate, hasn't she?That's why he was attracted to her, so it's not accidental for him to do what she does now. Similarly, he can't blame anyone, he deserves it.

"You and Dad are going to divorce?" Bai Chu said this in a questioning tone, but he didn't feel surprised at all.

"Yeah." Su Qinmo looked at the child who said "you" to her with a complicated expression, and felt a little bitter in his heart, "I want to tell you myself, I hope you can understand me."

"Yeah." Bai Chu nodded, there was nothing he couldn't understand, he knew very well that they couldn't go back to the beginning, "I see."

"..." Su Qinmo looked at Bai Chu hesitantly, "Don't you have anything to ask?"

Um?Bai Chu looked at Su Qinmo with some doubts, did he have anything else to ask?

Seeing Bai Chu's expression, Su Qinmo sighed in his heart. It seems that Bai Chu was really disappointed in them, right?

I guess I don't have such deep feelings, and I don't feel too uncomfortable now, and I don't know if this is good or bad.

"Ah, that's right." Just when Su Qinmo thought that Bai Chu had nothing to say, Bai Chu suddenly thought of something, "Then when will you officially divorce? I can prepare for it?"

"...Not sure yet, I will tell you later." Su Qinmo pursed her lips and replied.

"Okay, I see." Bai Chu nodded, he looked at the time, if he hurry up, he might be able to catch up with Mu Chen's flight, "Is there anything else? I'll leave now."

After Bai Chu said this, he felt that he was acting too indifferent. After thinking about it, he explained again, "I made an appointment with my classmates, and now the plane will take off in an hour, and I'm afraid it will be too late."

"Ah, that's it, then you go first." Su Qinmo came back to his senses, looked at Bai Chu's anxious look and said hastily, "Just ask the driver to take you there."

"Yeah." Bai Chu nodded and walked out, but when he put his hand on the doorknob, he still paused. He looked back at Su Qinmo, and said softly:

"I've grown up, Mom." So there's no need to be burdened by me, Bai Chu met Su Qinmo's eyes, and said, "I'm very happy now, so I hope you can be happy too."

Bai Chu didn't want the recovered Su Qinmo to continue living with regrets about the past, it was unnecessary.

No matter whether Su Qinmo understood him or not after speaking, Bai Chu opened the door and walked out. Su Qinmo looked at the back of Bai Chu leaving, and the tears that didn't even shed when he told Bai Sizhe about the divorce finally fell down his eyes When she got down, she covered her mouth and didn't cry out.

The afternoon sun fell on Bai Chu's body, but his back, which was not tall, looked like a poplar that had passed through the scorching sun. It was tough and tall, and the green lawn reflected Bai Chu's figure, as if ushering in a new vitality, full of vitality. Vitality grows upwards wantonly.

She stood in the room where the light was blocked and watched the boy walk towards the sun step by step. It was a boy who was carrying the malice of his dearest relatives but walked forward with kindness. That was—her son.