After abstinence was changed, they rushed to marry me [Transmigration Book]

Bai Xuetang was eight months pregnant before marrying into the Ming family.She set it up on purpose, when she was flirting with Ming.

Married into the Ming family with a pregnancy, she gave birth to a pair of twins, a girl named Chutang and a boy named Yunxue.

It's a pity that Chutang's health was not good, and he died not long after he came to this world.

Bai Xuetang pinned her hopes on Ming Yunxue, hoping that he would be well-behaved so that she could gain a foothold in the Ming family.

Bai Xuetang, who became a rich wife, had money in her hands, so she squandered it to her heart's content.She often plays cards with other wives, compares luxury goods, gambles, gives funds to her goddam brother, and even secretly takes care of the little boy in the club outside.

This is the life she dreamed of before. The miserable girl who was ashamed and wanted to dedicate everything to her younger brother was gone.

She is now the cash cow of her parents and younger brother, relying on the blood of the Ming family flowing through Ming Yunxue to make money.

Such an extravagant life made her unable to bear any hardships, even changing a diaper for her son felt extremely disgusted.

In fact, there are other reasons. She doesn't like boys very much. If Chutang is still alive, she will definitely spoil her daughter as a little princess, so as to heal the trauma she suffered when she was a child.

Therefore, Ming Yunxue never called her mother, and even called Ming Zhenggan "father" seldom.

Ming Zhengqian was often away, and at this time only Ming Yunxue and a nanny were left in the huge villa.

When Mingyun Xueer was very dependent on the nanny, she wanted to find the missing mother's love from her as much as possible.

But the nanny told him that Bai Xuetang was the "mother".

After several psychological struggles, Ming Yunxue decided to store her star origami in a jar and give it to this indifferent "mother".

But Bai Xuetang didn't pay much attention to him, and only told the nanny to take good care of him and not to let anything happen to him.

If something happened to Ming Yunxue, she would have no money to take in the future.

Ming Yunxue quietly put the star bottle on Bai Xuetang's dressing table, along with many toys and gifts that he thought were fun and beautiful.

He was trying to please this mother as much as possible, but everything he sent was "sinking into the sea" without any news.

Gradually, Ming Yunxue stopped sending them away.

On his fifth birthday, the nanny gave him a crystal ball music box.

He held it in the palm of his hand carefully and observed that the glass sphere was filled with white "snowflakes", and there was a smiling face painted on the face of the little snowman spinning with the music.

This is his favorite birthday present.

After his birthday, his mother was leaving. Ming Zhenggan found out that she was taking care of a man outside, and it happened that his female secretary was going to be a "superior", so after he and Bai Xuetang made an agreement, Ming Yunxue was left with nothing but had a father.

At that time, Ming Yunxue didn't understand the true meaning of "leave". He thought that Bai Xuetang would return to the villa after playing cards as usual.

but.

Once Bai Xuetang left, she never came back.

As soon as she left, Ming Zhengqian's secretary married into the Ming family.

This stepmother was very young and beautiful, and within a year of her marriage, she added another son to the Ming family, named Ming Yunyu.

The babbling baby was held in the arms of the mother and was pampered.

At this time, Ming Zhengqian began to strictly educate Ming Yunxue, and he wanted to train the eldest son to be a qualified heir.

Although Ming Yunxue is not very talkative, she is very dedicated and serious in her studies, because if she gets good grades, Ming Zhengqian will care more about him than Ming Yunyu.

But in fact this is not the case, the care Ming Yunxue thinks is actually less than half of what Ming Yunyu receives.

Being strict with the eldest son and pampering the second son seems to be the educational philosophy of the Ming family.

Ming Yunxue stood upstairs, looking down from above, seeing that the nanny who used to care for him was now doing her best to take care of Ming Yunyu.

At that time, he didn't have any murderous thoughts towards his younger brother, he just hated and envied him excessively.

But when did he start thinking about killing Ming Yunyu?

Just when Ming Yunyu also received a crystal ball music box, he started to kill.

The birthdays of Ming Yunxue and Ming Yunyu are only one day apart, Yunyu's is in front and Yunxue's is in the back. For convenience, Ming Zhenggan arranged their birthdays to be held together on Yunyu's day.

This is very unfair to Ming Yunxue, but he is an older brother, so there is nothing to complain about.

When opening the presents, Ming Yunxue kept staring at Ming Yunyu's crystal ball.

He was thinking that the one he had received was not unique, it turned out that Ming Yunyu also had the crystal ball, and it was more eye-catching than his newer one.

Back in the room, Ming Yunxue threw the little snowman into the trash can when he saw the little snowman that could no longer turn in his hand.

...

A few years later, Ming Yunyu was nine years old, and Ming Yunxue was 14 years old.

Ming Yunyu liked his elder brother very much since he was a child. Although this elder brother always had a cold face towards him, he still admired him very much.

He also likes to call him "brother" sweetly.

Ming Yunxue patted his head, releasing a friendly signal.

Ming Yunyu preferred to play with him, and even asked him to do homework together, but Ming Yunxue never let him into his room.

"It's my birthday in one month, what gift do you want brother?"

Ming Yunyu looked at him expectantly, and said, "Shall my brother and I exchange gifts?"

Ming Yunxue said, "I want a crystal ball music box."

This is a very common gift in boutiques, and Ming Yunyu agreed without thinking about it.

On Ming Yunyu's birthday, the two exchanged birthday presents, and Ming Yunxue gave Ming Yunyu a blue budgerigar.

"Wow, so beautiful!" Ming Yunyu widened his eyes, staring at the bird in the cage without blinking, and even stretched out his hand to tease it. All his interest in the past few days has been transferred to this living creature.

Ming Yunxue on the side pursed her lips calmly.

On the third day after the gift was given out, only Ming Yunxue, Ming Yunyu and the nanny were left at home.

In the morning, Ming Yunxue changed into a set of clothes, put on a peaked cap and a mask, and went out.

He went to the hospital and said he was depressed and insomnia.

"Where are your parents?" asked the doctor.

"They're out of town."

In the end, Ming Yunxue got a very small amount of Al/P/azole/lun/tablets, but it was enough, as long as it could make people sleep more deeply.

Back home, while the nanny was cooking, Ming Yunxue replaced her blood pressure medicine with sleeping pills.

After eating, Ming Yunxue watched her take the "hypertensive medicine" routinely, which made her lunch break twice as long.

Ming Yunyu was still teasing the caged bird in the room. While he was going to the bathroom, Ming Yunxue came in, opened the cage, and trained the parrot out of the cage and back in the cage as before. The last time, Ming Yunxue let it stay by the window.

The windows were wide open, and it looked like the parrot might fly away at any moment.

Ming Yunyu saw such a scene when he came back, and Ming Yunxue had already left.

"Why did you run out?" Ming Yunyu frowned, thinking that this was a gift from his brother, and he couldn't just let it fly away.

He tried to climb up the window. The moment he climbed up, the parrot flew to the air conditioner again. He grabbed the curtain with one hand while reaching out to catch the bird, but he didn't catch anything. The bird flew, and he fell down, like A watermelon fell on its head and fell to pieces.

The people in the other room watched like this, and the wind brought the curtains out, fluttering wantonly.

"Come here." Ming Yunxue led the bird over, and fed it a few mealworms as a reward.

But after a while, the budgerigar that ate the mealworms twitched a few times and returned to the cage.

Ming Yunxue stared at the cage, still teasing something with her fingers.

Some women lost their sons and acted like crazy; there were also women who left their sons and were still happy outside.

The second person Ming Yunxue killed was Bai Xuetang.

After graduating from the college entrance examination that year, he found Bai Xuetang's residence in another city.

Bai Xuetang has been divorced three times, and after giving birth to Ming Yunxue, she gave birth to two sons and a daughter for others.

Now she lives alone, without children by her side, because she does not have the custody rights, and she does not want to raise them.

With money on hand, she bought a detached villa with a courtyard. There was a crabapple planted in the courtyard, which was fragrant when it bloomed.

Unexpectedly, Ming Yunxue would find this place, and the mother and son could finally sit down and have a good chat.

Bai Xuetang sat on the futon, smoked a cigarette, exhaled a smoke ring, and said to the person opposite: "You have grown so big."

Indeed, she has grown up so much. When she left the Ming family, Ming Yunxue was only a five-year-old boy.

In a blink of an eye, it's time to go to college.

Ming Yunxue didn't speak, just looked at her.

Bai Xuetang shifted his gaze to the crabapple tree in the courtyard again, and asked him how Ming Zhenggan was doing now.

"He is very good, married term after term."

"Men are so virtuous, they like young and beautiful women." Bai Xuetang put her eyes on him again.

Ming Yunxue inherited her beauty when she was young, but she seemed a little deserted, and her solitary appearance was very similar to her current living situation.

"You are eighteen, have you ever thought about finding a girlfriend?"

"Not yet."

"Didn't hand over one?"

"No."

Bai Xuetang couldn't help laughing, but caught off guard and choked on the cigarette, coughing non-stop.

Ming Yunxue didn't move, waiting for her to finish coughing.

Time has left imprints on Bai Xuetang's face, and Ming Yunxue saw the wrinkles in the corners of her eyes.

After recovering slowly, Bai Xuetang took a sip of tea and continued to chat: "When you go to university, what do you want to study?"

"Study medicine."

Bai Xuetang smiled, a little helpless: "I thought you were going to learn management so that you could enter your father's company."

Ming Yunxue was silent for a while, and asked an irrelevant question, "If I could do it all over again, would you treat me well?"

Bai Xuetang took a puff of cigarette, stared at Ming Yunxue in the hazy white, as if thinking seriously, she said: "No, because I am also very tired."

Ming Yunxue touched her somewhat chapped lips with her fingers, and said nothing again.

He left without looking back, Bai Xuetang watched him go.

...

Later, Bai Xuetang disappeared for a month, and the poker friends reported to the police because Bai Xuetang owed them a lot of debts.

Bai Xuetang's mobile phone was found by the river. The police began to search the river bank, and then expanded the search area to the river for salvage, but only half of the bodies were recovered.

The wreckage was packed in black bags, swollen by the river water.

Then Bai Xuetang's villa was searched, but nothing was found, even the ground was dug up.

As the only male who met Bai Xuetang a month ago, Ming Yunxue was invited to the criminal police department for questioning.

A very young intern policeman was watching his expression changes, but Ming Yunxue didn't show any special emotion at all.

After hearing that his biological mother was brutally dismembered, he didn't even bat an eye.

Although it is suspected that there is a motive for committing the crime, the criminal police have not found any evidence to prove that Ming Yunxue killed the person.

This has become an unsolved case, and after a long time, it will disappear.

But the intern policeman kept Ming Yunxue in mind, he thought it must be him.

The person must have been killed by Ming Yunxue.

But he had no evidence, just intuition.

Bai Xuetang's villa has become a haunted house. According to the procedures, it should be inherited by her younger brother, but Ming Yunxue gave him some money, which was more valuable than selling the villa, and made up for his gambling, gambling and borrowing money. The big hole left by high-interest loans.

After that, the villa belonged to Ming Yunxue.This is his mother's home, and no one else can say anything.

Sitting back to the original position again, Ming Yunxue smoked a cigarette and turned to look at the courtyard of the villa.

The crabapple tree had been removed, and the space left was filled with red and white roses.

The soil was refurbished, and something was buried under the courtyard to become nutrients for bright flowers.

It was also in this year that Ming Yunxue met Xie Yiheng.

That day, Ming Yunxue was standing by the river blowing the wind, or maybe looking at something, there was a little boy not far from him, fishing with his father.

I caught fish in the morning, and in the evening, I took the bucket to the river and released two more.

The boy also noticed Ming Yunxue, because Ming Yunxue had already stayed from morning to night.

Ming Yunxue was wearing a windbreaker and a mask, Xie Yiheng couldn't see his face at all, he could only vaguely tell from his eyes that he was a very handsome big brother.

"Big Brother, have you not eaten?" Ten-year-old Xie Yiheng spoke to Ming Yunxue for the first time.

Ming Yunxue looked down at him without saying a word.

Xie Yiheng continued: "I know there is a very delicious restaurant near here called Jiangnan Mingxuan. Do you want to eat there? Go and eat quickly, don't be hungry, the food there is super delicious."

A word can't be separated from eating.

Ming Yunxue was about to leave, but Xie Yiheng was taken aback by her indifference when she turned around.

The sky was already dark, the street lights were on, the crowd was surging after get off work and school, and students passed by Ming Yunxue in groups.

Ming Yunxue looked up and glanced at the surrounding shops, not knowing what to do next, so she simply stood at the traffic lights for a long time.

The autumn wind blows the withered and yellow leaves, and the bustling city cars come and go.

Ming Yunxue walked onto the overpass, looking at the passing traffic below.

He didn't know what the idea was, maybe he was hungry, he looked at it for a while, then took out his mobile phone, and searched for the delicious restaurant the boy mentioned just now on the map software.

Jiang - South - Name - Xuan

Ming Yunxue typed four words, and the coordinates he found were very close to his location, so close that he could get there after getting off the overpass and walking a few steps.

He went and stood outside the store for a while, because there were quite a few people inside, which proved that the business of this store was really good.

There should be a place on the second floor, Ming Yunxue looked around and saw that the boy who had just introduced him to the restaurant was eating with his parents by the window.

After hesitating for a while, Ming Yunxue went in anyway, queued for a while, and then went up to the second floor with the list.

The location he chose was far away from the boy's family, but when he looked up, he could clearly see the expression on the boy's face.

The meal was delivered, and Ming Yunxue ordered relatively light dishes, one serving of winter melon pork rib soup, and one serving of minced meat and egg custard.

When he finished eating and went to look at the distant location, there was no one there.

She didn't know when she left, and Ming Yunxue didn't pay much attention to it.

The food here is really delicious and suits his taste.

He usually seldom goes out to eat, and he solves it at home by himself.

Boringly tearing the paper towels into strips, Ming Yunxue stood up for a while and left.

After going to the supermarket for a walk to buy some fruits for digestion after meals, Ming Yunxue ran into Xie Yiheng's family again.

Xie Yiheng was also picking fruit, and stuffed the fruit into the bag very familiarly.

His mother even patted his hand and scolded with a smile: "You can't finish eating so much."

Xie Yiheng continued to pick, and said while picking up fruits, "I can finish eating, and I will eat when I get hungry in the middle of the night, one cherry tomato at a time."

Or "eat" one bite at a time.

Not only was his mother speechless, even Ming Yunxue was speechless.

"You eat so many other people's children are still taller than you." Dad said casually, stepping on Xie Yiheng's minefield.

Xie Yiheng beat his father's beer belly with his small fist, and said angrily, "What, I'm not the shortest one!"

Later, Xie Yiheng carried another carton of milk by himself, shouting: "I want to drink milk!"

Ming Yunxue hooked the corners of her lips, and subconsciously covered her smile with her hands.

After the family settled the bill, Ming Yunxue began to pick up her own fruits, buying some oranges and some cherry tomatoes.

It seemed that she had caught a cold. After taking a bath at night, Ming Yunxue felt her body warm up.

He had a fever, but he didn't have any medicine on hand. He slept drowsily all night, and when he woke up in the morning, he still had a splitting headache and a cough.

Putting on her clothes and going out, and covering herself tightly, Ming Yunxue found a pharmacy closest to her residence.

The pharmacy is a holding pharmacy of Huayao Group, and the quality should be guaranteed. As soon as Ming Yunxue entered, she saw Xie Yiheng sitting at the cash register doing homework.

Ming Yunxue struggled for a while, and lowered her peaked cap a little.

The cashier was not there at this time, only Xie Yiheng was a child.

Seeing someone coming in, Xie Yiheng said politely, "Hello, what medicine do I need to buy?"

Ming Yunxue said hoarsely, "I'll see for myself."

Xie Yiheng recognized his nasal voice, and thoughtfully pointed in one direction with a pen, "Cold medicine and antipyretic medicine are in zone 2, right there."

After choosing the medicine, Ming Yunxue walked to the counter.

Xie Yiheng took the medicine familiarly and entered the data into the computer, "A box of ibuprofen is 18 yuan, a box of ammonia plus Huangmin is 28 yuan, a box of Ganmaoling is 19 yuan, brother, do you want to buy so much?"

Ming Yunxue looked at him, "Well, keep it for later use."

Xie Yiheng took his cash, gave the change, and carefully counted it twice: "Okay, I charge you 100 yuan, and the change is 35. The season is changing now, brother, pay attention to keeping warm."

Ming Yunxue glanced at his homework, and asked one more question, "Aren't your parents here?"

"My brother fell and hurt himself, and they took him to the hospital."

Xie Yiheng didn't seem to recognize that Ming Yunxue was the person by the river that day, and started chattering, "Did brother have breakfast? You can drink medicine after eating. Go out from here and walk about 100 meters to the left. There is an early shop there. Dumplings and meat porridge are really delicious, why don't you try it?"

Ming Yunxue nodded, he didn't have anything to ask, after thanking him, he really turned left and bought some porridge at the early shop Xie Yiheng mentioned.

The meat porridge with a little diced green onion gave it a tangy aroma. Ming Yunxue didn't have much appetite when she went out, but now she felt a little hungry again, and her headache symptoms were relieved a lot.

Back at the residence, Ming Yunxue drank the porridge first, scooped up a small spoonful to taste the taste, it was neither salty nor bland, just to his taste.

While eating, he took out the medicine again, and his eyes stayed on the name of each box of medicine for a few seconds.

He thought of what the boy had said to him when he just bought the medicine.

Pulling out a tissue and pressing it under his nose, Ming Yunxue's eyes were moist, and his mind went blank. It took him a long time to adjust his emotions, and he almost lost control at that moment.

A few days later, Ming Yunxue was about to leave the city. Before going to the airport, he went to the pharmacy to buy another box of medicine, but the cashier at the counter was not that kind child.

When paying the bill, Ming Yunxue still couldn't help but said: "Hello... A kid here picked up my ID card a few days ago, and I haven't had time to thank him yet."

As she said that, Ming Yunxue took out a piece of chocolate from her pocket, "A little gift, please pass it to him? Thank you very much."

The cashier showed a smiling face, "You are welcome, that kid loves to play, and now he doesn't know where he is going."

The cashier was supposed to be the boy's mother, she was very enthusiastic, and asked Ming Yunxue if she was studying in university in this city.

Ming Yunxue shook her head and said that she was in a certain medical university.

"Medical University! Our family Yiming is also planning to take that school! What a coincidence!" The woman was a little excited and asked Ming Yunxue's senior year.

"I'm just a freshman, and I haven't learned much yet." Ming Yunxue pursed her lips, thinking that the "Yiming" in the woman's mouth should be the boy's brother.

"Why didn't you learn anything? You are so tired of studying medicine. You young people must pay attention to protecting your body and don't stay up all night playing games!"

"En." Ming Yunxue nodded.

"Oh, I hope Yiming can get into the ideal school next year." The woman sighed.

Ming Yunxue thought about it, and left a contact information, saying that if Xie Yiming is admitted next year, he can contact him, so that he can help take care of any difficulties in school.

"Thank you so much!" The woman was very happy, "I will tell him when he comes back from vacation!"

...

On the plane, Ming Yunxue took off her glasses and pinched the space between her brows wearily.

He suddenly regretted it again, regretted leaving the contact information there.

Unable to figure out why she did this, Ming Yunxue fell into an unprecedented feeling.

For the next year, a persistent criminal policeman used his free time to investigate him.

The criminal policeman is called Jiang Yan. He is passionate when he first entered the industry. He is a bit stubborn in temperament, but his intuition is very sharp.

In the elegant western restaurant, the two sat facing each other. Ming Yunxue listened to Jiang Yan's "Murder Hypothesis" while cutting a steak.

"Did you do this? Ming Yunxue?" Jiang Yan stared into his eyes.

Ming Yunxue focused on tasting Western food with lowered eyebrows.

"Tell me." Jiang Yan moved his upper body closer and spoke forcefully.

Ming Yunxue took a sip of the red wine, and said lightly, "I said no, would you believe me?"

"Don't try to quibble. I know you bought that villa. If you didn't kill him, why did you buy it? She left you when you were five years old. You have no reason to buy the house because of family affection. "Jiang Yan's words were well-founded and eloquent.

"Why can't it be because of feelings?" Ming Yunxue looked at him with no emotion in his eyes.

Jiang Yan was choked, and repeated what he said just now, "She was...just..." when you were five years old.

If the choke is in the throat, it is not appropriate to make the following words into sentences alone.

Ming Yunxue continued to cut the steak, "If you can find evidence of my murder, then I will be punished accordingly, but if you have no evidence, then her death has nothing to do with me."

Jiang Yan's face was disheveled, and the people in front of him were calm and calm, as if they really had nothing to do with the murder case.

...

In midsummer, all the universities basically finished admitting new students, and the "thread" that Ming Yunxue planted back then was also taken back—Xie Yiming was admitted to his school.

On the day when the admission results came out, Xie Yiming added Ming Yunxue's WeChat account, and a smiley face came from the first sentence.

Ming Yunxue lay on the bed, first looked at his circle of friends.

Xie Yiming's circle of friends posted a lot of photos, it can be seen that his current family is very harmonious.

But what Ming Yunxue wants to see is not him, but his younger brother Xie Yiheng.

In each group of photos, Xie Yiheng showed his face more or less, some selfies with Xie Yiming, and some snapshots when he was playing around in his hometown in the countryside.

Sometimes Xie Yiming would post a photo of Xie Yiheng alone, which seemed to be a snapshot. When Xie Yiheng turned his head, his expression was calm and cute, with a hint of doubt. Maybe he didn't expect his brother to point the camera at him.

"Yiheng is really rare and well-behaved! (Tongue sticking out.jpg)" Xie Yiming's copywriting reveals pampering everywhere.

Ming Yunxue saved every photo of Xie Yiheng and put it in a private album.

After finishing all this, Ming Yunxue exhaled, feeling a little ridiculous, got up and went to the bathroom to wash her face.

Looking at the person in the mirror, Ming Yunxue thought for a long time.

He felt that he was hopeless, from the moment he replaced the antihypertensive drug with sleeping pills, from the moment he killed Ming Yunyu, and from the moment he asked the sentence "If you do it again, you will treat me well." "Start... If there is no such "smoothing", it is impossible for him to have a good impression of a child.

There seemed to be blood on her hands, which couldn't be washed off no matter how much she washed, Ming Yunxue took a deep breath and closed the water valve forcefully.

He locked himself in the toilet and calmed down all night.

The first thing I do when I open the door in the morning is to delete all the contents of the private album.

The world seemed to be calm, Ming Yunxue lay down on the bed and curled herself up.

...

On the first day of school for freshmen, Xie Yiming approached Ming Yunxue.

Seeing Ming Yunxue for the first time, Xie Yiming was stunned, as if he was amazed by Ming Yunxue's ascetic and indifferent appearance, but it was just a simple appreciation.

Xie Yiming came back to his senses and took out a can of gummy bears from his backpack. There were colorful flavors and each gummy bear was exquisitely packaged.

Xie Yiming talked about giving chocolates before, and this box of fudge was a gift Xie Yiheng asked him to bring to Ming Yunxue.

"It's been so long, I still remember."

"Does he know that I'm the brother who bought the medicine?"

Ming Yunxue was thinking about it, her eyes were on the fudge, he was hesitating whether to take it, but Xie Yiming shoved it into his arms carelessly.

There are still many gifts later, some are from Xie Yiming himself, and some are from Xie's mother.

Xie Yiming said "You are welcome" while saying "Take care of each other in the future".

The two became friends just like that.

And all of this is because of the contact information that Ming Yunxue deliberately left behind.

Looking at the can of fudge, Ming Yunxue's heart became confused again.

As long as he moved forward a few steps, he could see that kind and warm little angel again.

That night, Ming Yunxue had the same dream again and again.

He dreamed of what he had experienced in that city.

He dreamed that he was walking blankly among the crowd, everything around him was colorless, only gray and white, everyone was like a graffiti line draft, absurd and bizarre, chaotic and weird.

He looked up and saw someone handing him on the bridge, the only person of color he had seen.

Sometimes that person is close at hand, and he wants to reach out to touch him, but suddenly finds that his hands are covered with blood.

He hurriedly took it back, then found a deep pool and plunged into it, died a hundred times, let these bloody, dirty, and filthy things sink to the bottom of the water...

The entangled emotions lasted for a whole year. When Xie Yiming asked him to go back to that city for a visit, he agreed without any hesitation.

Going to meet important people, like going on a date, should be as grand as possible.

At the very beginning, Ming Yunxue put himself in a very high position, he had no experience in love, only slowly groping for it by himself.

So much so that Xie Yiheng didn't recognize him when he saw him again.

Even casual suits made people feel a little alienated, which made Ming Yunxue a little troubled.Then, in front of Xie Yiheng, he inadvertently took off his watch, the casualness of his gestures was carefully practiced by him.

Xie Yiheng's eyes were indeed attracted, and there was longing, yearning and appreciation for the word "mature" in his eyes.

"Brother, your friend is so handsome." Xie Yiheng tugged at the corner of Xie Yiming's clothes.

Xie Yiming laughed out loud, "What, my friends, haven't you met each other before? You even picked up someone's ID card and gave away gummy bears."

Xie Yiheng looked shocked: "Huh?"

There is a kind of embarrassment of admitting the wrong person.

The three of them had dinner again at Jiangnan Mingxuan, which impressed Ming Yunxue the most. He still remembered the taste of winter melon ribs and minced meat egg custard.

Sitting opposite him, Xie Yiheng saw that he ordered such a vegetarian dish, so he couldn't help saying: "Brother, don't you eat more meat?"

Before Ming Yunxue answered, Xie Yiming said: "If you eat meat every day like you, you won't grow up."

Xie Yiheng: "???"

The little boy has big question marks and big doubts.

Seeing his resentful little expression, Ming Yunxue wanted to laugh, but he held back in the end.

Xie Yiheng said to him again, "I will give you my big fish and meat later, so I won't give it to Xie Yiming."

Xie Yiming: "Hey?! You bastard, who invited this meal? Are you still so arrogant?"

Xie Yiheng shook his head, imitating Crayon Shin-chan's tone: "I'll tell Mama when I get back that Gege won't let me eat~"

Xie Yiming was about to hit him, so he quickly sat down beside Ming Yunxue to seek shelter, "Slightly slightly~"

Being grabbed by one arm by Xie Yiheng, Ming Yunxue's body froze and she dared not move.

It seems that all the sensations in the whole body are gathered in the arm, which is unusually clear.

Xie Yiheng came to his senses, and said sorry to him very sorry, and then carefully helped him flatten his wrinkles.

"It's okay." Ming Yunxue said softly, afraid of scaring him.

Staying overnight at Xie's house, Ming Yunxue was warmly treated by the family.

The family also raised a docile golden retriever named Dumb, because it has a dull personality and a relatively long reflex arc, so it may be older.

Xie Yiheng likes to comb it when he has nothing to do.

Ming Yunxue sat on the sofa and couldn't watch the TV, so she stared blankly at Xie Yiheng in a daze.

In the next few days, if Xie Yiming is absent, Ming Yunxue will be by Xie Yiheng's side.

Xie Yiheng is fourteen, and the 22-year-old Ming Yunxue will pull his sleeves across the road.

Ming Yunxue has the habit of applying sunscreen when going out. Xie Yiheng said that I would also apply some, but he didn't apply it evenly, so Ming Yunxue had to apply it bit by bit.

"Where are you going later?" Xie Yiheng said, "Shall I take you to the zoo? The aquarium is also fine~"

Anyway, Ming Yunxue will accompany him wherever he goes?

This handsome guy treats him better than Xie Yiming, his eyes are really gentle.

Ming Yunxue paused, as if thinking of something, "How about..."

Do you want to go to that place?

"Shall we go to see the flowers?" Ming Yunxue said.

Later they really went to see the flowers, the red roses and white roses that had been planted and cared for in advance.

Xie Yiheng came to this place for the first time, and he felt that it seemed a bit gloomy, probably because no one lived there for a long time.

Ming Yunxue picked off a few roses and rosettes, and put them into a vase.

Carefully holding the vase, Xie Yiheng said that it was the first time he was given roses.

"What kind of flowers do you like?" Ming Yunxue asked him.

Xie Yiheng's eyebrows were knit together, and he struggled: "It seems to be fine, I don't have a favorite... But as long as it is given by others, I like it."

"Are you happy when someone you don't like gives you flowers?"

"Of course not, why be happy if you don't like it."

Ming Yunxue felt the sweetness, the sweetness of candy.

"Since you accepted my flowers, does that mean you like me?"

Ming Yunxue didn't ask the question, but only smiled faintly.

"Let's wait until you grow up to ask this question."

...

The short vacation was coming to an end, Xie Yiheng pitifully asked Ming Yunxue if she would come to play with him next time?

"If you want me to come, I will come." Ming Yunxue stroked his soft hair.

Such an intimate action made Xie Yiming at the side feel a little strange.

I don't know when it started, but Xie Yiheng's dependence on Ming Yunxue gradually deepened.

Every time I make a video call, I'm clamoring to say a few words to Ming Yunxue.

Xie Yiming was a little angry, "Is he your brother or me?"

Xie Yiheng said: "You are the irritable brother, but he is the gentle little brother."

Xie Yiming wanted to talk about gentle little brother, but Ming Yunxue was not gentle to other people at all.

This guy is used to cherishing words like gold and being cold as ice to others.

Xie Yiming cut off the video, and seriously thought about what Ming Yunxue did wrong.

I can't say it, I just feel that Ming Yunxue is a little...

Danger?

Xie Yiming was frightened by his own thoughts, and he didn't know why he suddenly thought so.

After this idea was born in his heart, Xie Yiming gradually reduced his contact with Ming Yunxue, which also indirectly cut off the contact between Ming Yunxue and Xie Yiheng.

Ming Yunxue sensed Xie Yiming's estrangement from him, and he was also engaged in a psychological struggle at the moment.

He wanted to tell himself - it was too late to stop now.

But he found that he couldn't do without that feeling, that feeling was like having a little sun tethered by your side. When you feel cold, you can move yourself to the side of the little sun to absorb heat.

He can't live without Little Sun now, can't live without.

The water in the bathtub was rushing, Ming Yunxue soaked herself in the water, practicing holding her breath.

Forget it if you can't hold back, just die like this, and bring those dirty and bloody things into the bottomless darkness.

Ming Yunxue thought to herself.

...

The new year is here, but Xie Yiming didn't invite him to that city again.

There are very few friends that Ming Yunxue can contact on his phone, even though there are so many people who send him love letters every day, and ask him for contact information to strike up a conversation.

He drove by himself, like a lonely wanderer, shuttling between cities.

Going around,