The reborn superstar does not fall

do you really love him

On many midnights, Ji Gehe looked at the sleeping man next to his pillow through the clear moonlight through the window, and often asked himself this question.

Shen Qing...he has a good temper.

It is very pleasant to live with him. Shen Qing’s apartment is bought in a suburb with convenient transportation but beautiful scenery. Every day when Jigehe wakes up, it is the singing of birds. They rest on the tall Chinese parasol branches outside the balcony, even without trees as big as a leaf.

When Ji Gehe looked at them, sometimes he felt a sense of envy.

He didn't know what he was envious of, anyway, this kind of envy was always strong but unreasonable.

It was as if Shen Qing loved him.

Usually, Shen Qing's work is a little busier than his, because she plays a supporting role, Shen Qing has to fit in with the crew's work schedule, so sometimes it's early in the morning when she goes home to rest, and at that time, Ji Gehe has already fallen into a deep sleep.

Anyway, when he woke up the next day, that unattractive old man would always stand in the kitchen facing the morning light, and when the meal was ready, or was about to be ready, he would come to give Ji Gehe a kiss or wake him up for dinner.

Repeatedly.

This life is very comfortable, but it makes people feel helpless and lazy.

This is not what Ji Gehe wanted in the past, at least Ji Gehe knew that he was not as desireless as Shen Qing thought.

He is a man, and he is a young man in a high position. The feeling of being treated like this by his other half is no different from being taken care of. He is also ambitious and aesthetically fatigued. During the cold war, he came up with the idea of ​​finding another partner.

In fact, his life was quite chaotic. At that time, he was not well-known, and he was considered a very popular character in the bar. Shen Qing often had to go on business because of a play. When he was not at home, he would be fully armed. Then pick someone who can see through the night.

Shen Qing never knew about all this.

Ji Gehe also used to feel guilty, just like how he treats his wife at home. When the husband cheats, or when he tenderly takes care of the third party, he will always be more kind to the main wife. This is like a kind of psychological self-exile And self-comfort, caring and loyal ministers, one thing for one thing, without the other party knowing, he atones for himself in this way.

Yet his iniquity is still there.

Chen Ziran is a good match. He is very relaxed on the bed and has good skills, but once he gets out of bed, he becomes shy and cute. Even though Ji Gehe never likes his mother, it is inevitable that he has some affection for him. .

But a biting dog doesn't bark, and he often couldn't tell the difference. Was it because of those nude photos or the alluring luxury cars that he and Chen Ziran had a secret relationship later on?

Chen Ziran pursued him passionately. He might be very rich, and the gifts he gave Ji Gehe were quite expensive. He even had dinner with Shen Qing several times with Ji Gehe. On the surface, Brother Shen and Brother Shen were affectionate, but After the banquet, he would mock Ji Gehe contemptuously and say, "You have such poor eyesight, you actually like this kind of person."

After all, even Ji Gehe himself couldn't tell why he was with Shen Qing in the past.

Shen Qing has always taken care of him, just like treating a younger brother, or a junior.

In fact, it was he who started the confession, the two of them had been ambiguous for a long time, and then for some unknown reason, Ji Gehe pierced the window paper one day.

But until now, there are only some inexplicable things left in this feeling.

Shen Qing's love for him has also turned into a trickle, not as passionate as before, but it still exists.

It was he who was sorry for Shen Qing.

But the outside world is so wonderful.

The feeling of being sought after by others is so exhilarating. He is an idol in the eyes of many people. In his own life, there will be a lot of gifts from fans in the office during his birthday. These are all carefully selected by everyone. love and reverence.

Chen Ziran's words can put him in the leading role, and this has been the case in several idol dramas in succession. Unknowingly, the feeling of being taken care of by Shen Qing has gradually disappeared.

He is stronger than Shen Qing, and also better than Shen Qing.

Look, he has more fans, his salary is richer, and his agent is only exclusive to him, not like Shen Qing, even the assistant is shared.

Everything is compared subconsciously.

By the time I found out that I was mentally distorted, I couldn't hide the matter anymore.

Chen Ziran probably has a special hobby, he is keen to join the dinner party between Ji Gehe and Shen Qing, and then hook Ji Gehe's calf under the table or stretch his legs to rub Ji Gehe's lower body .

In the small world covered by the tablecloth, there are always different things happening on the table.

In the end, he even liked to use Ji Gehe's cell phone to send text messages to Shen Qing.

However, Ji Gehe knew that Chen Ziran never really wanted to be with him.

It's like after going to bed with myself, Chen Ziran will go to the cloud and rain with another person the next day.

This is just a playful mentality, or a sick mentality.

But when Ji Gehe realized that he couldn't let it go any longer.

The relationship between Shen Qing and him was exposed.

He didn't know who did it, but the next day he received the company's decision to take the opportunity to hype his new film. He thought he might have understood something, but he also felt that he probably didn't understand anything.

But after weighing it again and again, he still followed the decision.

For what?

Maybe stop making yourself feel inferior?Maybe this film is really important to his future foundation?

All in all, ambition trumps sense of responsibility.

He said so, and he did so, and nothing can be undone.

When Shen Qing died, he also fell into a mist.

When hearing this news, the five senses seemed to be blocked for an instant.

You can't hear, see, smell, or know if someone is touching your skin.

But in dreams, in fantasy.

Is it still Shen Qing's face, that plain smile, or a plate of fried eggs with bacon facing the morning light?

Maybe I love him.

In his sleep, Ji Gehe caressed Shen Qing's seemingly invisible face and said to himself softly.

The sound came from the shore of a distant island accompanied by the salty sea breeze.

But with such a clear understanding, it was too late after all.

He has no way out.