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Chen Xin fell in love early.

From the point of view of Chinese education, as long as you fall in love during school, it is called puppy love, no matter if you are seven or eight years old, or seventeen or eighteen years old.

Chen Xin likes a boy in the same class. This boy has all the qualities a girl hopes for. He is handsome, tall, handsome, humorous, and can play basketball.

But just a little bit, Chen Xin ranked first in the year group, and he was tenth.

Chen Xin noticed this boy on the first day of her freshman year.At that time, she was stepping on the window sill to clean the window. After wiping with a damp rag, she wanted to grab a few newspapers, but she didn't want to jump off and climb up again.Zhang Wang saw that everyone was busy with their own affairs, and no one was looking this way.At this time, she met the boy's eyes.

Holding a basin of clear water, he looked up at her who was condescending, and asked, "Need help?"

Chen Xin was a little embarrassed. After all, she had just been assigned to a class and they didn't know each other yet.But she can maintain a calm posture in any situation, even if she is embarrassed. "Please pass me a newspaper." The voice was as calm as fingers rubbing glass.

The boy put down the basin, turned around and took one and handed it to her, then walked away with a smile.

Chen Xin lowered her head to clean the window, and she turned her head after a long while, only to see the back of the man, high in the crowd.

"I forgot to thank you," she thought.

One person casts an image in another's mind, maybe just because of a thank you.From now on, she couldn't help paying attention to him, paying attention to him, and looking for him among the few classmates who walked towards him.His gaze fell on him like a bird, as if he had completed the most important thing of the day.

She was cold and unfamiliar when he came to talk, sniffed when female classmates talked about him secretly, and walked away silently when people cheered and applauded him around the arena.But his every move, every word and deed is in her eyes and in her heart.

She knew what it was called, and she knew it shouldn't be. She didn't show any abnormality at school, and her studies had no impact.

Chen Xin wrote everything in her diary, her anxiety, her silent liking, her confusion and loss, and her little happiness.She didn't expect a result, which is already very good.

Chen Xin did not expect that her mother would peek at her diary.In other words, it is not a peek, but a legitimate look.Mother Chen believes that it is necessary and obligatory for her to pay attention to every change of her child.But she didn't have time, she was too busy, so reading the diary became her only means of understanding the child's dynamics.

Both Chen Jiheng and Chen Xin kept diaries, every day since their first grade.

Chen Jiheng guessed that his parents might check the diary, so he never said a single word of truth in it, it was all fake, and it was impossible to describe how he skipped class and went out to watch a movie today.

Chen Xin also vaguely guessed the behavior of her parents, but it was only vague, she had no substantive concept.Perhaps deep down in her heart, she really wanted to reveal this beautiful secret to whom, who?She has no friends, and the teacher is even more impossible. My brother can only study.At this time, Chen Xin is sensitive and fragile, sweet and sad.How much she hopes to have someone who is considerate and caring for her, who will listen to her, understand her, support her, help her, and guide her with kindness.

How perfect it would be if this person happened to be the mother.

Chen Xin is still too young, she is only 17 years old, innocent, pure, and self-confident, she takes it for granted that all mothers in the world love their children, under any circumstances.

Of course, there is nothing wrong with this sentence, but she overlooked that love and the expression of love are different.

Chen Xin's puppy love caused an uproar in the Chen family. After reading her daughter's diary, Chen's mother was furious. With one phone call, Chen's father, who was busy calculating the data, was called back from the work unit, and then Chen Xin who was still in school.

As soon as Chen Xin entered the house in a panic, she was slapped on the face by Chen's mother. She seemed to be pierced by a sharp sword, and her face was as pale as a dead person.

Mother Chen threw the diary on Chen Xin's chest. The hardcover book was loaded with too much pain, and fell to the ground with a sigh.

"Don't think about making progress! I paid you to go to school every day to let you go to school, not to watch men when you have nothing to do! Do you know how to write the word reserved? Do you understand that what girls want is a face? You How can you be so shameless!..."

From the beginning to the end, Chen's mother didn't utter a single dirty word. She is a highly educated person and never uttered vulgar words.Even the pitch is not high, because the neighbors are all workers from the same factory and mine. If you scold the children today, the whole factory will be uproarious tomorrow.Her words were well-organized and well-organized, like a cold knife, every sentence directly slashed at Chen Xin's heart, without mercy or dripping with blood.

When Chen Jiheng returned home, he immediately noticed the oppressive black clouds in the air, mixed with raindrops, which made everyone in the family wet and gloomy.Chen Xin knelt in the corner against the wall, the slap marks on her face were shocking.

After scolding her daughter, Chen's mother went to the kitchen to cook. The dishes tonight were actually not bad, including sweet and sour carp.Chen's mother is busy with work, so she doesn't cook easily, but she has to do it well.She has been smart and elegant all her life, and knows everything she does. Even after she is furious, the color and fragrance of this sweet and sour carp dish is perfect, and it can be put on the table of a big restaurant.

Many years later, when Chen Jiheng recalled his mother's every move, he always felt that it was not like a real person.At that time, he had no resentment and anger, disappointment and sadness, only calm, rational like his mother back then.

He recalled his childhood and teenage years. His parents trained him and his sister to be two excellent machines, getting up on time, running on time, going to school on time, eating on time, and going to bed on time.Meticulous and uncompromising.If there is a slight deviation, if there is a little that does not meet their requirements, it will be a catastrophe.They do not recognize the existence of their children as independent individuals with their own identities.They reject all variables.

Until later, Chen Jiheng couldn't figure out where his parents' compulsive desire to control came from. In the final analysis, there seemed to be only two words left: abnormal.

This found the perfect excuse for Chen Jiheng's weird and domineering behavior.

Chen Jiheng turned his head to look at Sun Jianjun, who was watching TV without knowing it, heartlessly shaking his feet, the light in his eyes was dark and obscure, and he smiled meaningfully.

The three of them ate a meal that night in silence, and Chen Jiheng took care of the dishes.

Before going to bed, Chen's mother went straight into the bedroom, and Chen's father only said to Chen Xin: "You let me down so much." His eyes were full of helplessness and heartache.

According to the rules of their family, no matter which of the two children is criticized, the other is not allowed to talk.Chen Jiheng didn't dare to talk too much. After studying, he pulled out the sofa bed in the living room, spread the bedding and slept.

In the middle of the night, Chen Jiheng heard a noise, and when he got up, he saw the light coming from the closed kitchen door.He walked over, opened the door quietly, and saw his sister sitting on a chair with a fruit knife in hand.She didn't raise her eyes, her eyes wandered between the fruit knife and the slender wrist.

Chen Jiheng closed the kitchen door and said in a low voice: "Cutting your wrist is the most unsuccessful method. It takes a long time, suffers, is dirty, has a low success rate, and scars are difficult to remove."

Chen Xin twitched her lips, as if she was smiling: "Have you tried?"

Chen Jiheng was silent for a moment, and said, "I want to try."

Chen Xin picked up the fruit knife and gently put it back on the plate: "How can you bear it?" She choked up a little.

Chen Jiheng said indifferently: "I'm about to pass the exam, there is still one year left."

"Yeah, I still have two years." Chen Xin said as if thinking about something, "You go, I'm fine."

Chen Jiheng turned around and walked out. The moment he was about to close the kitchen door, he vaguely saw tears shining on Chen Xin's face.

No one mentioned this matter again, like ripples on the surface of the water, and disappeared without a trace.Chen's father and Chen's mother are still busy with work, and their concern for their children is limited to the test scores and rankings; Chen Xin is still cold-faced, and there is a line between school and home.

Chen Jiheng didn't pay too much attention to his sister. The characteristic of their family is that you are busy with yours and I am busy with mine, and there is no interference with each other.In the final exam, Chen Jiheng ranked first in the second year of senior high school, and Chen Xin ranked first in the first year of senior high school.During the parent-teacher meeting, the teachers' praise and the envious eyes from around made Chen's mother satisfied and bored, and she couldn't avoid hearing people's compliments when she returned to work.

Children are Chen's mother's greatest pride, always have been, and will always be.They are people who want to become dragons and phoenixes, and she will never allow a single mistake to happen to them.

Chen Jiheng himself is also very proud. He skipped so many self-study classes and exercise classes, and the study time is much less than before. What happened?It is still No.1 in the annual group.So Sun Jianjun is quite right sometimes, it’s no big deal to run away from irrelevant classes.

Luo He proposed that everyone go out to get together, and he treats guests.Sun Jianjun notified Chen Jiheng of the good news, and Chen Jiheng had nothing to do.To be honest, apart from watching movies, playing billiards and other activities, Chen Jiheng and Luo He still don't interact much.He refused to enter and exit more complicated places, and he refused to do more outrageous things, such as fighting, smoking, and drinking.

Chen Jiheng doesn't smoke, and he never drinks alcohol. These two things have never left even a slight mark on him in his life.He hates these things and is unwilling to try them, which are deeply influenced by his parents.

Many years later, Sun Jianjun accidentally saw this sentence on Weibo: Men must either smoke or drink, and those who do neither must be selfish.

Sun Jianjun pointed to Chen Jiheng as if he had discovered a new continent: "Look, look, you are like this, selfish, seriously selfish!"

Chen Jiheng scanned Weibo, set his eyes on Sun Jianjun's naked chest, and stared at it for a long time.Seeing that his expression was wrong, Sun Jianjun shouted in surprise: "Hey, we just..." He hid like a flower girl desperately.

Chen Jiheng pressed Sun Jianjun hard, clasped his waist firmly, and pushed in with one breath.

Sun Jianjun yelled "Ah", and his parents scolded him indiscriminately.

Chen Jiheng stood up fiercely, sweating profusely, gnashing his teeth like a beast. "Selfish, huh? You fucking say I'm selfish?" He was out of breath, snapping every time he asked a question.

Sun Jianjun yelled: "I was wrong, I was wrong, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..."

Chen Jiheng smiled, with a cold light in his eyes, and said gloomyly: "I'm fucking selfish! That's right, selfish! I'm fucking selfish to want you! You fucking dare to go out and be selfless!"

Sun Jianjun cried until his nose burst into tears: "I don't dare... woo... ahh...don't...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..."