Zha Shou was attacked by ghosts and animals

"What are you doing!" Sun Jianjun chased after a few steps, hurriedly stopped his head and went straight to Chen Jiheng downstairs, embarrassed, panicked and complaining, "Are you crazy? Just come out in front of your mother like this, in case What if she gets a heart attack from fright?"

Chen Jiheng said coldly: "Don't worry, she is in very good health, and even if she doesn't recognize my son, are you afraid that I'm gay?"

"Oh, that's not what you said." Sun Jianjun spread his hands, and persuaded him with good intentions, "Isn't the old man just out of anger, and there is nothing wrong with speaking too harshly. You glass-hearted, just listen to a few words and you're done."

"It's not two sentences, it's 20 years!" Chen Jiheng continued to walk downstairs, "You don't understand even if I say it."

"Yes, yes, I don't understand, but you understand, you understand that you still say that kind of thing in front of your mother? Is that what a son should say? Can't you not quarrel if you are so good? You..."

Chen Jiheng turned his head abruptly, pointed at his nose and shouted, "Shut up!"

Sun Jianjun shrank his neck involuntarily, and the words behind him were stuck in his throat.The two looked at each other up and down in the not-so-bright corridor. Chen Jiheng's face was ugly, livid, and the light in his eyes was angry and manic.

The two fell silent, and after an unknown amount of time, the sensor lights above their heads went out, and the cold wind mixed with raindrops blew into the half-open corridor windows, making Sun Jianjun shudder.

Chen Jiheng took a deep breath, as if trying to restrain something, turned around and walked down the steps step by step, but the speed was much slower and the steps were extremely heavy.

Sun Jianjun followed behind him, hesitating for a while, but finally a little unwilling, and said softly: "The balcony is still leaking, and she is left alone..." Suddenly, Chen Jiheng pressed him against the wall and kissed him fiercely. go down.

Sun Jianjun was so frightened that he bared his teeth and claws, his eyes widened, and he whimpered.I don't care that this is the corridor, I don't care that someone will come down at any time, if I am so mad that Mother Chen sees this again, she will really have a heart attack!Pushing harder with his hands for a long time, Chen Jiheng's strength was astonishing, as if he had vented all his anger on this kiss, grabbed Sun Jianjun's neck, and kissed until the sky was dark.

Sun Jianjun was strangled to the point where he was almost hypoxic, and his eyes went black in bursts. After finally waiting for the other party to let go, he gasped hard with his mouth open, and leaned against the wall, almost collapsing on the ground.

"Stop talking?" Chen Jiheng asked gloomily.

Sun Jianjun arched his waist, coughed several times, and pointed at Chen Jiheng weakly: "You, you pervert..."

"Go, go home." Chen Jiheng ignored him, and went to the door of the building on his own. After thinking about it, he changed his mind, "Is Uncle Sun at home?"

Sun Jianjun gave him a blank look, and said angrily, "Yes, I should be here. It's raining so much, where can we go?"

"Then let's go and see him." Chen Jiheng got into the car right away, making Monk Sun Jianjun Erzhang confused. He was supposed to come and see Chen's mother, but why did he become his father after a quarrel?

The Sun family and the Chen family were not far away, there was only a vegetable market between them. When passing by the fruit shop, Chen Jiheng bought two more bags of grapes, threw them into the car, and said, "Give your father a taste."

Sun Jianjun secretly watched the boy's cloudy expression, feeling more and more unfathomable, you can never guess a pervert's mind, the smartest way is to keep silent.

Grandfather was very happy to see the two of them coming to see him with fruit, "It's just right, let's have lunch together, and I'll ask your aunt Chang to add two more dishes."

When Sun Jianjun returned to his father, he was much more at ease than at Chen Jiheng's house, but since Chen Jiheng was in a bad mood today, he really didn't know what this kid was up to, so he was cautious and cautious, and said with a smile: "Don't trouble, let's Sit down and go."

Grandfather looked at his son, and then at Chen Jiheng. The expressions of both of them were not quite right. He smiled and said, "Come on, have a meal with me before we talk."

Aunt Chang set out the meal, knowing that they had something to do in the afternoon, so she didn't prepare wine, only drinks.Grandfather said: "It's not the weekend, I drove all the way here, what's the matter?"

"Uh..." Sun Jianjun faltered, glanced at Chen Jiheng, and didn't dare to say more, "It's okay, it's nothing, hehe, hehe."

"Okay." Grandpa smiled, "Speak quickly if you have something to do, and let it go, what are you doing?" He frowned, "Could it be the company..."

"No, really not." Sun Jianjun hated his father the most. Whenever he said something happened, he would guess that something happened to him, and it was not a good thing. In fact, did he have anything to do with him this time?Quickly clarified, "It's Chen Jiheng. I accompanied him to shovel water for Aunt Song. It's not because her window is leaking."

"Oh." The grandpa nodded and sighed, "You are finally willing to see your mother, yes, you should." But no matter how he looked at that person, he didn't look like he had let go of his previous suspicions, so he guessed, "It didn't go well. ?”

It's hard to answer, Sun Jianjun laughed dryly, but Chen Jiheng sat there expressionless, with no intention of answering at all, so he could only say: "No, it didn't go well. Chen Jiheng came out in front of his mother. Auntie typed it out." Father-in-law took a breath: "It's too impulsive. This kind of thing... can't be accepted..."

Chen Jiheng suddenly said: "Of course I can't accept it. She can't accept anything I do." He filled a glass of drink, raised the glass with both hands, and said, "Uncle Sun, the matter of building the army in the future is my business, and yours is yours." If you don't dislike my affairs, you will be my half son, and I will be as filial to you as Jianjun. I will respect you." As he spoke, he raised his neck and drank the drink completely.

Hearing his strange tone, Sun Jianjun didn't dare to lift his head. He poked the rice in the bowl with his chopsticks, wishing he could just open the door and rush out, so that you and your father can chat slowly about you.

Grandfather didn't move. He lowered his face and stared at Chen Jiheng: "What do you mean by that?"

Chen Jiheng didn't answer.

Grandfather raised his voice: "What you mean is that your mother doesn't plan to recognize her anymore, and she doesn't plan to raise her anymore, so she will regard me as your elder and this place as your home, right?"

Chen Jiheng didn't answer yet, which was his tacit consent.

Grandpa lifted the bowl and chopsticks down heavily with a "snap", and one chopstick was blown away and hit the edge of the table and fell to the ground.

"Don't eat it!" he shouted, "Put it there!" He had never been so angry in front of Chen Jiheng, and Sun Jianjun was so startled that when he looked up, he saw his father's eyebrows were raised, with a posture of daggers drawn.He was afraid that the two of them would quarrel and make them unable to get off the stage, so he grinned covertly and said, "Well, Dad, you misunderstood, that..."

"Shut up!" Grandfather yelled, and Sun Jianjun shook his body and shut his mouth.

Grandfather looked at Chen Jiheng, and his tone became calmer: "Ji Heng, it is said that I raised my son like this, so I am qualified to say you. But after all, you still call me uncle for the sake of years of relationship, and you are still willing to be my son." Half son, today I'm relying on the old to sell the old, tell you a few words, you can listen to it if you like it, and you have to listen to it if you don't like it."

Before Chen Jiheng could respond, Sun Jianjun became unhappy, Dad, what do you mean by the first sentence?Why does it sound so awkward?What do you mean by "raising your own son like this"?How am I?He opened his mouth, wanting to protest, but the two didn't look at him at all, one looked at his bowl with lowered eyelids, and the other stared at that one seriously.Sun Jianjun swallowed, then went back listlessly.

Grandfather paused for a while, as if he was trying to organize his words, and said after a long while: "If you can come back ten years later, I expected you to regret it and want to get back together with your parents. I can't say much about your family. Said, I think you, a child, should have brains, personality, character, talent, personality, and personality. You should have your own ideas about your own affairs, and you don’t need others to tell you what to do. I think you just don’t know what to do first. Bow your head, how did you open your mouth first, how did you take that step first. But I never expected that your step would be to say such unbearable words in front of your mother. "

Sun Jianjun subconsciously defended Chen Jiheng: "Dad, it was Aunt Song who scolded Chen Jiheng first, and Chen Jiheng was angry..."

"Curse? What's wrong with scolding?" Grandfather said, "You are her son, and you have been away for ten years. Ten years, how many decades can a person have? How many decades have you experienced since you were born? Ten years?" Years ago, when you slapped your ass, you didn't care about anything, you just cared about your own pleasure, and you left as soon as you said, and then suddenly appeared ten years later, and still can't let your mother scold you? Is it wrong to scold you?!"

"Uncle, you don't understand..." Chen Jiheng said in a low voice. Sun Jianjun found that his hands were shaking, and his voice was a little dry. Chen Jiheng, who has always been calm and prudent, has everything under control. He shook his head, unable to see the expression on his face.

Chen Jiheng didn't go any further. Father Sun sighed and said, "I've heard a little bit about your family. Maybe your parents are too strict with you. Not only you, but your sister, too. I didn't come back after college. When your father passed away, the neighbors helped, and they all went...It's sad to see your mother alone..."

Grandfather said it so painfully that even the heartless Sun Jianjun felt suffocated. He twisted his body uncomfortably, and the atmosphere in the room was so oppressive that it was hard to breathe.

Father Sun said earnestly: "Ji Heng, you can call me old-fashioned or stubborn. I always think that no matter how wrong your parents are, it is definitely not the reason why you should treat them like this. You have worked so hard to raise you so Daddy, I will feed you, dress you, and go to school, what else do you want to do? Only when you have children will you know your parents’ kindness. When you are not parents, your parents can’t understand anyway. Only when you have children, you will understand what Called parents. When Jianjun was born with calcium deficiency, he cried all night long. His mother and I took turns holding him. From his birth to elementary school, for six years, I didn’t even sleep through the night. , I don’t know how many times I have to wake up at night. I think, your parents are the same. Don’t say that if you knew this pain, it’s better not to give birth to such nonsense,” the grandfather pointed at Sun Jianjun, “If I knew how to give birth to a child My son can still be so angry with me until he is 30 years old, let me tell you, I won't be angry either."

Sun Jianjun's face fell down: "Dad, just say what you say, don't always drag me, okay?"

Grandfather ignored him: "Ji Heng, we can't choose, we can't. Children can't choose their parents, and parents can't choose their children. To have this kind of continuous blood relationship in this life, it is cultivated in several lifetimes. In the next life Who knows where it can be? They are wrong, so you are all right? Sharing is good, tolerance is not good, this is a family, it is a family relationship." Grandpa was also a little emotional, blinking, and the sourness in his eyes Forced to go back, he sighed and said, "Ji Heng, put yourself in the shoes of others, it's not easy for anyone. When they paid for you, you were young and didn't understand; when you understand, you only see constraints, contradictions and differences, Now you are also successful in your career, and you have become a person, but you have no home, no roots, it is all an illusion, useless, who are you running around and intrigue for? If you are really the kind of child who is not stingy and ignorant , I won’t tell you these words. But you will go home and help your mother repair the windows, which means you can’t let it go, and you just want to go back. So bear with it, why continue to intensify? You went back to visit your mother, not to make each other hate you more." He patted the back of Chen Jiheng's hand, "Think about it yourself."

Chen Jiheng raised his head, met his grandson's earnest gaze, and said softly, "I see, thank you." He stood up suddenly and said, "Let's go first, there is still something to do when we go back." Saying that, he pulled Sun Jianjun up.

Sun Jianjun looked stunned, isn't it, I haven't eaten a bite yet.Grandfather waved his hand: "Go, go, pack two dishes."

That's about the same.Sun Jianjun quickly took the plastic bag brought by Aunt Chang, filled it with sliced ​​fish, chicken wings in red wine, local delicacies, and two large portions of hot dry noodles, and followed Chen Jiheng away.

Seeing the backs of the two of them leaving, Grandfather suddenly had a thought. Just now, he was only focused on getting angry and ignored a very serious question. Why did Chen Jiheng come out of the closet suddenly?How did you come out?The old man scratched his short hair, thinking: No way...

Along the way, Sun Jianjun couldn't wait any longer. The smell of the food in the plastic bag wafted out one by one, making his stomach groan. Fortunately, he was smart and prepared. He took out two pairs of chopsticks and sat in the passenger seat. In the seat, I spread a magazine on my lap, slightly opened the bag of a few dishes, and stuffed them into my mouth mouthful. While eating, I didn't forget to ask Chen Jiheng: "Do you want to eat? I'll feed you two bites?"

Chen Jiheng shook his head and did not speak.Sun Jianjun saw his serious face, so he simply didn't ask any more questions. When they got home, they had eaten a few dishes, and only some hot dry noodles were left.Sun Jianjun rushed to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator and took out a can of beer. He gulped down the beer, burped contentedly, and patted his stomach.OK, lunch is done.

Sitting on the sofa, he took out a toothpick to pick his teeth, and saw Chen Jiheng leaning forward, with his elbows resting on his knees, and the backs of his hands clasped to support his jaw, motionless like a sculpture.

Sun Jianjun thought about the puddle of water under the window sill of Chen's house, thought about Chen's mother's sharp scolding, thought about Chen Jiheng's cold expression, thought about his father's conversation, he suddenly lost the mood to pick his teeth, and threw the toothpick into the ashes In the tank, Chen Jiheng was patted on the back: "Well, let me say, are you okay?"

Chen Jiheng was silent for a while, leaned back on the big sofa, stared blankly at the ceiling, and said, "I've asked, my dad didn't have lung cancer two years ago."

Sun Jianjun smacked his mouth, but said nothing.

Chen Jiheng said: "Do you know what's going on with lung cancer? The symptoms of that kind of disease are not obvious at the beginning, once it is discovered, it is basically in the advanced stage, and the clinical manifestations are cough, bloody sputum, chest tightness or local emphysema..." He said every word Said calmly, Sun Jianjun hurriedly said: "Stop, this thing doesn't need to be described in too much detail, really."

Chen Jiheng took a deep look at him, and Sun Jianjun touched his nose: "Uh, it's up to you."

Chen Jiheng turned his gaze back: "Do you know how I reacted when I heard the news for the first time? I remembered that when I was very young, he beat me really hard, because I didn't do well in the exam and got a No. 5. He made me kneel in a corner for three hours, it was really cold that day, it was winter."

Sun Jianjun suddenly realized that Chen Jiheng's abnormality was purely hereditary.

"But it was my first time to fly a kite. He also took me to Beiling Park. There are Huanggu ice cream for five cents a piece, with sesame seeds on it. He said, a boy has to be excellent, and he has to stand up to the sky. You It's a boy, understand?"

"I also drank Bawangsi soda, it was quite sweet." Sun Jianjun chuckled.

"Yeah, there's also soda." Chen Jiheng actually smiled too, but only briefly, "I have too few memories like this, maybe there are some? I don't have any. He is very busy with work and always has to work overtime. If he makes a mistake, he will Punishment, beating, I must remember it firmly, and I will never do it again. I was very obedient at that time, at least on the surface, but when he hit me, I wished that he would die, and wished that he would die immediately. I did not expect that he would One day he will really die, really die... I imagined many scenarios when he reappeared in front of them, but I didn't expect that he would die."

Chen Jiheng looked at Sun Jianjun. At this moment, his eyes were so clear that he could see the sadness hidden deep inside.He opened his arms, hugged Sun Jianjun slowly, closed his eyes, and breathed in the familiar and reassuring smell of the other party.

Sun Jianjun's back was stiff. Gradually, he felt that the fabric of the clothes on his shoulders was a little damp, as if he had been soaked by something.

what is it then?

Sun Jianjun didn't dare to think that those were Chen Jiheng's tears. Chen Jiheng didn't know how to cry, even perverts couldn't cry.

None of them will be hurt.