Psycho also wants to be cute

If you told Qiu Jing before the age of 20 that she would end her life before she was 25, she would definitely sneer and roll her eyes.

Qiu Jing was born in a very poor family, a family of three, her father was an alcoholic, and her mother was a gambler. If it wasn't for the help of her uncle, the family would have starved to death.

Young Qiu Jing was often beaten by her parents. After an accident, she lost her parents and was adopted by her uncle, who was the only person in the world who treated her well. Every day is not as good as one day.

Fortunately, Qiu Jing was very competitive, and her grades were too good. In order to reduce the burden on her uncle, she began to be a tutor.

By chance, she became the tutor of the Bai family, teaching a student named Bai Songkai. I heard that after the death of both parents, the child became mentally abnormal. Hiring such a cheap tutor as Qiu Jing.

To be honest, Qiu Jing somewhat looked down on him.

If she can have the same situation as Bai Songkai, then she will never give up on herself, and even work harder to make herself successful. Only when her status is high enough can she get out of the predicament.

Qiu Jing is like a stubborn weed, crawling out of the mud under the wind and rain. She wants to get a better life, so she decides to help Bai Songkai.

So she said to Bai Songkai: "Trash."

"You broke yourself, did someone avenge your parents?"

Under the sun, Qiu Jing looked down at Bai Songkai, her black eyes were full of disdain: "If I were you, I would sit in the highest position, find out the murderer, and let my parents die more clearly."

"Do you want to succeed? I can help you."

Bai Songkai was moved by her words, and she really did it. She took Bai Songkai up step by step from Bai's house, but unfortunately, her uncle died of illness in the hospital before she could make a fortune.

Qiu Jing, who answered the phone and heard the news, didn't show any reaction on her face, she just smiled at Bai Songkai: "I will report to the Military University next week, and I will leave some homework for you, remember to call me if you encounter any problems."

Bai Songkai looked at Qiu Jing with a calm face, but he clearly heard the content of the phone call, which made Bai Songkai think that Qiu Jing is a person who can remain calm and strong no matter what happens, and because of this, he saw Qiu Jing in Huangxing later. Bai Songkai was shocked so much when Jing was in a state of desperation.

Qiu Jing went to study at the Military University, which is the best school, and her grades are also excellent. At the age of 19, she thinks everything is getting better, including her life.

Until she met Song Wenqian.

The man stood outside the arena, his deep eyes scanned the entire arena coldly, his body exuded an innate sense of dignity and powerful aura, Qiu Jing was a little shocked when he glanced at it from afar .

But also because of this, Qiu Jing fell in love with Song Wenqian at first sight.

She has strong ambitions and is naturally yearning for the rich and powerful. As Song Wenqian is one of the most honorable people in the entire galaxy, Qiu Jing thinks it is normal for her to fall in love with him.

It's a pity that Song Wenqian was too cold, she didn't have any chance to get close.

Until the Bai family held a banquet for Bai Songkai, Qiu Jing saw Song Wenqian at the banquet. He was talking to an outstanding young man next to him, with a gentleness on his face that Qiu Jing had never seen before.

Gritting her teeth, Qiu Jing made the decision she regretted the most in her life. She planned to drug Song Wenqian.

She watched Song Wenqian take away the glass of wine with her own eyes, and then drugged herself with confidence, and huddled in Song Wenqian's lounge.

But she didn't know that Song Wenqian served Mu Wenping to drink, and after drinking, Mu Wenping felt drunk and went to rest in the lounge.

On the second day after the incident, Qiu Jing was captured by Song Wenqian's people and taken to Youte Star. It was the first time she looked at him so closely, and shivered under his cold gaze.

Her prayers were fruitless, and she was thrown into prison.

It was dark and humid there, and although three meals a day were delivered regularly, Qiu Jing was really going to be driven crazy, until she was horrified to find that her stomach was getting bigger and bigger.

In this terrible situation, she became pregnant.

Knowing that she was pregnant, Song Wenqian sent someone to throw her to Desolate Star. In Desolate Star, even if she is not short of money, she cannot live well.

The place where Qiu Jing was left was barren, and she couldn't find the city even after walking around.

Even when it was time to give birth, she could only find an abandoned room and give birth by herself. Ironically, Song Wenqian gave her a backpack with a relatively complete set of surgical tools.

It should have also thought of this situation.

At first Qiu Jing treated the child she gave birth to calmly, but as he grew up, Qiu Jing found that he looked damned like Mu Wenping.

Her accumulated hatred has nowhere to release, and it tortures her every day, and once in a while venting it on this child, she actually feels that her mental state has improved a lot.

Although every time she wakes up, she will fall into infinite remorse and self-blame, but next time, she will still be unable to control her hand.

No matter how much the child was beaten, he would release soft love to her. The more he loved her, the more uncomfortable she was.

She couldn't count how many times she had hit Yan Cong, and she couldn't remember how many times she told him to let him die, but she remembered that her hand was pinching his fragile neck, and the child still said he loved her before he died.

When Qiu Jing was awake, she realized that she had become the person she hated the most, but Ke Yancong could not become her former self, he loved her so purely.

His eyes are like hers, and whenever he looks at her with those clear eyes, the sparkling eyes are full of trust.

But these are useless.

Qiu Jing still killed the person who loved her the most in the world with her own hands.

After realizing that Yan Cong was breathless, she went crazy. Qiu Jing, who had never cried before, and Qiu Jing who hadn't cried when her favorite uncle died, lay on Yan Cong's body, weeping bitterly without any image.

"Is crying useful?"

A gentle voice sounded, and Qiu Jing entered a state of vigilance.

"I can revive him, but he will live with me in the future."

Hearing that Yan Cong was alive, Qiu Jing's consciousness suddenly became clear, and she recognized the man in front of her as a famous figure in the universe.

She has no choice, as long as she wants to work, then she has no choice.

The following year was the most sober year for Qiu Jing. She listened to An Li's words and guarded Yan Cong until Yan Cong woke up.

The moment the child saw her, his eyes would still light up and he would smile cutely.

But Qiu Jing has already decided to die.

Without Yan Cong, she has no need to continue living, and her life can only be Yan Cong's pain.

Amid Yan Cong's desperate pain, Qiu Jing died.

Her life ended so quickly, and the bright future she had imagined was all gone after being filled with pain.

Even she couldn't even die at will.

An Li imprisoned her soul, and he asked her to wait for Yan Cong to grow up, and he said he would let the two of them meet.

With anticipation, Qiu Jing spent 13 years in the dark until she met the grown-up Yan Cong.Her child had grown into a man, and he looked good in a crisp white suit.

The only thing that remained the same was that when he saw her, his eyes were still bright and full of love.

"You'll be fine, and I'll be content."

"I miss you too."

"sorry."

Qiu Jing doesn't know where her soul will go after it dissipates, but she doesn't care anymore, she has too many regrets in her life, and it is enough to be satisfied at the last moment.

"Get rid of the scars on your face."

This was the last sentence Qiu Jing left to Yan Cong. She wanted to tell him that it doesn't matter who he looks like.

It's a pity that Yan Cong couldn't hear it.

The name Mu Yancong is actually very strange. Many people have asked Mu Yancong about the origin of the name. Mu Yancong smiled every time and explained: "My mother chose it, which is a homonym for chimney."

Because when Mu Yancong was seriously injured by Qiu Jing for the first time, Qiu Jing took him to the hospital and needed to register a name, and Qiu Jing casually said such a name.

Even the nurse who registered her name at that time felt that Qiu Jing was very casual.

But no one knows.

When Qiu Jing was about to give birth, she found a small shabby house. The owner of the shabby house seemed to have just left, and the fireplace was still warm. Qiu Jing put some straw on it.

It was there that Yan Cong was born.

The moment Qiu Jing gave birth, she leaned on the straw and panted heavily, her consciousness was blurred, and a light came down through the chimney and shone on her body.

She held on to her consciousness, looked up the chimney, and saw a clean blue sky.

She seemed to see the hope of life through the chimney.

So when Qiu Jing named Yan Cong, she immediately thought of Chimney.

He is her only hope of survival.