When Cheng Lin woke up, it was just dawn, and there was still a little mist outside. He opened his eyes and sat up, staring blankly at some blackened light tubes on the roof, with confusion in his eyes.

It took a full 2 ​​minutes before he realized that this was the world in the book, not his small rental house.

He was still alone, with no one to turn to.

At 11:30, Cheng Rin went to the cafeteria to have lunch, and went to the school supermarket to buy some cheap candies to put in his pockets. He found the nearby bus station and got on the bus to the suburbs.

The orphanage is very remote and poor, the paint on the gate is still peeling off, and the words "Nuanyang Orphanage" on the top of the head have faded after years of wind, rain and sun, because the courtyard is too poor, and even a sign is reluctant to install.

When Cheng Rin entered, the children gathered around and played with throwing handkerchiefs, to be precise, throwing a rag.

The arrival of Cheng Rin did not attract too much attention from the children, and the picture of a group of little radishheads scrambling to call his brother did not exist in his imagination. I don't know if it was his illusion, but these children still seem to have a faint feeling for him. Hostility and defensiveness.

Cheng Rin touched the candy in his pocket, and gave up the idea of ​​distributing candy to the children, feeling a little inexplicable towards their hostility.

The orphanage was very small, and he quickly found the dean's room. The dean was writing something with his head down, and he raised his head when he heard the knock on the door, a little surprised.

"Xiao Cheng? Why don't you call before you come, so I can pick you up."

"No need." Cheng Lin smiled: "It's not that I can't find it, so I don't need to trouble you."

The dean pulled Cheng Lin to sit down, and lovingly patted his head: "Xiao Cheng has grown taller again, good boy, I'm sorry for you."

Cheng Lin blinked, a little unaccustomed, and said indifferently: "There is nothing to suffer. Children like us are destined to suffer more than others. These cannot be avoided. The future road depends on our own hard work."

"Good boy." The dean sighed, "I know what you want to ask."

"Dean." Cheng Rin pursed his lips, and there was a little unknown emotion in his eyes: "It's been too long, and I actually can't remember the situation at that time."

"It may also be that I was too scared at the time, but now I have selectively forgotten it. It's not that I don't want to take care of Xiao Rou, nor do I want to shirk responsibility. I just want to know clearly, did I really kill her brother?"

Cheng Lin found out the original owner's diary last night.

He cleaned up in the two days he just passed through, and found the original owner's diary when he was tidying up the table, but the table was too dirty and messy at the time, he forgot about the diary after cleaning up, until yesterday Wanting to know how he was misunderstood and killed Lin Rou's brother, it was only then that he remembered that the original owner still had the diary.

The original owner is not a person who likes to write a diary, and the diary jumps a lot. It is not so much a diary as a weekly diary.

This book was written last year, and he flipped through it. The original owner mentioned this matter in August last year.

2019.08.16 Sunny to heavy rain

Today, Xiaorou came to me again to ask for money. The salary for this month’s part-time job has not been paid yet. I have no money, so I can only ask my classmates to borrow money. What about the poor.

I'm really tired of this life.

There seems to be no light at all in front of me. Do I deserve to live in such a dark world and be an obedient cash machine?

Did I really kill Lin Yi?I don't remember at all, I only know that when I woke up, everyone looked at me with reproachful eyes, and the dean's mother asked me why I took Lin Yi to play in the reservoir.But my head hurts and I can't think of anything.

I came back alive, Lin Yi was drowned, I was guilty, the dean's mother said that I should take care of Xiao Rou, Xiao Rou said that I caused her to lose her brother, and should support her for the rest of her life.

But I don't want to, I'm only 14 years old, I don't want to take care of her all the time.Am I being selfish.

But I'm really tired.

…………

When Cheng Rin closed the diary, he didn't know how he felt for a while.

Because of a vague charge, he took care of Lin Rou for so many years, agreed to so many unreasonable demands from her, and continued to send money to her without complaint or regret.

But the original owner is dead, and the living person has become him. He owes nothing to anyone, let alone Lin Rou.

In order for him to live innocently as Cheng Rin, he must ask about this matter clearly.

"Has anyone seen it with their own eyes, did I kill him?"

The dean looked a little hesitant, and she said after deliberation: "Xiao Cheng, I know that you are tired of carrying the crimes for so many years, but you can't just deny it because you are tired. Everyone knows that you used to love to play, but you It’s wrong to take Xiaoyi to the reservoir when you want to play.”

The dean frowned, and continued: "I have emphasized many times that you can't go to the reservoir to play. If you don't listen, you insist on taking him there. He was drowned, and you came back in good health..."

"So?" Cheng Lin interrupted the dean: "No one saw that I told him to go to the reservoir, and no one saw that he died because of me, because I was the only one who came back alive, so I am guilty ?”

"Xiao Cheng." The dean was a little helpless: "At that time you were the liveliest person in the courtyard. Xiao Yi didn't like to talk or move. If you didn't encourage him, he wouldn't be able to play in the reservoir."

Cheng Lin sneered: "It's wrong for me to be lively, Dean, I repeat, no one heard with my own ears that I told him to go to the reservoir, and no one saw with my own eyes that I killed him, yes, I am alive, He's dead, and I'm sorry about that, but that doesn't mean I'm going to be blamed, you understand?"

"I will investigate this matter, but I, Cheng Rin." Cheng Rin paused, "I will not shirk the charges that belong to me, and I will not admit the charges that do not belong to me in vain."

"I wish you would be fair."

After finishing speaking, Cheng Rin strode out of the dean's room.

The sunlight outside was just right and not too glaring. Cheng Lin leaned against the wall and squinted his eyes to watch the little carrot head not far away playing with the eagle and catching chickens, and the depression in his heart gradually dissipated.

This is a pimple in Yuan's heart, Cheng Rin is not that sad, but Yuan is different.

He has been accused of killing his best friend, and he has been burdened with the heavy crime of shark crime for ten years, and he has to accept endless hands from his friend's sister.

The original Cheng Rin lived a miserable life.

Cheng Rin closed his eyes and thought, suddenly, a little carrot appeared in front of him, looking at him curiously.

Cheng Lin curved his lips symbolically, revealing a slightly gentle smile.

Little Luobotou looked to be only four or five years old, with two braids in her braids, and her big watery eyes blinked. When she saw Cheng Lin smiling at her, she rushed to Cheng Lin, and called out "Brother" crisply.

Cheng Rin chuckled, the smile was a bit real, he knelt down and patted the little carrot head: "Little friend, what's your name?"

"My name is Chen Sisi." Little Luobot tilted his head: "Brother, you are so pretty, I want to play with you."

Cheng Lin was stunned.

This was the first time someone praised him for his good looks.

Cheng Lin pinched Sisi's face with a smile, took out a handful of candy from his pocket and handed it to her: "Brother treats you to some candy."

"Thank you brother." Sisipa pulled out a candy and stuffed it into her mouth: "Sweet."

Cheng Lin smiled, and was about to touch the little girl's head again, but the little girl was pulled away by a hand.

The owner of that hand is a young boy who looks about twelve or thirteen years old. His skin is a bit dark, and his eyes are particularly bright. These eyes are staring at Cheng Rin vigilantly: "What are you doing!"

The little boy was very vigilant, he pulled the little girl Sisi behind him, pointed at Cheng Lin and said, "Sisi, this person is a bad person, don't pay attention to him, don't eat what he gives."

The little girl didn't understand: "Why, this brother is a good man, he gives Sisi candy to eat."

"Don't eat it!" The little boy suddenly raised his voice: "Who knows if the food he gave is poisonous or if it will kill people? He is a shark offender! He even killed his good friend! How can you believe it?"

"But..." The little girl hesitated, "Sisi thinks that this brother is a good person."

"He's not!" The little boy wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Cheng Rin's sneer, and he could only look at him angrily.

Cheng Rin stared into the young boy's eyes and asked, "You are so swearing, could it be that you saw me kill my friend with your own eyes?"

The little boy took two steps back: "They all said that, and the dean's mother didn't refute."

"You saw it with your own eyes?"

The young boy pursed his lips: "But..."

"I ask you, did you see it with your own eyes?"

The little boy's voice became softer: "I didn't see it."

Cheng Lin raised the corners of his lips mockingly: "Who told you, I'm a shark offender, tell him to come here."

Hula rushed over to a group of young boys.

Cheng Rin asked: "You said that I killed someone, did someone see it with their own eyes?"

The young boys said in a hurry: "The big brothers all said so." "You are a shark offender!" "The dean's mother also said the same." "What face do you have to refute?"

…………

"Stop!" Cheng Rin frowned, with impatience in his eyes, looking a little fierce.

The little carrot heads who were chattering were still just children after all, seeing that the big brother in front of them seemed to be angry, they all shut their mouths obediently.

Cheng Lin stared at these little radish heads: "If you think I killed someone, you can call the police and arrest me. The police are much more fair than your few words. Rumors stop at the wise, you are so old, the teacher has not taught you to slander Can't people just talk about it casually? Since none of you saw me killing others with your own eyes, and none of you can produce evidence, then don't spread any rumors casually."

"Think twice before you speak."

A group of teenagers nodded silently.

Cheng Rin raised his head, squinted his eyes, and saw a seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy standing in the corner not far from them, his eyes dodged, and his face was full of guilt.

Seeing that Cheng Rin had noticed him, the young man hurriedly stepped back and ran into the dormitory, closed the door with a "bang" to block Cheng Rin's sight, leaned against the door, his breathing was a little disordered.

No, he won't know.

The young man was a little flustered.

He did what the dean's mother said, even if Cheng Rin found out, it's not his fault, not to mention the dean's mother said that as long as he doesn't tell, no one will know.

He didn't mean it, and he was sad too.

The author has something to say: changed the title of the book~

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