My pheromones mutated after divorce

All of these are double-edged swords. If you get attention and praise different from others, you have to bear the ensuing doubts.

Ming Lian knew that he had nothing to wrong, he just, just felt that he was too bad.Ever since he saw Song Chiqiu's performance in the last recording, this inferiority complex has been with him like a shadow. Even if he tries to remind himself that he just needs to be good and don't compare himself with others, he still can't get rid of the feeling of being like a maggot. a feeling of.

And after Pei Jun publicly confessed his love to Song Chiqiu, this feeling completely overwhelmed him.

Ming Lian hadn't filmed for a long time, since he finished filming "The Great Eternal Peace", he even rejected a well-produced movie, which offended the famous director who asked the screenwriter to write characters based on him.

His manager had been scolding him for a long time because of this incident, but in the end he still directly set him up with the movie contract, and brought his bodyguards to force him to sign the contract.

At that time, the director's face was not very good-looking. Ming Lian knew that if he joined the group, the director probably wouldn't like him too much.

But he just can't.

The tragic failure of the last competition made him a little afraid to perform on stage, and he insisted on forcing himself to act, and the effect he got even he didn't want to see.In the end, even the always strong agent didn't force him anymore. The agent sent him home, bought a bunch of things, let him rest for a while, and re-shooted after the vacation in the next year.

Ming Lian still lived in the dormitory assigned by the company. Pei Jun gave him a house, but he didn't want it.

Seeing Song Chiqiu's words, his eyes suddenly felt a little hot, Minglian wiped the corners of his eyes, choked up, and typed, "It's nothing. I know there's nothing wrong with what they said."

He was not suitable for acting in the first place, he came to act for Pei Jun, but now that Pei Jun has someone he likes, he has no chance.He plans to stop filming after he finishes filming the dramas he has already signed contracts with.

Song Chiqiu frowned when he read his news.

This time he no longer chose to chat with him by text, but directly by voice.

"Brother Chi Qiu?" The person on the other side paused for a long time before answering.

The young man's throat was tight and dry, as if he had just cried.

Sure enough, it was what he thought, Song Chiqiu was angry and distressed, Ming Lian had such a stuffy personality, no matter how uncomfortable he was, he would suffer in silence, and would never vent or confide in him.He was afraid that Ming Lian had been suppressing himself so much, and one day he would suddenly be unable to hold on anymore.

"Just say it when you cry, you don't have to bear it with me."

Song Chiqiu said, Song Jin raised his head to look at him when he heard his voice, Song Chiqiu gestured, got up and walked up the stairs, and went back to his room.

"There is no one else around me, you can say whatever you want without restraint, you know?"

"Actually, there's nothing to say."

Minglian said hoarsely, "I did not perform well, and I signed a contract with the program team in advance, and the program team will guarantee me to the finals. This is a shady scene, and they are right."

"That's because the program group wants to use your fame and traffic to attract popularity. You have brought them a lot of attention, so..."

Song Chiqiu was talking, but couldn't continue.

Anyway, the unspoken rules that have long been agreed in this kind of circle are still a gray area, and he can't prove the correctness of this behavior in order to comfort Ming Lian.He took a deep breath, changed the subject, and said, "Okay, let's not talk about this time, the past is over, let's just leave it at that. Both you and I know that this time is far from you What you have to do is to calm down and play well, so that everyone can see your true strength."

Everything is false, only strength is the most important.

Song Chiqiu suddenly asked him, "Have you eaten any dumplings? What kind of stuffing?"

Minglian paused for a few seconds.

"have eaten."

"I do not believe."

"..."

Ming Lian gave a wry smile. He looked at the empty room, and there was still half a box of unfinished instant noodles on the table, "I haven't eaten. There will be no takeaway today, and I won't make these."

Today is the fourth day he has lived off the instant food and instant noodles in the refrigerator.

"I knew it." Song Chiqiu snorted softly.

He put his phone on the bed and began to change his clothes. He put on a thick down jacket and a scarf that Song Jin had just woven for him. Song Chiqiu went to the refrigerator downstairs to get Song Jin and Fang Mingjun's bags from last night. Good dumplings.

"Brother Chi Qiu? Are you still there?" Ming Lian heard the faint sound of clothes rubbing against him, and he didn't speak for a long time. After waiting for a while, he asked him carefully.

"exist!"

Song Chiqiu put on the earphones and said to him, "You wait for me, I'm already out."

"Ah? You, are you coming to my house? But it's the New Year."

"What happened to New Years?"

The cold air outside was pervasive, and Song Chiqiu felt that the heat in his body was almost gone after he said a few words, he hurriedly got into the car, and tightened his scarf again, "Wait, I'll serve you dumplings .”

"Brother Chi Qiu..."

The voice has been hung up, Ming Lian stared blankly at the voice that showed 13 minutes, after a while, got up and threw away the instant noodles.

He took the time to tidy up the room, wiped the tables and chairs again, the windows were clear and clean, and finally there was no trace of decadence in the past few days.

However, these traces can be erased, but a certain hidden emotion in my heart is rising uncontrollably.

Ming Lian read Pei Jun's news again. He seized the time to say New Year's greetings to Pei Jun in the early hours of last night.

Pei Jun only replied with two words - thank you.

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Song Chiqiu was afraid that Ming Lian would not like dumplings filled with three delicacies, so he took a lot of Song Jin Bao's flavors, and almost emptied his refrigerator.

When he arrived at Ming Lian's place, he put the dumplings he brought into the freezer of Ming Lian's house with ease, and went to his kitchen to serve him dumplings. He watched Ming Lian eat a plate of dumplings before leaving.

The corners of Ming Lian's eyes were red when he sent him downstairs, Song Chiqiu knew that he was feeling bad now, so he didn't say anything, and asked him to be together on the recording of the next program.

This time, Ming Lian didn't refuse again, but said that he would listen to him.

Although his hands were numb from the cold, Song Chiqiu was still very satisfied. He drove home and saw a small black spot downstairs in his house from a distance.

Walking in again, the little black dot turned into a tall and big figure, which was still a little familiar.

Song Chiqiu parked the car on the side of the road where there was no snow, and as soon as he got out of the car, he saw the black shadow walking towards him.

"Who?……"

Song Chiqiu regretted it as soon as he made a sound, and immediately wanted to pretend he couldn't see and walk back, but the man had already rushed over in three steps at a time, catching up with him.

"Qiuqiu!" Qi Yue called him with a smile.

It was a cold day, but the man still held a bouquet of flowers and many other things in his hand.

Song Chiqiu glanced at it, and the large and small gift bags almost occupied Alpha's hands, so that Qi Yue didn't have a hand to pull him.

That was just right, Song Chiqiu walked towards his home without looking sideways.

"Why are you pretending you can't see me?"

Qi Yue was not discouraged, but a little disappointed, "I bought it specially for you as a New Year's gift. The gift for my sister and Guoguo are all in it. Of course you have it too. Well... what is that called Fang? There are also."

"You are really pervasive."

Song Chiqiu couldn't stand him talking in his ear, stopped in his tracks, and said impatiently, "They won't take it if you buy it. The weasel pays a New Year greeting to the chicken, don't worry and be kind!

"..."

Qi Yue wanted to say something, but seeing Song Chiqiu's face, he shut up.

Song Chiqiu obviously didn't realize that what he said just now meant killing one thousand enemies and harming oneself by eight hundred.

Qi Yue asked him in a low voice, "What's the matter with Sister Song? She seems to be very unhappy recently? She doesn't pay much attention to me anymore."

In the past, Song Jin would say hello when she saw him, and would take the initiative to invite him to sit at home and taste the snacks she just made, but now, Song Jin looked at him as if she were a stranger.

Just now when Song Jin went out to take out the trash and passed him by, Qi Yue hurriedly told her that he had bought something, but Song Jin just closed the door again as if he hadn't seen him.

He felt that Song Chiqiu had said something to Song Jin.

Song Chiqiu gave him a funny look, and said, "She is very happy every day, so you don't have to worry about it. As for her ignoring you, isn't that right? Because I told her that you have done something before. What."

"Qiuqiu."

As soon as he mentioned those things before him, Alpha became discouraged.

Like a husky with drooping ears, Qi Yue reluctantly freed his hand to pull his lapel, "I really know I was wrong, so give me another chance. It's like giving that Pei a chance."

"When did I give him a chance?" Song Chiqiu exploded all of a sudden, "Do you think I ignored him?"

"No reason no reason."

Seeing that he was about to walk to the door, Qi Yue had no choice but to put down everything except a bouquet of flowers, and held his wrist with one hand to prevent him from leaving.

Song Chiqiu glared angrily, and met the man's wet and pitiful eyes.

"What on earth are you going to do? Say."

"That... you, isn't the susceptibility period of this month coming soon?"

Qi Yue looked at him eagerly, "Can you, don't look for that Pei?"

[The author has something to say: biu, double update!

I want to drive again, my hands are itchy.

Seeing that some cuties want the duckling pillow from before, let’s change the 8.1 lottery. One of the most active readers will be given a duckling pillow, and the three most active readers will be given 1000 worm coins]