My pheromones mutated after divorce

Song Chiqiu didn't know how he got back, Pei Jun's choked sobs still echoed in his ears, but when he raised his head, he had already returned to Qi Yue's home.

There was a fire in the fireplace, Qi Yue's face was bright and dark in front of the fire, and the aroma of bread spread in his nose, it was Qi Yue who gave it to him.

"I haven't eaten all day. Eat a little."

Qi Yue asked the servants to bake some bread and put chestnut sauce on it, which was Song Chiqiu's favorite.

Song Chiqiu had no appetite, so he pushed away, "No."

"Still thinking?"

"There's no way not to."

His eyes always echoed his appearance when he first met Ming Lian. At that time, the young man was dressed in a snow-white straight-fronted gown, as plain as moonlight, but he was very easy to get along with under his heavenly face.

He only said a few words, and the young man's face turned red as if he was drunk, and he would quietly pull his sleeves, asking him if the play he just performed was good, and whether he could meet the requirements of that person.

All kinds of the past appeared in front of his eyes, Song Chiqiu's nose was sour, and he opened his eyes hard.

"Cry if you want." Qi Yue looked at him.

"I didn't mean to cry."

The moisture in the corners of his eyes had already exposed him.

Qi Yue didn't say anything, he just hugged him very hard, the young man struggled a bit and stopped moving, he fell on his shoulder and wept.

Song Chiqiu tried his best to open his eyes wide, but Dou Da's tears fell down one by one, uncontrollably.

"He didn't commit suicide because of you."

Alpha's voice was low, like a tide, soothing him, "It's not because of you, it's because of Pei Jun."

No matter how dull a person is, he can guess the reason why Ming Lian committed suicide.

After he posted that video and admitted all his mistakes, he had nothing to worry about and could leave without any regrets.It's all because he can't see hope, what he gets will always be disappointment and loneliness, no matter how hard he tries, he can't get the favor of his beloved.

It's just because Pei Jun doesn't love him.

Song Chiqiu's voice was pitifully hoarse. He was a little tired, and the water curtain was stuck between his eyelashes, which was so thick that he couldn't open them.

"Today, Pei Jun...he regretted it too."

With a bitter smile, Qi Yue just patted him on the back lightly.

He didn't say that before he took Song Chiqiu out of the hospital, he saw Pei Jun sitting outside the ward for the last time.

He asked if Pei Jun regretted it now.

Pei Jun said, yes.

He didn't ask Pei Jun again if he fell in love with Ming Lian, because he could tell from Pei Jun's expression.

He didn't want to see such hopelessness from the people around him again.

"Qiuqiu." Qi Yue called him suddenly.

Song Chiqiu saw that his eyes were as dark as ink, but they were so bright in the firelight.

Qi Yue has never looked at him with such focused and intense eyes, as if he is afraid that he will leave in the next second, and he will not be able to catch him anymore, "Let's stop hiding, shall we?"

Song Chiqiu's heart was pulled together.

"Marry me."

Qi Yue said, "I don't want to miss you again."

He didn't dare to imagine what it would be like if Song Chiqiu left him one day, just like the lifeless body on the hospital bed, no matter what he said, he wouldn't respond, then he would go crazy.

He didn't want to hide anymore, and he didn't want to deny anything anymore. Once, he thought that he would get used to it without Song Chiqiu. It was like scraping a bone to heal poison. At first, the pain was deep in his heart, but slowly, the wound faded away. .

But he was wrong.

During the days when he and Song Chiqiu were separated, time never healed the wound in his heart, just like a blunt knife, it brought pain continuously and finely.Every time he pretended to be easy to alienate him, it brought endless regrets.

Qi Yue admitted that his life was planted on Song Chiqiu's body, he couldn't leave Song Chiqiu, just like Song Chiqiu couldn't leave him.

"Do you want to?"

Qi Yue's heart beat fast.

Song Chiqiu seemed to be stupid, but just looked at him in a daze, his lips moved, but he didn't say anything.

Qi Yue suddenly felt empty for a moment, as if Song Chiqiu was going to say something to reject him in the next second.

He couldn't help showing his emotions first, and he fell into a disadvantage again in this relationship, but, willingly, the only thing he was afraid of was that Song Chiqiu would change his mind again.

"Maybe I was too hasty..."

"Do not."

Song Chiqiu quickly replied, "I didn't think of that."

He was already ready to stretch the front line, but unexpectedly, Qi Yue took the initiative.

The joy in his heart was indescribable, intertwined with sour sadness, Song Chiqiu, such a eloquent person, didn't know what to say for a while.

It was the first time that the two looked at each other stupidly like this, and neither of them moved.

Qi Yue was a little nervous, he closed his eyes, and slowly approached Song Chiqiu. Song Chiqiu also knew what was going to happen next, and the atmosphere became charming.

The phone vibrates untimely.

Song Chiqiu seemed to have just woken up from the bewitchment, and pushed Qi Yue away.

"..."

Qi Yue coughed, trying to ease the embarrassment.

"It belongs to my sister." Song Chiqiu whispered to him, got up and went to the side to answer the phone.

Song Jin had rushed back to China since the media exposed Ming Lian's matter that day, but Song Chiqiu was too busy these days, so he never had time to explain it to her.

"Qiuqiu, where are you? Why haven't you been home these days? Did something happen?"

Song Jin's concerned voice rang in his ears.

Song Chiqiu quietly glanced at Qi Yue who was not far away, and said in a normal voice, "Sister, I'll tell you later. I, am at Qi Yue's house now."

"…Oh."

Song Jin froze for a moment, and quickly realized what it meant.

She also saw the news and knew that the breakup between Qi Yue and Song Chiqiu was a misunderstanding, but she didn't know how the two of them would develop after they knew the truth. It took patience to mend the broken relationship.

"Okay, then I can rest assured."

Going around, Song Jin was already very relieved of Qi Yue, she hesitated for a while, but decided to ask Song Chiqiu, "How is Ming Lian? I think there are rumors that he went to the hospital, it must be a lie, right? Do you still have contact with him now?"

"……it is true."

Mentioning this incident, I still can't erase the feeling of loss in my heart.

A living person who once accompanied him stopped talking like this, no matter what he did, he couldn't remain indifferent.

Song Jin was silent for a long time before sighing deeply.

She didn't ask further, and after comforting Song Chiqiu, she said meaningfully, "Qiuqiu, my sister knows that you are very strong, and no one can change the things you decide, but after you stumbled, you have to learn from it in the future." Believe in your own choices."

Song Chiqiu agreed in a low voice, "I will."

He almost lost Qi Yue, and he won't lose it again.

"Then I won't disturb you."

What Song Jin said had a different meaning no matter what, when Song Chiqiu put down the phone, the tips of his ears turned red.

When he turned around, he almost bumped into Alpha's chest. Fortunately, Qi Yue kept his footing steady and didn't spill the milk in his hand.

"I didn't eavesdrop on your conversation."

Qi Yue immediately clarified, "I just, um, brought you milk."

"It's okay to listen."

Song Chiqiu said, "I have no privacy with you."

He said while drinking milk, some milk stains on his rosy lips, Qi Yue's heart skipped a beat.

"Late autumn."

Qi Yue's voice was a little hoarse.

Song Chiqiu pretended not to hear, Gudu Gudu drank half a glass of milk, hiccupped, then stuffed the remaining half cup into Qi Yue's hand.

"I can't finish it! You can drink it up for me."

Omega walked upstairs with the cotton slippers on, and waved to him, "I'm going to bed, see you tomorrow!"

"and many more--"

Qi Yue watched his back and left. These days, he finally realized what it was like to be left behind once.

The milk in his hand was still warm, Qi Yue looked at it with disgust, and planned to throw it away.

He has always avoided milk, and he would not even accept a little milk in his coffee.But... Song Chiqiu seemed to be content with drinking all the time.

Qi Yue took a sip by accident, at the spot where Song Chiqiu left milk stains on the rim of the cup.

Very sweet.

[The author has something to say: it's almost the end, sprinkle more sugar. 】