After a blind date with the e-sports male god

It is rare for Yu Ning to look like this.

He obviously looked calm, and there was nothing unusual on the surface, but Song Zhao could clearly feel that he was shaking.

The upper lip was bitten off.

Yu Ning tasted a trace of blood, and his grip on the phone suddenly slackened. His legs almost gave way and he fell down in the classroom.

Fortunately, Song Zhao was quick and helped his arm.

Song Zhao didn't hear what the other person said, so he could only ask cautiously: "What's the matter? What happened?"

Yuning put the bag on his back, his expression changed, but his lips were stained with blood, which made his complexion pale.

He shook his head, "I have to go back to my hometown, and I will call the counselor to ask for leave."

Song Zhao had a vague guess in his heart, but he didn't dare to say it.

On the surface, Yuning looks weak and easy to bully, but his heart may be harder than himself.

Song Zhao: "Then do you want Lu Juan to take you back? If you buy a ticket now, when do you have to go back?"

After Song Zhao finished speaking, Yu Ning looked down at the phone.

Yuning's mind was blank just now, Song Zhao's words were indeed not unreasonable, being reminded by Song Zhao, he really wanted to find Lu Juan a little bit.

but……

He didn't know how long he would have to go back.

When I go back, I will face myself.

Lu Juan's offseason is coming to an end soon.

Thinking of this, Yu Ning still shook his head, "It's okay, I don't need it, I'll check the off-car software."

He reluctantly smiled at Song Zhao, and then lowered his head and opened the car software to take a look. Although the price was expensive, it was faster than taking a bus.

"Okay, I'm leaving." After placing the order, Yu Ning didn't care about Song Zhao's expression, and walked out of the classroom with her bag on her back.

It was suddenly dark outside.

Like it's about to rain.

Yuning paused, then continued to walk forward.

Usually, the road from the classroom to the school gate is not noticeable, but today he felt that it was very long.

Ordered car arrived quickly.

Before Yuning got into the car, the driver still said that it was the first time he saw someone going so far away, if it wasn't for the money, he wouldn't run away.

Yu Ning collapsed on the back seat, didn't respond, his eyes didn't close, his eyelids were trembling all the time, his skin was originally white, but now there was no blood, only the piece of skin bitten by his lip just now was still oozing. bloodstained.

It's just that after a while, the blood was licked into his stomach by himself.

The driver got bored and stopped talking.

Taking this kind of private car is really fast.

Before taking the motion sickness medicine and feeling drowsy, Yuning still sent a message to Lu Juan.

Tell him that he has something to go back to his hometown these days.

Same as before, Lu Juan probably was really catching up on sleep and didn't reply.

Yu Ning couldn't tell what mood he was in.

Holding the phone and looking at it for a while, he gradually fell asleep under the effect of the medicine.

According to reason, this time of falling asleep is not too long, but Yu Ning suddenly felt that he was half asleep and half awake.

He dreamed of his childhood again.

Yu Zhi had a car accident and was lying on the hospital bed, when the doctor informed them that the medical expenses were not enough.

At that time, grandma went to borrow money.

But who is willing to lend it to them? Yu Zhi is down, and there is only an old man and a child who has just become sensible in the family. Who can take out that kind of money? Who is willing to wait for the child to grow up and make money before paying it back?

Yu Ning has always understood the truth of human nature.

He and grandma could only watch helplessly as Yu Zhi's breath slowly disappeared.

He was held in the arms of his grandmother, neither crying nor fussing.

Grandma patted him on the back and said, Ningning, grandma takes care of you, grandma takes care of you, grandma takes care of you.

It's been repeated.

It was like a nightmare.

"Here we go, lad."

Yuning was awakened by the driver's horn.

The car was parked at the nearest hospital outside the town. Before getting in the car, Yu Ning talked on the phone with the grandma next door, and grandma was sent there.

Yuning paid the fare, and went to the hospital under the eyes of the driver who hesitated to speak but stopped looking at him like a slaughtered lamb.

The hospital here is small and the equipment is not complete. There are basically not many patients in the hospital in the afternoon.

When Yuning found her grandmother's ward, the neighbor's grandmother was sitting there alone outside the ward, she seemed to be asleep.

Yuning walked lightly, did not wake up the other party, stood at the door of the ward for a long time, and finally had the courage to open the door of the ward and enter.

The wards are simple and simple, with four beds in each ward, but there is no one on the other beds except grandma.

Grandma has already been on a drip, but she is not awake, her breathing is steady, but she seems to be a little thinner than the last time Yuning saw her.

Yuning grabbed the strap of the backpack, her palm hurt, and there were red marks on it.

After standing for a while, the door of the ward was knocked lightly a few times.

Yuning turned around, the neighbor's grandmother didn't know when she noticed him coming, she stood at the door and waved to him.

Yu Ning nodded at her, then looked back at grandma for a few moments before going out.

"Your father paid for it." The neighbor's grandma sighed a little, "But he left as soon as he delivered it."

Yu Ning couldn't help but look up, the emotion in his eyes was dim.

With his appearance like this, the neighbor's grandma shook her head, "Your father came to look for your grandma again today. The two of them quarreled so hard that your grandma fainted."

"This money is what he should pay."

She didn't say anything after that.

Everyone has something they stick to.

There are also things that force myself to bend over.

Don't persuade others to be kind to others without suffering.

Yuning pulled out a smile, "Thank you grandma, I understand."

"Grandma, let me call a car to take you home, thank you for your hard work."

The neighbor's grandma is old, and she has really stayed here for so long, she almost fell asleep on the chair.

Yuning is also embarrassed to let an old man stay here all the time.

He made this request, and the neighbor's grandma naturally had no reason to refuse.

After sending the person downstairs to the hospital, and getting him into the car, the moment he turned around, the forced smile on Yu Ning's face disappeared again.

Yi Tao...

Yi Tao.

For the first time in Yu Ning's life, he hated himself so much for his incompetence.

He always thought that as long as his grandma can live a good life, it doesn't matter even if Yi Tao comes to harass her from time to time.

He even preferred Yi Tao to harass him.

But now, there is no time to manage Yi Tao.

After a while, Yu Ning went to the doctor's office to find a doctor.

Grandma was not sick before, if she really just fainted from anger, that's okay, if it was because of other reasons...

Yu Ning dare not imagine.

"You are the family member of the patient in bed B06, right?" The doctor looked up at Yu Ning when he was flipping through the medical records and reading a certain line.

He was very young, so he said very tactfully, "Our hospital here is small, and we can't find anything. If you want, we can help arrange a transfer."

The hospital is really small.

Even the doctor's office is small, with only a few tables and chairs, and there are banners on the wall that have been sent by someone who doesn't know when, and they have turned yellow.

Yu Ning endured the churning emotions in his heart, and nodded, "Then transfer to another hospital, please trouble the doctor."

When walking out of the office, Yu Ning felt her throat was being strangled.

The doctor's words were too clear.

Can't find anything.

I can't find anything.

He looked at the nurses who passed by him and ran around changing some patients' drips. Even though they were running around, they still had smiles on their faces.

But Yu Ning really can't force himself to laugh at this moment.

The transfer procedure was done very quickly.

The cost of hospitalization is not a small sum of money.

Excluding the remaining spare money, Yuning still has some money saved over the years.

If it wasn't enough... He tried to ask Yi Jin again if the money given to him before was still there.

People always have to learn to bow their heads to reality.

It was already midnight when he was transferred to the big hospital in the city.

Grandma woke up once and fell asleep again.

The drip was also changed once.

Then there was a series of examinations and procedures, in the crowded large hospital, and the emergency room full of heart-piercing cries.

Yuning could hardly stop herself.

Once he stopped, he couldn't restrain himself from thinking wildly.

By the time everything was settled, it was already early morning.

The ward was arranged, but the test results did not come out directly. The doctor only said that he would wait for the specific results, but the situation would not be too optimistic.

Even with the psychological construction, when Yuning heard this, he still couldn't control himself, his legs almost went limp.

His face was pale, and the doctor reassured him, "Relax, trust our doctor."

It's not that I don't believe it.

It's just that Yu Ning remembered that her grandmother repeatedly shirked that the medical examination report hadn't come out, bumped into her grandmother secretly in the kitchen in the middle of the night, and suddenly lost weight in a short period of time.

He was born with remorse.

Why did you have to go to school back then.

If... If he went directly to make money, make money earlier, not so far away from grandma, if he had to work harder when he came back, if he stayed at home during the holidays, instead of live broadcasting for making money...

Will grandma lie on the hospital bed like this?

Yuning had a severe headache.

When he returned to the ward, he still pursed his lips, and the corners of his lips were slightly raised. Even though his face was pale, he was still smiling, even though the smile couldn't reach his eyes.

But in front of grandma, you can't be depressed.

Grandma is the only one he can rely on.

In the ward, Yu Ning still couldn't help but feel nauseous.

He hasn't eaten anything since the afternoon, and the disinfectant in the ward smells bad.

Grandma has already woken up, and the lights are not on.

Because it is not a single ward, there is a young woman living in the ward, she looks young, but she is too thin.

Yu Ning walked in lightly, glanced at the woman in the next bed, and quickly looked away.

He squatted halfway in front of his grandmother's hospital bed. The IV drip had already been finished, and my grandmother probably noticed him coming, so she reached out and grabbed his wrist.

Yu Ning didn't move, let grandma hold her, and said softly, "Grandma, you're awake."

"Hey boy, why are you here?"

Grandma's voice was still very hoarse, Yu Ning poured hot water for her in the dark, helped her up and took a sip of water, "You fainted."

Even though he tried his best to control it, Yu Ning's voice still trembled a little that he could feel himself.

He paused, "Grandma, are you hungry?"

"Not hungry." Grandma seemed to understand something, "Then go to bed quickly, are you hungry?"

Yuning shook her head and helped her tuck in the quilt, "I'm not hungry, then I'll go to sleep, you have a good rest, we'll talk about tomorrow if you have anything to do."

After he finished speaking, grandma let go of his clothes.

It was like a sudden loss of strength.

Yu Ning looked down, but couldn't see anything clearly in the darkness.

But the heart seemed to be held tightly.

Before going out, he glanced at the woman in the next bed.

The other party seemed to have woken up too, but he didn't make a sound. He just tossed and turned on the bed, as if in severe pain.

Yuning didn't dare to look any further, and closed the door of the ward.

The lights in the corridor were on, but there were not many people in the corridor except the nurse.

A few here and there, holding their heads on the bench outside the ward, seemed to be in pain.

Yuning slowly squatted down by the door, buried his head between the knees of his legs.

Can't cry.

But something is stuck in my heart.

He didn't know how long he squatted here before he slowly took out his phone and looked at it.

I don't know when the mobile phone ran out of power and turned off automatically.

He fumbled to the nurse's desk in a daze, asked the nurse to borrow a charger, Yu Ning stood there for a while, and waited for the phone to turn on automatically, he immediately turned it on.

The moment it was turned on, the phone was stuck for a long time.

A barrage of missed calls and text messages.

WeChat news is also about to explode.

First of all, Song Zhao didn’t know how many emails he sent. Some were sent when he first arrived in town. At that time, he didn’t have much interest in reading them, so he didn’t care. Some of them were sent in the middle of the night, and he kept asking why he didn’t reply information.

Yu Ning raised his eyelids, looked at the time, it was almost dawn.

After reporting safety to Song Zhao, he cut out.

Lu Juan also sent him a lot.

But in the middle of the night there was no news.

Before he could figure out how to reply, Song Zhao's news followed.

- Fuck, I was so scared that I didn't fall asleep all night, why are you still awake at this hour

- Is your mobile phone out of battery, your phone has been turned off

- Yes, the phone is out of battery, ask someone to borrow a charger

-Where are you?Nothing happened?

Song Zhao was really worried about Yu Ning's state when he left today.

- at the hospital, it's okay for now

The tone of the words that Yu Ning sent was quite stable, only when he knew the words, his hands were still trembling, his stomach was very uncomfortable, and his complexion was even worse than when he first came here.

The nurse on duty next to him looked like this, and asked with some concern: "Are you feeling unwell? Do you need to rest for a while?"

Although the nurses on duty have changed, everyone always cares about good-looking people, and they will mention a few words in private. The nurses on this floor basically know that Yuning ran away all night without sleeping or eating. .

After thanking the nurse for his kindness, Yu Ning was about to pull out his phone and leave, when the nurse handed him a power bank, "Just use it if you don't have enough power."

After all, he gave him a friendly smile.

Yu Ning was stunned for a moment, then nodded politely to the other party, and said thank you.

The moment he raised his head, a faint smile overflowed from the corner of his lips.

It is sincere.

The nurse blushed suddenly.

But Yuning has already returned to the door of grandma's ward.

Song Zhao sent him a few more messages.

- I tell you something, don't be angry

- Even if Lu Juan approached Jianglou and asked me where you had been, I was not sure, so I said there might be something wrong with your family

-Then Jiang Lou told me that Lu Juan went out to find you

- I don't know if he really went looking for you, am I afraid that people will worry too much about you?

- After all, he is your boyfriend, you can also rely on him a little

Yuning paused.

-not going to be mad

- You should take a rest now. You don't have class tomorrow?

- I know, I know, but if I sleep now, I won’t be able to get up tomorrow. I still don’t want to sleep. Are you sleepy? If not, I’ll chat with you for a while?How about a game?

- no i'm sleepy

Yuning refused, and Song Zhao didn't insist any more, only telling him to rest.

After finishing Song Zhao's conversation, Yu Ning grabbed the phone and closed his eyes for a while before calling Lu Juan.

The phone didn't connect.

Yuning stared at the phone for a while, and finally clutched her stomach, slowly feeling a little sleepy.

He thought he couldn't sleep right now.

But once he stopped, the exhaustion of his body swept over him endlessly, and all of this flashed through his mind like a dream today.

He even had the idea that when he woke up, he would realize that he had really had a dream.

Yuning didn't know when she fell asleep.

He just felt a little cold, so he curled up unconsciously and leaned against the bench.

Hospitals are always colder than other places.

I can't remember when, it seems that in a dream, he found a heat source, and I don't know who covered him with a quilt.

He was unconsciously held in half, leaning on someone's shoulder.

Drowsily aware of this, Yu Ning reluctantly opened his eyes, subconsciously wanting to hide to the side before his sight could fall on someone else.

In the next second, a hand rested on his head and pressed him on his shoulder.

Yuning was unresponsive for a few seconds.

The tip of the nose is the familiar smell of shower gel mixed with the smell of tobacco and hand sanitizer.

Before Yuning could speak, the people around him spoke first: "Don't move, you're sleepy."

Lu Juan's voice was hoarse.

It's hard to imagine that he was smoking less.

Yuning's words stuck in her throat.

I have a lot to say, but I don't know what to say.

He obediently continued to lean on Lu Juan's shoulder. The great sadness that he had suppressed at first seemed to find an outlet suddenly. He desperately grabbed Lu Juan's hand, and inserted his five fingers between the other's five fingers. The strength seemed to crush something.

Shaking faintly.

Lu Juan didn't say a word and let him grab it.

I don't know how long it took before Yu Ning vented his strength, turned his body, buried his head in Lu Juan's neck, and said in a muffled voice, "What time is it?"

Lu Juan said calmly, "Six o'clock, it's still early."

Yuning thought she had slept for a long time, but only an hour passed.

He hummed, "When did you come?"

"Half an hour ago."

Lu Juan's voice couldn't hide his tiredness, because he was wearing a mask, so he also had a nasal sound when he spoke.

Yuning: "Oh...then do you want to sleep for a while?"

After he finished speaking, he noticed that Lu Juan raised his hand and rubbed the top of his head a few times, Yu Ning paused, but didn't speak again.

He actually wanted to ask Lu Juan how he found him. He smoked a little and didn't sleep all night.

But it doesn't seem to make any sense to ask these words.

Yuning only felt sore in his heart, grabbed Lu Juan's clothes, and rubbed against the side of his neck a few times vigorously, as if he wanted to stuff himself into his arms.

But because this is a hospital, the nurses at the nurse's desk not far away still cast their eyes at them from time to time, so Yu Ning can only be like this.

Fortunately, Lu Juan was wearing a mask, and now his clothes were disheveled, and he looked a bit downcast, and he couldn't see the temperament that a team leader should have at all.

No one recognized him.

Lu Juan responded, "How do you sleep like this?"

He laughed, "People who don't know think we have been separated for decades."

I don't know if I'm joking.

Yuning: "..."

Yuning let go of his clothes, and before his head left his neck, he was pressed down again. Lu Juan put one hand around his back, almost half-holding him in his arms In the middle of the night, he covered Yuning with the blanket that was about to slip down, "Okay, let's go to sleep."

His tone softened inexplicably.

Yuning didn't say anything, but couldn't fall asleep either.

He just closed his eyes and sniffed the familiar smell on Lu Juan, trying to find a sense of peace of mind.

Lu Juan didn't speak any more, but ran down his hair for a while.

With drooping brows and eyes, he didn't sleep, his face was obviously tired, but there was an imperceptible smile on his lips.

At eight o'clock in the morning, when the doctor came to make rounds, Lu Juan went downstairs to buy breakfast.

Yuning chatted with the doctor at the door for a while before going in with the doctor.

Grandma woke up early, and she seems to be in good spirits at the moment.

On the other hand, the woman on the bed next to her was the only one there from the beginning to the end, and she was also leaning against the bed, looking not in a good mood.

After the doctor came, she also remained silent and let the doctor examine her.

Yu Ning put some fruits that Lu Juan bought on her grandmother's bedside, and after the doctor finished examining her, her grandmother grabbed Yuning's hand and whispered, "Can we leave it alone?"

"The grandmother in this hospital is very flustered."

Yu Ning lowered his eyes, it was rare to show resistance in front of grandma, he shook his head, "No."

He withdrew his hand, while peeling the apple, he said: "It can be cured, why not?"

Yu Ning actually understood why grandma had always wanted to hide it from herself.

Afraid of no money.

Treating a disease is a long process, especially for a disease like breast cancer, which has a high cure rate.

Grandma opened her mouth, seeing Yu Ning's firm expression, then closed her eyes and turned her head.

She obviously didn't want to drag Yu Ning down.

She is old, even if she is still healthy, can she still live a teenager?

How much will it cost for medical treatment?

It's not bad to keep those money for Yu Ning's life, since Yu Ning has her own support, she doesn't have to worry about anything anymore.

There is really no need to waste it on her.

But these words, grandma still did not say.

At this time, she doesn't want Yu Ning to worry anymore.

There was a moment of silence in the ward.

Until the knock on the door broke the silence.

Lu Juan came with a lot of... high-end packaged breakfast, and the ward, which smelled like a hospital, was filled with the smell of food in an instant.

Lu Juan's eyes fell on Yu Ning for a moment, and then on grandma.

In front of grandma, he always hides his light, "Grandma."

Lu Juan was wearing a mask, his clothes were wrinkled, and his hair was messy. Grandma didn't recognize him at first sight, but she recognized him immediately when she heard the voice and the look in his eyes.

All of a sudden, I had mixed feelings, holding back my tears, "Why is Xiao Lu here?"

Yuning put down the apple and went to pick up the breakfast in Lu Juan's hand, while turning his head to his grandmother and said, "Come and deliver breakfast, grandmother, what do you want to eat?"

After finishing speaking, he moved closer to Lu Juan and whispered, "Why did you buy so much, you can't finish it?"

Lu Juan laughed, didn't speak, and didn't hand him the breakfast, but went to help grandma make the breakfast by herself.

With him like this, Yu Ning didn't insist anymore.

Grandma and the others still had something to say, so they quickly waved their hands, "I can eat by myself, so go out and talk if you have anything to say."

There are many people in the corridor during the day.

As soon as he got out of the ward, Lu Juan grabbed Yu Ning's wrist, ignored the eyes of the people around him, and was directly pulled down by the elevator.

Yu Ning didn't react, he could only hear the voices of many family members of the patients, and he couldn't hear what they said, it was just the voice, as if it was just to prove that his ears were still healthy.

Lu Juan didn't stop walking until he reached the safe passage on the ground floor of the hospital, and the door was slammed shut.

Unprepared, Yuning was pushed against the wall by Lu Juan.

Then there was an unexpected but fierce kiss.