After a blind date with the e-sports male god

This is really tantalizing.

Yu Ning was even more sure that Lu Juan was quite drunk.

Yuning couldn't help but lean back until his back was stuck to the back of the sofa, and there was no way to retreat.

Lu Juan still kept his stooped posture, propped his hands on the sofa, and looked down at him.

His eyes were a little distracted, his brows were slightly furrowed, and there was a slightly panicked figure of Yu Ning in his eyes.

Looking into Lu Juan's eyes, Yu Ning couldn't say some words.

This is not a good thing.

Lu Juan got too close, and his breathing was burning hot. Yu Ning seemed to be able to hear the violent heartbeat that he couldn't control at all.

Fortunately, Lu Juan is drunk now.

Otherwise his heartbeat would have sold him out.

After a moment of silence, Yu Ning pursed his lips, closed his eyes and turned his head. When he opened his eyes, he tried to push Lu Juan's shoulder while Lu Juan was not paying attention.

He was really pushed away.

Lu Juan fell to the ground all of a sudden, and his back hit the coffee table. The impact was quite loud, which startled Yu Ning.

Lu Juan himself didn't seem to care much, with his eyebrows half-closed, he looked at Yu Ning with a half-smile.

I don't know if it hurts or not.

It just looks really drunk.

Yu Ning had no intention of hurting people, but right now he couldn't care less about helping them, and if he got any closer, he really suspected that he would not be able to hold on anymore.

After all, he is a normal man.

"Lu Juan, you drank too much. I'll get you some sober up." After speaking, he quickly stood up from the sofa and walked into the kitchen without giving Lu Juan a chance to react.

Lu Juan sat on the ground, watching Yu Ning's slightly thin back was covered by the kitchen door, and he seemed to be able to see Yu Ning's flustered, flushed, bewildered appearance just now.

Lu Juan rested his dizzy forehead with one hand.

He felt sober.

But it seemed that he was not sober, and he couldn't remember what he was going to do.

Fumbling around, he found the phone from his pocket.

Lu Juan frowned and searched for a while before finding the memo he wrote earlier.

[Confession for sending a trophy]

【Tell Yuning that he likes him】

[Don't be stinky, don't mock him, don't be shy, don't speak indiscriminately]

【By the way, can he call me husband again】

【kiss again】

Lu Juan: "..."

What the fuck.

fuck.

He had already asked if he could call her husband.

The order is wrong.

Lu Juan's head hurt even more.

Not long after Yuning entered the kitchen, he received a reply from Xu Ming.

Xu Ming sent him a voice message, "So I went to your place, it's okay, we all drank too much today, we live in a hotel outside, no one can drive to pick him up, so I can only trouble you to take him in for a night ah."

When it was over, Xu Ming sent several thank you messages.

It also looks like he drank too much, and his articulation is a little unclear.

Yuning: "..."

Yuning's head hurts too.

He finished making honey water for Lu Juan and went out, but Lu Juan still fell down between the coffee table and the sofa.

He has tall and long legs, his back rests on the coffee table, but there is nowhere to put his legs, so he can only bend up pitifully, with his right elbow resting on his knee, and his left hand hanging by his side.

The back looks unexpectedly a little lonely.

His head was also drooping, and he didn't know if he was asleep or in a daze.

Yuning paused for a few seconds before taking the honey water over.

When he got to his side, he realized that Lu Juan's eyes were closed.

After hesitating for a moment, Yu Ning tried to call him, "Brother Lu Juan, drink some water?"

Probably because of the sound, Lu Juan moved his head, but the movement was slow, obviously unresponsive, he turned his head, his eyes fell on Yuning's body first, and then fell on the water glass in his hand.

He licked his lips slowly.

Yu Ning's Adam's apple rolled subconsciously: "..."

Why does Lu Juan look like this when he's drunk?

Yuning quickly bent down and stuffed the water glass into Lu Juan's hand, regardless of whether Lu Juan accepted it or not, he immediately stepped back three feet, "Drink some first."

Lu Juan's attention seemed to be diverted to the water glass at the moment.

He said oh.

There was no resistance, and he simply raised his head.

Following the frequency of his drinking, his Adam's apple also rose and fell, and some water stains ran down the corners of his lips.

After drinking, his lips looked more rosy.

Yuning couldn't look at him anymore, so she simply turned her face away.

I sang jackfruit silently in my heart again.

Even after drinking the water, Lu Juan didn't seem to want to get up, instead he continued and closed his eyes.

Seeing his appearance, Yu Ning inevitably blamed himself a little bit. After struggling for a while, Yu Ning gradually calmed down and squatted beside Lu Juan, "Did it hurt just now?"

Lu Juan seemed to be struggling to lift his lower eyelids, then tilted his head and stared at him for a while, before asking, "What?"

"Back." Yu Ning couldn't check the back that Lu Juan had just knocked, so he could only ask him.

Lu Juan groaned, his reaction was slow, "It hurts a bit."

He said, turning around slowly, "Look."

Yuning: "..."

Yu Ning didn't dare to touch him, let alone read it. After being teased by Lu Juan, he hurriedly changed the subject, "Don't sleep here, go to bed."

After speaking, he hurriedly stood up.

I don't know if it's because of a cold and dizziness, or because he got up too fast, the moment he stood up, Yu Ning was blind for a moment, his brain froze for a moment, and when he realized it again, he had already squatted down again .

To be precise, it fell off this time.

And it fell on Lu Juan impartially.

Lu Juan wrapped his arms around his shoulders with a bit of strength, as if holding him halfway, and frowned.

It seems to be very unhappy.

Because of the sudden blackness in front of his eyes, Yuning's reaction was a few seconds slower than before.

In the narrow gap between the coffee table and the sofa, it is really difficult to accommodate an adult man sitting on the ground or squatting on the ground. Yu Ning almost leans against Lu Juan's arms, and his legs tend to go numb.

He belatedly wanted to stand up.

But Lu Juan was very strong, and Yu Ning even felt that Lu Juan seemed to be hugging him a little more.

Yu Ning subconsciously turned her head to look at him, a little agitated, "Lu Juan."

Lu Juan didn't speak, just stared at him, as if there was something on his face, his eyes were clearly distracted, but Yu Ning felt that his gaze was from his forehead to the bottom

The jaw moved freely, and finally stopped on his own lips.

What incredible idea formed in Yuning's brain.

His heart couldn't help but pounding.

The moment Lu Juan's face approached, Yu Ning couldn't help shrinking back.

Lu Juan's eyes dimmed.

Even though Yu Ning's face was red and his heart was beating fast, he still resisted.

Lu Juan was a little confused about what he was doing now.

He remembered that he had just looked at his phone.

What was written on the phone?

He remembered what he wrote before he came.

But now I can't think of it.

The tips of their noses almost touch each other.

Lu Juan stared intently at Yu Ning's eyes with obvious resistance.

Yuning's skin is fair, and it's obvious when she blushes a little, and even her lips are completely rosy now.

slowly.

Yuning in front of him turned into several overlapping figures again.

The figures separated and merged into Yuning again.

And slowly overlapped with the boy who handed him the umbrella two years ago.

A few seconds later, Lu Juan let go of the hand holding Yu Ning's shoulder, pressed the back of his head, and raised his eyelids in extreme sleepiness, "Can't we kiss?"

Yu Ning froze for a moment, shaking his head unsteadily, "You drank too much."

Lu Juan laughed.

At this moment, Yu Ning doubted again whether Lu Juan was drunk or not.

Or, he was drunk, did he look like this to everyone.

"Can we kiss without drinking too much?" Lu Juan looked as if he was about to fall asleep, but the hand movement behind Yu Ning's head didn't stop, and he followed it one by one, as if to comfort Yu Ning who was scared by him just now mood.

Yu Ning doesn't hate this feeling.

He even felt that Lu Juan was very gentle at this moment.

If Lu Juan insisted just now, he probably couldn't stop it, couldn't resist it.

But Lu Juan didn't.

He seemed to be following his own will.

He was obviously drunk, but he still seemed sober.

Yu Ning didn't answer.

Some answer broke out in his heart.

Lu Juan didn't speak either.

Probably because of the drunkenness, he was really sleepy, and he didn't remember what he was going to do. It was purely subconscious behavior just now.

He wants to kiss Yu Ning.

That's it.

After a while, Yu Ning reached out and grabbed Lu Juan's clothes, similar to a coquettish behavior.

Lu Juan was still asleep, so he raised his lower eyelids again.

With a blushing face, Yu Ning asked slowly, "Lu Juan, do you like me?"

The drunk person should not be Lu Juan, but him.

After asking, Yu Ning didn't dare to look at Lu Juan's expression.

He is also very sleepy.

But Lu Juan didn't seem surprised at all.

It's just that his reaction seemed a little slow, and he was silent for a few seconds before he said, "Why should I kiss you if I don't like you?"

"Do you look good?"

Lu Juan followed the back of Yu Ning's head and said to himself, "It's cute."

As he spoke, his voice lowered, and his eyelids seemed to be getting heavier and heavier.

Yuning: "..."

For a moment, he didn't know whether Lu Juan was praising him or mocking him.

The enchanting atmosphere that enveloped her before also disappeared because of Lu Juan's words.

But the answer just now is also very clear.

Yu Ning couldn't express what she felt in her heart.

It was as if something had sprouted in the heart, and it hurt a little. In an instant, the sprout grew into a big tree, propped on the heart, blocking the way of blood.

Hot all over.

Hot all over.

Heart aches.

Lu Juan likes him.

Lu Juan's aftertaste came quickly.

After a while, he fell asleep with his back against the coffee table.

Sleeping in this position really wronged him.

Yuning stared at him for a while, and finally resigned to his fate and moved him back to his bed.

Lu Juan is very heavy. Fortunately, Yu Ning used to work a lot. Although his strength is not as strong as Lu Juan, he can still drag him like this.

After moving the person to the bed, Lu Juan unconsciously frowned because his back probably hit the bed.

Yuning's heart suddenly softened.

He stayed by the bed for a while before looking for the medicine box.

Lu Juan's skin was fair, his back muscles were tight, his waist was thin, and he was also very beautiful.

There is a little bit of bruising where I just hit it, but it doesn't look too serious.

Yuning only dared to spray some Yunnan Baiyao on him, and quickly pulled off Lu Juan's clothes.

After covering Lu Juan with the quilt, Yu Ning subconsciously touched his nose.

Fortunately, hold on, no nosebleed.

After finishing all this, Yuning drank some hot water, hugged the quilt and went to sleep on the sofa.

When there was nothing to do, Yu Ning felt that his cold was much worse than before, but there was no cold medicine at home, so he could only endure it abruptly.

Because it was not very comfortable, Yu Ning fell into a drowsy sleep this time.

At first, I just felt my nose was stuffy, but later I felt like I was on a boat, and I felt dizzy even in my dream.

Later, he felt something covering his head, and the tip of his nose also faintly smelled of wine.

Yuning was woken up by Song Zhao's phone call.

He still remembered that he was sleeping on the sofa, and subconsciously wanted to touch the mobile phone on the coffee table. After touching it for a while, he opened his eyes and found that he had slept back on the bed at some point, with the quilt covering his body well. Take the one on the sofa at night.

Subconsciously looked for the room, but did not find Lu Juan's figure, the phone was ringing so loudly, Yu Ning could only answer the phone with his head covered.

"Aren't you coming to class!! The teacher has called the roll!!" Song Zhao's loud voice came from the other end of the phone.

Yu Ning was stunned for a moment, "What time is it?"

"Why is your nasal voice so heavy? Have a cold? It's already eleven o'clock!" Song Zhao said without stopping, "Are you catching a cold? Then why don't you come today?"

"I just called you a few times, but the mobile phones were all turned off. I almost ran to your house to find you."

Yu Ning was still a little confused.

Although my nose was still blocked, my head was not as uncomfortable as yesterday, and I felt much more relaxed.

He was sweating all over.

There was still a little alcohol smell on the bed.

Realizing this, Yu Ning's ears turned red all of a sudden.

"Hey, hey, are you listening? Hello, classmate Baoding?"

Song Zhao's words brought Yuning back to his thoughts in an instant, "I'm listening, I'll be right over, you can help me make up a vacation with the teacher first."

Song Zhao snorted, and wanted to say something else.

Yuning has already hung up the phone.

After resting on the bed for a while, Yu Ning struggled to get up.

There was no one else in the house but him.

If it wasn't for the lingering smell of alcohol on the bed, Yu Ning would almost suspect that he had a dream last night.

Lu Juan didn't leave him any words either.

Like that kind of ruthless scumbag.

Even though he was a little disappointed, Yu Ning got up his spirits and went to take a shower. When he came out after changing his clothes, there was a sound of the door opening suddenly.

Yuning paused for a while to pack her things, and turned her head to look over.

Lu Juan came in with a lot of things. He changed his clothes, and his hair seemed to have been washed. The bangs that were tied up before were let down again.

The smell of the food is very strong, and there is a whole bag of medicine.

Yuning glanced at it, and saw something like "999 cold spirit".

Yuning was silent for a moment, and just as she was about to speak, she met Lu Juan's eyes.

Lu Juan's expression was very calm, he couldn't see what he looked like last night at all, and he didn't seem to remember anything.

What Yuning wanted to say just now swallowed it back in an instant.

Seeing him looking like he was about to go out, Lu Juan frowned, "Going to class?"

Yuning hummed, "I thought you were gone...why did you buy so many things."

After finishing speaking, Yu Ning felt a little ashamed.

Why does this conversation seem like the two of them slept last night and he regarded Lu Juan as the kind of ruthless scumbag who disappeared from the world the next day?

Yu Ning wanted to scratch her head.

Lu Juan glanced at him, put the things on the table, and walked towards him. Before Yu Ning could react, Lu Juan's palm was pressed against his forehead.

Caught off guard and approaching, Yu Ning's eyes slowly widened.

Lu Juan retreated a little as if he didn't notice, and said calmly, "I don't have a fever."

Yuning nodded slowly, as if the temperature of Lu Juan's palm was still on his forehead, he echoed, "No fever."

"Then eat first." Lu Juan's attitude was very natural.

Yuning was a little confused, whether he still remembered what happened last night.

Subconsciously wanting to agree, Yu Ning suddenly remembered that there was still a class, and if he didn't go, his normal points would be deducted, and he said quickly, "I don't have time to eat, I have to go to class first, brother Lu Juan, if you leave later, help me show me the door .”

Lu Juan frowned.

Before Yu Ning had time to run out, Lu Juan grabbed his wrist.

The footsteps stopped abruptly, and he looked down at the place where Lu Juan was grabbing.

"Calling Brother Lu Juan now?" Lu Juan seemed a little unhappy, "Didn't you have fun calling Lu Juan last night?"

Yuning: "..."

Lu Juan didn't seem to have any intention of letting him go. Instead, he took two steps towards him, narrowing the distance between them, and looked at him with half-downcast eyes. With unclear emotions inside, Lu Juan jumped out word by word, "You haven't given the answer yet."

The tone is a bit harsh.

Yu Ning didn't react for a while, the shower gel on Lu Juan smelled a little fragrant, he was stunned there, "What..." After asking, Yu Ning realized it by himself.

But before he could say it, Lu Juan stared at him again, "Can I kiss you?"

Obviously very explicit words.

When Lu Juan said it, he was inexplicably stiff, and his expression was not very natural, like a novice who memorized his lines.

Yuning's eyelids trembled, and the moment he raised his eyes, he accidentally caught a glimpse of the red root of Lu Juan's right ear.

This is completely different from Lu Juan saying this when he was drunk.

Lu Juan is drunk, Yu Ning can treat him as drunk, or as if he had a dream, just wake up from the dream.

But Lu Juan was awake.

He couldn't ignore it.

Yu Ning's eyes drifted for a while, feeling that the person on the opposite side had been looking at him, and the image of Lu Juan approaching and wanting to kiss him suddenly appeared in his mind last night.

That feeling of wanting to be close to each other.

It was the first time Yuning experienced it in so many years.

He answered from the bottom of his heart.

can.

Yu Ning smiled silently, met Lu Juan's gaze, and said in a slightly apologetic tone, "I'm sorry, I think we..." is inappropriate.

It's a very familiar sentence.

Yu Ning told Lu Juan when they were on a blind date.

But this time, before he could say anything, Lu Juan stopped him in time, "I don't want to hear the answer right away."

As if the person who asked him the answer just now was not him.

"You can go to class now." Lu Juan let go of his hand, and after a while, "Give me the answer tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow."

"Anytime."

If it's not what he wants, keep moving back.

While talking, he didn't look at Yu Ning's expression, but found an insulated lunch box from the things that had just been placed on the table, and stuffed it into Yu Ning's arms.

"Go to class."

This posture, as if he is the master of this family.

Yuning stood there for a moment.

run away.

After the people left, Lu Juan squeezed the phone.

Laughing self-deprecatingly a little frustrated.

It's okay, he can wait.

He just acted as he should, well.

Hold back no ridicule, no curse.

"So you ran away?"

After class, Song Zhao and Yu Ning packed up their things and came out together.

When Yu Ning came back to class, it was already the last half of the class. Fortunately, the teacher was considerate of his cold, and he would not skip classes, and his grades were good, so he didn't deduct his usual marks.

Even during class, Yu Ning was always preoccupied.

Song Zhao still couldn't help asking him what happened.

Yuning's thoughts are very chaotic, and it feels like he is blocked in his heart. In the past twenty years, he has never experienced this feeling.

He has always considered himself a very calm person.

You can calmly forget your liking for Lu Juan.

But when Lu Juan admitted that he liked him, his calmness seemed vulnerable.

He couldn't forget it, and he couldn't ignore it.

But what can be done.

He and Lu Juan are not from the same world. If it wasn't for the blind date arranged by his grandmother, maybe he would never have the chance to see Lu Juan again in his life.

He even prefers that Lu Juan regards himself as a tool to deal with his parents.

At least I can hide my feelings.

Two people who are so different, come together.

Yuning is afraid of many things.

I'm afraid it won't match.

I'm afraid I don't like it anymore.

I'm afraid I won't be able to let go.

I am afraid that Lu Juan will not want him in the future.

Afraid of being abandoned like I was with my mother.

He is not an impulsive age of fifteen or sixteen, and he is terribly afraid of feelings.

After a long silence, Yu Ning nodded to Song Zhao.

He was not in a good mood, and his complexion was a little pale.

Seeing his appearance, Song Zhao swallowed the curse words as they came to his lips.

Song Zhao doesn't understand Yu Ning's mentality. For him, if he likes someone, stay with him, and if he doesn't like him, let him go.

Isn't it about emotional matters that if one person is wrong, change to another person?

But he also knew that he was not Yu Ning.

Song Zhao always remembers the time when he and Yu Ning first became friends.

Song Zhao found out that his sexual orientation was wrong very early.At that time, he had a crush on the sports committee of the class next door, but he knew that homosexuality would be discriminated against, so he secretly wrote the other party's name in the diary.

But suddenly one day, someone flipped through the diary hidden in the deepest part of the table.

His secret of liking someone was suddenly revealed.

They called him a pervert.

call him disgusting.

That day Yuning spoke to him for the first time.

Although Yu Ning looks obedient and cute, he looks very approachable, but in fact he is superficially polite to others. He will politely say thank you and lend you his notes, but he will not take the initiative to find you , When passing by, he seems to forget who you are.

He doesn't seem to have many friends, and he doesn't talk much.

Song Zhao hid next to the trash can in the classroom and cried.

Yuning handed him a piece of paper and told him, it's okay, he likes men just like him.

Nothing to be ashamed of.

Later Song Zhao knew that Yu Ning was still different from him.

Yu Ning is having a good time, not bad at all.

Song Zhao opened his mouth, patted Yu Ning's shoulder and sighed, "Ning Ning."

Before he could continue, a boy walked towards them head-on.

Without squinting, she walked upright in front of Yuning.

Song Zhao still had a little impression of this man.

They are classmates of the same level and different classes, they are quite upright, they are ordinary people, they look honest and honest.

The most important thing is that he often invited Yu Ning out for dinner before, anyone with a discerning eye can see that he is interested in Yu Ning.

Now in college, everyone is much more tolerant of homosexuality, and the situation of ridiculing and insulting it like before does not exist.

Just thinking about it, the other party looked at Yu Ning and asked very politely, "Yu Ning, are you free to go to the library to study together tonight?"

Yuning refused almost without hesitation.

When the man left with regret, Song Zhao clicked his tongue a few times, "Look at you, a man who said he wanted such a condition, but when he really came to you, you refused without even thinking about it."

"What are you planning? Are you planning to miss someone you like and regret it for the rest of your life? Or are you delusional that you will just fall in love with this type of man in the future?"

"Ning Ning, I'm not you, I can't control your thoughts and actions, no matter what you do in the future, I will support you, but I still hope that you can follow your heart."

"It's not shameful to fall in love, try it, try it, if it doesn't work, pat your ass and leave."

"Besides, Lu Juan is just a game breaker, and he has a scumbag face. How can he be superior to others? In front of me, he is the ordinary person you said. All living beings are equal. It's not like a feudal society. No, if it was a feudal society, wouldn't you still be ordered by your parents?"

Song Zhao babbled as he walked, without stopping.

Yu Ning was in a low mood at first, but when he said this, he paused and looked back at him with disapproval on his face, "Lu Juan is very good, he is good at taking care of people, he is very good to everyone, but he is a little Knife mouth bean curd heart, anyway, he is not a bad person..."

The tone is full of maintenance.

Song Zhao: "..."

Ha ha.