Non-violent non-cooperation

"You mean, you want me to be obedient and trembling to you forever?" Lu Yan pursed her lips with a slight sarcasm, "I'm sorry, I can't do it."

"No, no, you misunderstood my baby, I mean, this is a good sign." Ye Shaodong quickly explained before Lu Yan became even more furious, "Since the process of getting along with me these few months has allowed you Feeling shifts from being afraid to not being afraid, so why can't you believe that your resentment and dissatisfaction with me won't gradually change over time?"

Lu Yan was half leaning on the head of the bed. He had been looking at Ye Shaodong since the beginning of the conversation, and now his eyes moved out of the window. The city center was still brightly lit in the middle of the night.Lu Yan looked at the lights of thousands of families under the night sky, and confessed in an uncharacteristically indifferent voice, "──I believe it."

His eyes were firmly fixed on a point in the nothingness in the distance. In his black and white pupils, the pupils reflected the color of the light. The bright Hittite said, "What you said is right. Time can change too many unexpected things stuff, so I'm going to leave you anyway before all this is changed. I can't bring myself to live with someone who... once treated me like that, and if my resentment and resentment towards you fade away It's gone..." Lu Yan paused, lowered her eyes, "I'm afraid I won't be able to face myself."

"Lu Yan..."

"Actually, I am very contradictory in my bones." Lu Yan interrupted him, "When you found me, I had already made up my mind. This time, even if I die, I will not let you do what you want. But I didn't Thinking about it, my father had an accident at that time. Then this matter became——If I don’t let you do what you want, my father will die.”

"Whether I want to or not, I have to admit that under the circumstances at that time, you were indeed the only straw that could save my father. So I promise you, in this transaction, we each get what we need, only from this matter , when I first came here, I resented you for resisting you, but I didn't hate you. But..."

Lu Yan closed his eyes as he said that, he turned around and found Ye Shaodong's cigarettes from the drawer beside the bed. He wanted to take out one and light it, but his trembling fingers couldn't do what he wanted.He sneered, threw the cigarette case back into the drawer, and then took a deep breath, "But just because I met Xia Nuan once, you... you humiliated me like you brought me to the ball table!"

He was trying to suppress his emotions, but in the end his voice was completely out of tune, "I was also raised by my parents, even if I don't have your status and authority, I am still the pride of my family, my parents You also pampered and raised me! Just because of the side where I met Xia Nuan against your will──Just because of that side, I will be stuck on the billiard table by you, tossing to death with cue sticks and billiard balls Do you know what it's like? Do you know what it's like to be raped by you on the bed three years ago?──Let me tell you, life is worse than death!"

Lu Yan closed her eyes as she said, a tear slipped down from the corner of her eye without warning, the tears that seemed to have accumulated Lu Yan's countless pains seemed to fall with a heavy weight and shattered on the back of Lu Yan's hand At that moment, Ye Shaodong seemed to hear the short and vague broken sound...

Then, he heard Lu Yan slowly say word by word in an extremely tired but hysterical voice: "...Ye Shaodong, you ruined my entire future with snooker three years ago, Three years later, you ruined all my pride with snooker! But you fucking...you fucking take it for granted that you like me, and then come and ask me why I left you !"

There was a slight smile on Lu Yanran's sad face, he opened his eyes, wiped off the wet tears on the back of his hands, and looked at the man who had stood up from the sofa at some point, with an expression that could not express shock and pain. Ye Shaodong, with contempt and sarcasm in his eyes, "After experiencing these things personally, I still want to stay and accept your whim alms and wait for time to kill everything──Sorry San Shao, even if I, Lu Yan, are just a commoner, but, It's not that cheap."