"Cultivating an Army" Wilder Army Dad

Baicheng couldn't imagine the scene when Zhile said to him, "Little Daddy, I fell in love with someone else", thinking about it made him feel very uncomfortable.What's more uncomfortable is that he still has to understand, because he made a promise before that if Zhile wants to leave, he will not stop him, not only will he not stop him, but he will also be happy, so that Zhile can go on the "right path" Fortunately.

But now, how could he not stop it?

Regarding this relationship, Baicheng has always been reluctant to confess it directly, but this does not mean that he has not considered it. After having a physical relationship with Zhile, something seems to have changed quietly.He even thought that in the future they could find a willing woman to get a fake marriage and then get a fake divorce, or one person would get a fake marriage while the other would find a way to avoid not marrying.Although not getting married seems a bit weird, it is also a personal choice, and they don't need to climb up the ladder. As long as they can live in peace, not getting married is fine.

If it’s really bad in the army and you can’t hide it anymore, one or both of them can be discharged from the army and change jobs. The tolerance for unmarried or homosexuality in society must be higher.Zhile knows too little, but he is not a stupefied greenhead with black eyes. He always has to think about these things, and it is impossible to go on carelessly based on love alone.

But what if this "love" is gone—no, maybe it wasn't there in the first place?

Baicheng couldn't accept Chiraku's words, so he could only sit on a chair like a piece of wood, without saying a word.However, Zhile didn't notice Xiaopai's strangeness. In his opinion, these female soldiers had never seen before, so fresh.

It's not that Zhile has never seen a woman before, but this is the first time that she has approached so calmly and without any purpose.

In the past, when he went to the city, he was despised. Those "female" dressed up like flowers would hide away as long as they saw him.The few who are willing to approach also have sympathetic expressions on their faces. Occasionally, there are kind-hearted people who will stuff food or money, and further communication is absolutely impossible.After entering the army, the females disappeared immediately. The army is dominated by males, who spend all day in sweat, and he is unwilling to take a bath. Yes, even a few males, such as the little boy, can't stand it.

To be honest, Zhile didn't care about the female soldiers at all, but when he saw those energetic and youthful girls getting off the bus today, it was as if something sleeping deep in his heart had been awakened, and his heart was pounding immediately jumped up.This feeling is different from the excitement when Baicheng was together, and has an extra impulsive and hazy affection.

He didn't know what it was, but it didn't feel bad, and he had no reason to say no.In his opinion, looking at a female soldier is no different from looking at a beast with a beautiful pattern, which is very rare in the jungle.

"Daddy, look, that female soldier looks great!"

Before Zhile could say, "That face is as round as a grapefruit", Baicheng stood up unbearably, and said in a panic: "I'm a little tired, I'll go back to the dormitory first."

In the past at this time, Zhile would always nervously ask "Are you uncomfortable?" But today, Baicheng waited for a few seconds expectantly, but Zhile said indifferently: "Oh, then little dad, you first Go back, I will go back to study after reading it."

Baicheng walked towards the dormitory like a rooster who was defeated in a fight. As soon as he left the auditorium, he smelled a smell of cigarettes, which aroused his craving for cigarettes.After searching around, he immediately found that Peng Ning was sitting on the flower bed next to the entrance steps of the auditorium, smoking a cigarette.

In the eyes of Bai Cheng, Peng Ning has become a smiling tiger, let alone talking, even looking at him makes him feel annoyed.If it wasn't for what Peng Ning said, how could he be so restless like now? If it wasn't for Peng Ning's insistence on "testing" his relationship with Zhi Le, how could he feel uncomfortable seeing Zhi Le?

Love is supposed to be beautiful, even if it wasn't love, the relationship between him and Zhile, father and son, and friendship would not change, why is he so anxious like now?

Just as Baicheng was about to leave, Peng Ning's voice came from afar: "Don't you want to see more? Can't take it? Are you leaving now?"

Baicheng pretended not to hear, and went down the steps without looking sideways. Peng Ning said again: "Hey, are you still fighting with me? Are you eighteen? You refuse to admit the facts before your eyes. What is true love? Cut !"

The defeated city couldn't bear it anymore, walked up to Peng Ning, gritted his teeth and said, "You just like to tear people apart, don't you?"

"You still use me to dismantle it?" Peng Ning squinted his eyes and took a puff of cigarette, "It will be broken up when the time is up."

Unhappy with defeat, he said angrily, "Why do you say that?"

"Just because you are standing outside and talking to me now, instead of watching the show with Jiazhile inside."

Bai Cheng's expression immediately distorted, wishing to pounce on him, but Peng Ning turned a blind eye to it, raised his chin to the seat next to him, and said, "Sit down and have a chat."

After hesitating for a while, Baicheng still sat down.

"I know, you are deeply in love and sweet now, how nice and comfortable, isn't it? We train together every day, eat together, sleep together...Why do you look at me like that? You blame me for talking nonsense because you think dirty?" Peng Ning gave Baicheng a sideways look, "You've been dazed now, you're only thinking about the other half, you don't want to be separated for anything, even if you die, you have to die together, right?"

The defeated city doesn't say anything, Peng Ning is right, anyway, if he speaks, he will just be ridiculed, he is not interested in arguing with words.

"I said I'm gay, I didn't lie to you about this." Peng Ning didn't continue to "educate", and changed the topic to talk about himself, "I used to think that I could be with someone forever, but you also see We are here. We are soldiers in the army. To put it bluntly, I am the weapon of the country. Where the country needs us to fight, we have to go there. The country needs us to sacrifice, so we have to sacrifice. Some things are beyond our control.”

"I know that."

"You know what a fool." Peng Ning said helplessly, "I remember, you Qianlong, did two of you get fired because of your style?"

Baicheng's mind suddenly thought of the backs of those two people leaving alone, and felt uncomfortable.

"We're being careful."

"Do you think those two people are careless?" Peng Ning said disdainfully, "I can see it, but you think others can't see it?"

Baicheng took the opportunity to ask: "When did you see me and Zhileshi?"

"I didn't see it." Peng Ning smiled, "I just suspected that if I cheated you, I got out."

Baicheng's complexion suddenly turned bad. He hunted geese every day, but was pecked blind by geese. No one would be happy.

"Aren't you convinced?" Peng Ning pointed to his eyes with a smile, "I've walked so many years longer than you, and I've been gay for so many years, what's your objection?"

Baicheng thought about it too, and the anger in his heart was relieved, and he asked curiously: "When did you find out that you like men?"

"It's very early, and usually you will find out about this at seventeen or eighteen. If you don't stare at a woman's white chest, just stare at a man's thin buttocks, the fool will realize that something is wrong, right?" In front of the defeated city, Peng Ning seemed relieved After removing the disguise, he smiled calmly, "I was no better then than I am now. Think about it, in the early 80s, you could be shot for hooliganism."

Bai Cheng couldn't help asking: "Then what did you do?"

"It's nothing to do, just pretend." Peng Ning said calmly, "Fortunately, the atmosphere was conservative at that time. If you didn't fall in love, people thought you were serious and didn't think too much about it. It would be even better after joining the army. They were all men. Yes, if you don’t talk about it, don’t talk about it, if there is no condition or chance, people will look down on you, so after so many years, I’ve just gotten along like this.”

"You didn't join the army just because you were GYA?"

Peng Ning gave Bai Cheng a supercilious look: "If you are heterosexual, you will lead female soldiers?"

Bai Cheng choked and asked, "Then why?"

"The family is poor."

After saying this, Peng Ning seemed to have remembered something and stopped talking.Bai Cheng didn't know what to say, the two just sat side by side without saying a word.

"Actually, you know everything, but you can't pull it out for a while." Peng Ning said softly, "Am I doing it for your own good? You understand. Even without me, no one will see what's going on with you. After ten years, you are 37 and Zhile is 27. Will you still be the same at that time? Can love be eaten as a meal? Now it is not as simple as before. You two father and son are tired of being together all day For the rest of your life, do you think that no one will doubt you at all? If you know about your relationship, you will talk about it behind your back even if you don’t say it in person. What’s more, you still have father-son relationship. In this relationship, others say that you are disgusting, it is light."

The defeated city is speechless.

"Besides, you're going to be single for the rest of your life and don't want children." Peng Ning stood up and stretched, "I'm 39 this year, and you know what I want most. There is a man at home, and there is a child at the door. My dad, let’s have dinner and go out together on weekends.” He paused and smiled wryly, “Unfortunately, having a child and having a man are really irreconcilable contradictions, but this is my own fault, you are different, Zhile is even more different , you are still young, you still have opportunities, and you are not the kind of born gay, you can change."

Peng Ning patted his ass and left. Before leaving, he left a sentence: "Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Don't wait until you are old to regret it. Zhile has no elders, and neither do you?"

Baicheng sat on the flower bed for a long time before slowly standing up and walking towards the bedroom.