Zhang Yun's ancient life

I knew from a young age that I was different from others, and I couldn’t play with boys, because whenever I approached them, they would laugh and disperse, and then gather together not far away to point and point at me. And whenever I want to approach girls my age, their elders will stand up and order me to stay away.

I was still young at the time and couldn't understand what was going on. When I asked my mother, she just hugged me and sobbed softly.

So I knew that this question would make her sad, so I stopped asking questions, but I didn't want to go out, and became more and more silent in the strange eyes of people.

I happened to go out once, and saw my second aunt chatting with people at the door of the shop. She was talking about my family with people unscrupulously, mocking my father's honesty and cowardice, and mocking my mother's sick body. When I went out, I heard her comment on me, 'a little monster who is neither male nor female'. Those words made me completely stunned. I finally knew why others treated me like that, because it was not Boy, so boys won't play with me, but I'm not a girl, so the elders of those girls' families will refuse my approach, and the most unacceptable thing for me is that this family has become a girl because of me. That way, they'd be better off without me.

I don't know how I got home at that time. I recovered from my mother's panic. While wiping the unstoppable tears on my face, my mother anxiously asked me what happened. Now, I looked at her worried eyes, and desperately controlled the corners of her mouth to draw an arc that was definitely not beautiful. She looked at me with worried eyes, but I could only keep silent, because I didn't know what to give her. what kind of answer.

From then on, I began to observe carefully and learn to please others. I tried my best to do everything I could, just for a good word from others.I even started to practice smiling because I have a sensitive mother and I can't let her see my emotions.

As I grew older, I gradually knew what kind of fate I would face. I didn't dare to expect how lucky I would be to escape the past. I just hoped that I could leave some money for my parents when I left. So that they can rely on something when they get old.

So I started to try my best to make money, digging wild vegetables, picking herbs, picking mushrooms, and embroidering purses. As long as I can get back money for me, I will do it no matter how hard and tired I am.

Part of the money I got back was put into my family’s vegetable money and my mother’s medical expenses, and I saved the rest. Although I have worked hard, the money saved is far from the ideal amount in my heart. It is far from enough. Seeing that I am getting older and have less and less time left, I am forced to be a little anxious. I even started to pay attention to the buying and selling prices of doubles in the human market. I am surprised. I'm probably the first twin ever to try to sell myself.

Until one day, I rescued a wounded man from the mountain. He brought earth-shaking changes to my life. He didn’t dislike me, and he was willing to teach me calligraphy. He would carefully please me. I had some vague feelings , but refrained from thinking deeply, for fear of accidentally making a mistake and making a big joke.

Later, the second aunt came to our house and said that she hoped that my father would agree to send me to the Liu family as a concubine. I took out the jar of money and counted the copper coins in it over and over again. It was less than five taels. The money was far from enough. My father and mother only had me and a child. I had to make arrangements for them to leave with peace of mind. Maybe the Liu family came to pick them up. Sometimes I can be ashamed and ask for more dowry, after all, besides this method, I can't think of any other way.

However, the result of the matter was beyond my imagination. When I heard Zhang Yun proposing marriage to my parents outside the door, I really couldn't describe my feeling at that time. I suppressed the ecstasy in my heart. I stood at the corner of the house Waiting for him everywhere, I have a question in my mind that I urgently need an answer to.

After I got the answer, I ran all the way back to the house, my face was so burned that I could spread eggs, I really couldn't believe that I would be so lucky, God opened his eyes this time, and left me a way in the desperate situation.

Until we got married.Only then did I dare to believe that all of this was true. After the engagement banquet, Xipo changed my makeup, combed my hair and said, "Son, after you get married, you will be a member of the Zhang family. From now on, you will be crowned Zhang family." surname, died in the grave of the Zhang family, do you understand what I said?"

I clenched my fists and nodded vigorously, "Got it."