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"Brother Huai, are you sure you fell in this area?"

??On the gravel beach, Chen Xue and Jian Huaiyi walked side by side, holding a mobile phone in each hand, looking around by the light of the flashlight.

?? The night is dark and the wind is high, and such a little light alone is hardly enough.Chen Xue was so blinded by the search, she didn't see anything like what Jian Huaiyi said.

??Jian Huaiyi leaned on a cane in one hand and had difficulty moving, so she could only move forward bit by bit beside Chen Xue.

?? "Thank you for your hard work." He pursed his lips.

"Hey, I'm fine." Chen Xue looked at him worriedly, and her eyes fell on his crutches, "It's you. Why don't you go back first? Maybe you fell in the room. You are in the room first." Look here. I'll stay here and keep looking."

"No." Jian Huai shook her head intentionally, "I haven't taken it off, I've always worn it on my body. I didn't find it until I fell off the horse. So it must have fallen off during the run..."

?? As he spoke, leaning on a cane, he bent down with difficulty.He still had gauze wrapped around his hands.He turned over the gravel on the ground with his injured hand.Soon, a disappointed expression appeared on his face.

??Chen Xue couldn't help sighing, and couldn't help asking: "What the hell is that..."

?? What Jian Huai wanted to find was the small wooden block that he had been wearing around his neck for a long time.

??Chen Xue has seen that thing before.About the size of a thumb.Oddly shaped, I can't tell what it is.

?? There are traces of carving on the small wooden block.Chen Xue has long been curious, but always dare not ask.

??She used to consciously keep a distance from the actor.After all, she is just a small assistant, so she shouldn't ask too much about the actor's private life.This is probably out of subconscious inferiority complex.The actor's status in her heart is too high, she always looks up to him.

?? She also felt from the bottom of her heart that a person like the film king only needs to sit on the altar and accept the admiration of everyone.

?? But now she understands, no.

?? Jian Huaiyi is just an ordinary person.You will cry when you are sad, and you will laugh when you are happy.

??It was so painful that I couldn't even cry.I can only talk to a useless little assistant like her like a drowning man grabbing at straws.

?? Thinking about it is quite pitiful.

?? Therefore, when Jian Huaiyi returned to the house and asked her to accompany him to the gravel beach to find things, Chen Xue didn't have any complaints in her heart, and immediately agreed.

??She knew that this thing was very important to Jane Huaiyi.

??After experiencing so many things, she felt that the distance between her and Jian Huaiyi had narrowed a lot.Therefore, she now has a bit of confidence, and dares to ask Jian Huaiyi's private affairs.

??She knew that Jian Huai would not mind, let alone scold her.

?? Sure enough, Jian Huai sighed meaningfully, and replied, "It's a memorial left to me by someone a long, long time ago."

??Chen Xue was taken aback for a moment, and then remembered what Jian Huaiyi told him last time: Jiangling also lived a very poor and hard life.

??...Wait, Mr. Jiang and the actor knew each other before? !

?? Then it's gone!This "certain person" is definitely Mr. Jiang!

??Chen Xue immediately became excited.But she didn't dare to show it, for fear that the actor would find out and stop talking.So she suppressed the ecstasy in her heart, and simply let out an "oh".

?? Then he asked calmly: "Is it a wood carving? What is it carved?"

??Jane Huai lowered her head intentionally, all her thoughts were on finding things.Sure enough, she didn't notice the slightest excitement in her tone, and replied naturally: "I don't know either."

??Chen Xue: "Huh?"

?? Jian Huaiyi: "He left before he could finish engraving."

??Chen Xue felt that the truth of ten years ago was slowly opening in front of her.She quietly pressed her chest, pressed her frantic heartbeat, and asked cautiously: "Then why did he leave?"

??Jian Huai squatted in the rubble, holding up his mobile phone to search around.

??There is no one in the wild, and the night is silent.He spoke very softly, but his voice was blown far away by the evening wind.

?? "His family came to pick him up, so he left. He left in such a hurry that he didn't even have time to say goodbye."

??Jian Huai lowered her head intentionally, and a faint wry smile suddenly appeared on the corner of her mouth.

?? "Actually, he didn't give this thing to me. I found it in the house after he left. He didn't have time to clean up... Of course, there is nothing to clean up. He didn't bring anything when he came , I don’t have anything of value to take with me when I leave.”

?? "I searched the whole house. Finally, I found that the only thing he left for me was this unfinished wood carving."

??Chen Xue's heart was beating wildly.

?? Although Jian Huaiyi didn't speak clearly, Chen Xue had already connected the pieces together in her heart.

?? It seems that they knew each other as early as ten years ago.At that time, Mr. Jiang didn't know why his life was poor. He was so hungry that he fainted on the side of the road and was almost killed by a car.

?? And Jian Huaiyi ten years ago was not yet the actor.As far as Chen Xue knew, at that time the film king was still playing tricks, had no money in his hands, and lived a very miserable life.

?? They probably met at that time.Help each other, support each other through the most difficult time.

?? But then Mr. Jiang was going home, so he left the Best Actor.

"Then why didn't you go find him later?" Chen Xue couldn't help asking, "Besides, he doesn't seem to recognize you until now..."

?? Jian Huai raised her head thoughtfully, and glanced at her thoughtfully.

??Chen Xue just consciously made a mistake—oh no, if she asks this question, the actor must have realized that she has already guessed that "he" is Mr. Jiang!

??Chen Xue quickly waved her hands and said in a panic: "Hey, it doesn't matter if you don't tell me! I don't need to be curious!"

"It's okay to tell you." Jian Huai smiled meaningfully, raised her head, and looked at the sky.

?? "I've kept this in my heart for too long. It's unbearable. In fact, it's better to find someone to talk about."

?? The night is dark.Tonight, for some reason, there are no stars and no moon.The night sky was pitch black, hanging over the head like a big curtain, and splashing the walls like a big bucket of paint.

?? "Chen Xue, you haven't seen me before my debut." Jian Huai said with satisfaction.

"Don't say it's him. Even if you saw my photo ten years ago, you wouldn't believe it was mine."

??Chen Xue couldn't help but widen her eyes: "Ah? What were you like ten years ago?"

??Jian Huai showed a look of reminiscence.

?? "Well...how should I put it..."

??He tilted his head and thought for a while, then smiled.

?? "Probably, a stunted little sweet potato."

??Chen Xue was taken aback.For some reason, I remembered the last time Jian Huai went to the live broadcast room to bring goods to sell sweet potatoes for that Tsinghua student.

??Jian Huaiyi has studied human expressions for many years, and she saw through her thoughts at a glance, and said with a smile: "That's right. It's that sweet potato. It's because I thought of myself before, and I felt emotional, that I went to give it to the bully." Help."

??Chen Xue was at a loss for words.

?? She had seen the profile photos released by Xueba during the live broadcast.Deep in the mountains with traffic jams, poor farmers with their backs facing the loess and the sky, plus the phrase "short-grown sweet potatoes", she can already imagine what Jian Huaiyi looked like ten years ago.

?? If this is the case, it must be unrecognizable.

?? The contrast is too great.Dressing, temperament, and identity are all too different.

??Even if they look similar and have completely different auras, it is hard to think that they are the same person.

?? What's more, it has been ten years.Ten years ago, Jian Huaiyi was only 17 years old.He himself said that at that time, he was underdeveloped, probably very thin and his facial features were not fully developed.

?? He was definitely not good-looking at that time, and he might not even be considered handsome.Otherwise, how could he not even get the chance to play tricks?

??Chen Xue was in a daze for a while, and unconsciously stared at Jian Huaiyi for a long while.

?? Today's Jian Huaiyi is not rustic at all.Outstanding appearance, tall and straight.Every gesture is the pride and confidence of an international actor.

?? From a poor little sweet potato to what he is now, how much bitterness and sacrifice did he go through?

??Chen Xue felt pain in her heart and couldn't help but sigh.

?? At this point, Chen Xue felt a little unwilling.

"He can't see it, so why didn't you tell him!" Chen Xue couldn't help but said, "You obviously missed him for so many years..."

??Jane Huai lowered her eyes intentionally, and gently interrupted her:

"But how can I say it?"

??Chen Xue was taken aback: "Huh?"

?? Jian Huai deliberately propped himself up and moved forward a few steps.The beam of light from the flashlight slowly swept across the ground, as if he was leaning on a beam of light.His eyes were lowered and his voice was very soft.

?? "How can I say that the glamor you see is fake, that my hometown education is all fake, I am not from Jiangnan, I haven't even finished elementary school... I even have a name Fake."

?? He leaned on a cane and moved forward very slowly.He felt Chen Xue's breath stagnation behind him.

?? He lowered his head and smiled, as if mocking himself: "Even you don't know. My real name is not Jian Huaiyi. My parents haven't even studied for a day. How could they give me such a name."

??Chen Xue opened her eyes wide: "Then...you..."

"My real name?" Jian Huai guessed what she wanted to ask, shook her head and said, "I don't have a name."

??Chen Xue was at a loss.

?? Jian Huai said: "In our place, almost no one is literate. When my parents were alive, they didn't give me a proper name... It's just that in the dialect of my hometown, the pronunciation of my surname is similar to 'Jian'. So Brother Yang When you gave me a name, you chose simplified characters.”

?? "Later when I came to the city, everyone saw that I ate sweet potatoes all day long, and I was thin and small, so they called me Little Sweet Potato."

"So, if you must ask the name..."

?? He arched his eyebrows and smiled.

?? "I guess, let's call it Jane Sweet Potato."

"...picking sweet potatoes?" Chen Xue was taken aback for a moment, then burst out laughing.

?? This name is really pitiful and cute.

?? Laugh to laugh.After laughing, Chen Xue couldn't help feeling distressed.

?? After hearing these words, she suddenly understood the actor's mood.

??Jian Huaiyi, in fact, has been feeling inferior.

??Because Mr. Jiang is so perfect.

??Family background, character, ability, and appearance are all outstanding.Even someone like Chen Xue, who has been in the entertainment industry for many years and is used to looking at handsome men and beautiful women, and the rich and powerful, feels that Mr. Jiang is really a dragon and a phoenix.

??Too perfect, so that people feel ashamed.

?? This reaction of feeling ashamed is too normal.

??Even Chen Xue herself, facing Mr. Jiang—not to mention Mr. Jiang, even facing Jian Huaiyi who gets along day and night, she often feels ashamed.

?? But now she suddenly realized that even the film king she was used to looking up to, actually had low self-esteem in front of Mr. Jiang.

??Jian Huaiyi couldn't face her poor and humble background, let alone the big lie she told out of vanity.

??He knows how despicable his behavior is.So he became more and more inferior, and felt that he was not worthy of Jiangling from the root.

??The more Chen Xue thought about it, the more worried she felt, and she couldn't help blurting out:

?? "So you backed off..."

??Because of low self-esteem, when Jian Huaiyi learned that Mr. Jiang was going to give up his family property for him, his first reaction was not to fight side by side with Mr. Jiang and face difficulties together.

?? is flinching.

?? Jian Huai lowered her eyes and smiled faintly.

??"yes."

?? He felt that he was not worth Jiang Ling's sacrifice so much for him.He felt that without Jiangling, he could find something better.

?? He felt that he was not worthy.

?? This is the inferiority complex.

??Chen Xue was at a loss for words for a while, and didn't know what to say to comfort him.

?? Is this a comforting thing?

??The inferiority complex hidden deep in the bones, the inferiority complex brought about by childhood experience.

?? I like a person who is too good and too dazzling. The more I like him, the more I realize that I am not worthy of his inferiority complex.

??——Is this something that can be solved by comfort?

??Chen Xue was silent for a moment, lowered her head, and raised the flashlight of her mobile phone again.

??She realized that the only thing she could do for the actor now was to help him find the wood carving.

?? So she looked for extra serious.She searched carefully for every crevice and every depression.Even bent down to turn over stones one by one.

??Even if you find Tianming, even if you look for it for ten days and half a month, you must help him find it.

??Because that was the only thought Jiang Ling left for Jian Huaiyi ten years ago.

??That will also be the only sustenance that Jian Huai intends to use to survive her loneliness from now on.

??... Be sure to find it!

??Jian Huaiyi noticed the change in her mood, couldn't help smiling, and felt grateful.

??However, before the word "thank you" was spoken, there was a sudden sound behind him.

?? What is the sound of someone stepping on gravel and approaching slowly.

?? "You couldn't write your own name back then, but I taught you to write the word 'sweet potato'."

?? "You couldn't speak Mandarin back then, but I corrected your accent bit by bit."

?? "Back then, you had no money and were not good-looking. You were thin and dark, a little sweet potato. Except for a very gentle heart and a very moving hard work, it can be said that you have nothing."

?? "——You were like that, I have been thinking about you for many years."

?? "Why do you feel that you have become shining now, and you have finally succeeded through your own efforts, but I will look down on you instead?"

??Jian Huaiyi was shocked and turned her head in disbelief.

?? The night is lonely, the stars and the moon are low.The man's eyes were amazingly bright.It seems that all the stars in the sky fell into those eyes, so they are so bright and so hot.

??Jiang Ling walked towards him slowly, the corners of his mouth curled up, and his eyes were smiling.

?? Jian Huaiyi was completely stunned, standing still like a log.

?? More than breathing and blinking, he almost forgot how to beat his heart.

??Jiang Ling reached out and pulled him into his arms, rubbed his hair fiercely, and said angrily and amusingly:

?? "Jane Huaiyi, I want to ask you."

?? "I am here alone, you don't want to."

?? "What kind of semi-finished wood carvings do you want to find, and think about people when you see things?"

?? "What the hell are you thinking, huh?"

"Is your cranky little brain filled with roasted sweet potatoes?"

??The author has something to say: Little Sweet Potato has roasted sweet potatoes in his mind, nothing wrong x