sleep only 4 hours a day

??Jiangling waited by the lake for a long time, until it was dark, but Jian Huaiyi did not show up.

?? He had doubts in his heart, so he made a phone call.Indicates that a call is in progress.

?? Haven't finished chatting with the manager yet...

?? Jiang Ling didn't think too much about it.

??However, until the evening, when Xue Chan hosted a banquet for the crew, Jian Huaiyi still didn't show up.

?? In order to thank Jiang Ling, Xue Chan specially transported a large number of high-end ingredients by truck, and invited a team of Michelin chefs to come to this deep mountain and old forest to cook for everyone.

??The whole crew was very excited, shouting to follow Mr. Jiang to see the world.Therefore, the atmosphere was already very lively before the banquet even started.

??Jiang Ling glanced at the empty seat beside him, got up and said, "I'll go find him."

??Xue Chan had already chatted with Wei Lai shoulder to shoulder, and the two of them quickly started to call each other brothers as soon as they met. At this time, Qi Shushua showed a teasing expression of "Go and pick up your wife, go and come back quickly".

??Jiang Ling came outside Jian Huaiyi's house alone.Knock on the door.

??The familiar knocking sound made him wonder if this was the [-]th knock on someone's door since he met Jian Huaiyi.

??...Do you want to give Xiaoyi the key?

??Jane Huaiyi mentioned this to him before, but he didn't think it was necessary.After all, externally, they are still ordinary actors.All intimate behaviors are forcibly interpreted as work needs and proficiency in the plot of the play.

?? If it is caught that the two of them even exchanged the keys to the house, it will really be in vain.

?? But Jiang Ling thinks about it now, he runs to Jian Huaiyi almost every day, and sometimes stays overnight.This...is already obvious.

?? It's because the security of the production crew is now good, there are no paparazzi to secretly take pictures, and the production crew will not come to watch them when they are free.

?? Otherwise, their romance would have been exposed long ago.

??It is too hypocritical to still be coy and unwilling to accept the keys.

??...Anyway, it will be made public sooner or later.

??Jiang Ling stood quietly outside Jian Huaiyi's door, breathing in the unique moist air of early spring evening.After the late spring cold passed, the temperature gradually picked up.The crew has already taken off their down jackets and thick cotton coats.

?? Even though it was still a bit cold at night, it was no longer bitter.

?? The door has been knocked three times, but Jian Huaiyi still has the door closed tightly, and no one comes to answer.

??... Didn't you hear it inside?

?? Jiang Ling thought for a while, took out his mobile phone, and called Jian Huaiyi again.

?? It's been hours, and if it's still "on the phone," something must be wrong.

?? Jiang Ling's heart faintly raised some worries.

??However, before the worries were cleared away, the phone was connected.

??Jane Huaiyi's lazy and hoarse voice came from inside.

??"Hey?"

?? Jiang Ling's heart suddenly settled down.The tone was involuntarily gentle.

?? "Where is it? I'm waiting for your meal."

?? The other end of the phone was silent for a moment, and asked in a somewhat puzzled tone:

?? "Dinner?"

?? Jiang Ling was stunned: "...Xue Chan treats you."

"Oh..." Jian Huai replied lazily, "I forgot."

"It's okay, it's still early." Jiang Ling raised his head and looked at the closed door in front of him, "It's still too late now."

??Jian Huaiyi: "..."

?? an eerie silence.

?? Jiang Ling frowned slightly, somewhat puzzled: "What's wrong?"

??Jian Huai took a deep breath.

?? "Aren't you going to do it?" His voice was low, "I'm a little tired."

??Jiang Ling became vigilant all of a sudden: "Nothing really happened, right? What did Liu Yang talk to you this afternoon? We talked for so long."

?? Jian Huaiyi: "No. Really not, don't think too much. I'm really tired and don't want to go out. I forgot about the dinner. I'm sorry, I've already eaten the meal delivered by the nutritionist. not going."

?? Jiang Ling asked: "Where are you? In the house? Open the door, I'm outside your door."

?? There was another burst of silence.

??Jiang Ling lowered his eyes, looking at the light shining through the gap under the door.

??Finally, the figure flickered.The door opened.

?? Jiang Ling subconsciously raised the corners of his mouth and raised his eyes, but was stunned again.

??The moment Jian Huaiyi opened the door, he clearly saw a look of disgust flashing in Jian Huaiyi's eyes.

?? It's like being very disgusted and disgusted, but still forcing yourself to do something.

??However, in the next second, that weird expression disappeared.

?? Jian Huai smiled at him intentionally.

?? Jiang Ling thought he would let him in, but unexpectedly, Jian Huai just stood at the door and asked, "Why are you here?"

?? Jiang Ling frowned.

?? Jian Huaiyi's weird reaction made him worry.Looking over Jian Huaiyi's shoulder, he glanced into the room.

??The house was empty, except for Jian Huaiyi, there was no one there.

?? There is only a cup of tea on the table.

??Is no one else here??

??Then why won't he let me in??

??Jiang Ling couldn't help frowning, carefully studying Jian Huaiyi.

?? "Why?" Jian Huai smiled meaningfully, as if she was ordinary.

??Jiang Ling inexplicably felt that something had changed in him.

"Forget it, don't go if you don't want to go." Standing at the door, Jiang Ling suddenly felt like an outsider, so that he subconsciously used a questioning tone, "Can I go in and talk to you?"

??Jian Huai intended to relax a little when he said "If you don't go, you won't go", but when she heard the next sentence, she frowned.

?? "Okay." He stepped aside quickly, "Of course."

??...The second half of the sentence seems to have been added on purpose.

??it's wired.

??Jian Huaiyi today is very wrong.what happened?

??——No, to be precise, it started in the afternoon.

?? In the morning, before Xue Chan came, he was still filming with Jian Huaiyi.At that time, Jian Huaiyi was still in excellent condition and played very stably.They both really enjoyed it.

??Will it be related to Xue Chan?

?? Should not.It's not like Jian Huaiyi doesn't know that Xue Chan is coming.What's more, Xue Chan is his childhood friend, and he has already introduced it to Jian Huaiyi.

??And after Xue Chan arrived on the set, except for the initial greeting, he didn't speak to Jian Huaiyi all afternoon.

?? It shouldn't be Xue Chan who made Jian Huaiyi become like this.

?? Then what is the reason?

?? Forget it, don't think about it.Just ask him.

??Jiang Ling sat down on the sofa and watched Jian Huai slowly walk over.Finally sat down on the other side of the sofa.

?? sit far away from him.

??...I'm about to take her home to meet my parents, and I've done everything I need to do. Why am I still so shy.

?? Jiangling's heart softened again.He smiled and waved to Jian Huai:

??"come over."

??Jian Huai lowered her eyes intentionally and pursed her lips slightly.

?? But still moved over obediently.

?? Jiang Ling reached out and took him into his arms.The moment his fingers touched his shoulder, he felt stiff all over.

?? Jiang Ling couldn't help shaking his head and smiled helplessly.

"What's the matter with you?" He rubbed Jian Huaiyi's head comfortingly, and coaxed, "Let's talk about it, don't be wronged alone."

?? Jian Huai still lowered his eyes: "It's okay. It's really okay."

?? Jiang Ling sighed, stretched out his hand and pinched his face: "Can you call it okay? It looks like you have something hidden in your heart. Why, what did Liu Yang tell you again? Is it your company or the partner? Say it to me, let's discuss it and see how to solve it."

?? Jian Huaiyi suddenly became irritable.

?? "Said it's all right!" He pushed Jiang Ling away, his breathing became short of breath, and even his chest began to heave violently.

?? Clearly experiencing violent mood swings.

??——There is no doubt that something must have happened!

?? And it's a big deal!

?? Jiang Ling sat up straight and his expression became serious.

?? "Xiaoyi." He looked at Jian Huaiyi seriously, "don't lie to me anymore. You are emotionally wrong - there is nothing that can't be solved. Believe me. We have experienced so much together, you should know that no matter what I can help you solve anything, and I can carry it for you when the sky falls. Tell me, okay? Don’t bear it alone. Tell me."

??Jian Huai deliberately lowered her head, not looking at him.

??The silent and stagnant air made Jiang Ling's heart ache.

"Xiaoyi..." He wanted to persuade him again, but Jian Huaiyi suddenly took a deep breath and opened his mouth.

?? "This matter cannot be resolved." Jian Huai said intentionally.

?? Jiang Ling was taken aback for a moment, then smiled.

?? "No. Tell me what it is first. Even if my ability is limited and I can't do it, I can still ask others for help. You see, even such a big matter as restricting the import of chips, I helped Xue Chan get it done .as long as you say it..."

??Jian Huai intentionally interrupted him: "Jiangling."

??Jiang Ling collected himself and listened carefully: "Huh?"

??Jane Huai lowered her head intentionally.Fingers slowly tightened into fists.

?? "I'm not gay."

??Jiangling: "..."

?? He didn't understand it for a while, and he even thought he heard it wrong.

?? He hesitated and asked, "What did you say...?"

??Jian Huai closed her eyes intentionally, and took another deep breath.

?? Then raised his head, looking straight at him.

?? "I'm not gay. Jiangling, I don't like men."

?? "I approached you, seduced you, slept with you, just to get resources from you."

??Jiang Ling felt like a person who was walking alone late at night, when he was suddenly hit on the back of the head with a sap.The pain came so unexpectedly, intense and sharp.His mind went blank all of a sudden, and he fell straight into the abyss.

?? "What are you... talking nonsense?"

?? Jiang Ling retorted almost subconsciously, "How is it possible? How could you approach me for resources? What resources do I have? I'm not even part of the circle!"

??Jian Huaiyi lowered her eyes again.I didn't dare to look at his pained and astonished expression.

"You are the only son of the Jiang family, isn't that enough?" Jian Huai said softly, "Otherwise, why do you think I gave up my salary, gave up the opportunity to work with Li Shun, and just begged to get into your crew? ?”

?? His fingers on his knees tightened.Too much force, so that the knuckles are slightly white.

?? Jian Huai twitched the corners of his mouth, and said with a sneer: "Do you really think your script is so good?"

?? A heavy hammer hit Jiang Ling's heart.

?? Jiang Ling opened his eyes wide in disbelief.

"...I'm sorry." Jian Huaiyi suddenly changed the subject, took a deep breath again, and said, "I'm exaggerating. Your script is indeed excellent, but... it's just not enough for my level. The actor gave up everything and went here. Li Shun's is a New Year's movie...you understand?"

?? As if forcing himself to face Jiangling, he took a few more deep breaths before raising his head.

?? "It's actually quite difficult to say that. Jiangling, you are very kind to me. I was wrong."

?? Jiang Ling stared at him blankly, feeling that every word and every stroke he uttered was like a sharp knife piercing his heart.

??Jane Huaiyi was full of guilt.

?? Guilt is like a hand holding a knife, slowly twisting in Jiang Ling's heart.

??"Sorry."

?? "But I really can't take it anymore."

?? "You understand, this kind of thing is... how painful for a straight man."

??"so……"

??Jane Huai couldn't continue talking.

?? Silence spread between the two.

?? After a long time, Jiang Ling said:

??"I do not believe."

?? Jian Huai was taken aback for a moment.Jiang Ling endured the severe pain that was affecting his breathing, and forced himself to calm down, trying to find the flaws in his words.

?? "You're lying. You can't be lying to me. You can't lie to your eyes. You can't lie to your subconscious reaction. You like me. From the first day you saw me, you..."

?? "Jiangling." Jian Huai interrupted him intentionally.

??The voice trembled slightly.

?? "I am the actor, have you forgotten?"

?? This is no longer a knife.

??Jiang Ling felt that his heart was instantly smashed into a pulp by a giant hammer.Blood splattered everywhere.

??Acquaintance so far flashed in front of my eyes.Jiang Ling closed his eyes, his mind was in chaos.

?? In a place that Jiang Ling couldn't see, Jian Huai used his fingertips to pinch into his palm hard.

?? "I'm sorry." He tried to force his voice out of his throat, "I was wrong and lied to your feelings. We..."

??Although it has been very hard, the voice is still choked in the throat.

??Jane Huaiyi's lips moved, and she worked hard several times before she could say that sentence.Eye muscle spasms slightly.

?? "Let's call it a day."

??Unexpectedly, Jiang Ling quickly agreed.

??"it is good."

?? Jiang Ling stood up after saying this.Walk out cleanly.

??Jian Huaiyi's pupils shrank suddenly, and she subconsciously turned her head away.

?? Jiang Ling opened the door.Just like how he had left Jane Huaiyi's room countless times, he opened the door and walked out.Bring it to your door habitually.

?? Jian Huaiyi chased him out.The wooden floorboards creaked behind him.

??"etc!"

?? Jiang Ling stopped, turned around, and looked at him.

??Jian Huai bit her lip intentionally, and asked, "Then "Strong Wind", can I continue filming?"

?? He asked very hard, almost with pleading.

?? Soon, he smiled self-deprecatingly, and explained, "You know, after all the previous things... If I quit the film crew now, it will be bad for you and me."

??Jiangling's heart is numb and cold.It feels like a cold wind is blowing into the hollowed out chest cavity.

?? He smiled.Do your best to be as polite and personable as possible.

??"it is good."

?? Jian Huai looked at him intently, her lips moved, as if she wanted to say something.

?? Jiang Ling stood quietly at the door, waiting for him.

?? After a long time, Jian Huai finally lowered her eyes.

?? "I'm sorry." That's all he said.

?? Jiang Ling heard the whistling wind in his heart.He smiled: "I'm sorry too. I have done a lot to you... things that will make you uncomfortable."

??The muscles in the corners of Jian Huaiyi's eyes twitched slightly.

??Jiang Ling didn't want to look into his eyes anymore.Looking away, he said with a smile, "Don't worry. Just talk about it. It's nothing."

?? Jiang Ling turned to leave, but Jian Huaiyi caught up again.

?? "Jiangling!" Almost reluctantly, Jian Huai took two steps after him and stood still not far behind him.

?? Jiang Ling did not look back.I heard him say in a trembling voice:

?? "You still... replace me... don't..."

?? He paused, as if trying to stabilize his voice and breath.

?? "Don't...don't be too angry...it's my fault, don't..."

?? Jiang Ling interrupted him: "I'm not angry."

?? Jiang Ling didn't turn around, didn't look at him.Just lower your eyes and say:

?? "Don't worry. I'm not angry. As long as you want, you can stay on the set and film."

?? "Don't worry, I won't take revenge on you. Because I really, seriously liked you."

?? "Give me some time."

?? "I'm not angry. I'm just sad."

?? Finished, he smiled.Without saying goodbye, he left.

?? Jian Huaiyi stood where he was, silently watching him leave.

??Suddenly turned his head to the side, looked at the hut next door, and smiled.

?? "Chen Xue."

?? He smiled at the crying man covering his mouth behind the curtain and asked:

?? "It's me who is broken in love. Why are you crying?"

??Chen Xue couldn't bear it anymore, she rushed over crying, and hugged Jian Huaiyi.

"Brother Huai! Brother Huai, you can cry if you want to! Don't hold back, don't hold back...Brother Huai... woo woo woo..."

?? Jian Huai subconsciously reached out and rubbed her hair.It suddenly occurred to him that Jiang Ling did the same thing when comforting him.

??Like a dog head in RUA.

??Jian Huai couldn't help laughing.

?? "Nothing, what a big deal."

?? He raised his head and looked at the vast and clear starry sky in early spring.

?? "Great winds and waves have come over. It's just a lost love."

?? He listened to the whistling wind in his chest, his eyes were empty, and he muttered to himself.

?? "...what a big deal."

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