Woke up pregnant with ex-boyfriend's cub

?? Lin Jiu remained silent,? staring at the air, and it seemed calm from a distance. When he looked closely, he realized that he had let go of himself. The hand hanging on one side was gradually clenched and ? released.

?? Lin Jiu whispered, "I'm not sad."

?? It’s just that I suddenly feel a little bit worried. This feeling is like returning to the most difficult years. I’m lonely, and I’m the only one holding on.Consciousness told him that it was over, but the memories left in his mind and body made him unable to let go immediately.

?? Residents gathered outside the door to discuss.

?? "Who did this?! Can you call the police and ask someone to come and deal with it?"

?? "Whoever has the heart to do such a wicked thing will not be afraid of retribution!"

?? "Has Xiao Lin offended someone? No one will seek revenge?"

??The old man and the old lady were very worried about Lin Jiu's condition. There was already an old man who wanted to call the police with his mobile phone. After hearing this, Lin Jiu pushed Li Baiyuan away and walked outside, and said: "Don't call the police, everyone, don't worry, I will take care of it this matter."

??He looked down at the bucket and gloves on the ground,?put on the gloves,?was about to pour water on the door to continue cleaning, but Li Baiyuan came over to stop him.

??Lin Jiu's gaze remained calm: "Release."

Helplessness flashed across Li Baiyuan's eyes: "I'll do it," he looked at Lin Jiu's stomach, implying, "It's not convenient for you, you need to find someone to take care of yourself."

?? Lin Jiuchu stared at the door without making a sound. Li Baiyuan showed weakness with his eyes: "Come in and rest, okay? The two dogs inside haven't finished feeding yet? They also need you."

??Seeing that Lin Jiu's eyes loosened, Li Baiyuan slowly unfastened his gloves, and Lin Jiu walked into the yard without looking back and continued to feed the dog without changing the angle.

?? Li Baiyuan took nine buckets of water to wash off the scribbles. He probed into the room and saw that the two Shar-Peis were full and lying on the floor basking in the sun, while Lin Jiu still maintained the original posture.

??He took the prostitute bucket and gloves into the yard to clean them under the faucet, then walked to Lin Jiu, took the dog food packaging bag in the prostitute's hand, and took it on his shoulder: "Go in and have a rest."

??Ask again: "Are you okay?"

?? Lin Jiu sat on the sofa, blinking his eyes slowly: "It's nothing bad."

?? He thought Li Baiyuan was meddling, but this time when the door was splashed with paint, he was no longer the only one cleaning it up in fear when no one was around. He swallowed the disgusting words, choked in his throat and couldn't make a sound.

??Li Baiyuan touched Lin Jiu's cold hand and rubbed it for him until the temperature was felt before he put it down.

?? He changed his posture, squatted halfway in front of Lin Jiu, and looked straight at him: "Return to God, I will find someone to deal with the matter later, the Internet is not a place outside the law, and those who spread your information can find and pursue legal responsibility , people around here will try their best to find surveillance cameras to see if they can find the person who splashed the paint, so they won't let them do it in vain and no one will hold them accountable."

??After listening, Lin Jiu said slowly.

?? Li Baiyuan sat down next to Lin Jiu again: "You are inconvenient now, let me handle things, and you don't have to deal with them yourself when you are not struggling. Putting aside various emotional factors, just treat me like I used to treat you To make up for my negligence, you can do whatever you want, and you can call me around."

?? Lin Jiu said in a hoarse voice, "You speak nicely."

??He said everything in front of him with full sincerity. On the Internet, it is different to pretend to be an old Two-dimensional fat house. I may deceive myself. If I really want to, I can’t resolve him bit by bit with sincerity in reality. He insisted on fabricating a new lie with a fake identity to complete the original lie.

?? Li Baiyuan: "You can see and feel. If you think my words are not good, then don't listen."

?? Lin Jiu pursed her lips and remained silent.

?? Li Baiyuan asked: "Don't be afraid of what happened just now."

?? Lin Jiu can not be afraid, he did not expect to be affected by others because of his career on the Internet. Other people's comments on him don't have much influence, but if it involves his safety...

??Lin Jiu still cherishes his life. After his family members leave one by one, let him cherish and know that the disappearance of life is actually in a short moment, and life will not be tossed.He wants to live, and to live a good life, to live for himself, and this thing in his stomach can't make him have an accident.

??He said slowly: "The day when my house was splashed with paint, I didn't dare to let my mother know. I cleaned it up by myself, and packed up my things that day and took my mother away from Sunset Corner for fear of being disturbed again. She was sick. I can’t worry about it anymore, there are debt collectors outside, I’m afraid that our mother and son will run away and refuse to accept the debt, and chase them very closely. Also, the family that was hit is actually very poor, which is why I still insist on paying compensation in the past few years The reason is that a teenage girl has been lying on the bed for four or five years because of my dad's mistake, and the youngest and most precious time is gone. When will it be?"

?? Lin Jiu squeezed out a smile: "I first came to give them money, but they were very angry and beat me with a sweeper."

??Li Baiyuan was like a stick in his throat. When these things happened, he was not by Lin Jiu's side, and he didn't even know about it.It was one thing to hear a little mention from Xiyangjiao before, but it was another kind of torment to hear him say it in front of Lin Jiu.

??These are what he said now, rightly, the irreparable past.

?? Lin Jiu said: "Why am I telling you now, because I really think it's all over and it's no big deal. Other debts have basically been paid off. I visit the remaining family on time. After a few years, they also Gradually forgive me."

?? Li Baiyuan held Lin Jiu's soft fingertips: "You are very strong."

?? Lin Jiu looked at him: "So I don't need your compensation. I can overcome such a big storm by myself. What I encounter now is not a big deal. The previous relationship was really not suitable, timing, location, age It's not right. I'm too naive, I don't think much, and my family's concerns about me are not wrong. My mother said that I depend on you too much and always revolve around you. This is not a good thing."

?? Li Baiyuan's eyes didn't hold back at all: "I also have problems. At that time, I was free to go to school and the laboratory, and there was only a little time for you." After a pause, he continued, "I still make mistakes. I made the biggest mistake, which caused me to go around in that misunderstanding for too long, including the time when I met you after returning to China, and I was self-righteous."

?? Li Baiyuan said word by word: "You said you like the campus male god, who is aloof. I am actually not as indifferent as you think. My personality is even different from my previous self."

?? "It's just that you like it, so I'll do that..." sighed low, "Does it sound ridiculous? I'm too self-righteous, and I didn't tell you the truth. My indifference makes you more and more No sense of security, separated by such a long distance and jet lag, you gave up on me and hid it from me, it is normal for Jiaye to be separated from others, blame me for not cherishing it."

?? Lin Jiu: "..."

??This should be him, who has known Li Baiyuan for so many years and sat down to have a serious conversation. Li Baiyuan could speak such long sentences and candidly express his emotions.

?? Li Baiyuan laughed at himself: "It's stupid, isn't it, learn how to send friends Щ forgive me!

?? Lin Jiu moved his lips and looked away.

??Soundless silence spread, and the Shar-Pei took a nap at the feet of the two of them.After a while, I heard Lin Jiu speak.

"Then you may have misunderstood me. Actually, I don't like studying and reading at all. I'm just a scumbag. My father spent money and Jiayi to go to school. Being quiet and autistic doesn't mean I have an independent personality. Who treats me Well, I want to be the best in the world with the other party. I don’t talk in front of my parents. It’s because I’m patient and restrained. In fact, I’m afraid and insecure. When something happens at home, I really want to cry. I don’t want to be strong. Enduring until my mother broke down and cried aloud in an instant, that is the limit and time I have endured the longest."

?? "Why do I want to live, why do I have to learn so many things so tiring in life, it is so difficult to earn money, and when will I have to pay off my debts?"

?? Lin Jiu kept his voice shut, and took a deep breath with his chest rising and falling.

?? He told himself not to contact others, it would be good to hide in his own world, but he couldn't help but rely on Li Baiyuan. When he decided to leave, it was far more uncomfortable than being abandoned.Destroy the castle that I built with my own hands, and let myself work hard to grow up.

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?? Lin Jiu: "I lost my composure."

??The corner of Li Baiyuan's mouth slightly curved: "I'm very glad that you are willing to say this to me today. At least I have waited. The most terrifying thing is not that you ignore me, but that we have nothing to say."

?? Lin Jiu: "It's meaningless to talk about these things."

??Li Baiyuan shook his head: "Yes, Chirp, I haven't given up yet."

??He stared at Lin Jiu: "You can hide, cry if you want, and don't go out if you don't want to go out. I will handle the rest for you."

?? "I was not by your side before, and now I don't want to miss it."

?? Lin Jiu closed his eyes and said coldly, "It's up to you."

?? I don't know what's going on in my head, talking about these things with Li Bai.

??"get out."

??Li Baiyuan didn't move.

?? Lin Jiu stretched out his leg and gave him a kick: "Go out."

??Li Baiyuan stared at his kicked leg, thoughtful. It seems that Lin Jiu did have his own petty temper.

??The pregnant woman is the most pregnant, and her mood should not fluctuate too much. Lin Jiu doesn't want to see him yet, so Li Baiyuan naturally doesn't dislike him.

??The Shar-Pei dog saw Li Baiyuan get up, and glanced at him lazily with his eyelids raised.

?? Li Baiyuan said: "Let the dog here first, let it go back later."

?? Leaving a dog leaves a bond between the two of them. It doesn't matter if Lin Jiu ruthlessly drives him away. It would be naive to care about a dog.Moreover, Lin Jiu loves dogs, but Li Tianlin said that no matter how doggy Li Baiyuan is, he is not the kind of dog that Lin Jiu would love to pluck and knead.

?? Li Baiyuan walked outside the door: "I'm going back."

?? Lin Jiu didn't lift his eyes.

?? After Li Boyuan left the Lin family's yard, he took out his mobile phone and logged into QQ.

??Wood: Great, don’t worry about the many black comments on the Internet, are you okay now?

?? Lin Jiu looked at the phone and typed.

??Jiujiu Jiujiu: I'm in a bad mood, it would be nice if you were by my side to accompany me.

??The author has something to say: the typo needs to be fixed, thank you everyone. ,