I am in love with myself

An Mu's words fell for a long time, but Chen Han didn't refute them. He seemed to agree, but also seemed to think her words were ridiculous. He still rested his hands on his forehead, shrugged his shoulders slightly, and smiled, but seemed to be crying.

"No, you're wrong. I'm not trying to comfort myself. I just think you're sick, schizophrenic, and think you're someone else. Isn't there such a case in medicine?"

An Mu said lightly, "So I'm schizophrenic, and you can commit crimes?"

"I admit that I do have selfish intentions, but the main reason I do this is to use this kind of intimate contact to stimulate you to recover your memory. Only when you recover your memory can your schizophrenia get better.

I did not speculate on this method out of thin air, I consulted a professional psychologist.

Of course, it is impossible for a doctor to instigate a crime. He just made a preliminary judgment based on the information I provided, diagnosing that you may have an avoidant personality. to the dilemma.

The doctor said that usually the sub-personality and the main personality are very different, and they look like two people, even eating habits, language characteristics, behaviors are very different, and even have independent names.

At the beginning, I was indeed skeptical about strange powers and chaos. After all, this is the environment I grew up in, and the old people around me like to talk about it.

But I know it's unbelievable, and I won't believe it, you're just sick, that's all. "

An Mu had been observing Chen Han's expression. Although she was holding her forehead in pain, she didn't completely cover her face, and she could still see her reaction through the gaps in her arms.

Chen Han's language is very sensible, but the expression on his face is very shaken, as if he is forcing himself to believe his words.

An Mu had a vague speculation in his mind.

The influence of the original family on a person cannot be underestimated. Although some influences may not be obvious for a lifetime and will only play a role in the dark, this does not mean that there is no. Everyone will be affected by the original family, without exception.

For example, children who are pampered by their parents are more likely to be overtly self-willed, while children who have been neglected for a long time are more likely to have implicit inferiority complex.

Chen Han's native family determines that although she has received higher education and can be regarded as a materialist, she is still inevitably influenced by the feudal ideology of her native family.

If this happens to passers-by or unimportant people, Chen Han can easily assert that the other party is schizophrenic, and there is absolutely no such thing as resurrection.

But when this happened to the person she loves the most, whether she is obsessed with the authorities or chaotic if she cares about it, it will make her lose her composure. As long as someone raises a little bit about it, she will be overwhelmed by fear uncontrollably.

Although this is just speculation, An Mu's speculation is not without reason. From Chen Han's fierce reaction to her sentence "Do you believe there are ghosts in this world", we can see the clue. Chen Han is afraid, afraid of An Mu. Mu is really dead.

Chen Han's emotions gradually calmed down with the explanation, and she finally put down her hands and watched her from across the table. The gold-rimmed glasses reflected a pale light, and the eye sockets behind the lenses were terribly red.

"If you are here to persuade me to confess, I will tell you very seriously that I will not confess, not only because I am afraid that you will blame yourself in the future, but also because I don't think I am wrong.

I'm just fulfilling my promise, where am I wrong?

We agreed to be together forever, but you forgot me, shouldn't I help you find a way to restore your memory?

I know my method is extreme and it is still against the law, but I can't think of any other better way, I don't have time, you and Jian Yixi are living together, how can you let me think about it calmly ? !

I used the fastest speed to settle the contract with AG, returned to China with the fastest speed, and approached you in the gentlest way possible, hoping to bring back your memory, but after two years, not only did you not remember anything, you also Farther and farther away from me.

I... I have nowhere to go, as long as I can wake up your memory and fulfill our agreement, I will do even crueler things.

You can hate me or blame me, it's because you don't remember anything, I believe that as long as you think about it, you can let go of all the hatred and resentment.

All those who hate me now are actually not you, and I have nothing... so sad. "

He said that he would not be sad, but Chen Han lowered his eyes, the tears in the corners of his eyes could hardly be concealed, and he waited for a long time before raising his head again.

"I originally thought that if we had a relationship and you still couldn't recover your memory, I would threaten you with a video to see a psychiatrist.

Now I don't think so anymore, I hope you never recover your memory, because I may... I can't continue to be by your side. "

There is really no other way, with so many charges added together, I don't know how many years the sentence will be.

An Mu took out the phone from his bag, unlocked it, and said calmly, "You're right, I'm indeed here to persuade you to confess your guilt, to be lenient when you confess, and strict when you resist. I think you should be very clear about such a simple truth. "

"I think I've made it very clear just now, and I don't think I'm wrong."

An Mu looked up at her, his amber eyes were calm.

"As far as An Mu is concerned, you may indeed be right, but why do you implicate the innocent in the matter between you and An Mu? What did Mao Mao do wrong? What did Jian Yixi do wrong? In order to achieve your goal, you first removed Mao Mao from Pushing it down the stairs, and smashing Jian Yixi's head, is there nothing wrong with that?"

Chen Han slightly opened his eyes wide, and his eye sockets became even redder, bleeding red.

"When did I push Mao Mao? I didn't, not me!"

This surprised An Mu, "Didn't you hire a murderer to do it?"

"No, I didn't! I'm not despicable enough to use this method! I... I heard that Mao Mao was injured, and I was really happy in my heart, because I knew she would definitely be sent to the nearest hospital opposite my house, but this It's really not my doing!"

Chen Han has already been charged with a crime, so there is no need to tell such a lie again. So, there is someone else who pushed Mao Mao?

An Mu couldn't help thinking of Jian Yixi's car accident. The two incidents were very strange, and he didn't know if they were related.

She has been in contact with Uncle Zhao all the time, and Uncle Zhao has been sending people to watch over this matter. The situation is not clear yet, so he has to keep watching secretly.

Thinking of this, although he felt that Chen Han had nothing to do with it, An Mu still asked, "Does Jian Yixi's car accident have anything to do with you?"

Chen Han was taken aback, then smiled wryly and shook his head: "No."

Sure enough, no.

An Mu nodded and said, "Okay, I believe you, but even so, it's a fact that you injured Jian Yixi, and it's a fact that you drugged Mao Mao. You don't have to admit that you hurt me, don't you?"

Chen Han took off his gold-rimmed glasses and covered his eyes tiredly.

"I actually want to admit this, but I can't admit it. If I admit it, it's tantamount to indirectly admitting that I hurt you. In this world, the person I'm least likely to hurt is you. I can't admit it."

"Why are you so stubborn?"

"Because I have lost everything, my future, my dreams, the people I love...all are gone, only this last bit of stubbornness is left, if it is gone, then what is the difference from a walking dead?"

"What if... this is what An Mu wants?"

Chen Han froze, raised his eyes to look at her, his eyes without glasses were a little loose, but they were still staring straight at her face, his red lips were slightly parted, he couldn't tell whether it was shock or what, it took a long time to slowly lower his eyes Eyelids, put on the glasses again.

"Then let her tell me, I will listen to whatever she says, even if I die."

"On the contrary, she wants you to live, and to live well."

"What you say doesn't count, I only listen to her."

"Didn't you say that I am her, just schizophrenic?"

"The sub-personality can't replace the main personality. My Mu Mu is not like you."

An Mu didn't argue with her too much, but turned the phone over and handed it to her.

"This is An Mu's suicide note. I believe you should recognize her handwriting."

Chen Han froze again, his eyes shifted from her face to the phone screen, and suddenly he grabbed the phone!

"This... This is her word, it's her..."

Chen Han stared at the screen, read the suicide note from beginning to end word by word, his pupils reflected the cool white light of the screen, his red eye sockets became redder and redder, but there were no tears, not even blinking, only dry eyeballs. Gougou stared, with bloodshot eyes looming in his eyes.

After reading the suicide note, Chen Han was still clutching his phone tightly, his expression was blank, his eyes were out of focus, perhaps because he was shocked that An Mu did something stupid to help him, so that he couldn't say a word.

An Mu questioned, "An Mu sacrificed herself just to let you ruin her like this?"

Chen Han slowly raised his eyelids, his eyes were still out of focus, as if he was looking at her, but he didn't seem to. His voice was as thin as a mosquito. If it wasn't for the quietness of the detention room, An Mu would have almost missed it.

"I'm not spoiling, I'm just fulfilling my promise."

"Then please fulfill your promise. You just said that as long as An Mu wants you to do it, you will do it even if you die. Now An Mu wants you to live a good life, and if you want to live a good life, you must first confess your sins. You don't need to confess my sins, just confess Jane Yixi and Mao Mao's.

I will answer the police's questions from An Mu's point of view. An Mu voluntarily took the medicine and played games with you. At least on An Mu's side, no one will sue you.

I will also replace An Mu and try my best to block the news and minimize the impact on your career.

If necessary, I can also help you manage the company. You can continue to do design in prison. "

It took a long time for Chen Han to react, as if he had just reacted, he moved his gaze back to the mobile phone screen dully, rubbing the familiar handwriting on the suicide note with his ice-white fingertips.

"Obviously you have changed your personality, why are you still being so nice to me?"

"Isn't it very clear in your heart?"

"I don't believe in supernatural powers."

"That is the influence of the master's personality on me."

"Then give her back to me!" Chen Han suddenly took a picture of his phone, and grabbed An Mu's wrist across the table, "Give it back to me! Give her back to me!"

The second brother and the policeman heard the movement, and quickly opened the door to come in. The policeman scolded Chen Han for coming over, and An Mu waved his free hand.

"It's okay, just give me a little more time."

The second brother and the police hesitated for a while, but finally retreated.

An Mu Ren Chen Han clutched his wrist, his expression still calm.

"If I can pay it back, I will definitely not take it. I can't pay it back, or I don't know how to pay it back."

Glancing at Chen Han's hand tightly clenched on her wrist, An Mu said again: "I've been thinking about a question on the way here. Should I just tell you the truth? Or pretend that An Mu will comfort you first? Or , continue as before?

After much deliberation, I still decided to have a showdown with you, do you know why?

Because a sharp knife can cut through the mess, especially for people like you who are already messed up.

If you were just an ordinary network around An Mu, I wouldn't tell you the truth, but you are not. You are someone An Mu will remember until his death. I used An Mu's body, whether active or passive. Accepting her love, among other things, at least I still want to protect the person she cares about the most.

To tell you the truth, I hope you understand that An Mu is dead, and her last wish is to wish you well.

I have clearly conveyed her meaning to you, whether you want to be stubborn and insist on sitting in prison, or want to commit suicide and let her go, or give up on yourself and live a day-to-day life, that is your business, I just As a communicator, all decisions are yours.

It's just that I want to remind you that in the end, you will not only hurt yourself, but also An Mu. "

Chen Han stared straight at her, clenched his hands tighter and tighter, his fingertips turned white, but An Mu remained expressionless, as if he didn't feel any pain at all.

"How do you prove that what you say is true?"

"I can't prove to you that I'm not a sub-personality, and I can't prove that An Mu is really dead, but at least one thing is certain, the An Mu you knew has disappeared. In a practical sense, It's actually dead."

Chen Han's pupils trembled slightly. This "actual death" was unbearable for her. She staggered and sat back in the chair. An Mu's wrist was also loosened, and the other hand was still tightly clenched. A mobile phone with a suicide note.

"what's your name?"

Chen Han was startled, and raised his eyes slightly to look at her, "What?"

"You heard me right, I'm Jian Yixi ten years from now."

"How...how is this possible? You can make up something decent."

"I'm not making it up, it's true, otherwise why do you think I have to go all the way to Weicheng to go to school?"

"But...this...it doesn't make sense even in terms of ghosts and gods. It is impossible to have two identical souls."

An Mu nodded: "That's right, I never thought I was a ghost. I was more inclined to think that I was a group of consciousness particles that passed through the black hole and entered An Mu's body."

Chen Han closed his eyes, put his elbows on the table, and hugged the phone with both hands.

"Let's not discuss this for now. Since you said you used An Mu's body and you accepted her favor, why didn't you make it clear to me earlier? Why did you have to wait until now?"

"I just learned how important you are to An Mu."

"How do you know? Because of the suicide note?"

"The suicide note was confirmed after I found out."

An Mu briefly told Chen Han about the dream, "Although I don't know why the last stop of the dream is the moment of my death, everything in the dream is real, and I have confirmed it.

I've never had such a dream before, this is the first time, no matter from the perspective of science or ghosts, An Mu is reminding me to help you. "

Chen Han's expression was stunned, with bloodshot eyes unknowingly, as if he was listening to An Mu's words seriously, but also as if his mind was wandering away.

The second elder brother knocked on the door to urge him, An Mu stood up and extended his hand to Chen Han.

"Give me the phone, and I'll bring you the original suicide note in two days."

Chen Han held the phone for a long time before slowly handing it over.

An Mu picked up the phone and said, "I've already said what I have to say. Believe it or not, it's up to you, and it's up to you to choose."

An Mu walked around the chair and left, stopped after walking two steps, turned around and said, "I almost forgot to say something very interesting, your sister Fang Yunna is not only the murderer who killed An Mu, but also killed me , if you don’t plan to take revenge yourself, then I’m going to do it.”

"No!"

Chen Han, who had been in a daze all this time, stood up suddenly, his beautiful eyes ignited with uncontrollable resentment, every word sounded calm and unwavering, but it made people shudder.

"I will do it myself."

"It seems that you have already made a decision. It is never too late for a gentleman to take revenge, so I will leave it to you."

After opening the door and going out, I made a record again, speaking from the perspective of the original owner. After all, the body belongs to the original owner, so this is not a lie.

For the original owner, no matter what Chen Han did, the original owner was willing. This was all a game between lovers. It didn't involve any harm or kidnapping, and at most it was buying illegal drugs.

Her remarks startled the second brother who was watching, and An Mu's steady voice interrupted her several times when she wanted to intervene.

The policeman who recorded it was also very helpless, but An Mu had already said so, so he could only record it like this.

After coming out of the police station, the second brother raised his head and sighed countless times speechlessly.

"What's the matter between you and Chen Han? It was all settled, why did you suddenly change your mind?"

"It's not sudden, it's a fact."

"Then you and Chen Han... are really a couple?"

"Not anymore."

"You have confused me, you are like Chen Han, so what is Jian Yixi?"

"Where's Mao Mao?"

"Really just friends? You are so good to them, especially to Jian Yixi."

An Mu opened the co-pilot's door and was about to sit in. After a pause, he looked up at his second brother on the opposite side of the car.

"A friend can't be nice to a friend? It must be like it?"

"It's not that friends can't be nice to friends, but that there are really too few people who are as selfless as you are."

An Mu had no choice but to suffer from a headache. He sat down in the passenger seat, slammed the door, and put on his seat belt. The second brother also sat down.

An Mu said: "Even if it's love, how many people only give and don't ask for anything in return?"

The second brother turned on the key, pulled the handbrake to release the clutch, turned the steering wheel, and started slowly on the road. While paying attention to the road conditions on the left and right, he said: "Although there are few, there are still a few infatuated people who don't ask for anything in return."

"Yes, you are right. Although there are few, there are always people like me who treat friends well."

The second brother pouted and nodded slightly, "It's reasonable for you to say that, okay, since you don't like it, then the second brother will not be polite."

The second brother turned his eyes and smiled at her: "I told you before that if I chase Jian Yixi, I will be the first to report to you, and I will report to you now."

Chen Han's matter hadn't been clarified yet, and An Mu's mind was in a mess. When the second brother said this, she was stunned for a moment, and the vague memory of last night suddenly came to mind.

She rubbed her forehead, rubbed off the mess, and said: "Jian Yixi is not that kind of casual girl, you..."

"Of course I know she's not a casual person, and I don't like casual ones."

The second brother interrupted again: "I'm serious. I definitely don't want to play with my feelings. If I want to play, I will definitely not find your friends. Rabbits don't eat grass by the side of the nest."

"I just find her pleasing to the eye, whether it's appearance or temper, everything suits my taste."

"Can……"

The second brother chuckled: "Why are you pushing back and forth? Can't you trust my character?"

That's right, the character of the second brother is still guaranteed, if Jian Yixi can really be with the second brother, it will indeed be a good marriage.

Especially, the second brother's product happened to be the one she liked, but to the 28-year-old Jian Yixi, the second brother was like a little brother, which completely made her unable to arouse that kind of interest.

The more he thought about it, the more An Mu felt that the two of them were really suitable, and suddenly he was a little confused, why did he stop him?

If Jian Yixi became her own sister-in-law, although her seniority is a bit...unsuitable, but in this way, the relationship between the two families will be closer, and even her adoptive parents will become real relatives, which is really great .

An Mu suppressed the inexplicable discomfort in his heart, and said with a smile, "If you want to chase, you can go after him, as long as you don't force him."

The second brother laughed, "Look at what you said, do you think that the domineering president of the TV drama fell in love with me? I don't have the helicopter to pick me up~!"

"Let uncle buy it for you."

"Come on, you'd better let me live two more days. If I dare to mention it, my dad won't cut me to death. What kind of helicopter does a student want?"

The dinner was brought by the uncle's nanny. An Mu is actually fine and can be discharged from the hospital, but she thought that Jian Yixi and Mao Mao were still living in the hospital, so even if she was discharged, she would still have to stay in the hospital. It is better to keep the hospital bed, and it is convenient to rest at night.

Last night I was hospitalized in a hurry, so I didn't bother to choose a ward. The second brother spent a little time finding someone to change to a three-person room, and arranged the three of them together, so that it would be more convenient to take care of each other.

After dinner, Maomao was pulling An Mu to ask questions. The second elder brother nodded Jian Yixi's shoulder to signal her to come out.

Jian Yixi got out of bed and went out with her second brother. An Mu turned her head to look at it. Maomao yelled several times before she came back to her senses.

Mao Mao tilted her head and looked at her, her big eyes flickering: "Why are you so focused?"

An Mu smiled perfunctorily, "It's nothing, what did you just say?"

Jian Yixi followed her second brother all the way to the end of the corridor.

The second brother leaned against the railing by the window, with his ankle pinned, and said lazily, "How can you thank me, tell me?"

Jian Yixi was at a loss: "What? Thank you for what? Thank you for taking care of us these two days?"

The second brother clicked his tongue: "Don't think I can't see it, something must have happened last night, right? You see, my sister's eyes are different."

Jian Yixi's face turned red all of a sudden, and she subconsciously touched her face with the back of her hand.

"You, what nonsense are you talking about?!"

"Okay, okay, I've already asked my sister, she said she doesn't like anyone, she doesn't like you, she doesn't like Maomao, and she doesn't like Chen Han, it doesn't look like she's lying, so I'll just pretend Advocate, I will help you in the end."

Jian Yixi's flushed cheeks gradually faded because of the sentence that she didn't like her, and her whole body visibly wilted.

"This kind of thing can't be forced. If she really doesn't like it... I... I will continue to be her friend."

"I think so too. I really can't force it, so I say I will help you in the end."

"What do you mean? How can you help me?"

"It's very simple. I'm chasing you. If she doesn't move, then forget it. It means she really doesn't have feelings for you. If she's unhappy, it means you still have hope. Then you can try to chase her."

Jian Yixi opened her eyes slightly: "Second brother, you can't make fun of this kind of thing."

"not kidding."

"It's even worse if it's not a joke. I...I have already confessed my love to An Mu. Even if she doesn't like me, I will still guard her. No matter what my identity is, I will guard her anyway."

The second elder brother's starry eyes dimmed slightly, and he laughed at himself. This time he really gave up completely, and rubbed her head with his hand.

"Seeing that you are so determined, I am relieved. Don't be easily discouraged. Moisturize things quietly. Take your time, she will feel it. Second brother cheers for you."