I am in love with myself

On the way back to Beijing, An Mu was always in a good mood. Even if she was ridiculed by her second brother for flaunting her wealth as a nouveau riche, it still couldn't affect her good mood.

She still felt that she was not low enough, wishing she could directly build a golden house for her adoptive parents to live in, and make her uncle and them mad.

The second elder brother was keenly aware of the change in her mood, and said with emotion: "You finally look a bit like you should be. You are old-fashioned all day long. Your mother has nagged my mother several times. I am worried."

What the second brother said calmed An Mu down.

She knew that she was indeed a little impulsive this time. The adoptive parents would inevitably have a psychological burden. They were not people who owed favors.

But fortunately, she understands them and knows how to offset their burden. Even if she does it all over again, she will still do it. Few normal people like to be bullied, and they are bullied all the year round. She used the most suitable method to make her parents Parents feel elated, and help them improve their living environment, nothing wrong.

The days back in Beijing passed quickly. In the blink of an eye, the notification letter came out. She, Jian Yixi, and Mao Mao all passed the first choice. When she got the notification letter, An Mu still felt in a daze. It was like a dream, a dream that she imagined before she died.

The feeling of trance didn't last long. The military training in early August had to be registered at the end of July. Jian Yixi and Mao Mao came two days early and lived in An Mu's house.

An Ma has already returned to France, and she is the only one at home. An Mu led them to familiarize themselves with their respective campuses, and then ran to the Forbidden City and the Great Wall. They couldn't care less about other places, and the military training began.

Mao Mao lived on campus with tears in her eyes. An Mu's sleep quality was not good, and she would wake up at the slightest movement. Of course, it was impossible to live in a dormitory.

She couldn't live, and Jian Yixi also gave up. Originally, the two of them planned to rent a house together, but they couldn't find a suitable one after searching around. It's better to just live at home. It's a little far away, but there is a car It is very convenient, the premise is that you must have a driver's license.

An Mu applied for the driving school, but Jian Yixi hesitated for a long time, and finally applied for the driver's license with the accommodation fee.

The money owed to An Mu can be repaid later, but the driver's license cannot be delayed. She cannot let An Mu drive every day. If something happens, she must be able to take care of it.

The two of them were in the finance department and the biology department, but they were not in the same department. Naturally, the military training site was far away, so far away that you couldn't see it with your feet.

But it doesn't matter, An Mu needs military training, but Jian Yixi doesn't. She has a fracture certificate issued by the hospital, and she can't do high-intensity exercise for the time being. After registering at school, she will go home and help An Mu cook. .

The military training ended at 11:30, and An Mu returned home at 12:30, took a shower, had a meal, took a short rest, and went to school by car again.

The first day was okay, but An Mu just felt tired. After a nap, he couldn't do it anymore. His whole body was sore as if he had just climbed out of a front-loading washing machine. He couldn't squat down and couldn't get up. She can jump a few steps, but she can't jump a step.

The instructor also had nothing to say, so he could only punish her to stand in a military posture.

Under the scorching sun, she was sweating profusely, and the military cap on her head was like a crazily heated perm. After standing for half an hour, she became dizzy and nauseated, and her feet circled. She didn't know how she fainted.

When Jian Yixi received the call, she had just cooked mung bean soup to relieve the heat. When she heard that An Mu had passed out, she almost threw her phone into the pot.

Hurrying all the way to the school hospital, An Mu had already recovered from the breath, lying limply on the hospital bed, receiving fluid injections, half-closed his beautiful eyes with a bit of tiredness, and his long eyelashes trembled slightly with the air-conditioning He said, even with the sound, it seemed that he was exhausted after soaking in a hot bath for too long.

"It's nothing, just heat stroke."

"I fainted and said I'm fine?!"

Jian Yixi's eye circles turned red. In the past, An Mu was the one who was fierce to her, but for the first time in her life, it was the first time in her life that she was talking loudly to An Mu.

"There's nothing anyone can do about it, and I didn't expect my physique to be so poor."

From her previous life to this life, An Mu couldn't tell how long she hadn't exercised, especially in this life. At first, she still rode a bicycle to and from school. Later, in order to save time, she hired a driver to pick her up every day so that she could stay in the car Restoring sleep or reciting words, the only little amount of exercise is gone.

After finishing the physical examination, An Mu hardly moved and stayed up all day long. It seemed that there was nothing to be surprised about if his physique deteriorated.

An Mu himself thinks so, but Jian Yixi doesn't. In Jian Yixi's eyes, An Mu has always been calm and capable, and no one can defeat him. Who would have thought that just standing in a military posture would make An Mu so weak?

Jian Yixi couldn't tell what kind of mood she was in. Of course she felt distressed, but it also had mixed feelings.

She suddenly felt that An Mu didn't seem so far away anymore. No matter how powerful An Mu's background was, no matter how much money An Mu had, and no matter how beautiful or talented An Mu was, An Mu was a living person, and it might be difficult for others to match her. , but I am fortunate enough to be within reach.

She touched An Mu's head like An Mu touched her own head. An Mu's hair was cold and smooth, which was different from her soft and dark clouds, but it was particularly attractive to her fingers. She felt that it was not enough to touch her once, so she touched it again It seems to be addicted.

"I'll ask the school doctor to issue a certificate in a while and ask for leave for you."

"No, it's just a sunstroke, it's not that serious."

"What you say doesn't count. The school doctor has the final say. I'll go to the school doctor."

Jian Yixi went as soon as she said she wanted to, which was completely different from how she usually had to think about everything for a long time. An Mu watched her leave the ward and couldn't even yell back.

The school doctor naturally put safety first, so he quickly issued a diagnosis certificate, and Jian Yixi hurriedly handed over the leave slip before the instructor got off work.

It was past one in the afternoon after the infusion, and the two returned home by car. An Mu had no appetite, and with the strength of the medicine, he lay down and fell asleep when he got back. Jian Yixi continued to cook, and changed his lunch to dinner.

The mung bean soup was boiling, Jian Yixi turned the heat to low, covered the prepared ingredients with plastic wrap, and started making the soup after it boiled. The soup was almost cold after cooking, just in time for An Mu to come down and drink.

While packing the ingredients, the doorbell rang.

An Mu doesn't have many friends in Beijing, and usually few people come to his house. Jian Yixi has lived in these few days, except for the second brother, there is no one else.

Who will it be?Second brother?

Jian Yixi didn't want to disturb An Mu's sleep, so she wiped her hands and looked through the cat's eyes.

Chen Han!

How did she come?

Jian Yixi's heart sank to the bottom in an instant.

For more than a year, in order to concentrate on her studies, she deleted all the entertainment apps on her phone, including vbo, not only her, An Mu and Maomao also deleted them. This is the joint action of their three-person team, in order to sprint In the college entrance examination, everyone tried their best.

She just went back to the v-blog two days ago, and accidentally checked Chen Han's v-blog, knowing that Chen Han has been in Beijing all along, and now he runs his own studio, which seems to be running well.

Chen Han was very diligent in posting blogs, every now and then, except for some work-related ones, and occasionally posting pictures with pictures, she felt that every sentence meant something, and it was referring to An Mu.

She originally wanted to ask An Mu if she still had contact with Chen Han, but Maomao was here before, so she didn't have a chance to ask. An Mu was very tired from military training these two days, so she didn't find the time to ask. Unexpectedly, Chen Han came to the door today !

To open the door... or not to open the door?

The doorbell kept ringing. It was obvious that Chen Han was so sure that An Mu was at home, that's why he pressed it so persistently.

Jian Yixi licked her hair on her temples, thinking that being hesitant was a bit ridiculous. It was Chen Han who did the wrong thing, why did it seem like she was at fault, and she didn't even dare to open a door.

Jian Yixi opened the door. I haven't seen him for two years. Chen Han is as usual, with gold-rimmed glasses, a well-tailored dress, and long hair tied behind his head. He is elegant, intellectual and beautiful.

Seeing her, Chen Han didn't seem to be surprised at all, he just passed the bouquet in his hand forward.

"I heard that An Mu passed out due to heatstroke. I went to the school hospital and said that she had already left, so I came home."

The news is so well-informed, which means that An Mu often contacts her.

Jian Yixi was suddenly in a bad mood, but she still had the manners she should have. No matter how many lies Chen Han lied about, she couldn't lose An Mu's face.

Jian Yixi took the bouquet and said with a smile, "An Mu is still sleeping, so I'm afraid it's not convenient to visit."

"It's okay, I'll wait for her to wake up."

Chen Han stepped in, without Jian Yixi's help, he found the disposable slippers for guests and put them on by himself.

Jian Yixi held her breath, followed behind Chen Han and said, "I think you should come another day, she is not feeling well, and even if she wakes up, she probably won't have the strength to entertain guests."

"I don't need to entertain."

"I know what you mean." Chen Han interrupted, looking back with a wry smile, "You don't have to be so guarded against me, I just want to see her."

"But she doesn't necessarily want to see you."

Chen Han froze, and sat down on the sofa.

"Isn't it okay to write off everything in the past? From now on, we will be friends, ordinary friends."

Looking at Jian Yixi's still sullen face, Chen Han said again: "Can't I apologize to you? It's been more than a year, and you're still angry?"

He stretched out his hand not to hit the smiling face, Chen Han wanted to continue to argue shamelessly, Jian Yixi really dared to drive her out, but he apologized in a low voice, Jian Yixi couldn't do it anymore, anyway, the favor owed to Chen Han is still worth it. exist.

Jian Yixi bit her lip, raised her eyes to look at the second floor, turned around and made tea for Chen Han, cut up some fruit and brought it out.

The mung bean soup was still cooking, and the two sat on the sofa looking at each other in silence, the whole apartment was quiet except for the sound of boiling soup.

"I've thought a lot about it over the past year, and I've figured it out."

Chen Han broke the silence first, took a sip of tea and said lightly.

"I don't seem to like An Mu as much as I imagined. Otherwise, I wouldn't have rejected her so easily. I returned to China this time not because of her, but because we couldn't cooperate anymore. The main reason is that we couldn't agree on some interests. It’s not a matter of contract if we give each other face.”

Jian Yixi raised her eyes and glanced at her, without expressing her opinion.

Chen Han didn't seem to intend to listen to what she said, so he continued on his own: "At the beginning, my career was not going well, so I really wanted An Mu, and I lied on the spur of the moment. Now that I think about it, I'm already 30 years old. How can you be so naive? It's really ugly."

Chen Han lowered his eyes, pressed his temples, and continued after a moment of silence: "I know that some relationships are difficult to repair once broken, such as the teacher-student relationship, but I really value this relationship. At this age, I don't even have a friend who can say a few words from my heart.

Regarding the impulsive lying before, I once again solemnly apologize to you. From now on, I will still be your Teacher Chen. When you feel that I am trustworthy, you can call me Sister Han again.

I hope I can wait until that day, if I do, I think I will be very happy. "

After this passage, Chen Han didn't say anything, she kept her eyes lowered, and after drinking a cup of tea, she put down the cup and got up to stand up.

"I'd better go back. It may not be suitable for visiting at the moment. I'll come back tomorrow."

Chen Han came in so forcefully, talked to himself, changed his shoes and left.

Jian Yixi's gaze was on her all the time, seeing the reddish corners of her eyes, and also seeing that she was desperately suppressing her emotions, until the door was closed, Jian Yixi leaned back against the door panel and looked up at the two in a daze. In the direction of Lou Anmu's bedroom, it took him a long time to drag his heavy steps into the kitchen.

It was already dusk when An Mu woke up, and his body was still sore, but at least he didn't feel dizzy or nauseous anymore, and he felt much refreshed.

Turning over with difficulty and getting out of bed, it took a while to get used to it, and stepped into the bathroom.

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