I am in love with myself

Jian Yixi blinked her red eyes, and moved a little closer.

An Mu suddenly pinched her face, and his voice was cold and swishing.

"I want to hit you, you know?"

Jian Yixi slightly opened her eyes wide, allowing her to pinch her casually, as docile as a little sheep.

"Then you can fight, as long as you are happy, you can fight whatever you want."

"Do you know where you went wrong?"

"I didn't protect you well and hurt you... Hiss!"

An Mu's hands squeezed Jian Yixi's baby-fat face and pulled it out, causing half of Jian Yixi's face to be deformed, and the calm and breezy face was completely invisible. Back molar warning.

"Jinfang Road hasn't given you a long memory yet?"

Jian Yixi bit her slightly deformed lip, and just wanted to make a small excuse, "This is not the same thing", when An Mu's cold gaze swept over her, her heart skipped a beat, and she quickly recognized it. Timely shut up.

How could An Mu not understand the twinkle in her eyes?

An Mu squeezed her face twice more before losing her hand.

Jian Yixi covered her face with her hands and rubbed it. No matter how painful it was, she didn't dare to complain. She had to look at An Mu with tears in her eyes, and apologize carefully.

"I'm sorry... calm down..."

"I let you go, can't you hear me?"

"Am I going? Where are I going? Well, well, it's all my fault, I apologize, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I won't dare again in the future, calm down."

She couldn't say embarrassing words in front of others, but somehow she was able to do so easily in front of An Mu. Jian Yixi herself found it incredible, including acting like a baby, she couldn't say it in front of her parents.

An Mu glared at her, "It won't go away."

"Then...then you pinch this side of the face again?"

"sore hands."

"Then I rub it for you?"

Jian Yixi really grabbed her hand and kneaded it.

An Mu looked at her obedient and serious look with lowered eyes, her anger seemed to have subsided a little, but she still wanted to hit her.

——Don’t you think it’s too late to be obedient now?When have you ever heard of it?

Seeing that she had a good attitude of admitting her mistakes, An Mu decided to give her another chance to reform herself, and asked again: "Do you know where I went wrong?"

Jian Yixi froze, and carefully raised her eyes to glance at her.

——An Mu's standard answer is never in her question bank, how should she answer it?

Jian Yixi tried to choose one that shouldn't go wrong.

"I was wrong...shouldn't have acted recklessly?"

——how come? !How should I answer?

Jane Yixi bit her lip.

"I...shouldn't just focus on my mother, not pay attention to you, and hurt you."

An Mu sneered, and Jian Yixi's eyelashes trembled.

"I was wrong! I really knew I was wrong!"

——No matter what the standard answer is, it is right to admit the mistake anyway.

An Mu gave her a blank look.

"If I hadn't been hurt, would you still think you were wrong?"

"That...that's wrong too."

"What's wrong?"

"It's a mistake not to listen to you."

This is the standard answer for 24 filial boyfriends. Jian Yixi has seen similar jokes on the Internet, but she never thought that one day she would use them flexibly.

She thought she was using it pretty well, but unexpectedly, An Mu suddenly withdrew her massage hand.

"Why let me go again? I have admitted my mistakes, so please forgive me?"

——If you don’t even know where you are wrong, does this count as admitting your mistakes?

An Mu said lightly, "You are hurt too, go home and sleep."

"An Mu...I know I'm wrong, I really know I'm wrong."

An Mu closed his eyes and ignored her.

After tossing around until midnight, I stopped talking when I was tired, and I was still hungry. Jian Yixi was still chattering here like a ghost, and An Mu's mood became worse and worse.

She closed her eyes and ignored Jian Yixi, out of sight and out of mind, lest she couldn't help but beat her up.

Jian Yixi even called An Mu several times and ignored her, and became quiet.

There was still noise outside the corridor. There were few hospitalizations in the county and the police were there. After the nurse said a few words in a low voice, she ignored them.

An Mu closed her eyes and listened to her little aunt hysterical outside. She quarreled for ten sentences, and the second brother only answered her one sentence, which made her vomit blood.

The uncle and the others, together with grandma, were arguing with the adoptive parents, threatening to sue the adoptive father if they did not drive away Jian Yixi.

An Mu was thinking about how to follow the plan later, when the back of her hand suddenly felt itchy, Jian Yixi's hand climbed up the back of her hand little by little, and slowly interlocked her fingers.

This is not an ordinary interlocking of palms to palms, but palms to backs, as if Jian Yixi was holding her from behind.

The tip of An Mu's eyelashes twitched slightly. The loss of vision made her senses extra sharp. She couldn't help feeling a strange feeling that she had never felt before. She always felt that Jian Yixi's hands were extremely hot, which made her a little... …uneasy.

Jian Yixi quietly shook her hand for a while, then lifted it up, and gently pressed it against her face.

On the back of the hand is the heat of Jian Yixi's palm, under the palm is the softness of Jian Yixi's cheek, the most fragile skin at the mouth of the wrist sprays Jian Yixi's hot breath, there is no sound in the quiet ward, and the noise in the corridor is as far away as if it is far away. Looking at Qianshan, all of these made the uneasiness even more intense.

It is obvious that Jian Yixi is herself, her own hand held her own hand, and then touched her own face, why is she uncomfortable?It's not like it hasn't happened before.

But An Mu just felt uncomfortable. The more he closed his eyes, the more his heart seemed to be burrowed into weeds. No matter how rationally he told himself that this was him, he still couldn't control his discomfort.

Just close your eyes, why is there such a big difference?

Is it because... this move is too abrupt?To make her angry, why did you grab her hand and stick it to your face?Is it right to beg forgiveness by pulling clothes corners?

Just as she couldn't figure it out, Jian Yixi pushed the hand close to her face to move a little bit, and vaguely covered Jian Yixi's mouth.

—what does she want to do?

Before An Mu could figure out why, the palm of his hand suddenly felt hot, and he pressed it flexibly, and then withdrew it immediately.

An Mu:? ? ?

Since last night, Jian Yixi has been acting strangely, and now this confusing operation has made An Mu even more confused.

—what did she just do?Kiss her palm?

Just as he was wondering, the flexibility came closer again. This time it was longer than last time. An Mu clearly recognized that it was the lips.

If it were someone else, An Mu would definitely suspect that the other party was sexually harassing.

But this is Jian Yixi, she is herself, others do not understand, at least she understands herself, although she does not discriminate against homosexuality, but she is not homosexual, at least in her limited 28 years of life, from her favorite idol to her The short week of love that I talked about was all men.

Since it's not sexual harassment, it's... an advanced version of acting like a baby?

Because I made her angry, I kissed and hugged her... Please forgive me?

It seems to make sense.

The flexible lips mixed with hot breath, carefully kissed her palm, interrupting An Mu's thoughts, the uneasiness became more and more intense, so strong that it had already affected An Mu's normal thinking.

An Mu opened his eyes resolutely, facing Jian Yixi's dark eyes, which were extremely complicated, revealing obvious distress, guilt, apprehension... There was also a hint of temptation.

——What is she testing?

An Mu didn't have the time to think about the specific meaning of that look, nor did he have the time to go around with Jian Yixi.

She withdrew her hand, wiped away the damp heat from her palm without showing any traces, and said bluntly: "I don't need your sincere apology."

An Mu interrupted: "I know you think you are right, but you think I shouldn't come out. If I don't come out, I won't get hurt. You don't have to feel guilty."

"No, I really..."

"Don't deny it, you won't hide it from me after you said it, and that includes not lying."

The opened pink lips were closed again, Jian Yixi lowered her eyes, looked sleepy, and clasped her hands together, as if she was still reluctant to let go of the warmth of An Mu left in her palm.

An Mu said unceremoniously, "Say it yourself, what did you change when you went out?"

Jane Yixi was silent.

"No, right? Even if you can temporarily stop the quarrel, can you guarantee that this kind of thing won't happen again for the second, third or even more times?"

Jian Yixi bit her lip, irrefutable.

An Mu continued: "You think you are helping your parents by rushing out, how filial and brave you are! What about reality? You can't change anything, and you have to let your mother worry about your injury. Once the old injury recurs, You are the one who suffers, your parents are the ones who feel distressed, and your uncles and aunts are the ones who watch the jokes, so you still think you are being filial?"

Jian Yixi lowered her head, lower and lower, her long eyelashes blocked her eyes, unable to see her emotions.

An Mu showed no mercy, and still exposed her stupidity word by word.

"I know you want to refute me. You want to say that although you haven't solved the problem, at least your original intention is good. You really care about your parents and really want to help them. Even if you don't achieve your goal, your filial piety is still good. Indefensible.

Is this really the case?Are you really filial?

I don’t think so.

You are not filial, it is selfish, you can't see your parents being bullied, you rushed out crazily just to quench your anger, but if you think about them for a little bit, you will know that only by hiding in the house and not coming out They are at ease, and it is also the greatest filial piety to them.

But if you don’t go out, you will hold your breath, and you will blame yourself and feel that you are not filial. You can’t bear the self-blame, and you can’t bear the anger, so even if you know that going out will not solve any real problems, you still insist on going out.

You are doing selfish things in the name of filial piety, and you still don't know how to repent, and you still think you are right, so you still expect me to calm down?Do you think I can calm down? "

An Mu's voice fell, and the ward fell into dead silence again.

After an unknown amount of time, Jian Yixi slowly leaned forward, grabbed her hand and put it on his shoulder.

An Mu frowned: "What are you doing?"

Jian Yixi's voice was full of indescribable frustration.

"You're right, I really rushed out because I couldn't swallow that breath, I really understood this time, I really knew I was wrong, hit me, hit me to calm down. "

An Mu withdrew his hand.

"My hand hurts from beating you."

"How about...you bite me? It doesn't hurt to bite my hand."

--what?

An Mu thought he had heard wrong.

Unexpectedly, Jian Yixi actually put his finger to her lips, seeing that she didn't move, and directly pressed her bright red lips!

"Bite it, as long as you can calm down."