I am in love with myself

In the middle of the night, the sick building is quiet, the corridors are empty, and the bright floor tiles reflect the lighted corridor lights, no matter how light the footsteps can be, it can't cover up.

The adoptive mother stopped in front of a ward, and gently opened the door of the ward. The ward was dark, and there were three beds that could be vaguely seen. .

Although he couldn't see the person lying on the bed clearly, but seeing that the middle bed was empty, he knew that Jian Yixi was sleeping on the middle bed.

An Mu walked along the foot-wide narrow path at the end of the bed to the side of the bed, looking down at Jian Yixi who was lying flat on the hospital bed.

If you have a rib fracture, you must not lie on your side casually, and you will recover faster if you keep lying on your back.

The air conditioner in the ward was fully turned on. An Mu rushed all the way over and broke out in a sweat. Stimulated by the cold air, he couldn't help shivering from the cold, and cold beans burst out.

The person next to him was covered with a thin quilt, which was lukewarm and soundly asleep, but Jian Yixi's quilt was only covered to the waist, and he was holding a little corner of the quilt with both hands, half of his arms were covered in a daze, and his entire upper body was exposed , Said she was hot, her arms were under the quilt, said she was cold, her upper body was exposed, and she looked unspeakably weird.

An Mu reached out to help her grab the quilt, but her adoptive mother quickly grabbed her.

The ward was silent, and the adoptive mother didn't speak, she only pointed to Jian Yixi's chest, through the thin half-sleeved T-shirt, one could vaguely see that the fabric was a bit uneven, and it seemed to be wrapped in gauze.

An Mu understood. After the operation and rib pain, Jian Yixi probably felt that even a thin layer of quilt would make her feel uncomfortable. Although there was a high probability that it was a psychological effect, the psychological effect was often the most difficult to ignore.

An Mu's red lips were pursed into a line. Before that, she was still thinking that when Jian Yixi woke up, she would have to give her a good reprimand. She is already an adult, so how can she be so confused?

But now seeing her frowning uncomfortably in her sleep, not even daring to cover her with the quilt, suddenly her heart is filled with panic, she doesn't want to scold her now, she just wants to touch her head and tell her that it will pass soon Yes, everything will be fine.

An Mu gently pulled the corner of the quilt for her. She didn't cover her upper body, but covered her exposed arms more tightly, and then motioned for her adoptive mother to come out.

When she reached the door of the ward, she lifted the thermostat cover and raised the room temperature by two degrees before opening the door to leave the cramped ward.

Standing in the corridor, An Mu took a deep breath. There was no one outside, the space was vast, the air seemed to be better, and the room temperature was higher, but it didn't make her feel better.

The sockets of her eyes were swollen and hot, and what was about to spill out of the corners of her eyes, she raised her finger and pressed twice, put away the useless liquid, motioned her adoptive mother to go to the elevator room, and then opened her mouth.

"Auntie, go back, I'm here tonight."

The adoptive mother quickly shook her head: "How can I do that? Xixi, she can't move now, and she has to be served by someone to eat, drink, and sleep. You can't do it, you can't do it!"

The adoptive mother refused San Lian, and after she refused, she felt that she was being too impolite, so she quickly made amends.

"I'm not saying you can't do it well, I'm saying that this job is dirty and tiring, so my family doesn't dislike it, and I can't stand it for anyone else. It doesn't mean anything else."

Of course, An Mu understood what adoptive mother meant. If Xie Maomao was the one lying on the hospital bed today, maybe she would feel a little uncomfortable, but Jian Yixi, she wouldn't.

Not only because she is close to Jian Yixi, she is also close to Xie Maomao, but also because it is her own body, which has been used for more than 20 years in her previous life. It might be gone all at once.

Furthermore, Jian Yixi is a teenager, and she has always been a child in her eyes. How could she be uncomfortable taking care of children?This is the same as taking care of the elderly, usually only when facing the same generation will feel embarrassed.

Of course, the premise of everything is to be extremely close to this person. If you are not too close, you will feel uncomfortable regardless of your age.

An Mu said: "Don't worry, Auntie, I lived with Jian Yixi back then, and Jian Yixi took care of me when I was sick, so I should take care of her now."

The adoptive mother froze for a moment and asked a rather silly question.

"Have you ever been sick?"

--of course not.

"Yes, otherwise, why did you transfer to another school? During that time, your health was not very good."

The adoptive mother suddenly realized, "I said that if you are good, you shouldn't transfer to another school. Weicheng No. [-] Foreign Language School is also good at teaching, so what's wrong with you? Are you feeling better now?"

An Mu didn't want to lie too much, so he quickly changed the subject: "I won't talk about it when it's all ready, it's already late, so Auntie should go back quickly."

The adoptive mother was still hesitant. After all, young people nowadays can't do well in serving others, especially An Mu, who has a wealthy family and has never served anyone.

An Mu said again: "I mainly don't know how to cook. Otherwise, it would be good for me to make bone soup at home to nourish Jian Yixi. After all, the soup outside is not as good as at home."

An Mu's words hit the weak spot all of a sudden, and the adoptive mother hesitated for a while, and finally nodded.

The adoptive mother gave a few more instructions, went back to the ward, took the keys, wallet, mobile phone, etc., and left gratefully. An Mu escorted her into the elevator, and she said, "If the child's grandma didn't live in the hospital, her father would have come. , and this is causing you trouble."

It was only then that An Mu remembered that there was indeed a grandmother who was hospitalized in her previous life, but she didn't go to see it, because Wen Qiaoyun didn't allow it, and the grandmother didn't kiss her, not only didn't kiss her, but she also didn't like her adoptive mother. After the breakup, every time we meet, I don't have a good face.

She remembered... At that time, grandma didn't live there for a few days, and there were several sons and daughters who took turns to take care of her. It is reasonable to say that the adoptive father was completely free, unless... Grandma knew that the adoptive father was coming to take care of Jian Yixi, and she was not happy with her own son Serving a wild child is better than staying and serving yourself. I didn't agree to my adoptive father.

Regarding the conflict between their mother and grandma, An Mu herself didn't care much about it, but she felt uncomfortable every time her grandma shook face at her adoptive mother.

An Mu pondered for a while, and leaned over through the elevator door to hug her adoptive mother. The adoptive mother was not used to this kind of closeness, especially since she was a person who hadn't met a few times, her body froze.

An Mu hugged him again before letting go, and said softly, "It's good that uncle doesn't come over, he doesn't know how to cook, and it's not convenient for a man to accompany him in bed, why bother?"

The adoptive mother's tense expression gradually relaxed, she lowered her head and wiped the corners of her eyes, then raised her head with a relieved smile on her face.

"You are such a caring child, and so is Xixi. You talk about everything embarrassing, and her father doesn't know how to cook and spreads it everywhere. When her father finds out later, he will definitely talk about her."

Only then did An Mu realize that he accidentally said something that he shouldn't have known.

But it's not a big deal, it's just sesame mung beans, it doesn't matter... right?

The adoptive mother felt a little later, and took the elevator downstairs, before An Mu turned back to the ward.

Jian Yixi was still asleep, An Mu was afraid of waking her up, so she helped her pull the thin quilt silently by the bed, and then went to the floor.

She didn't have any slippers, so she just sat on the edge of the floor, took out her mobile phone and looked up the information about the rib fracture, such as how long it took to recover, and whether there were any sequelae.

While turning over, the bed faintly moved, Jian Yixi hissed softly, and it took him a long time to call "Mom" in a daze.

An Mu hurriedly packed his phone and got up, reached out and turned on the small lamp by the bed.

Jian Yixi didn't open her eyes, the gap between her brows was twisted, her hands were pressed on her chest, she didn't dare to take a deep breath, she only dared to take a short breath, several times in a row, it seemed to suppress the dull pain, and then she spoke again .

"Mom... I want to relieve myself."

An Mu remembered what her adoptive mother had told her, and bent over to pick up the flat medical white bedpan under the bed.

Although everyone was asleep, An Mu still rattled and pulled the curtains on both sides of the bed.

Holding the potty and pulling off the thin quilt, Jian Yixi was wearing school sports shorts, which didn't quite match the short-sleeved white T-shirt on her upper body. It seemed that she changed it temporarily for the convenience of hospitalization.

It's also really convenient, the sweatpants are loose, easy to take off and put on, not as difficult as jeans.

But even so, Jian Yixi was still grinning when she faded. If it weren't for this situation, An Mu would probably laugh at her for having so many strange expressions.

But An Mu couldn't laugh now, and she didn't care if it was dirty or not. She put the flat basin at the end of the bed, reached for the sides of her shorts, and tried her best to help Jian Yixi get out of it without using her muscles. knee.

Jian Yixi seemed to have opened her eyes, she had her head up, and as soon as she opened her eyes, she was blinded by the small bedside lamp and immediately closed them again.

"Okay mom... that's enough, just leave here..."

Jian Yixi muttered in a daze.

An Mu also felt that it was enough to reach her knees, so she turned around and took the bedpan over. She didn't dare to move Jian Yixi, so she could only watch her lift herself up slowly by her own strength. The thick bedpan was stuffed under her.

Finally put it in the correct position, Jian Yixi was slightly relieved, her forehead was sore and tired, she was sweating a little, and it was shining brightly under the light.

The clattering sound sounded a little shameful, but An Mu was very calm.

This is not someone else, this is herself.

Although it was the first time for her to see herself from this angle, it was just a little novelty, and she didn't feel anything else at all.

No, I can’t say no, there is still distress.

Seeing Jian Yixi not even daring to take a breath, grinning her teeth in pain if she didn't pay attention, the feeling of suffocation in her heart became more and more obvious.

She endured, trying to divert her attention.

Jian Yixi is very white, especially under the cool white light, not only her body is white, but her face is also white, her black hair is scattered by the pillow like a cloud, a wisp of sweat sticks to the side of her face, her red lips are slightly parted. Dare to pant in big mouthfuls, panting in small mouthfuls, white teeth, delicate red lips.

After a lot of tossing, the short sleeves were wrinkled, the hem of the clothes was a little messy, and the exposed belly button was slightly sunken, like a small comma, which was quite cute.

After looking around, An Mu's heart finally calmed down a little, and the rattling stopped. An Mu took out a paper towel to help her wipe it, then carefully took out the flat basin, and put it on the ground. The group also threw it into the trash bin at the end of the bed.

Jian Yixi took a breath, her brows stretched and then gathered together, and she stretched her arms with difficulty to reach the sweatpants in the hollow of her knees, but she couldn't reach her when she straightened her legs, but she still couldn't reach her when she straightened her knees.

She mumbled feebly: "Mom... don't slide down so far next time, I can't reach it..."

An Mu felt distressed and amused at the same time. He helped her put it on. After pulling it twice, she caught it.

"I'll just come..."

An Mu said, "Then slow down."

Before the words finished, the hand pulling his trousers froze. An Mu raised his eyes, facing Jian Yixi's eyes that widened in disbelief.

The author has something to say: I am embarrassed for Jian Yixi, hahahahahahahaha