I am in love with myself

After the exam in the morning, the afternoon is off. It's not that the school is merciful to give the holiday, but that the holiday has arrived this Saturday afternoon, and the whole day is on Saturday.

Fortunately, it's a holiday, otherwise An Mu would have to ask for leave. If she asks for leave, my little aunt will definitely know. When she finds out, she will come to her anxiously to see if she is sick or something is wrong. Anyway, she will definitely not stop.

The biggest inconvenience of returning to Beijing is here. The degree of freedom is severely reduced. Her every move at school cannot escape the eyes of her family. On weekends, she has to go to her uncle's house for dinner, even if she doesn't want to.

An Mu rode all the way home, everything was as usual at home, Chen Han was serving food outside, Jian Yixi was picking up the freshly stewed pork ribs, and said that it was pork ribs, and he wanted to cook another sweet and sour one.

The three had dinner in a harmonious atmosphere. Chen Han contacted a friend early in the morning to borrow a car, saying that it was specially borrowed for Jian Yixi, so that it would be convenient to take her to the station.

Just after dinner, a friend brought her a car, Chen Han went down to pick up his friend, Jian Yixi was washing the dishes in the kitchen, and An Mu was doing the dishes.

An Mu glanced at the listless Jian Yixi.

"I've booked the high-speed train for you. It's at seven o'clock in the afternoon. When you arrive home at about ten o'clock, you don't need to refund your ticket. Let's go directly to the high-speed train station later in the evening."

Jian Yixi shook her head, "No need, I'll just take the green leather car."

"obedient."

An Mu subconsciously rubbed Jian Yixi's head.

Jian Yixi bit her lip and lowered her head. She withdrew her hands after rubbing, and then she asked, "Why do you always like to rub my head? Do you think I'm like a child?"

"Of course not, I just think your hair is very soft and comfortable to rub."

Jian Yixi raised her eyes and glanced at her, there was a faint light in her eyes, she thought for a while, turned on the tap to wash off the foam from her hands, dried her hands, pulled off the dry cloth that An Mu had left, and threw it in the cooking Taiwan, pulled her straight to the balcony.

You can see the gate of the community from the balcony, and Chen Han is still talking to his friends at the gate, his beautiful figure is very conspicuous.

Jian Yixi glanced at Chen Han, then raised her eyes to look at An Mu and said, "Since the Jinfang Road incident made you angry, I told you that no matter what happens in the future, I will not hide it from you.

I wanted to tell you last night, but I hesitated and didn't say it. Now I feel that even if I was used as a gunman, I still want to tell you, but before I say it, I want to ask you a few questions first. "

An Mu looked at her slightly red eye circles, turned to look at Chen Han in the distance, and said calmly, "Ask."

"Have you ever lost your memory?"

"Medically speaking, yes."

There is no such thing as a soul in medicine. She does not have An Mu's memory, so she will indeed be judged to have lost her memory in medicine. This is not a deception.

"Then why do you say that you don't like Chen Han, and you never did?"

"I really don't like her. As far as I can remember, I never liked her."

——Even if An Mu really liked Chen Han, it was An Mu, not her 28-year-old Jian Yixi.

"last question."

Jian Yixi bit her lips, if it wasn't for the red eyes, she would really look fine.

"Have you already decided to transfer schools in Weicheng?"

——This Chen Han is really troublesome.

An Mu said: "That's right, it was decided at that time, I didn't tell you, I just wanted you to have a good year, there were too many things that bothered you during that time, and it's impossible to change this kind of thing, if you can talk about it later, of course, say it later, One more happy day is one day."

An Mu answered frankly, and didn't even look away for a moment. Jian Yixi raised her head and blinked, suppressing the heat in her eyes, and asked, "Then why did you want to transfer school?"

"No matter what it is for, it's definitely not for Chen Han, and it's not because you make me angry. It's just for various practical considerations, such as taking the exam, reassuring the family, and other reasons."

Jian Yixi smiled, tears welled up along with the smile, and she was startled.

"I... what's wrong with me? I... I obviously don't want to cry, I'm obviously happy, I..."

Jian Yixi hurriedly wiped her tears with both hands, but she wiped more and more, and the more she wiped, the more she couldn't stop.

An Mu sighed helplessly, dragged her into the room, and took out a tissue to wipe her tears. When it was cold, An Mu was really freezing to death, but when he was gentle, he was like a cloud in the sky.

"Okay, don't cry, as if I bullied you."

"I... I'm happy, I'm really happy, I knew you wouldn't lie to me, I knew it was right not to hide it from you, I..."

Before she finished speaking, An Mu's face turned cold. She stuffed a tissue into her hand and stood half a step away.

"I'm not happy if you're happy. Don't you mean that you doubted me before, and even thought about going back without telling me?"

Jian Yixi, with tears in his eyes, held the paper and stared blankly at An Mu, who changed his face as soon as he said it. An Mu's words of scaring were more effective than wiping any number of pieces of paper, and tears were scared back.

"I... It's not that I don't believe you, I believe you very much!"

——Why does An Mu look so disbelieving?

"Of course it's true! Although...although there was a...momentary wavering, I quickly became firm!"

"Are you still hesitating?"

"I hesitated because I didn't want to be used as a spear by Chen Han!"

"gun?"

Jian Yixi looked out of the window. From this angle, she couldn't see the gate of the community. If she didn't stare at Chen Han, she felt uneasy when she spoke.

She dragged An Mu back to the balcony. Seeing that Chen Han was still talking to her friends, she was relieved a little. She told An Mu everything Chen Han said last night, including this morning, and even took out her cell phone. , and showed An Mu the V-letter business card that Chen Hanban forcefully sent her.

"Chen Han asked me to listen to her voice message from a year ago, and said, if you don't believe me, you can add a v letter to ask yourself, or compare this v letter business card with the one in your mobile phone. In short, it is to prove that you are lying and that you like her. , but now she is still angry with her and refuses to forgive her."

Jian Yixi's expressive ability is quite good, An Mu quickly understood the ins and outs, and his already cold face became even colder, extremely cold.

"So you are afraid that I will fall in love with Chen Han after knowing that Chen Han likes me?"

Looking at An Mu's frozen face, and hearing her cold voice, Jian Yixi suddenly hesitated to nod.

"Ah... uh... um... also... not all, I also have a mentality that I don't want to be used by Chen Han."

An Mu said expressionlessly, "I don't want to be used 1%, 98.9% are afraid that I will fall in love with Chen Han, and 0.1% are others."

It was obviously a joke, but it was not funny at all when it came out of An Mu's mouth at this moment, and it was a little scary.

An Mu let out a sigh of relief, crossed his arms and put his forehead on his forehead, as if he was so angry with his own brat.

"I'm so sorry."

——What do you regret?Regret being my friend?

"Regret why did you pull Chen Han out as a shield? I said that out of trouble, but I didn't expect it to be more troublesome now!"

——It’s not that you regret being my friend.

An Mu rubbed her temples, with her hands still resting on her forehead, she raised her eyes and gave her a sideways glance. With just this one look, Jian Yixi couldn't help rubbing her arms.

That look... It's indescribable. It's the first time Jian Yixi has seen An Mu's look like this. It looks coquettish, but a little more helpless than coquettish. There is a thin light in the amber eyes, It was as if the stars were reflected, so beautiful that she couldn't turn her eyes away.

"Jian Yixi, let me say it for the last time, really the last time, I don't like anyone, and I don't plan to like anyone, don't let me hear these weird words again.

Also, there is only one year left in the college entrance examination, you are so cranky all day long, can you be admitted to Tsinghua University?If you fail the exam, I will hit you. "

Jian Yixi sniffled, shed tears for a long time, and there is still a bit of competition at the moment.

She rubbed the tip of her nose with the paper in her hand, and let out a weak "oh".

An Mu said again: "I'm very disappointed in you, do you know that?"

Jian Yixi lowered her head, digging at the ball of paper in her hand with her fingertips, not daring to say a word.

"Ask you, do you know?"

"I know..." The voice was as small as a mosquito humming.

"Then tell me why I'm disappointed?"

—Is it an illusion?Why do you think An Mu is much more aggressive than before?This tone is getting more and more... like my mother.

Thinking this way in her heart, Jian Yixi didn't dare to say it. She stood in a standard posture with her legs together, holding the paper ball and lowering her head. She had to make up a one, two, three, whether she knew it or not.

"I... shouldn't disbelieve you."

"and also."

"I... shouldn't suspect that you like Chen Han."

"This has the same meaning as the first one, change it."

——It's so difficult, An Muxin, what kind of reason does she want me to make up?

"I...I think about it..."

An Mu turned to look at the gate of the community. Chen Han was already waving goodbye to his friends.

An Mu said: "I know you don't know where you are wrong, so let me tell you.

You have three mistakes.

First, you shouldn’t ask for leave to come to me. For you now, your studies are more important than anything else, and you can’t change anything after seeing each other. It’s better to use this time to study a few more sets of May and Three, and get admitted to Tsinghua University in one step. The most important thing is time to get along.

Second, you shouldn't believe me. I've said it many times. I don't like Chen Han. You still have doubts. Do you believe my vision?Still don't believe in my character?

Third, you shouldn’t be timid and indecisive. I won’t let you go forward alone, but that doesn’t mean I’ll make you cowardly. This world has always been bullying and fearing hard. Did you forget what I taught you so much before?

Chen Han repeatedly hinted that you like me, why do you hold back?Why not fight back?

She has indeed helped you. Forbearance once is a sympathy, forbearance twice is self-cultivation, and forbearance is counseling. "

Jian Yixi raised her eyes to take a peek at An Mu, and defended herself in a low voice: "I...I have a rebuttal."

"I want you to fight back, not to fight.

Thinking about the heavy rain that day, how did I deal with Jian Yihu?

Of course, Jian Yihu and Chen Han cannot be compared, they do different things, and the attitudes they deal with must also be different. As for the extent of the difference, the master leads the door and considers for himself.

The best point of perfection is that he not only successfully stopped the other party, but also guaranteed that he would not break the law and vent his anger.

This not only applies to others offending you, but also applies to all kinds of predicaments you face at ordinary times. It is much better to take the initiative to break the unfavorable situation than to hold your head back and wait for it to pass by yourself.

Understand? "

Jian Yixi whispered again: "It's illegal to hit someone..."

An Mu inhaled...exhaled...

——Don’t be angry, this is me, closer than a kiss.

"Did you do it on purpose, Jian Yixi? I ​​didn't hear what I said later, guarantee, certificate, self, no, break, law."

"But you..."

——But you obviously hit Jian Yihu.

The sound of justification came to an abrupt end, and An Mu's cold eyes came at him. Jian Yixi didn't dare to say the second half of the sentence, so he had to go elsewhere.

"But you... don't you miss me?"

This turn was abrupt and caught off guard, An Mu was taken aback.

Before An Mu could speak, Jian Yixi said aggrievedly, "I missed you, it happened to be your birthday, so I came here... I thought you missed me too... Who knew you weren't happy at all... …

It was supposed to be a celebration for two people, but in the end three people suddenly appeared...

Chen Han finally left... I thought I could finally catch up with you...

Who knew... you fell asleep arguing before you even said a few words...

I thought you were angry, so I quickly apologized. If you don’t forgive me, forget it, and beat me...

I... I ran all the way here, what am I trying to figure out?

Didn't I just miss you?

Since you murdered me yesterday, I'm going to leave soon...you...you just...can't you give me a smile?

If you really can't laugh, you can give me a hug..."

Looking at Jian Yixi's blushing eyes again, An Mu's originally high anger disappeared in an instant.

She seemed...too harsh.

But the words of apology are really hard to say.

An Mu sighed, and reached out to pull her into his arms.

Jian Yixi, who was hugged, let out a long breath.

——An Mu is a good teacher, learn what you learn and sell now, pass the test smoothly, oh yeah!

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