I am in love with myself

An Mu glanced at the heavy schoolbag on Jian Yixi's back, and took it off for her without saying a word.

The schoolbag is not so heavy, it looks like it has a lot of books in it, and one hand is still a little hard to carry it, so it takes both hands to put it on the shoe cabinet. This means that the schoolbag strap is strong, otherwise it will fall off No.

Jian Yixi held onto the door frame and walked in, explaining weakly: "I won't bother you for too long, I will move out as soon as I find a cheap house, I..."

An Mu frowned, and pushed her out who was trying to enter the room.

Jian Yixi staggered and leaned against the door frame, probably not expecting that she would stop her from going in, and looked up at her helplessly.

"You're angry?"

An Mu ignored her, pushed her out a little bit, stepped out by himself, turned around and slammed the door.

简以溪烧得迷迷糊糊,所有的精神都用在了对付温巧云他们身上,这会儿脑子一团浆糊，问她1+1等于几她可能答得上来,问她9×8等于几，她就得一九得九二98挨着背才能算出来。

But even in such a confused state, she could see that she was unhappy.

——It's because she's too pushy, if someone helps her, that's because of her good character, how can she rely on his kindness to be shameless and still want to squeeze into someone's house?People don't care about her rent.

An Mu didn't need to guess, Jian Yixi must be thinking so at the moment.

Sure enough, Jian Yixi muttered and started to apologize.

"I'm sorry... I came uninvited... or in the middle of the night... I... I'm leaving now."

Jian Yixi's face was flushed, what she knew was that she had a fever, but those who didn't know thought she was embarrassed.

She thought she was bothering her, she lowered her head shamelessly and turned around to leave, but she remembered something, and just as she turned around to speak, An Mu grabbed her shoulders, half pushed and half supported her towards the elevator with a cold face .

Jian Yixi was dizzy and couldn't keep up with the rhythm.

"My schoolbag hasn't..."

What happened to the fire, still thinking about the schoolbag? !

An Mu glared at her, probably a little fiercely, but Jian Yixi swallowed half of what she had muttered abruptly.

An Mu was angry and didn't want to talk to her at first, but seeing how stupid she was burning up, she probably really thought he was going to drive her away.

An Mu angrily said two words: "Infusion."

The answer has been said, Jian Yixi was slow for a second before realizing that she was not rushing herself, and finally relaxed completely, probably because it was too uncomfortable, as soon as she relaxed, she couldn't hold on leaning on her shoulder, and even closed her eyes up.

It's okay if you don't close your eyes, but when you close your eyes and open them again, the whole world becomes upside down. Jian Yixi is top-heavy, light-footed, and can't control her feet. She almost rolled down the two or three steps at the door of the apartment building with her support.

An Mu was dragged by her and staggered. Fortunately, he reacted quickly, and quickly hugged her tightly and went down to the bottom one step and two steps, only then did he stabilize his figure.

Jian Yixi covered her mouth, waved her hands to signal her to let go, squatted down and retched for a while, her stomach was empty, and she didn't even spit out acidic water after vomiting for a long time, her whole body was soft, squatting so low was still Shaking left and right, as if drunk, he almost didn't sit on the ground.

An Mu was already angry, but now he was even more angry.

——If it’s burnt like this, let’s go for an infusion as soon as possible, why are you still thinking about entering the house?Do you really think you can get better after a night of sleep?

The angrier An Mu became, the more expressionless he became, and his voice was so cold that it fell apart.

"Can you still go?"

Jian Yixi tried to stand up by pressing her knees, but she crooked before she could stand up straight. If it wasn't for An Mu's tugging, she would have sat on the ground.

She looked up at An Mu and smirked. She didn't know whether it was because of embarrassment or because she was afraid that An Mu would misunderstand, so she muttered and explained.

"I don't know what's wrong with me. I was able to walk just now, but why did I... faint? I... I didn't mean it."

Already dizzy, squatting and standing again, of course, even more dizzy, do you not understand such a simple common sense?

Maybe it's not that I don't understand, it's just that I forgot.

No matter how stupid Jian Yixi was, she knew that An Mu was angry, so she struggled to remember. An Mu angrily pulled her two arms around his neck, bent down and lifted her up with difficulty, and then gritted her teeth and jumped up He stumbled and staggered twice before his back stabilized.

Jian Yixi's arc of reflexes had been completely melted. She leaned on her shoulders and carried her back more than ten meters away before she realized that she struggled behind her and struggled again and again. An Mu, who was struggling, burst into flames. I want to spank her ass twice to let her live for a while, she is already carrying enough weight, don't mess with her anymore!

"do not move!"

"I'm too heavy, you put me down."

"Say don't move!"

The high-pitched volume was full of opulence. In this dark and quiet neighborhood, it seemed to be magnified several times, making it even more fierce, completely freezing all of Jian Yixi's struggles.

Jian Yixi supported her shoulders and didn't move for a long time, as if she was frightened.

An Mu felt a little regretful, but she was still angry. Even if she regretted being so loud, she still couldn't bear to coax her 16-year-old self.

You can't get used to this kind of time. Nothing is as important as your own body. If something really goes wrong, isn't it the adoptive parents who feel distressed? !

You keep saying you want to protect them, but you can't even take care of your own body, so why should you protect them?With her listless, sick cat appearance?

An Mu ignored Jian Yixi, and strode out with her back on her back. Jian Yixi hadn't fully grown yet, she was not as tall as her, and her small skeleton was also light in weight.

The sycamore trees were dense above her head, and the sound of heavy footsteps echoed behind her. Jian Yixi's upturned face slowly sank down, and the arms around her neck gradually tightened. The heat lingered on the back of her neck, and the voice was muffled. It's hot, and the tone is a little weird.

"I seem to be... always giving you trouble."

"If you know it, be honest."

An Mu ignored her apology. She was very annoyed. This kind of bad mood hadn't appeared to her for many years.

Behind Jian Yixi was like a small stove, her whole body was scorching hot, and she could feel the scorching heat through two layers of clothes.

Yesterday it was more than 39 degrees, and today it is definitely 40 degrees. Anyone, whether it is an adult or an infant, [-] degrees Celsius is definitely a dangerous number. High fever is not a joke, it is really possible, she just wants to Hurry to the hospital.

"But I'm glad..."

——You are happy to be burned like this?Really burn silly.

"The fiercer you are, the happier I am..."

--Ah!This is not burning stupid, but the brain is directly burned out, right?

"You've never been so cruel to me..."

——We have only known each other for five days.

"I know...the more fierce you are, the more worried you are about me..."

——I'm just worried that the adoptive parents will be sad.

"Thank you, An Mu...Thank you..."

——You don’t need to thank me, I’m not doing it for you, I’m just doing it to support…

The scalding dampness on the back of her neck stopped all of An Mu's complaints. She looked back at Jian Yixi behind her, but of course she didn't see anything, only the messy strands of hair, and the burning red one ear.

The hair and Jian Yixi's narrow back were raised lightly, and the suppressed sobs dispelled the restlessness in An Mu's heart, but stirred up strange emotions in her heart.

She couldn't tell what it was, but felt that something had broken out of her cold and hard heart, and even her breathing was a little sour.

It was past one o'clock in the morning, which is not too late in theory, but today I was unlucky, and I didn't wait for one along the road until I reached the intersection.

These days, although Didi already exists, it is still not common in these third-tier cities, and even if you want to book a car, you may not be able to make an appointment, especially at such a late hour, and it is not safe.

An Mu thought about it, and chose to walk along the road towards the hospital while meeting them. According to the past practice, he would always meet one or two taxis.

In fact, this practice is still common. An Mu did meet her. When she walked to the corner of the hospital panting with Jian Yixi on her back, a taxi came oncoming and honked its horn at her.

An Mu didn't bother to give it a look, and went into the hospital without looking back.

Jian Yixi cried and cried and became silent. She didn't know if she was asleep or in a coma. In short, she was unconscious. Her scalding body temperature and the hardship of walking all the way with heavy loads made An Mu sweat all over her body.

After finally carrying the person into the infusion hall and finding an empty bed to put the person down, An Mu hurried to the doctor without even bothering to wipe off his sweat.

The doctor took the temperature, checked the medicine list that had been prescribed before, and prescribed an additional antipyretic injection, telling her to push the injection quickly.

An Mu took the antipyretics and rushed to the nurse's station without stopping, and reported Jian Yixi's name.

The nurse yawned and rummaged around before finding the slip she had made before, and couldn't help but scold her.

"Why are you here so late? You can't take the medicine anymore. Don't be late tomorrow."

"Yes, I must come early tomorrow."

The nurse followed An Mu to the bedside with the medicine tray, and with a clatter, the light blue bed curtain was drawn from head to toe, blocking Jian Yixi inside.

Jian Yixi was still asleep, her whole body was limp from burning, her arms and legs were pulled up and then went limp, as if they were going to melt soon.

The nurse took the needle and drew the medicine, stared at the needle to push the air out, and muttered: "Turn her over, the pants are off."

Pants……

Although he was 16 years old, he was still himself after all. An Mu didn't have any psychological pressure at all. He carefully pushed Jian Yixi to lie on his side, unfastened the metal buckle of his jeans, and pulled down his pants.

The trousers are tight pants, a little narrow, and even after several tugs, they didn't reach the position the nurse was satisfied with.

"Hurry up a little bit, she has such a severe fever, and she has to be infused quickly."

The nurse was urging her, but An Mu decisively put Jian Yixi back on her back, pulled the sides of her trousers, and pulled them down together, leaving only the pure white lace underwear inside.

Push Jian Yixi to lie on her side again, the soft underpants are easy to pull, and with a light pull, she reaches the position the nurse is satisfied with.

"Help her up, I'll tie her up."

The long needle with a cold light pierced into the unsuspecting flesh. The nurse pushed it quickly, pushed it to the end three or two times, and pulled it out with a swish. The cotton swab was pressed on the eye of the needle and handed to An Mu.

"Press it for a while and then throw it away when it stops bleeding."

After explaining, the nurse went to dispense the infusion with the tray, leaving An Mu behind the bed curtain, pulling Jian Yixi's pants with one hand and pressing the cotton swab with the other.

An Mu first paid attention to the cotton swab. After pressing it for a while, no blood came out, so he relaxed. His eyes swept casually, and he felt more and more that this was really his 16-year-old self, with fair skin and tender flesh, young as if he could pinch water. She is very healthy when she is 28, unlike her, who suffers from chest pain, sciatic nerve pain, cold palace, hypoglycemia and hypotension, dizziness and nausea every morning, and unhealthy pale skin.

It's good to be young, and there is still time for everything.

An Mu was thinking wildly, and seeing a black spot on Jian Yixi's tailbone, she subconsciously raised her finger and licked it.

Did not sip.

She took another sip, but it still didn't fall off.

Not dirty?Is it a mole?

Did she have a mole on her tailbone?

She couldn't see behind her. An Mu never knew that there was a mole in her place. She threw away the cotton swab, lowered her head and looked carefully at the tailbone, and pressed her fingertips. It was really a mole, a small one. A little black, like sesame seeds.

This feeling is a bit novel, but An Mu has passed the age of being curious about everything, and after a few glances, he closed his eyes. Just as he was about to help Jian Yixi pull up his pants, when he raised his eyes, he was facing a sheet full of red Face.

An Mu paused slightly, "Are you awake?"

The probe touched Jian Yixi's forehead, and then his face.

"It seems that it's not as hot as before. Why does it look redder than before?"

Jian Yixi's dry lips were so hot that they were stuck together, and it took a little effort to open them, her voice was hoarse and faintly magnetic.

"Just now... did you get an injection?"

"Yes." An Mu remembered that he was very sensitive to pain, "Are you awake from the pain?"

Jian Yixi gave a "hmm", turned around and struggled to put on her pants. I don't know if it was an illusion, but I always felt that she seemed a little afraid to look at her.

"I...I want...to go to the bathroom."

"I'll help you go."

It's easy to get dehydrated if you have a fever. Not wanting to go to the toilet is a sign. It's good for Jian Yixi to want to go, at least it means that she hasn't reached the point of dehydration yet.

An Mu helped her out of the bed and into the bathroom, fearing that she would not be able to stand alone, so she waited for her outside the private room.

After waiting for a long time, Jian Yixi struggled and came out without hearing any movement.

"Why did you come out without...?"

Jian Yixi froze for a moment, she didn't expect that she could ask such a question, and looked back at her with an indescribably complicated expression.

"I...my...it's time for an infusion, let's go out first."

An Mu frowned and helped her out. The hot body temperature under her hands made her realize.

Could it be because... she touched her tailbone, so she wanted to go to the bathroom?

This is medically based, especially since Jian Yixi is still running a high fever and her hands are cold compared to her, the impact is even more pronounced.

With the stimulation of medical methods, the water cannot be drained normally. Could it be that Jian Yixi didn't drink water all day today?

That sentence is indeed true, poor people must have something to hate, if they have a fever and don't drink water, this is really self-inflicted.

An Mu glanced at Jian Yixi who was in his arms. Jian Yixi moved with downcast eyes, pursed her lips, glanced at her sideways, and turned away quickly, her ears were all red.

——An Mu gave her an injection as soon as she gave her an injection, why did she mess around?What was she touching just now?How about asking?

——No, no, don't ask, maybe she just saw that she was dirty and wiped the dirty things for her, it was too embarrassing for her to ask.

— But who would rub it in such a place?It's like seeing something stained on the back of someone else's pants, at most it's just a reminder, right?Besides, these are not pants...

——Even if she didn't know she was awake, at least she should take out a paper towel and wipe it.

——I feel weird no matter how I think about it, so should I ask or not?

Jian Yixi was thinking about it in a daze, until the nurse came over with the infusion needle, she just forgot about it with a numb scalp, and stared nervously at the nurse.

In the end, the infusion needle was ruthlessly inserted into the blood vessel, and the liquid dripped on. Jian Yixi seemed to be in better condition. An Mu breathed out, asked the nurse for a disposable paper cup, and brought over a cup of hot water. Rotate continuously to dry.

The infusion hall at midnight was empty, and there were only a few or two emergency department infusions. Some were lying on the hospital bed, and some chose to sit on the infusion chair and play with their mobile phones.

An Mu didn't cover Jian Yixi with a quilt, but let her lie down to cool off.

The hot water became less hot, An Mu helped Jian Yixi lean against the bed, and stuffed the paper cup into her hand.

"Take a sip and drink slowly."

The more you have a fever, the more you need to drink hot water. First, it can replenish water, second, it can sweat, and third, when you have a fever, warm water is equivalent to cold water. Drinking it is easy to cause diarrhea. Adjust the water temperature according to your body temperature.

This is the common sense of life instilled in An Mu by her adoptive mother since she was a child.

An Mu remembered, and Jian Yixi naturally remembered too.

Holding the hot water, Jian Yixi took a sip with her drooping eyes, without raising her head, she said in a hoarse voice, "Do you know the joke about straight men?"

"When my girlfriend has a fever, the straight man said, drink more hot water; when my girlfriend is on her period, the straight man also said, drink more hot water."

"This, I heard, what's the matter?"

Jian Yixi buried her head a little lower, her broken hair was messed up on the side of her face, and she didn't flick it, her long eyelashes covered the emotions in her eyes.

"I think... this is not a joke at all, whoever stipulates the hot water just doesn't care?"

Jian Yixi didn't know who she was angry with, she drank the paper cup, sticking out her tongue to drink it, she drank the whole cup of water in one gulp before putting it on the bedside table.

"Slow down, be careful not to miss the needle."

An Mu reached out and pulled her arm, fearing that she would press the infusion tube. With a bang, a drop of liquid suddenly fell down, and it was dripping on the back of her hand that was pulling the tube. It was scorching hot with a high fever.

——It’s just a cup of hot water, why are you crying again?

An Mu stared at the splashed tears for a few seconds, helped her to lie down, took out the hospital receipt, folded it carefully, and folded out a paper crane with a barcode.

He took Jian Yixi's hand, put the paper crane into her palm, curled her fingers, lifted it up, held it with both hands, closed his eyes and made a wish.

"I hope that Jian Yixi's illness will get better soon, whether it's in her body or in her heart, if it can come true, I'm willing to fold a thousand paper cranes to fulfill my wish."

Jian Yixi looked at her with red eyes, and couldn't help laughing through tears.

"Are you stupid? Elementary school students don't believe this anymore."

An Mu's eyes were soft, and he smiled slightly: "The important thing is not whether you believe it or not, the important thing is that you smiled."

Jian Yixi's tears were stagnant in her eyes, she didn't hold on for long, and came out again. She lowered her head and rubbed her head twice, then raised her head, her eyes were so red that it made people feel sad, but the smile on her lips was more real than before many.

"Anyway, you are still naive than a primary school student."

An Mu didn't argue, and touched her forehead. The effect of the medicine had already started to take effect, and after pouring the hot water just now, a thin layer of sweat had already appeared on her forehead.

An Mu said: "I'm starting to sweat, and I'm about to recover from my illness. My wish has come true. It seems that I don't need to sleep tonight. I have to fold a thousand origami cranes."

Jian Yixi: "Then you can't finish folding in one night, probably two days and two nights without eating or sleeping."

An Mu said, "Then you have to help me."

Jian Yixi: "I don't want it, I'm a patient."

An Mu said, "Then what if I can't finish the folding?"

Jian Yixi: "Then let's procrastinate, and I didn't say that I must fold it in one go, one fold a day, that's only a thousand days."

An Mu said: "It's better to fold two a day. If you finish folding just before the college entrance examination, you can make a wish."

Jian Yixi: "What's the next wish?"

An Mu said: "I hope... I can get into the same university as Jian Yixi."

Jian Yixi: "You don't need a thousand paper cranes to make a wish, you can just make a wish to me."

An Mu said, "Can you do it? I want to take the Qingbei exam."

Jian Yixi: "Who do you underestimate? I must go to Qingbei!"

An Mu said, "Then it's settled."

Jian Yixi: "It's a deal, it's a deal."

An Mu said, "Since it's the wish of two people, don't you have to share half of the two paper cranes every day?"

Jian Yixi: "So you're waiting for me here?! You are so treacherous, An Mu!"

An Mu said, "Then do you want to fold?"

Jian Yixi: "Yes!"