I am in love with myself

An Mu had a car accident and died on the spot.

This news went through countless circles in Jian Yixi's mind, but she couldn't understand its meaning at all.

She stumbled and rolled out of the bed, and rushed out with a dull expression. She was top-heavy and almost fell to the ground a few times. The second brother was so frightened that he quickly grabbed her, turned around and carried her on his back.

She struggled subconsciously, and instinctively felt that being carried was not as fast as running herself.

The second brother reprimanded: "If you continue to toss about, I won't take you there!"

Only then did Jian Yixi finally calm down, staring blankly at the road ahead, as if wishing to teleport there in the next second, but she just stared blankly as if she had no focus.

The second brother anxiously drove her all the way from the west of the city to the east of the city, and drove to a certain hospital, but found no one, and couldn't answer the call to Maomao, so he could only go straight with Jian Yixi on his back, sweating profusely. Doctor's desk.

"May I ask where did the girl who just got into a car accident go?"

The female guide lowered her head to tidy up the table, without raising her head, she said: "The rescue failed, and the family members are not here, so I will take it to the morgue first."

"Morgue?!"

The second brother staggered sadly, and almost threw Jian Yixi off his back.

Jian Yixi lay on his shoulders, as if she didn't hear the female doctor's words at all, her empty eyes were still empty, and she didn't even blink.

The second brother looked back at her, the more she didn't respond, the more flustered the second brother was.

"Are you all right, Xiaoxi?"

The second brother usually calls her by his first name directly, and only when he is really worried about her will he call Xiaoxi affectionately.

Jian Yixi still looked dazed, like a resident patient in a mental hospital who basked in the sun expressionlessly with his head tilted.

The second brother gritted his teeth, asked about the location of the morgue, carried her on his back, turned around and left, shouting as he walked, "Let's go and see first! I don't believe An Mu will die either!"

The second brother carried Jian Yixi all the way to the door of the morgue. In the winter, he broke out in a stinky sweat. Beads of sweat rolled down the corners of his forehead to the corners of his eyes, and rolled down his chin like tears.

At the door of the mortuary, a small push-bed was blocking the way, and the bed was covered with a white cloth. Mao Mao cried bitterly while hugging the man, while the medical staff tried to persuade him.

"You let me push the person in and put it away first, and block it here to affect other people."

That being said, who actually comes to the morgue for nothing?

Mao Mao hugged the push bed tightly, and buried her head in that person, the more she persuaded, the more she cried so heartbreakingly, her whole body was shaking.

The second elder brother put down Jian Yixi, walked over with a stiff body, lifted the cover tremblingly, glanced at it, turned around and walked to a row of seats against the wall and sat down with his legs crossed, with his head bowed down, his head hanging very low, I didn't say a word for a long time.

Jian Yixi's empty vision was still empty. She hadn't eaten for a few days and she was extremely weak, but she miraculously stood on the spot, like a wife-watching stone that has never fallen down for thousands of years, looking at the picture of the old man who was exposed under the white cloth from a distance. A familiar face.

His face was as pale as paper, and his usual red lips were also pale without a trace of blood.

Maomao's cry echoed in the empty corridor, as if in a dream, Jian Yixi finally took a step, step by step towards the pale person on the bed.

"impossible……"

Jian Yixi murmured, her voice was so small that she could hardly hear it.

"This is impossible……"

"impossible……"

She mumbled all the way to the bed, looking down at An Mu's disfigured face that could never be a living person, and she was still muttering "impossible" repeatedly in her mouth like a mentally ill patient.

The second brother rubbed his face hard, came over and hugged her shoulder, and patted her lightly.

"Push her in first, and I have to contact my family as soon as possible, and the driver who caused the accident, I have to investigate quickly."

After all, the second brother reached out to cover An Mu's face with the white cloth, but before he could lift the cloth, Jian Yixi suddenly pushed the second brother away like crazy, and bumped into the push bed unsteadily, The cart slammed and slid away.She almost fell down too.

The second brother quickly reached out to hold her, and Mao Mao quickly blocked the push bed with his body.

"Slow down, you..."

Jian Yixi couldn't hear Maomao's words at all, her eyes were shattered, her eyes were red, she grabbed Gebu and yanked it away, the violent movement made her staggered even more, she didn't care These, shouting almost madly: "She's not dead! She's not dead! Why do you cover her with a white cloth?! Why?! Why..."

The white cloth was pulled away, and Jian Yixi's hoarse and mad shouting stopped abruptly.

Under the white cloth, the apricot-white down jacket was stained with scarlet blood, and a strong bloody smell rushed over his face. Such a thick down jacket could be dyed through. With such a blood loss, no matter how you looked at it, it was impossible to survive.

"No...it can't be..."

Jian Yixi opened her eyes slightly, and they opened wider and wider. The extreme weakness and the extreme emotional impact made it impossible for her to stay awake no matter how much she wanted. She barely stood by her second brother, her stomach hurt unbearably. An ulcer wound was convulsing and convulsing, she tried her best to hold down her appetite, but she still couldn't stop the surging fishy sweetness.

A mouthful of blood spewed out for free, like a cheap blood bag on TV.

But this was not a blood bag. Her stomach was on fire, the perforation was torn, and the stomach acid mixed with festering thick water and blood flowed into the abdominal cavity. The blunt sound, like a broken kneecap, hurts just listening to it.

The second brother was frightened by her blood, not only did not support her, but also swayed with her, and almost fell over. When the second brother finally stabilized his body, he hurriedly grabbed Jian Yixi, but what happened? I can't afford to pull her.

Jian Yixi knelt by the side of the push bed, there was no tear in her empty eyes, she was even laughing, her chin was full of blood, she looked like a hungry ghost eating people, no matter how beautiful her face was, it made people feel creepy.

"Wake up..."

"Don't sleep anymore...wake up..."

"It shouldn't be like this...it shouldn't be..."

"Obviously it will take more than three years... How could there be a car accident ahead of time?"

"It's me who is going to die, how could it be you?"

"Obviously..."

Jian Yixi's thin arms dangled empty in the hospital gown, and suddenly he hugged An Mu, pressing madly into his arms, and the push bed was dragged and slid by her, if it weren't for Mao Mao and the staff Press it, I'm afraid it will be turned over long ago.

She hugged An Mu halfway to the side of the bed. Seeing that she was about to fall to the ground, she suddenly put one arm around An Mu, and patted her whole body with one hand like a maniac.

"Mobile phone, where is my mobile phone? My mobile phone! Second brother! Maomao! Where is my mobile phone?!"

The second brother has been carefully protecting her. He is afraid that she will fall and knock An Mu, and he doesn't even care to wipe off the sweat from his forehead. He said, "You didn't bring it, you lost it to the hospital."

"Hospital... I want to go back to the hospital! No, no, second brother, take me to Fengfeng Technology! I want to find my senior sister!"

"What time is it, why are you looking for her?"

"I have to find her, please second brother!"

The second brother looked at her bloody chin, remembered what the experts had said, gritted his teeth, called Maomao to wipe her face clean, and turned around to carry An Mu on his back.

Jian Yixi subconsciously wanted to snatch An Mu, but was blocked by the second brother's angrily glaring.

"I have to be backed by others, what can I do?! Let's go!"

The second brother bumped all the way to the parking space and put An Mu to lie down in the rear compartment. Jian Yixi leaned against Maomao and was about to fall over, but insisted on sitting in the back with his arms around An Mu.

The second brother scolded: "Either the co-pilot, or get out!"

Such a fierce second brother is really rare. It's not that Jian Yixi is afraid of him, she just doesn't want to waste time, she wants to see her senior as soon as possible, the sooner the better!

She sat in the co-pilot obediently, unconsciously pressing her painful stomach, and she didn't even realize that her head was covered in cold sweat from the pain, and the exposed half of her neck was wet.

The second brother rushed all the way to the downstairs of Fengfeng Technology. Compared with the office building rented by Jian Yixi, Fengfeng seems to have a big family and a big business. The whole building is his site. There is no employee card and no prior appointment, so it is difficult to get along. go in.

Fortunately, Jian Yixi can brush her face. She had an internship here in her sophomore year, and she has been in business with Fengfeng since then. The old security guards knew that she was a young intern who became her own boss. Jian Yixi only said that she had urgent matters to find Xu Qinglan, the security guard helped to call the secretary's room.

Secretary Xiao Wu knew about Jian Yixi's hospitalization, and had visited with Xu Qinglan before. When she heard that she came here sick, she thought it was some business mistake, so she hurriedly reported to Xu Qinglan.

Xu Qinglan was in a meeting, so she suspended the meeting and met with Jian Yixi first.

Jian Yixi almost rushed towards her, his face was pale, and he grabbed her arm.

"Sister, that junior Gu Shuofeng! Help me find her!"

"What happened?"

"I'll explain to you later, call her first and find her to come out! Please, senior!"

Xu Qinglan looked at her with her eyes closed, her black pupils were as dark as the sea.

Xu Qinglan is very busy, she would never agree to such a mindless and unreasonable request, but Jian Yixi is different, she is her only friend who can barely be called a friend, and she is not asking for any earth-shattering event , there is no need to reject people thousands of miles away.

She only pondered for a second, then took out her phone.

"I can contact her, but there is no guarantee that she will come."

The phone was connected, Xu Qinglan briefly talked about the current situation, and there seemed to be a coquettish chuckle from the other side, Xu Qinglan's eyelashes trembled slightly, and she lowered her eyelids.

"Okay, I promise, hurry up, she is in a hurry."

Jian Yixi didn't know what she had promised Gu Shuofeng for her own sake, so she didn't bother to ask at the moment, but only squeezed Xu Qinglan's hand gratefully.

"Thank you, senpai!"

Xu Qinglan was obviously not used to this kind of intimate contact, so she withdrew her hand quietly.

"Go to my lounge and wait."

Jian Yixi shook her head, her eyes were terribly red, but she never shed a tear.

"No, An Mu...she's still downstairs, I'd better go downstairs and wait."

"Then let her come up."

Jian Yixi smiled, only the corners of her lips were curled up, her smiling muscles didn't move at all, it was indescribably distressing.

"It still doesn't work, we'll be fine outside."

Xu Qinglan's gaze dropped slightly, and she landed on the collar of Jian Yixi's blue and white hospital gown, where there was faint blood stains, it was her own blood.

Xu Qinglan said: "If you feel uncomfortable, just rest temporarily in the reception room on the first floor, and I will notify the security."

Before Jian Yixi could refuse again, Xu Qinglan turned around and told Xiao Wu.

Jian Yixi used to rely on her blood to support her, but now that she has achieved her goal, her body suddenly weakened. She leaned on her second brother and gasped weakly, but she really didn't have the energy to give in, so she let her go.

"Then let's go down first."

Xu Qinglan regarded her as a friend, and personally sent her out of the office, saying: "I'll finish the meeting and go down to find you."

Before the words were finished, the elevator dinged, and a pair of slender and beautiful legs stepped out of the elevator, and then Gu Shuofeng came out.

With so many people standing, Gu Shuofeng seemed to only see Xu Qinglan, his eyes were shining with stars, and he walked two quick steps before he arrived in front of him. Before the sound came, his fingertips had already touched the broken hair on the side of Xu Qinglan's face, It hangs lightly behind the ear.

"Regret that you shouldn't agree to me so easily? I was walking downstairs when you called. I'll come to you if you don't say so."

Probably only Xu Qinglan could understand these words, she lowered her eyes, and introduced Jian Yixi as if nothing had happened.

"Jian Yixi, my junior, your senior, you should still have an impression."

"Of course, I went to her house to pick you up last time. Long time no see, Miss Jane."

Jian Yixi was anxious to see Gu Shuofeng before, but when she saw her now, she suddenly seemed to choke, and it took her a long time to force out a sentence that sounded very impolite and seemed like an accusation.

"I've obviously been deteriorating, why is she the one who had the accident?!"