I am in love with myself

An Mu suppressed his uneasiness, got out of the car and followed Wang Yanqing into the hospital.

At six o'clock in the morning, the hospital was empty and there was no one there. Wang Yanqing carried Jian Yixi all the way into the emergency room, and woke up the doctor who was sleeping in the lounge.

The male doctor came out yawning, and before he could ask, Wang Yanqing had already explained his condition clearly and concisely.

"It's still the same illness. I suddenly vomited blood an hour ago, and it was all over the bed. I fainted about half an hour ago."

The male doctor seemed to be familiar with them, so he immediately stood up and directed Wang Yanqing to go inside.

"It's probably shock caused by gastric perforation, first aid!"

Jian Yixi was sent to the emergency room. An Mu couldn't follow, so he could only wait outside, his mind blank.

What is gastric perforation?what will happen?Will it be life-threatening?

It's just something wrong with my stomach, it shouldn't be life-threatening, right?

There was no one around An Mu who had the disease, so he didn't know much about it, so he hid in the corner of the corridor and flipped through his phone.

The more he checked, An Mu's complexion became worse, his feet were weak, he took a step back, and leaned against the wall behind him.

Although the pathology of gastric perforation is similar to gastric ulcer, it is caused by gastric erosion, but once perforation occurs, gastric juice will flow into the internal organs, causing bacterial infection and complications. Perforation is not terrible, but this complication is terrible!Once the treatment is not timely, or the recovery is not good, it is easy to cause death!

Gastric perforation is often accompanied by gastric bleeding. The so-called shock caused by gastric perforation is actually caused by excessive blood loss.

Excessive bleeding……

An Mu's face turned pale, his lips trembled, and he subconsciously looked at the door of the consulting room.

Jian Yixi was wearing pajama pants and a down jacket casually on her upper body, and was carried by Wang Yanqing all the way. An Mu didn't see if there was blood on her body, but from Wang Yanqing's description, she must have vomited a lot of blood.

She has a bad stomach, and usually doesn't eat much, but she vomits so much blood all at once, how long does it take to make up for it?

An Mu didn't dare to imagine the bloody scene. She didn't want to lose control of her emotions in public, but she couldn't control her expression at all. The tears seemed to have a will of their own, and she just poured out on her own, regardless of whether the owner wanted it or not.

Tears blurred his vision, and he couldn't read the words on the screen clearly. An Mu rubbed his eyes casually and flipped through his phone quickly.

Is gastric perforation curable?Is it good or not?

Turned over!

The treatment effect of gastric perforation varies from person to person, depending on the degree of erosion. The area of ​​erosion is small and the perforation is small. Even without surgery, medicine can cure it. However, if the area of ​​erosion is too large and the perforation is serious, surgical resection of the stomach is required.

However, after the operation, it is not surprising that you will be sick. Recovery after the operation is very important. After a good recovery, you need to pay special attention to your diet. If the recovery is not good... you may die at any time.

Another death due to complications, another death due to poor recovery...

An Mu's mind was buzzing, her hands and feet were cold, and her legs were so soft that she couldn't even stand against the wall. This long-lost fear was strange and familiar, like the moment in her previous life when she heard that her adoptive parents had a car accident.

She didn't dare to check any more, put away her cell phone, and after a short while, Wang Yanqing hurried to the payment hall, and the nurse rushed over rushing with a small cart.

After waiting for a while, Jian Yixi was pushed out with a pale face, the black blood bag was hanging, and the scarlet blood flowed into her pale veins drop by drop.

"Jane Yixi...Jane Yixi!"

An Mu didn't care about hiding anymore, and quickly walked over, grabbing Jian Yixi's other hand that was hanging outside.

That hand... was bitingly cold, not like a living person's hand at all, as cold as if it had no warmth.

Wang Yanqing followed behind the bed, looking at her in surprise.

With just such a word, Wang Yanqing froze, he didn't say anything, and first pushed Jian Yixi to have a gastroscopy.

Jian Yixi had been falling asleep all this time, but as the blood bag gradually emptied, her complexion improved a little.

Only then did An Mu remember, and quickly called his second brother.

The second brother searched for acquaintances, and the results of the gastroscopy, which would not be available until at least the afternoon, were available in less than an hour.

Fortunately, the situation is much better than An Mu's scaring himself, but the situation is not optimistic.

The hole is not big, but the ulcer is serious, and the cycle of drug treatment is too long. Even before the drug takes effect, the hole will increase again, and it will be even more difficult to clean up. Surgery must be arranged as soon as possible.

The second brother helped arrange for an expert to do the surgery himself. Jian Yixi is not awake yet, everything has been arranged properly.

After working all morning, An Mu finally had time to ask Wang Yanqing.

"What exactly is going on?"

Wang Yanqing looked tired and was still wearing pajamas. He could see that he was interested in Jian Yixi, so he rushed to the hospital without even thinking about changing his clothes.

"She has a bad stomach, and she knows it herself. She hasn't drank alcohol or eaten spicy food for a long time. She usually pays special attention to health preservation, but she can't keep it up, and she keeps getting worse. She also took medicine and lost fluids. , and checked it regularly, but it’s not good.”

An Mu didn't believe it.

"Isn't it better the last time I was hospitalized? How can it be said that it has been getting worse?"

"The last time she was hospitalized, she didn't get better. She insisted on being discharged, so she only prescribed medicine and went home to take it."

"No, why did she leave the hospital?!"

"She said that it can't be cured, and it can only be raised slowly. One more day is one day."

Probably because he was afraid that An Mu might misunderstand, Wang Yanqing added, "I told her it was just a gastric ulcer. What's the point of living every day? It's not a terminal illness! But she said, it's a terminal illness and it can't be cured.

I didn't believe it at first, but in the past six months, I have seen her condition worsen day by day, and forced her to stay in the second hospital. The doctor said it was strange that no medicine would work, at most it would delay her treatment. The erosion showed no signs of improvement at all. The doctor said that it might be related to her constitution. She wanted to investigate further, but Jian Yixi refused. "

Wang Yanqing sighed, and said again: "To be honest, I'm a little afraid that you're going to have an operation on her. If all the medicines don't work, what will be the result of the operation?"

All the drugs don't work?

How can this be? !

An Mu didn't remember that she had such a strange physique. In her previous life, she also suffered from gastritis because she didn't eat on time, but she got better soon after taking the medicine. Even if it happened repeatedly, she still had to take the medicine.

However, what Wang Yanqing said made her vigilant, and she contacted her second brother to help check Jian Yixi's medical records.

Before the second brother could report back, Jian Yixi woke up.

The blood bag was still being transfused, Jian Yixi's black pupils were slack, and she looked at her in a daze for a moment, without saying a word, she closed her eyes again.

This is seeing her pretending not to see?

An Mu suddenly didn't know what to say.

Regardless of whether Jian Yixi is sick or not, she chose Wang Yanqing, and it has nothing to do with her.

But since she has already shown up, it is impossible to turn around and leave now, not to mention that she is still worried and doesn't want to leave.

"Are you... better?"

Jian Yixi didn't speak, but still closed her eyes, as if she didn't hear it at all.

Wang Yanqing calmed down slightly, took out a cigarette and shook it silently at An Mu, got up and left the ward.

When Wang Yanqing left, An Mu felt a little relieved, and pulled the chair forward. She didn't hold Jian Yixi's hand again, but said, "Don't worry, it's not a serious illness. It will definitely get better."

Jian Yixi didn't open her eyes, her lips moved faintly, fine water marks meandered down the corners of her eyes.

"Blow blow..."

Her voice was too low for An Mu to hear clearly.

"It hurts... Blow..."

The voice was still very low, but An Mu understood it.

She pursed her lips, knowing that she couldn't and shouldn't, but she still lowered her head and blew on the back of her hand where the needle was pricked, but she couldn't say "it won't hurt anymore" when it rolled to her mouth.

"And...here..."

Jian Yixi evoked a desolate smile in a trance, tears rolled down one by one, and touched his stomach through the thin quilt.

An Mu felt pained, leaned over and blew through the thin quilt.

"Huhu—it doesn't hurt anymore."

"It's a lie... It's still so painful."

An Mu pursed her lips and withdrew. She didn't know what to say for a while, her heart seemed to be gripped by something, feeling oppressed and uncomfortable.

Jian Yixi suddenly said again: "Hug me."

An Mu was startled, and looked up at her without moving.

Jian Yixi still didn't open her eyes, her tears wet the pillow towel.

"Isn't it okay to dream? You are really heartless...whether in reality...or in a dream..."

in a dream?

She thought it was a dream?

An Mu's eyes moved slightly, and he soon understood.

Jian Yixi was in shock due to blood loss. She was unconscious at first, but now she just woke up again. Seeing herself sitting in front of her who she hadn't seen for more than half a year, it is normal for her to be unable to distinguish dreams from reality.

But the crux of the problem is not this at all, hasn't Jian Yixi already chosen Wang Yanqing?Why let her blow it?Want to give her a hug?And... still such a sad and affectionate look?

An Mu had too many questions, but he didn't know where to ask them, and no one asked them. Jian Yixi just closed his eyes and fell asleep again. Get it clean.

Not long after, the second brother rushed over and brought feedback about his condition.

The second elder brother's expression was unprecedentedly dignified. As Wang Yanqing said, Jian Yixi was discharged from the hospital without recovering from his illness. The drug treatment was ineffective, and changing to the best medicine could only delay the recovery. The role of erosion.

The second brother reported this situation to the experts, who had never encountered such a special situation.

Normally, it is impossible for Jane Yixi to undergo such an aggressive treatment to deteriorate to the point of perforation.

The surgery that was originally decided could only be suspended because of this special situation. The expert asked them to be transferred to his hospital as soon as possible. Tolerant to all drugs, then this operation is not a medical operation, but a life-threatening talisman, which is absolutely impossible.

An expert is an authority in the industry, and definitely not the kind of alarmist. The face of a person like the second brother who has seen big storms turned pale.

"Transfer! Transfer immediately!"

The expert helped the second brother call the ambulance directly from their hospital, Wang Yanqing immediately ran to transfer to another hospital, and An Mu packed his things.

Everything was ready, and when she was about to push the bed out, Jian Yixi frowned and opened her eyes weakly.

This time, she saw Wang Yanqing first, and she was in a daze for a while, until the snowflakes fell on her face before she realized it.

"What are you... doing?"

"Transfer."

"Why transfer?"

"Your second brother helped you find an expert, let's..."

Before he could finish speaking, Jian Yixi suddenly struggled excitedly.

"I'm not going...I'm not going to see any experts! I'm not going!"

The second brother had just called for an ambulance to come over. Seeing her struggling hard, he persuaded: "Don't worry, he is an acquaintance of my father. He watched me grow up. He is absolutely reliable and will definitely heal you!"

Jian Yixi turned her head and grabbed the second elder brother's arm. Her bloodless lips trembled, her eyes were flushed red, and her pale face was even paler in the snow.

"Don't transfer me to another hospital, second brother, please, second brother! I don't want to see any experts, I don't want to be studied as a test product, or die, can't you let me die peacefully?"

The second elder brother reprimanded: "What nonsense are you talking about? It's just a stomach ulcer. Seeing how shocking your words are, if you talk nonsense again, I won't beat you!"

With a pale face, Jian Yixi nodded and said: "Yes, it's just a gastric ulcer, why do you have to find some specialist? I often come to this hospital, and the doctor is very familiar with it, so it's fine here."

"It's because you always see it in the same hospital, so it doesn't look good. Let's change the hospital, change the doctor, maybe it will be fine."

Without waiting for Jian Yixi to refute, the second brother and Wang Yanqing pushed the bed and quickly sent her to the ambulance.

An Mu followed behind all the time, but Jian Yixi didn't see her.

The second brother got into the ambulance, Wang Yanqing watched the car leave, turned to An Mu and said, "Are you still going to the hospital? Take my car?"

An Mu lowered his red eyes and shook his head slowly.

"I think this is a bit wrong. Can you set her up for me? If I ask, she will definitely not tell the truth. "

"Story? What kind of talk?"

"Why is she so sure she will die? Don't you find it strange?"

"This... how should I put it... The doctor said it might be a physical problem. She should know that she is intolerable to the medicine, so she is so sure."

"No, it's not a physical problem. She has been sick before. She has used anti-inflammatory drugs and antibiotics for gastric ulcers, colds and fevers, and they are all effective. It is impossible to tolerate them suddenly. There must be some reason, maybe If you find the cause, you can cure her illness."

Wang Yanqing pondered for a while, and said: "It makes sense to say so, but I may not be able to get it out of me if I try to set it up. She has a very strict mouth, and she can't ask anyone who doesn't want to talk. Don't have too much hope."

That being said, after all, Wang Yanqing and Jian Yixi have such a good relationship, and they have been together day and night for more than half a year. Jian Yixi is very weak against him. Moreover, Wang Yanqing can start from scratch at a young age, and his speaking skills are still Yes, even if you can't cover all of them, you can still cover all of them.

An Mu told Wang Yanqing and his second brother, don't say they have been here, let Jian Yixi think that the trance side of the ward was just a dream, lest she get wary and make the routine more difficult.

Maomao has to go to work, and the closer to the end of the year, the busier he gets. He often leaves work in the middle of the night. An Mu is on winter vacation and stays at home alone every day.

In just two days, it seemed like two years had passed for her, and news finally came from Wang Yanqing's side.

"I made a general idea, but I didn't understand it, and I don't know what she meant. Let's meet at eight o'clock tonight, and I will tell you in detail."

The author has something to say: The truth is right in front of you, have you guessed it?

ps. Because it is a manuscript, the list of the thank you link during this period is lagging behind, but the little cuties remember all the support~ I will thank you in the future~