I am in love with myself

Afraid that Maomao would be worried, An Mu had reported to her early on that he would be returning late, and when he returned home, he would walk lightly, for fear of waking her up.

Unexpectedly, when I went upstairs, I saw that there was still a gap in the door of Mao Mao's house. The carefree girl didn't worry at all, and the voice of the phone inside could be heard clearly.

"What time are you still worrying about work? Take care of your injury, don't worry about it!"

"I know it costs a lot of money to repair a car. Isn't there insurance? The insurance company will definitely pay."

"I know that a repaired car is definitely not as good as an unrepaired car, I... huh... stop! Stop! I said, can you stop worrying about this mess? Co-authoring work first car second, and there are three more Four, five, six, seven, you are the last one, right? Are you stupid? Nothing is as important as yourself!"

"Okay, it's already midnight, you can go to sleep peacefully, don't stop with your legs, think about it for yourself! I won't tell you, that's it, go to sleep!"

Maomao muttered and hung up the phone, yawned and stuffed the phone under the pillow, closed her eyes and was about to go to sleep, when the door suddenly knocked twice, scaring her into a fright.

"Who?!"

An Mu said lightly, "The ghost who died unjustly for eight years."

In the blink of an eye, it has been more than eight years since she was reborn.

Maomao let out a long breath, and turned on the bedside lamp with his hand.

"People are scary, do you know that? Why don't you make a sound and stand at my door?"

"You blame me for not closing the door yourself?"

"I closed it!"

"Where did the door come from when it was closed?"

"You opened it!"

An Mu: "Okay, just assume that I opened it. Then your vigilance is too low. You don't even know I opened the door."

Maomao was speechless and burst into tears. She knew she couldn't say no to An Mu, so why did she bother to make such unnecessary struggles?

"You don't sleep in the middle of the night, why are you looking for me?"

"No reason, just to see if your door is open, and want to close the door for you."

Mao Maosheng lay on the bed hopelessly, and muttered, "I clearly remember that I shut it down", and then said: "Okay, you can shut it down now, and you can kneel down after shutting it down, my palace is going to rest."

An Mu didn't move, curled his icy white fingertips slightly, and said, "Jian Yixi was in a car accident."

It's not an interrogative sentence, it's an affirmative sentence.

Maomao sat up cleverly.

"What? What's going on? Is it serious?!"

An Mu's brows were slightly relaxed, and he held the doorknob without changing his expression, "Didn't you say that on the phone just now? Why did you ask me instead?"

Mao Mao didn't realize that he was being tricked at all, and his whole figure was like a deflated ball, limp and lying back.

"Oh, I was scared to death! You misunderstood. I didn't say that Jian Yixi had a car accident. I meant that the camera in our station was on location. On the way back, the interview car skidded and hit him. Don’t worry about spraining your leg, just worry about the car breaking down and the leader will blame him.”

Maomao sighed: "Speaking of which, he's not worrying blindly. If something like this happens, the show will definitely be affected. It's impossible for the leader to not complain at all. A bad impression is inevitable."

An Mu said, "Aren't there any other cars in your station?"

"Yes, but I'm usually nervous, and I can't turn around without a car. But these are small things, mainly because the camera is broken, and I don't know if the things I shoot can be repaired."

"The car is not expensive, why didn't Taili buy one more? Why do you have to be so nervous?"

"It's said that the funds are tight, who knows?"

"No matter how nervous you are, you shouldn't be short of the price of this car. Private individuals can afford it, let alone such a big TV station."

Fluffy flat mouth.

"What do you mean everyone can afford it? I can't afford it. Do you think everyone is you and Jian Yixi? A rich second generation and a self-made man. I'm a poor man."

"Jane Yixi bought a car?"

"Yes, I bought an Audi! I'm so envious."

Audi... the same brand as the car in the morning.

When it came to what she wanted to know, An Mu didn't say any more, told her to go to bed quickly, and closed the door for her.

There was no class tomorrow, so An Mu took a hot bath. The hot air moisturised his skin after a day of coldness, and the coldness disappeared from his body, leaving only a little sleepiness.

An Mu closed his eyes and leaned against the wall of the bathtub. The words of his second brother and Mao Mao's words kept lingering in his mind.

She also couldn't explain why she was so restless, didn't the second brother Mao Mao say that Jian Yixi was fine?Why can't I feel at ease?

——Don't think about it An Mu, the second brother Maomao has no reason to lie to you. If Jian Yixi really had a car accident, they can just say it, why bother to cover it up?

——But what if they don’t want to embarrass me?They all know about the quarrel between Jian Yixi and me. Should Jian Yixi have a car accident, should I visit him or not?Don't worry, let go of the embarrassment, no matter what, it's just an embarrassment, why should they embarrass me?

——No, you can't think like this. When you cheated on Maomao, Maomao's reaction was very real, which means that Jian Yixi really didn't have a car accident.

——Maomao didn't follow Jian Yixi 24 hours a day, how could she know 100% of Jian Yixi's movements?Maybe she just doesn't know it yet.

——It’s impossible not to know, the car accident happened early, it’s been a day, not to mention that the second brother hesitated in the morning, there is obviously something wrong.

——No, no, what am I thinking about?What does it matter to me if she doesn't get into a car accident?She is her and I am me, there is no relationship anymore.

An Mu opened her eyes, and the corners of her eyes were soaked in water vapor, making her eye sockets swell. She stood up in a state of distraught, washed herself perfunctorily and got into bed, and there was still snowflakes outside.

In the dead of night, Xueluo was silent, and An Mu couldn't sleep.

The next day, he became dizzy and dizzy. It was already past two o'clock in the afternoon, and An Mu didn't know when he fell asleep. He vaguely remembered that it seemed to be dawn before going to bed.

Maomao has a day off on Tuesday and has to go to work today, so the house is empty and no one is there.

An Mu didn't have much appetite, but she still felt hungry. At this time, the uncle's house had already eaten, so she couldn't go over there. She didn't bother to go out to eat. She wanted to order takeaway, but she couldn't find anything she wanted after looking around. Maomao piled up on the surface of the bucket on the kitchen counter, and simply soaked a bucket.

The sky is gloomy, the snow outside the window is like flakes, the window glass is blurred by breath, the roofs in the distance are covered with snow, the vehicles on the road farther away are slow, and pedestrians are also cautious.

It is wise not to go out, especially if the road is dirty, snowy and muddy, and you will be covered in mud if you fall.

An Mu held the instant noodles and ate them. Even though she was hungry, she didn't feel delicious in her mouth. She managed to take two bites, but she couldn't eat any more. She took the instant noodles to filter out the soup, and threw the rest into the trash can. Bind the garbage bag tightly.

After washing her hands and coming out, the smell of instant noodles all over the room made her feel a little uncomfortable. She went to the window to open it, but it didn't open after a while, and it still didn't open again.

frozen?

It was frozen just after the twelfth lunar month. It seems that this year is a cold winter.

People in the north have never been afraid of severe cold, not to mention that it is much warmer here than in the northeast, and the heating in the house is also sufficient.

An Mu took a pot of cold water and boiled it, and when the water boiled, he just poured the window open.

Leaning against the window, listening to the sound of water purring, and smelling the uncomfortable smell of instant noodles, An Mu felt vaguely familiar, as if such a scene had happened before.

When did it happen?

I remembered.

That winter was also so cold, but there was no snow, and it was cold and dry. Jian Yixi and Mao Mao pretended to run, but they were deceived to Jinfang Road.

That day she was waiting for Jian Yixi alone at home, she also made instant noodles, but she didn't eat a few mouthfuls, she also froze the window, and boiled water to pour it, and then...

An Mu pressed her heart, always feeling flustered, but she didn't know what she was panicking about.

The water boiled, and the thick white steam dispersed, warm and humid, blurring An Mu's vision.

An Mu was stunned for two seconds, then turned off the fire, and reached for the handle of the pot.

It's hot.

The plastic pot was left standing upright, and kept on one side, scorching hot from the fire, and it was luck that it didn't burn.

An Mu turned on the faucet and put his achingly hot hand into the cold water.

The sound of splashing water was extremely loud in this empty room.

She rushed forward numbly, the coldness pierced her bones and her fingers ached from the cold, only then did she remember to turn off the faucet.

After being stunned for two seconds, she found anti-scalding gloves and put them on again, picked up the kettle and held it towards the window, halfway up, suddenly put it down, turned around and took off the gloves, and went up to the second floor, and changed clothes soon He came down again, took his hat, scarf and key phone, opened the door and went out.

She didn't drive, and walked to the office building around the corner by stepping on the creaking snow.

This Saturday, the office building was quiet, with almost no signs of activity. There should be only a few people working overtime in the building.

The sky was gloomy, and the snowflakes were still floating. She stood at an inconspicuous position on the opposite side of the road, raised her head and counted layer by layer, and stopped at the layer of Jane Yixi, and then counted across a piece of blue glass, and finally Counting to the location of Jian Yixi's office, it was pitch black inside, but there was a faint light in the big office next door.

Did Jian Yixi work overtime today?Will a workaholic like her get better after marriage?

An Mu lowered his eyes, tugged at his hat and scarf, and covered his face more tightly, then crossed the road and entered the parking lot attached to the office building.

The parking lot is open to the public, except for the chartered parking spaces, the others are almost full.

An Mu searched around. There were a few Audis, all of which were old cars. There were no new cars, let alone those without license plates, and Wang Yanqing's car was not seen either.

An Mu sighed slightly, took out the phone in his coat pocket, clicked on the V letter and scrolled down, until he found Meng Xi's pen chat at the bottom.

Since that day, Jian Yixi has never contacted her, and there has been no update on Moments. What does this mean?

Of course, An Mu wouldn't naively think that she was just newly married and too busy to update. Before, she would post some life records every now and then. At that time, she was starting a business, so she was so busy that she had time to spare. Besides, she was newly married not long ago, and it was a time when there was plenty of material. .

So, she was either deleted or blocked.

It is impossible to block... Jian Yixi deleted her mobile phone number in front of her that day, and so on, that means deleting her.

Jian Yixi has deleted her, why does she still keep Jian Yixi?

Keep it like this, as if she is nostalgic.

An Mu pursed her lips, and reached out to press the delete button. She was about to press it, but she froze again.

An Mu thought of the second sister-in-law who looked a bit like Jian Yixi, maybe... It's okay not to delete it, just use it as an emotional garbage dump. She is really tired recently, and she really wants to vent.

An Mu pursed her lips slightly, leaned slightly against the square pillars, and tapped with her fingers. The cold wind swirled snowflakes and brushed the hair on the side of her face, and her breath turned into a thick white mist, blurring the screen.

【Yan Yuzhou: The days without you feel so good. You don’t have to be so sleepy all day and have to reply to messages, and you don’t have to answer videos without stopping to eat, not to mention...

Do you think I am a food blogger?Or do you think you are my loyal fan?Why should I pamper you and spoil you? !Why do I have to be so busy and tired and have to answer messages and take videos?What am I drawing?Am I sick? !

You're so chic, you're really Gameover when you just say the game is over, and you leave as soon as you say it, without looking back.

Even if my original intention of helping you is for my parents, even if I want to make up for the regrets of my previous life, even if I didn't treat you so purely at the beginning, I still really hope you are well.

Just like the reason why parents love their children is because they are their children. If they are replaced by someone else's family, you can see if they will take their hearts out!

There are reasons for parents' love, so what if I have reasons for being nice to you?Why do you say such things?Why do you act as if you were wronged when you obviously did something wrong?

What do you mean you are not reconciled to me abandoning you?What game over?Are you taking revenge on me?Um?

what about me?I have spoiled you for so many years and helped you so much, if you leave now, who should I turn to to end the game?Who should I seek revenge on?

I've never hated myself so much, and of course I'm not talking about myself, I'm talking about you.

Why are you so bothered?Who taught you how to cook?Who told you to cook for me?Who told you to finish it and insist on me eating?

I want to eat chestnut chicken now, who can make it for me?I want to eat sweet and sour short ribs, who can make it for me?I want to eat glutinous rice balls and drink borscht. The pig’s trotter soup stewed last time is also delicious. Who will make it for me now?

I'm hungry, I haven't eaten all day!

I……】

An Mu closed her eyes, a little caught off guard by the turbulent emotions, and she almost lost control.

This is a public place, if you want to vent or something, let's go back and talk about it.

An Mu calmed down and sent the unfinished message.

One second, two seconds, three seconds...

Why no red exclamation mark?Why is there no prompt like "You and the other party are not friends, please add the other party"?

An Mu's eyes widened slightly, and he pressed the message and clicked withdraw in almost a second.

She didn't delete her? !

How could she not delete her? ! !

An Mu didn't know how many years he hadn't been so flustered.

Holding the phone, her fingers were cold, she took a few short breaths, and quickly relaxed.

It's okay, don't panic, she withdrew in time, only a few seconds, Jian Yixi definitely didn't see it.

Even if it shows that there is a message withdrawn, it doesn't matter, Jian Yixi will not contact her to ask her what she sent, and if she takes a step back, even if she really asks, she can say that she made a mistake.

No matter how you think about it, nothing will happen, An Mu finally felt at ease.

She is also really, too careless, she should send a clear friend message to test it out before posting.

But she really didn't expect that Jian Yixi didn't delete her.

Why didn't she delete her?forget?Or just give up?

It's not impossible. Jian Yixi has two mobile phone numbers, one for personal and one for work. If she discards this V letter, she still has another one.

It's safer to think about it that way.

An Mu waited for a while, the dialog box was quiet, and nothing happened. Then she put away her phone and turned to leave.

After walking half a step, the elevator door dinged open not far away, and a familiar voice came over.

"Okay, ahem, I'll go over now, ahem, I'm fine, I have a cold, I've already taken medicine."