I am in love with myself

"It's the two-year couple's agreement, isn't it still a year and a half away?"

Jian Yixi took it for granted that An Mu suspected that he had never kissed Jian Yixi on his own initiative.

"Just now..." An Mu glanced at the entrance, and it went without saying, "You won't forget, will you?"

"I didn't forget."

"Then what promise do you make? Are you going to break your promise?"

"Of course not. I said it five years ago. I'm not someone, so I won't say nothing."

——has been connoted.

An Mu said patiently, "Since you keep your word, you should do what you promised. You said you would give up on me, so you shouldn't make any more promises. Moreover, this promise was voided five years ago."

Jian Yixi shook her head, her pupils were shining, she said shameless words, but it seemed that she was really innocent.

"I did promise to give up on you, but what I promised was to give up on you before eating. Now that I have eaten, I can continue to love you again. It was the same for five years. What I promised was to give up on you before you come back. Now you come back Yes, of course the agreement must continue.”

Isn't that what cheating means?

An Mu's face was sullen, and the urge to beat Jian Yixi resurfaced after five years. If it wasn't for the fact that Jian Yixi was already in her 20s, she would have done it.

"So you're going to cheat?"

"I didn't play tricks. What I said was the truth. I only said to give up. I didn't say a time limit. You didn't ask clearly. How can you blame me?"

Talking is the most boring thing in the world, An Mu is too lazy to argue with her.

"Whatever you want, anyway, I've made it very clear, I can't fall in love with myself."

Before Jian Yixi could speak, An Mu said again: "Put down your eloquence, you are me, and I am also you. I can't convince you, just like you can't convince me. Why waste your words and provoke me?" Happy?"

The starlight in Jian Yixi's eyes dimmed, and she lowered her eyes and smiled wryly.

"Didn't I just cheat you with a kiss? As for such sarcastic remarks? I don't want to persuade you, I just want to speak my mind."

Jian Yixi set up a rag and wiped her hands, then went to the balcony and opened the window.

Outside the window, the sky is clear, rare and refreshing, pigeons are flying in the distance, there are faint laughter of children downstairs, the slanting wind is blowing, and the air smells like the sun.

"Look, how good the weather is. Every time I see such good weather, I feel that there is nothing wrong with being single for the rest of my life. Being in love is not everything, and I can live a good life myself."

"Drinking too much to live well?"

An Mu also walked over, her long honey-brown hair lifted slightly by the draft.

"I don't drink too much, I just like to drink a little when I'm tired, so I can sleep more deeply."

An Mu didn't bother to argue with her, she could always come up with a lot of nonsense.

Jian Yixi leaned against the window sill, tilted her head slightly against the window lattice, under the setting sun, her smiling face was as gentle as water, and her eyes flickered with gleam.

"Five years ago at the airport, I really planned to give up on you, not to give up loving you, but to let you know that I love you.

After you come back, I also intend to continue to maintain a friendship. If you hadn't suddenly told me about rebirth today, I would never mention the promise again.

I always thought you didn't love me because I wasn't attractive enough for you, but now you say that you can't love me because I am you.

I do not accept this reason.

This is like when you bid for a project. The reason why Party A rejects you is not that your proposal is not good enough, nor is your company qualified enough, but that the base map of your ppt is exactly the same as his mobile phone desktop.

Is this the reason?The selection of the pictures is the same, which means that the two people have the same level of appreciation. Is this more conducive to making a case that meets the requirements of Party A?

In the same way, I am you and you are me, which means that our three views are the same and we have the same hobbies, which is a soul harmony that others can't achieve at all. Isn't this a fate that can't be met?Shouldn't it be cherished more? "

If you don't persuade her, isn't this still persuading her by beating around the bush?

"Let me put it this way, if I looked exactly like you, would you still be interested in me?"

Jian Yixi was stunned for a moment, and asked back: "Are you such a superficial person who only looks at appearance?"

"What if I say yes?"

"Then you are not me at all, I don't care about appearance."

"Then let me put it another way, will you fall in love with your own daughter?"

"I'm not your daughter."

"It's almost the same for me, I just treat you like a daughter."

"Really be a daughter?"

"Then you're going to go to jail."

"Having a relationship with your daughter, is this a mess?"

"You know what I mean, don't try to change concepts."

"I'm not changing the concept secretly, I'm just discussing the facts. If you really regarded me as a daughter, you would definitely not have feelings for me. You obviously had feelings that night."

——Do you still have the nerve to mention that night? !

"That's because of the medicine!"

"I don't think it's just because of the medicine."

An Mu laughed angrily, "I don't even know. After so many years of not seeing you, you are becoming more and more blindly confident."

Jian Yixi glanced at her and lowered her eyes.

"Then... according to what you mean, you don't have any feelings for me at all?"

"no!"

"nonsense!"

"Then... how do you prove it?"

An Mu was furious, and the air was quiet for ten seconds.

"Why should I prove it to you?"

"I knew you couldn't prove it. You actually like me, but you didn't realize it."

——This is more than blind self-confidence, this is simply thick-skinned to match the city wall!

An Mu imagined various situations after confessing, most of which were Jian Yixi's sad scenes, and she was worried that she would not bear to fall short, but she never thought that there are indeed some unbearable, but only in Yihexuan For a while, now she just wants to beat up this damn girl.

"Don't use aggressive methods, it doesn't work for me, I am who I am, and I don't need to prove anything to anyone."

Jian Yixi pursed her lips, her lowered eyelids showed no expression.

"Now I really believe more and more that we are the same person. If I were you, I would not prove it. This kind of thing just becomes more and more chaotic. I am afraid that if I prove it, I will fold myself in."

——Before you emphasized that you are different from me, but now you emphasize the same thing in reverse. You are really famous for double standards, and you only pick what is good for you!

An Mu gave Jian Yixi an angry look.

She had indeed miscalculated before. She and Jian Yixi had gone on different paths seven years ago. Life circumstances are different, and it is normal for a certain change in personality. It is normal for her to miscalculate Jian Yixi's reaction. .

Even so, no matter how much a person changes, the essence remains the same. She was just careless and miscalculated before, but now she has changed her point of view. Of course, she knows the purpose of Jian Yixi's words.

——Don’t you just want to go around in circles and get me in?

——You can really be Jian Yixi, I don't want to play tricks on you, but you play tricks on me, should I praise you for your strong mentality?Or should I ridicule you for being so calculating under such a shock?

An Mu didn't plan to listen to Jian Yixi's fallacies anymore, nor did she plan to accept any more arguments. Debates were always up and down. If she didn't answer, Jian Yixi would have no chance to take advantage of it. One-man shows are always difficult to perform.

An Mu changed the subject directly.

"Can you be more mature, do you know what your name is? Love brain, not rational at all."

Jian Yixi chuckled lightly, but couldn't hear much emotion.

"I knew you would change the subject. It is really difficult to admit that you like me. After all, you have always regarded me as yourself. If it were me, it would be difficult for me to admit that I fell in love with myself. Although there is no one in this world who is more suitable than me I am more attracted to myself.”

——Don't provoke me, you see I ignore you!

In front of others, this small trick is nothing at all, but when Jian Yixi said it, An Mu couldn't help but get angry.

An Mu ignored her, as if he didn't hear her at all, and looked up at the wall clock.

"Okay, let's talk about it another day, I really should go back."

An Mu pretended not to hear, and Jian Yixi also pretended not to hear.

"In the past, you always laughed at me for being in love with brains. At that time, I didn't think I was, and now I still don't think I am. I can tell right from wrong, and I won't hurt other people just to love you. If you confuse devotion with brainlessness, then I have nothing to say."

Seeing that she changed the subject, An Mu relaxed a little, and replied, "Love doesn't necessarily have to be mindless chasing love, or it can be obsessive knowing that there will be no result."

Jian Yixi nodded slightly, "If you want to explain it like this... fine, then I'm a love brain."

"If you are in love, you have to correct it. You can't make mistakes again and again."

An Mu got up and walked towards the entrance again. Before he could say that he was leaving, Jian Yixi suddenly grabbed her, turned around and pushed her into the sofa.

The sofa is soft, and it won't sink too deep when sitting alone, but when two people are stacked together, they immediately sink into an obvious soft pit. An Mu lay in the soft pit, and the vague sense of weightlessness made her subconsciously struggle, but the more she struggled on the sofa The more noisy, there is an illusion of sinking deeper and deeper.

"What are you doing?! Get up!"

"You say I'm in love..."

——What does this aggrieved tone mean?

"stand up!"

Jian Yixi couldn't get up, tilted her head, and lay her pillow on An Mu's chest. She put her arms around An Mu's slender waist like a koala.

"Anyway, I have already recited the notoriety of love brain, wouldn't it be a loss if I don't take it seriously?"

She just changed the subject casually, could this make a big fuss?

An Mu said, "What exactly do you want?"

Jian Yixi did not raise her head, but arched her head.

"Mother……"

——Are you so wronged that you want to adopt a mother?

"Didn't you say that you treat me as your daughter? I call your mother what (me) what (mé) what (me)?"

Jian Yixi: "Mom, I'm hungry."

Jian Yixi: "Mom, how did you feed me when you were young?"

Jian Yixi: "Mom, the doctor told me that I have a bad stomach and I can't drink alcohol. I listened to the doctor and stopped drinking, but I can't sleep without drinking. I have been insomnia all the time recently. What should I do?"

Jian Yixi: "Mom, will you sleep with me? Just like when I was a child."

——Do you want to get into the drama like this? !

Jian Yixi raised her eyes, resting her chin on her chest, her dark eyes seemed to be covered with a thin film of water, looking at her watery, humming and coquettish: "Mom, don't just focus on school, but also accompany you Me? Just tonight, sleep with me, I'm scared at home alone."

——I will ignore you, how can you act?

Jian Yixi: "Why is mother ignoring me? If you ignore me again, I'll kiss you?"

The author has something to say: Look at the essence through the phenomenon, Xiaoxi is not ooc, she is just dying~