I am in love with myself

The noon sun is beautiful and warm, the shade of the trees is mottled, the lacquered pillars, the mottled window sills, in the quaint Summer Palace, except for the rustling of branches and leaves, there are only occasional noises in the distance.

Jian Yixi stood on the porch, looking at An Mu, light and shadow drifted behind An Mu, slightly curly hair scattered lazily on her shoulders, seemingly casual, but her indifferent eyebrows and red lips were cold and serious.

Jian Yixi licked her pink lips, not knowing what expression to put on, did she take it as a joke haha?Or seriously express your disbelief?

Before Jian Yixi could think about what to do, An Mu spoke again, his eyes still on the empty balcony.

"I was reborn 12 years ago. For you, I am from the future."

"The future? 12 years from now?"

"Seven years have passed, and what I say now should be five years later."

Jian Yixi's mind was a little confused, she rubbed her temples, she didn't know what to say for a moment.

An Mu said: "In my previous life, I liked Xiaozai very much, and would come to see it when I had time, so I know it passed away in the twelfth lunar month.

Similarly, in my previous life, I have run a large-scale company, and I have a relatively clear understanding of the market and the direction of stock market funds, so I can make sure that no matter what I invest in, it will rise sharply.

I know that these alone are not enough to prove that I am from the future. It doesn't matter, I will send you all the important current affairs I remember in the next five years.

The specific event time may not be very accurate. After all, it has been too long and I can’t remember it clearly, but the approximate interval is not wrong, and you can compare it by then. "

Jian Yixi opened her eyes slightly. Although she couldn't believe it, she had read a few web articles after all. Rebirth time travel and the like had already been rotten on the street, of course she knew it.

If someone else told her this, she would definitely not believe it, at least not all of it, but she believed what An Mu said.

An Mu is not someone who makes such jokes casually, especially in front of the cub's window,

"Then why did you die in your last life?"

"Car accident."

"How old are you?"

"27 eight."

"Then when were you reborn?"

"The day An Mu committed suicide."

"An Mu committed suicide... that day?" Jian Yixi clearly sensed something wrong with these words, "Isn't An Mu you? Why did you deliberately bring out your name?"

An Mu finally looked away from the window sill, and turned to look at Jian Yixi. His amber eyes were cold and gloomy, hiding a determination that made Jian Yixi flustered.

"I'm not An Mu. I'm just another person reborn into An Mu's body. The real An Mu is dead."

"Dead?!" Jian Yixi suddenly felt something was wrong, "You said you were reborn 12 years later, that is to say, this is not a book or a different dimension, it is your original world, then ... What about you in the past? You were reborn into An Mu's body, what about her? Are you still there?"

An Mu remained silent, his pupils were as dark as the deep sea, and he stared at her intently.

Jian Yixi was flustered by her stare, and subconsciously squeezed the mineral water bottle in her hand, the slight crisp sound of the plastic bottle was very clear in this empty courtyard.

"Why are you looking at me like that? I ask you? Are you still in the past?"

An Mu remained silent, just looking at her.

Without waiting for an answer, Jian Yixi became more and more flustered.

"It's fine if you don't want to answer, I shouldn't ask so many questions, you...why did you suddenly think of telling me this?"

"exist."

Jian Yixi stopped asking, but An Mu answered.

Jian Yixi was startled, "Here? Could it be An Mu's soul?"

"Is that someone else's?"

"Neither...then..."

"It's still me, another me."

"How do you know? Have you looked for her?"

Jian Yixi suddenly had a flash of inspiration.

"If you put it this way...you suddenly appeared in Weicheng. Could it be that she has something to do with it?"

"You went to Weicheng to help Qi Liran. Could it be that you were Qi Liran in your previous life?"

Before An Mu could deny it, Jian Yixi seemed to be enlightened all of a sudden, and said to himself: "No wonder you care so much about the Jian family, Qi Liran once liked Jian Yihu, and was hurt so badly by Jian Yihu , you hate her, and you hate the entire Jane family. As for me, I am the opposite of them. You also said that you just used me at the beginning, so you use me to help Qi Liran, but you are actually helping yourself? Is that so? yes, right?"

"wrong."

"No?" Jian Yixi suddenly lost focus again, "But you clearly said that you went to Weicheng to help Qi Liran."

"That's a lie."

"You lied to me? Then who are you for?"

"For her, another me."

"I know, who is she?" Jian Yixi paused, and suddenly thought of someone again, "Could it be... Maomao?"

An Mu's expression was calm, "You are as smart as you. After guessing a lot, why didn't you guess the one who has the best relationship with me?"

Jian Yixi's face turned pale, avoiding An Mu's sight, and reluctantly said, "The one who has the best relationship with you is besides Mao Mao... and, who else?"

"you know."

"I do not know."

An Mu didn't argue with her, they both knew who An Mu was referring to.

An Mu said, "Will you fall in love with yourself?"

Jian Yixi's face was pale, she bit her lips and lowered her eyes without answering.

An Mu said again: "No one will be nice to anyone for no reason. There will always be a reason. Why should I appear by your side when I am so good? Why do I add your name to the house and give you back the stock? How can it be so perfect? The design of the Jian family? Why do you need someone you don’t know to be your godparents? You also go out of your way to help them resolve family disputes, improve the environment, and give them money?”

It was the first time since An Mu's rebirth that he said so much in one breath. Although his tone was calm, it was still very intimidating.

An Mu paused, and added: "Don't you also think it's abnormal for me to be nice to you? Maomao, Second Brother, and you all suspected that I like you, right? But I don't like you, since If you don't like it, why do you still treat you so well? Do you want me to explain more clearly?"

Jian Yixi's hands were clenched tighter and tighter, the mineral water bottle in his hand was clenched so that there was a noticeable piece, and there was a crackling sound of plastic.

"You..." Jian Yixi lowered her eyes, and suddenly smiled, she couldn't hear anything wrong with the voice, but the corners of her eyes were very red, "When did you learn to be tricky? There are so many tricky videos on the Internet. "

An Mu probed and tapped her heart.

"Here you are, pink, about the same color as your lips. There is a small mole here, a cinnabar mole, just on the edge of pink, very red."

Jian Yixi subconsciously raised her hand to cover it, and said in a panic, "I took off all my clothes that day, and it's normal for you to see it."

An Mu said nothing, just looked at her.

The two of them knew that it was impossible to see. At the beginning, the lights were not turned on in Jian Yixi's room. After that, although the blanket fell off once in An Mu's room, it was only for a moment. It has been on her face all the time, even with peripheral vision from the corner of her eye, she can only get a rough idea, it is impossible to see such details.

If you understand it, you understand it, Jian Yixi saw it at that time when he killed her, so this evidence is not solid.

Since An Mu decided to subvert Jian Yixi's cognition, he was naturally fully prepared.

She calmly moved the dotted finger to Jian Yixi's lower abdomen, paused, and tapped her waist.

"There is also a small mole here, black and sesame-like."

Before Jian Yixi could refute, An Mu's fingers continued to move down, to the lower dantian.

"here……"

"There are moles here too?"

An Mu shook his head, "It's not a mole, but..."

There were footsteps coming from behind. A few tourists came in talking and laughing in the originally empty courtyard. An Mu's voice was immediately lowered to the point that only the two of them could hear.

"In the first year of junior high school, you felt disgusted and ashamed because of your hair. You used to cut it secretly with scissors. Later, you were afraid that your mother would find out, and you refused to take a bath with your mother for a long time."

Jian Yixi has never told anyone about this kind of private matter of adolescence. It can be said that she is the only one in the world who knows about it.

Jian Yixi swayed and leaned against the pillar behind her, her face was frighteningly pale.

"what do you want to say in the end?"

"I just want to tell you that in my eyes, you are a relative, a friend, a confidant who can talk about everything, and even a daughter, except that you are not a lover, and I can't fall in love with myself."

"Heh...hehe..."

Jian Yixi smiled in a trance, her eyes were blurred, and her eye circles became more red.

"You don't need to make up such a lie, and I won't force you to do anything. Even if I want to force it, I don't have the ability. Why do you want to?"

An Mu said, "You are me, and I am you. No matter how much you deny it, it's useless. Why bother to deceive yourself?"

Jian Yixi hugged her head, rubbed against the pillar and paused, her thin shoulders trembling slightly.

"You... What do you want? Why do you have to tell me this? Am I not doing well enough? Why do you have to force me?"

"In my previous life... I lived a very painful life. I hope that at least in this life, you can be happy."

Jian Yixi grabbed her hand, looked up at her, her eyes were cloudy, her soft white nose was pitifully red.

"As long as you are with me, no matter what I do, I will be happy!"

An Mu looked at her with lowered eyes, and the unfeeling words rolled out of her mouth several times without being able to utter them. She couldn't bear to see her like this, but she couldn't turn back, so she could only change a more tactful sentence.

"But I'm not happy."

The hand holding her loosened, Jian Yixi hugged her knees and buried her head weakly, her long hair slid down her shoulders, every trace of it was full of sadness.

"Then what do you think... what is happiness?"

"As long as...the parents are healthy, have a good career, marry a good husband, and travel with the whole family when they have time. It would be even better if they can have both cats and dogs."

After An Mu's words fell for a long time, Jian Yixi didn't respond. She just hugged her knees and buried her head, as if she was crying or not. Her long hair covered everything, even if she was herself, An Mu couldn't see clearly.

From time to time, tourists came over, some looked at them curiously, and some turned a blind eye, but fortunately no one bothered.

After an unknown amount of time, Jian Yixi rubbed her face and stood up slowly against the pillar. The moment her lowered eyelids were lifted, An Mu subconsciously frowned.

Sure enough, she still cried, her eyes were bloodshot, pitiful and desolate.

"An Mu, you are so stupid, the biggest fool in the world!"

"This is the happiness you want, not mine! We have different definitions of happiness, how can we be the same person?"

An Mu sighed slightly: "You still have to..."

"Don't say I'm deceiving myself!"

Jian Yixi interrupted, her red eyes shining with scorching light.

"It is you who deceive yourself! I believe that I am the past you, but when you travel through the timeline, I have already been separated from you! We are two completely different individuals, and my love for you is the best proof !"

The author has something to say: I’ll do the math, I’ve upgraded Long Longzi’s shallow water, and Xing Xingzi’s shallow water, so today is to thank Long Longzi for adding deep water~!