I am in love with myself

Jian Yixi picked up the wine glass in one hand and drank it, touched the rag with the other and knelt down to wipe the floor. The cheap wine seemed to be blended with saccharine, rolling down the throat and swallowing into the stomach pouch. It was burning, but it was freezing cold.

This is the taste she is used to, which makes her feel at ease.

The rag slowly turned red, she paused, loosened the rag and raised her hand to look at the wound again.

Most of the blood was smeared on the rag, but there was not much blood on the fingers, only a little fishy color, and the pads of the fingers were swollen faintly. She still couldn't tell whether it was pain or not, and even the burning and coldness of her stomach seemed to be in a daze.

This is really... isn't it a dream?

Footsteps came from behind, Maomao couldn't wait for an answer, and ran over worriedly.

"Why don't you talk? Are you really angry? I'm sorry, I knew you were very happy when An Mu came back, so I just made a joke, why don't I apologize to you?"

--joke……

Maomao's voice overlapped with An Mu's voice in the dream.

[Sorry, I just made a joke, I didn't come to go back to school, I'll go back now. 】

"Don't go..."

Jian Yixi squatted with her back, Mao Mao couldn't see the expression on her face, but saw the scarlet on the rag.

"Are you bleeding? My God! Let me see!"

She quickly knelt down and took Jian Yixi's hand, frowning and said: "You're bleeding, what rag do you use? Are you not afraid of bacterial infection?"

After a pause, Mao Mao suddenly shivered.

"You won't be really scared by my joke, you're only scratching yourself?"

——Joke, it's a joke again, can you stop saying these two words? !

Jian Yixi pushed Maomao away and supported the cooking table to stand up, forced a smile.

"I'm fine, you go out, I have to cook quickly, An Mu will be back in a while."

Maomao glanced at the wine glass on the table, and frowned a little more.

"Why are you drinking again? How many times have you been told, drink less, it's bad for your stomach, especially don't buy this kind of cheap wine, I don't know what to exchange for it."

"Delicious."

"I don't even know how good saccharin can taste? It's almost as good as stabbing the throat!"

——But she likes cheap wine, she gets dizzy quickly after drinking it, and sleeps more deeply.

After Maomao finished nagging, she raised her head and saw Jian Yixi's pale face, she was so frightened that her own face also turned pale.

"What's wrong with you? Why does this face look like a dead person? That's a joke. Don't scare me!"

——Don't say it, don't say those two words.

Jian Yixi shook her head, pushed Maomao out of the kitchen.

"Go and play with your phone for a while, I'll cook quickly."

"your hands……"

"It's okay, it doesn't matter."

Jian Yixi turned around and went back to the kitchen. After wiping the floor, she poured another glass of wine, washed the abalone while drinking it, and continued after drinking it.

Usually, my head hurts a long time ago after pouring it so hard, but today it doesn't seem to hurt.

Jian Yixi rubbed her temples, and felt strange after rubbing, why did she subconsciously rub her temples even though her head didn't hurt?

Forget it, whether it's a dream or reality, An Mu always needs to eat, so he has to cook quickly.

Maomao stood at the door, looking at Jian Yixi with a pale face under the pale light, biting his lips in panic, thought for a while, took out his phone, and was about to call An Mu when the doorbell rang suddenly.

An Mu has the key. If he rings the doorbell now, it is most likely the second brother.

Maomao hurried to open the door, and sure enough it was the second brother.

The second brother rubbed Mao Mao's head as soon as he entered the door, and put the fruit he bought on the shoe cabinet.

"Little hairy girl here so early? Didn't you go to kindergarten today?"

Mao Mao was so angry that he slapped his claws away, and quickly straightened his rumpled hair.

"Can someone attack you personally? My height is considered average, but you are obviously too tall!"

"Yo~ Primary school chicken is angry?"

"You are a chicken, bah! Duck! You are immature!"

Maomao just reached the second brother's chest, and the second brother couldn't help rubbing her head every time he saw her, he really treated her like a child.

Mao Mao didn't have time to argue with him, so she pulled his arm to the kitchen and pouted, muttering softly.

"I seem to have said something wrong, her face is frighteningly pale."

The second elder brother looked at the shoes while changing his shoes, frowned and said, "What did you say?"

"I just made a joke, saying that An Mu didn't come to resume school, but to cancel her student status."

The second brother glared at her, "You bastard! Why don't you have someone to handle the door?"

Maomao said guiltily: "blame me, I just said that casually, and immediately said it was a joke, I didn't expect her to care so much, I..."

The second brother sighed, "Okay, I'll go and see her."

The second brother took off his gray woolen coat and went into the kitchen, rolling up his sleeves as he walked.

"Come on, brother, help me, what else can I do?"

Jian Yixi had just emptied a bottle of wine, and was going to the refrigerator to get a new one, when the second brother closed the refrigerator door for her.

"What wine do you drink when cooking? Are you afraid that my sister will call you an alcoholic?"

These words successfully stopped the hand that was picking at the refrigerator door, Jian Yixi slowly curled up her fingers, turned around and picked up a piece of garlic and peeled it, the second brother saw that she did the same thing and picked up a garlic and peeled it.

"Don't think too much about it, Maomao just has a bad mouth, it wasn't on purpose, she won't make this kind of joke again in the future."

Maomao also followed in, and imitated the two of them to peel the garlic.

"Yes, yes, it's all my fault. I won't joke anymore."

The second brother said: "You can still make jokes, just don't make random ones. If you make a good joke, it's a joke. If you don't make a joke, you will get angry."

"Yes, yes, the second brother is right. I promise I will never make jokes again, especially about An Mu."

They sang together, obviously wanting to make Jian Yixi smooth, but for some reason, the more they talked, the more ugly Jian Yixi's face became. He could barely stand, but suddenly he staggered and almost fell to the ground.

The second brother was close, so he quickly reached out and put his arms around her shoulders.

"What's the matter? Don't scare me!"

Maomao was confused when she was concerned, and moved forward. The second brother gave her a look, "Still crowded? Get out of the way!"

Maomao hurriedly put his back against the wall to get out of the way, the second brother helped Jian Yixi to the living room, let her sit on the sofa first, poured a cup of hot water and handed it to her.

"Drink your saliva slowly, and I will take you to the hospital."

Jian Yixi leaned against the sofa, closed her eyes and shook her head, she couldn't drink any more after taking a sip, and the water glass was stuffed into Maomao.

"I'm fine, maybe I'm a little dizzy because I drank too much."

Maomao blamed himself, "It's all my fault. It's not a good joke, but An Mu's joke! I..."

The second brother suddenly covered Mao Mao's mouth, "Don't talk."

The second brother was careful, and noticed that when the word "joke" was mentioned, Jian Yixi frowned involuntarily.

The second brother tried to say something else to her, avoiding these two words, and Jian Yixi's expression relaxed a little.

"Is it better?"

"Get up when you feel better, Mao Mao, take her coat, let's go to the hospital."

Jian Yixi shook her head feebly, "It's really unnecessary, I just drank a little too much."

The second brother opened his mouth, wanting to persuade him again, but he also understood Jian Yixi's stubbornness, so he finally gave up.

"Then you take a break, I see that the meal is almost done, and the rest will be discussed when An Mu comes back."

The meals are indeed almost ready. After all, the three dishes and one soup at noon have not been changed at all, and they have been moved directly to the evening, which can save two dishes at night.

Moreover, Jian Yixi didn't eat at noon, so she started preparing dinner directly. There was plenty of time, and the only thing left was the vermicelli abalone, which had to be cooked when An Mu came, otherwise it would not taste good as soon as it was released.

Jian Yixi obediently leaned against the sofa and closed her eyes, and the second brother went to the bathroom again and put a warm towel on her forehead, covering her slightly swollen eyes.

"Second brother."

"Don't tell An Mu."

"Drinking, and... being uncomfortable, I..."

The second brother sat on the sofa chair beside him and waved his hands, "No need to explain, I understand, if you don't say anything, Mao Mao is not allowed to say anything."

Maomao nodded, "I'm tight-lipped, don't worry, but...why can't you say it? Wouldn't it be nice to make her feel sorry for you?"

"What's so distressing? I'm fine, so don't get me wrong. I'm just greedy and drink a little too much."

Maomao and his second brother looked at each other, then shook their heads helplessly. Jian Yixi likes An Mu. Others don't know about it.It's not easy for them to intervene in this matter.

When An Mu came back, it was past eight o'clock, and he had just had dinner with the head of the department. After all, he had been out of school for so long, so he still had to be polite.

She knew that Jian Yixi had prepared a lot of dishes and was waiting for her, and she told them to eat first, but she also knew that they would not eat first, so she hardly ate at the dinner, and reserved a lot of food, to be worthy of their waiting.

As expected, they were waiting for her. Seeing her coming in, Jian Yixi hurried to make vermicelli abalone. When she came out after changing her clothes and washing, all the dishes were served on the table.

The meal was lively, and the second brother and Maomao loved to bicker, and the two of them would talk to each other without An Mu and Jian Yixi interjecting, the two of them alone were enough for a scene.

After the meal, Maomao took the initiative to do the job of washing the dishes. Jian Yixi was afraid that she would drop the dishes, so she also went to help.

The second brother pointed to the balcony and motioned for An Mu to go over.

An Mu held the after-dinner warm tea and followed his second brother to the balcony. As soon as the window opened, the chilly spring cold poured in, which relieved the enthusiasm after eating.

The second brother glanced at Jian Yixi who was busy in the kitchen, his black pupils dimmed, and turned to look at An Mu.

The house lights slanted down on the balcony, outlining An Mu's profile, icy white cheeks, bright red lips, and dizzy eyes, whether viewed as a whole or separately, they are so beautiful that people can't move their eyes away, especially With fragrant shoulders, slender waist and long legs, the bumps are so seductive, he must be praised as a brother, no wonder Jian Yixi can't forget after falling in love for so many years.

The second brother sighed.

"Brother knows that there are some things that I shouldn't interrupt, but... I still want to say a few words, what do you think?"

"What do you think?"

"What do you think of Jian Yixi?"

"What's the point? We're friends."

The second brother no longer gave An Mu the chance to pretend to be stupid, and hit a straight ball directly.

"You know she likes you, what are you going to do?"

An Mu lowered his eyes and sipped the rim of his cup with his fingertips.

"We can only be friends, she understands, and I understand."

"Why? You don't like her? Or are you afraid that your parents will disagree?"

"I don't like her."

This answer really blocked all the lobbying, and the second brother had nothing to say, so he could only sigh.

"Since you don't like it, let her give up completely."

"I've been away for five years, what else should I do? How about second brother teach me?"

The second brother is also worried.

"There is a way, but it is too difficult."

"Tell me."

"You find a partner, or let her find a partner."

"Then how about you introduce her?"

The second brother leaned his back against the window lattice helplessly, feeling tired.

"Do you think I haven't introduced you? There are men and women. She doesn't talk to them at all. Later, she got anxious with me, so I dare not introduce them."

"So what do you mean?"

"She can't, then you, you hurry up and find someone to marry and have children or something, it's good for you and her."

"I'm only 23."

"so what?"

"I'm still young."

"Isn't the legal age of marriage 20?"

"I'm going back to school soon."

"The law does not stipulate that college students cannot marry."

"Second brother, can you be normal? I know you are worried about her, but my life can't be careless."

"I know, I didn't say I want you to get married right away, so go to the head office first?"

"Second brother, you..."

An Mu suddenly tilted his head and squinted at his second brother, making him feel uncomfortable.

"You don't... still like Jian Yixi, do you?"

This really wronged the second brother, he had long thought that Jian Yixi was his younger sister, and he hadn't thought anything wrong at all.

He wanted to deny it, but suddenly changed his mind.

"What's the matter if I like it? If you don't like it, give me your seat quickly, so that I can take advantage of it."

The author has something to say: Hahahahaha!

Sure enough, it's right to set the flag on the opposite side!