I am in love with myself

After Gu Shuofeng left, Jian Yixi went back to her room to sleep, she was afraid that she would lose control of her emotions if she stayed for another second.

She flung herself into the bed and wrapped herself in the quilt, tears streaming down her face, she dared not sleep, for fear of opening her eyes and discovering that all this was a dream, she had had similar dreams countless times.

An Mu lost weight. What happened to her?How did she lose weight every time? How did she get here all these years?Don't you eat?

Why didn't An Mu say hello before he came?Do you not care that she is too lazy to say hello?Or do you care that she wants to surprise her?

Now that you're back, why don't you wear a toothless rabbit?Do you still care about what happened back then?Still think that the shoes have not been brushed for a long time, and they are afraid of getting dirty?

What the hell is she crying about?Shouldn't An Mu be happy to be back?Why can't the tears stop?

This annoying tear, really annoying!

After so many years, she wanted to have a good chat with An Mu, but the tears blocked her way. It's really annoying!It's annoying!

It's been five years, it's been five years, why is she still so underdeveloped?Didn't you fantasize about An Mu's return many times before?After rehearsing so many times of calm coping, how come the car overturned when the real thing came to an end?

Don't say that An Mu came suddenly, a car crash is a car crash, don't make excuses for yourself.

Jian Yixi was in a mess of thoughts, and she didn't know how long she had been crying. She was so dizzy from crying that she got up and went to the bathroom to wash her face. She looked at her slightly swollen eyes in the mirror, fearing that she wouldn't be able to see anyone again in the morning. It's okay to be laughed at by others, but if An Mu sees it, he will understand what's going on right away.

——An Mu must not let An Mu see that something is wrong!If An Mu was scared away again, she might never see her again in her life.

——There are ice cubes in the refrigerator, so hurry up and apply them before it's serious.

After wiping off the drops of water on her face, she brushed her hair again before opening the door.

The apartment was pitch-black, and An Mu's room next door was also pitch-black, with no light through the door.

Jian Yixi lightened her hands and feet, tried not to make a sound, and tiptoed downstairs without daring to turn on the lights. Then, under the faint moonlight outside the window, she touched the kitchen and opened the refrigerator door with a click.

After waiting for a while and making sure there was no movement upstairs, she gently pulled out the freezer and took the ice cubes.

Fortunately, she usually freezes it in the mold, and has the habit of smashing it out and putting it in a plastic bag, otherwise it would be a troublesome thing to thaw and break the ice cubes.

However, the sound of clattering plastic bags is quite noisy, but fortunately, it is controllable, and the sound can be weakened to the minimum if you slow down.

Yixi held his breath and untied it a little at a time, trying not to make a sound, and untied the plastic bag with a simple one, and it took a full 5 minutes.

After finally getting the ice cubes out, she remembered that she forgot to bring the towel first, so she couldn't wrap it up, but now it's too much trouble to go upstairs to get it, the more times she goes up and down, the less chance of waking An Mu up The bigger it is, it's better to just take the ice cubes back.

Jian Yixi patiently held it with her hands first, and the plastic bag was not tied, so she put it back casually, carefully pushed it back to the freezer, and closed the refrigerator door. It was so painful that she couldn't bear it anymore, and hurriedly poured it from one hand to the other, and the cold and painful hand was directly put under the armpit.

It was too icy, too icy, and it took me a long time to warm up before I recovered, and the other hand was too cold to bear.

She poured the ice in a hurry, her left hand into her right hand, her right hand into her left hand, and she had to close the refrigerator bit by bit. The water dripped on the floor tiles, but she didn't care about it, and went upstairs in the dark.

After finally reaching the edge of the stairs, Jian Yixi was about to go upstairs when suddenly there was the sound of turning a key at the entrance door.

Jian Yixi was startled, and subconsciously turned her head to look.

——In the middle of the night, who could it be?

The door was pushed open, and someone reached out and pressed the overhead light.

An Mu had just returned from eating supper, before he stepped into the door, he looked up and saw Jian Yixi standing at the stairs holding something in his hands, dripping water from his fingers.

"What is in your hand? Why is it dripping all the time?"

Jian Yixi opened her eyes slightly, as if she saw some rare animal, and it took a long time before she said stiffly: "You...how did you come back from outside?"

"I am going to eat."

"Half, dinner at midnight?"

"I haven't eaten since I got off the plane in the afternoon. If I don't eat, I'm afraid my stomach can't bear it, so I go out to eat."

Jian Yixi subconsciously replied, "Why don't you ask me to do it for you?"

An Mu bent down to open the shoe cabinet, changed his shoes and said, "I wanted to have a casual meal or something, but when I searched the refrigerator, there was nothing in it except wine."

An Mu raised his eyes to look at her, the corners of his lips were raised, but there was not much smile in his eyes.

"I haven't seen you for five years. I didn't expect you to become a drunkard."

"I... I just... have a lot of work pressure, and I drink a little occasionally when I'm bored."

"Need to buy a refrigerator for a drink? I see a box in the corner of the kitchen full of empty wine bottles."

The smile on the corners of An Mu's lips smoothed, "I think those wine bottles are quite clean, without much dust. They should have been drunk recently. If you said that you drank with friends at a party, then that's okay. If You drank it yourself, you'd better be careful in the future, after all, drinking too much is not good for your health."

Jian Yixi lowered her eyes and smiled unnaturally.

"You really guessed it right. A few days ago, I invited friends to my house to play, and a dozen of us drank together."

—A dozen people?drink together?You always say that you are allergic to alcohol, even Xiaoqin who is with you every day doesn't know that you can drink, where did you find these dozen people?

In these years, although An Mu has not actively contacted Jian Yixi, she can't stop Jian Yixi from contacting her every day, asking questions when there are problems, and finding trivial matters when there are no problems. , even if An Mu is not by Jian Yixi's side, she knows her daily life well.

Of course, this does not include what Jian Yixi deliberately hides, such as this alcoholism.

An Mu narrowed her beautiful eyes slightly, and her icy face was the same as before. Eighteen to 23 seemed to be just an increase in numbers. After taking off her professional attire, she was no different from those freshman students.

She didn't expose Jian Yixi, after all, Jian Yixi is also in her twenties, and it's not the time when she can teach a lesson casually in her teens.

An Mu only said lightly, "That's good."

Jian Yixi seemed to react suddenly, smiled and said: "I won't let anyone come over casually in the future."

An Mu changed his shoes and went directly to the bathroom to get a mop.

"What the hell is in your hand? Water dripped all over the floor, be careful not to slip."

The water that dragged all the way came to Jian Yixi, and then An Mu could clearly see the ice in her hand.

"What are you doing with ice cubes? You..."

It was far away before, and Jian Yixi was in the shadow of the stairs again. An Mu couldn't see clearly. Looking at it now, Jian Yixi's eyes were red and his eyelids were slightly swollen. It was really pitiful and hateful.

"You want to compress your eyes? Then why don't you turn on the light? Don't you pack a towel or something? Will it be cold if you hold it like this?"

"It's not cold, I'm very irritable, so I came here to find some ice cubes to cool off."

While talking, Jian Yixi stuffed the two ice cubes into her mouth one by one, and smiled calmly again.

An Mu stared at her flawless smile. If her lips hadn't turned pale from the ice stuffed in, maybe she would have believed her lies.

"Very angry...could it be because of your senior sister?"

"What?" With an ice cube in her mouth, Jian Yixi's voice was a bit chaotic.

An Mu didn't know what he was talking about, so he said casually: "I finally brought my senior back home, but was taken away by someone else."

Jian Yixi blinked once, then blinked again, her fingertips that were numb from the cold couldn't help but clenched together, for a moment she forgot the ice cube in her mouth that made her teeth ache.

- What does An Mu mean?How did she understand it, but didn't seem to understand it?

An Mu felt a little uncomfortable being looked at by her, and felt that the sentence just said was a little strange. He obviously wanted to relieve it, but what he said made it worse.

"If it wasn't for that junior, you would sleep with her tonight, right?"

It's all about "sleeping", if Jian Yixi doesn't understand, then she is really stupid.

She hurried into the bathroom, spit ice cubes into the sink, washed her hands and wiped her face, and said, "No, I don't mean that to Senior Sister, so don't talk nonsense, it will be embarrassing for Senior Sister to hear."

Embarrassment or not, at least give Jian Yixi a step to spit out the ice.

An Mu said: "I know, I'm just joking with you. I haven't seen you for so many years, and you are getting more and more serious. I used to like talking nonsense to Mao Mao."

joke?

Although this joke is not a joke, but upon hearing the word "joke", Jian Yixi still couldn't hold back her heart skipping a beat, making her heart ache.

Jian Yixi smiled again. When she came back from An Mu, she didn't know how many times she had laughed like this.

Jian Yixi tightened the water pipe: "I will buy vegetables to replenish the refrigerator after get off work tomorrow, so I don't have to eat outside, I will do it."

After mopping the floor, An Mu came in to put the mop on.

"No, I live on campus."

"Why live on campus? There is a car, and the school is not far away."

After a pause, Jian Yixi opened her eyes slightly, "It's not because of me, is it? Then I move out, and it's convenient to rent a house near the company."

——Isn’t the company the closest to here?When you selected the location for the company, you specifically selected it near here, did you forget?

"No, even if you move away, I still have to live on campus."

"I want to enjoy the collective life. If I don't enjoy it, I will have no chance."

"What's so good about living in a group? It's not free at all. I don't need to experience it. I can tell by looking at Mao Mao. Have you forgotten how she fell down the stairs?"

Jian Yihu found out about Mao Mao falling down the stairs shortly after he was imprisoned. It really had nothing to do with Chen Han, nor did it have anything to do with Jian Yihu and Qin Yige. An Mu never expected that it would be Fang Yunna!

In the previous life, An Mu and Maomao were both enrolled in general admissions, and they were classmates with Fang Yunna. In this life, they both changed schools. Why is it that Maomao is still in the same school as Fang Yunna?

An Mu didn't understand at first, but after thinking about it for a while, he understood.

An Mu's tragic death in her previous life, the An family naturally couldn't let the Fang family go, Chen Han would probably be implicated as well, Fang Yunna's grades were poor, and it was only natural that she failed the college entrance examination. Accumulate Yin virtues for An Mu, because Fang Yunna is still underage, she didn't kill them all.

An Mu's tragic death, the An's family could still let Fang Yunna go. She survived instead of An Mu in this life, and An's family was naturally more merciful, and there were not so many troubles. It was normal for Fang Yunna to get a low score as an art candidate.

The author has something to say: Can you see the rhythm that is about to end?