I am in love with myself

The holidays passed by in the blink of an eye, and it's been more than a month since school started. Maomao has the best adaptability. Except for coming back on weekends, she usually lives on campus. An Mu and Jian Yixi are the same as usual. They eat together at school and go to the library after lunch Restaurant, morning and evening meals are cooked by Jian Yixi.

An Mu's rule of one second at a time a day was finally changed to ten seconds a day at a time under Jian Yixi's strong protest.

Although Jian Yixi is still dissatisfied, this is already An Mu's limit. It's better now. At first, An Mu would adjust the countdown timer before allowing her to kiss her. When the time came, she immediately pushed her away. Jian Yixi complained about her more than once Model scumbag.

Whatever she wanted to complain about, An Mu was busy studying, adapting to the new school, and fulfilling the dreams that she hadn't had time to accomplish in her previous life.

Jian Yixi understood what An Mu meant. An Mu was implementing "time is a butcher's knife". What was killed was not only beauty, but also the love that was thought to be unswerving until death.

Jian Yixi was very confident in herself, but obviously An Mu didn't think so.

The purpose of the two is opposite, and their mentality is completely different. It's just a relationship in name. In reality, except for kissing, all other ways of getting along are almost the same as before, and the once-a-day kissing is becoming more and more routine. In other words, An Mu With his own power, he forcibly turned it into an emotional routine.

The night before last, Jian Yixi took a shower full of anticipation, and came here fragrantly to beg for today's share. An Mu continued to read her book with a blank expression, without even lifting her eyelids.

Jian Yixi went through the technique from Baidu again in her mind, and kissed her expectantly. An Mu didn't even blink, she was still reading, and when ten seconds came, she immediately pushed her away.

Jane returned home with a feather in the stream, summed up her lesson, and next time she fought again, she deliberately waited until An Mu went to bed before coming to ask for it.

The dim room, the girl's fragrance, the soft voice...

Jian Yixi tried her best to create an ambiguous atmosphere, but she was pushed away as soon as the time came.

Jian Yixi was extremely frustrated. Although she knew that it was too late to show any skills in just ten seconds, and she knew that it was foolish to try to seduce An Mu with a kiss, but she just couldn't help but give up, even if there was only a glimmer of hope, she would Will work hard.

It's just that if you work hard, you are not afraid, but you are afraid that your hard work will go in the wrong direction.

The first kiss, An Mu was so angry that she kicked her out of the room. The second time, she still didn't get used to it, but after that, she became more and more used to it. Now An Mu didn't respond to her kiss at all, it was like kissing herself. Same.

If this goes on like this, don't let An Mu fall in love with her, I'm afraid An Mu will already be tired of her before he falls in love with her.

Jian Yixi was lying on the thick wooden table in the library, her ponytail slid down her neck, her soft hair was as black as a cloud, her roommates all envied her black hair, but she liked An Mu's long honey brown hair.

The afternoon sun passed through the window and sprinkled on An Mu's slightly curly long hair, which seemed to be plated with golden light. Jian Yixi tilted her head and looked at An Mu's way of taking notes seriously, her icy white face was still icy, There was not much warmth from the falling sunlight, and the amber eyes could only see the book, not her.

Jian Yixi sighed silently, the road was obstructed and long, so you can't rush forward, you can only take it slowly.

The sound of swishing writing echoed in her ears, like the most touching lullaby, and the red string talisman she gave An Mu on her wrist reflected the sunlight, making her drowsy even more.

We haven't seen each other all morning, don't always read, look at me, An Mu...

look at me...

Jian Yixi yawned, and slowly closed her long eyelashes.

Time flies, and in the blink of an eye, the two-year appointment arrived. After the final exam, An Mu was waiting for her downstairs. The scorching sun in the early summer was lingering above her head, making the corners of Jian Yixi's eyes sore, tears almost pouring out.

An Mu waited for her to approach before asking, "Has Maomao bought a ticket?"

"What time is it?"

"Ten past nine."

"Okay, there's plenty of time, go find Maomao first, the three of us have dinner, and then I'll send you two away."

She was on the train at 09:30, more than [-] minutes later than Maomao, and she sent Maomao away. The two of them sat in the waiting hall in silence. Without Maomao, who was crazy, the lively atmosphere cooled down instantly.

An Mu broke the silence first, "Let's go here."

Of course, this didn't mean sending her here. Jian Yixi understood what An Mu meant, but there was nothing he could do.

For two years, for two full years, she tried her best to love An Mu, thinking that one day she would be able to melt the ice, but in the end...it was nothing but nothing.

She wanted to play tricks and not break up, but she knew it was useless, and the result of cheating would only make them not even have to be friends.

The car is coming, and the gentle female voice on the radio reminds passengers to go to the ticket gate to check their tickets.

An Mu stood up and helped her pull her luggage.

"Let's go."

Jian Yixi sat with her head down, motionless, her fists clenched tightly, and her thin shoulders trembled slightly.

"Just... can't we leave it alone?"

An Mu sighed: "We have an appointment."

"It's been two years, and you haven't... even a little bit of liking for me?"

"Sorry, I only consider you a friend."

Jian Yixi was heartbroken, trying not to let the tears flow out, trying to force a smile to save some dignity for herself, but she couldn't bend the corners of her mouth no matter what.

The radio once again reminded passengers to check their tickets, but the gentle female voice sounded like a magic voice urging them to die.

Jian Yixi stood up with her head down, took the suitcase from An Mu's hand, turned around and walked towards the ticket gate. The ticket inspector held out a punch and waited for her to hand over the ticket.

The ticket was handed over, and she was about to be punched. She turned around suddenly, pushed through the crowd, rushed to An Mu behind the crowd, hugged An Mu, and held her head before An Mu could react. He kissed hard.

"I don't want to break up! I don't want to separate! I don't want to break up even if I kill you!"

An Mu struggled desperately, she hugged her desperately, she couldn't let go, absolutely not, once she let go, it would be a lifetime, she absolutely couldn't let go!

Opening her eyes abruptly, the grief and palpitations in the dream extended to reality. An Mu was still seriously taking notes opposite her. Her short breathing caught An Mu's attention. An Mu raised his eyes to look at her, and said with his lips Ask silently.

【What's wrong? 】

Jian Yixi was lying on the table with her head tilted, still maintaining her sleeping posture, the quiet library, the faint warm afternoon sun, the fine dust flying in the light beam, An Mu's white jade-like face behind the light beam, all of these Everything made her feel as if her heart was blocked, and suddenly she couldn't restrain the emotion of turning a corner.

It turned out to be a dream, and everything was still in time.

The corners of Jian Yixi's eyes were slightly red. She got up and rubbed her eyes, carefully moved the chair away, walked behind An Mu and tapped her shoulder, signaling her to come over.

Seeing her walking towards the bookshelf, An Mu thought she was going to ask him to help pick out the books, so she carefully moved the chair away and followed her lightly.

Jian Yixi casually turned into a row of bookshelves, and through the neatly arranged reference books, she could vaguely see the bookshelf next door.

There was no one in this row of bookshelves, and there was no one next to the bookshelves.

Jian Yixi suddenly stopped, and before An Mu could react, she turned around and pressed close to An Mu's red lips.

An Muwan didn't expect that he would dare to do this in public, and he was caught off guard by her kiss.

Angry and annoyed, An Mu retreated subconsciously, but Jian Yixi grabbed her waist and couldn't escape but deepened the kiss.

There were vague footsteps behind her, and An Mu beat Jian Yixi twice angrily. Jian Yixi, who was about the same height as her, seemed to have grown taller again, although he was only a few centimeters taller than her. She couldn't feel it, but this kind of time just brought her an indescribable sense of oppression.

——Still not getting up!This stinking girl!What medicine did you take by mistake today?are you crazy? !

The footsteps were getting closer and closer, and out of the corner of his eye, he could see a figure turning into the next bookshelf through the entire row of books.

The figure was looking for the books on the bookshelf as he walked, getting closer and closer, and he was about to come to them.

An Mu's heart was beating violently. Except for the previous few kisses, she hadn't been this nervous for a long time.

——Let go of me, brat, you're about to be seen!Let go!

An Mu couldn't bear it anymore, but Jian Yixi still pushed forward. How many times she had been warned not to use her tongue to be aggressive, but she just didn't listen. Besides, it had already been more than 10 seconds, right? !

babble!

An Mu gritted her teeth unceremoniously, wondering whether Jian Yixi would hurt, whether it was her tongue or her lips, anyway, if she bit Jian Yixi, she would let go.

An Mu didn't stop for a second, grabbed Jian Yixi's arm around her waist and slammed it away, turned around and walked away quickly.

Normally, Jian Yixi could bear it whether she was overtime or moved her tongue in violation of the rules, but today An Mu couldn't bear it!

—Too much, simply too much!

An Mu didn't dare to look at the next door all the way here. She didn't know if the girl next door saw it?She only knew that the moment she turned around, a pair of eyes seemed to be behind the book out of the corner of her eyes. Even if the girl didn't see clearly what they were doing, she must have seen them.

There is a 50% chance that others will see the scene, and a 50% chance that they will not. Although there is only a half chance of embarrassment, An Mu still can't bear it.

After An Mu went back, he packed his things in a hurry, turned around and walked downstairs, Jian Yixi quickly packed up too, and chased after her.

The library is not allowed to make loud noises, Jian Yixi can only call her in a low voice, telling her to wait for herself.

How could An Mu be willing to wait? The wind was blowing under his feet and he walked extremely fast. He was usually reluctant to climb the stairs, but today he went directly into the stairwell in order not to wait for the elevator.

After leaving the library gate, Jian Yixi finally let go of her voice and called An Mu's name.

"Wait for me, An Mu, why are you running so fast?"

--Wait for you?I'm afraid to kill you waiting for you!

Jian Yixi yelled loudly. In fact, she had been away from An Mu for a long time, and she was chasing half a step behind An Mu. It was obvious that she could catch up with just half a step, but she missed that half step.

"Are you still angry? I'm not even angry yet! Look at you biting my tongue until it bleeds, it hurts like hell, hiss—"

As soon as she said she was fat, she gasped, hissing and haha, it really seemed to be in severe pain.

An Mu didn't want to talk to her at first, but she seemed to be a bit tongue-in-cheek when she spoke, and couldn't help but feel a little soft-hearted. Finally, he slowed down a little, and stared back at her.

"It doesn't matter how you mess around, but this is a public place. If anyone sees it or even takes a photo, have you thought about the consequences?!"

The author has something to say: I've been really busy recently, I'm so busy, I only have time to read comments, and I don't have time to reply, you must not know that my heart is bleeding, really, please look at my sincere little eyes ( ⊙ワ⊙)

I will try my best to reply QAQ when I am busy.