I am in love with myself

Hearing An Mu's voice, Maomao didn't know if Jian Yixi was in a panic, anyway, Maomao was in a panic, so she hurriedly pushed Jian Yixi, but unexpectedly, things went against her expectations. Yixi's feet were unsteady, and the half-straightened figure just lay back on his stomach!

The door opened.

The room was pitch black, so An Mu turned on the light.

There was a strange silence in the air, the three of you looked at me and I looked at you, Maomao was the first to react, pushed Jian Yixi away and quickly got up.

"That one...is not what you think, she just uses me as a test object."

"tester?"

An Mu's beautiful eyes swept over Maomao, and then at Jian Yixi.

Maomao suddenly felt that there seemed to be a bug in what she said. Just as she was about to make a patch, An Mu walked over, pulled the blanket over Jian Yixi's body, and dragged her out.

Jian Yixi panicked.

——What is this for?Get angry and plan to drive me out?

Although I think it's impossible, after all, I don't have any clothes on, but this can't stop Jian Yixi from flustered.

"An, An Mu, don't be angry, listen to me."

An Mu dragged her out of the guest room, and helped Mao Mao close the door, "Go to bed early, she won't be here tonight."

Maomao, who was standing by the bed in a daze, asked subconsciously, "Where can she sleep if she doesn't come here?"

No one answered Mao Mao's question. The door was closed, and the door of An Mu's bedroom next door rang, bang, and closed again.

Maomao fell back on the bed helplessly, not knowing whether to worry about Jian Yixi or An Mu.

An Mu led Jian Yixi to the bed, pushed her to sit down, and sat cross-legged on the cashmere carpet opposite her.

Jian Yixi sat high, while An Mu sat low, but even in a disadvantaged position, An Mu's aura still remained unchanged. On the contrary, Jian Yixi, who was looking down at her, looked timid.

"I don't care what you think, I hope you can understand that it's not important if it's not important, and whether you cherish it or not, these are two different things. A girl's first time is not as important as she imagined, but it's not you Random things, I know I'm not qualified to tell you what to do, I just don't want you to do stupid things because of me."

Jian Yixi scratched her fingers helplessly, the calmness she had maintained before was gone in front of An Mu.

"I do not have……"

"No? What's the matter with Mao Mao?"

"I just... wanted to experiment."

An Mu laughed angrily, "Can this kind of thing be tested casually?"

"No, it's not the kind of experiment you think, I just..."

"No matter what it is, it's already inappropriate for you to reveal your body in front of others casually, do you understand?!"

An Mu's tone was unusually heavy. Jian Yixi shrank her neck when she yelled at her. She raised her eyes and glanced at her, then glanced at her again. For no reason, she suddenly smiled. An Mu became more and more angry.

"What are you laughing at? What's so funny?!"

Jian Yixi sucked her nose which seemed to be a little cold, and whispered: "Are you jealous?"

An Mu felt that he was really going to be dizzy by her anger. His own baby who loved his grown-up child like a lump, would act like that casually in front of others, who wouldn't be angry?

"Be serious with me!"

The angrier An Mu was, the happier Jian Yixi seemed to be. She was angry and Jian Yixi was so scared before, why did she suddenly turn around 180 degrees now?

An Mu didn't bother to think about this issue. She had to educate the bear child to pay attention to this issue now.

"You're not young anymore, your body is such an important thing, don't show it to others casually."

——She remembered that in her previous life, even at the most carefree age group, she never confessed in front of others casually like Jian Yixi, and even... what else do you want to experiment with?

An Mu didn't want to know what the experiment was that required stripping and pushing Maomao down.

Jian Yixi nodded obediently: "I remember."

"Don't do this kind of experiment with others casually, it's with the person you like, understand?"

"I just……"

——Just put on a pose and ask Maomao, how could he really do something with her?

"Just what?"

Clearly the words had already rolled to his lips, but Jian Yixi turned his tongue in a strange way.

"It's just... just want to experiment, if I take the initiative to give myself to others, others will like me a little bit."

An Mu was so angry that she didn't bother to repeat those big principles. At Jian Yixi's age, she was neither stupid nor foolish. Why didn't she understand?She just wanted to piss her off on purpose!

"Don't do this kind of messy experiment in the future!"

"Oh what? Your behavior will only make me feel more confused. You can't tell what is friendship and what is love."

"I can tell the difference!"

"You can find someone else to do the experiment, how can you tell the difference?!"

"I don't feel it when Maomao touches me, but if you touch me once, I won't be able to, isn't it clear?!"

It was obviously just a conversation, but it seemed like they were about to quarrel while talking.

"Don't talk nonsense, when did I touch you? And Mao Mao, don't drag her into the water casually."

"Why did I talk nonsense? You touched me that night, even if you don't talk about that night, just now next door, how dare you say you didn't touch my shoulder?"

An Mu finally understood the feelings of a parent who was so angry with his rebellious daughter that he had a heart attack.

"I touch you by pressing your shoulder? How many times did we hug each other before?"

"Then at the end... when I held your hand in the end, didn't you... also... touch something?"

It's okay not to mention this, but when it was mentioned, An Muhuo couldn't help but rush up.

"So, can you be more sensible? If I didn't go in just now, are you going to hold Mao Mao's hand to do the same thing?!"

——Let me be more rational, you are the one who is irrational, right An Mu?I'm crazy to do that!

She thought so in her heart, but Jian Yixi didn't say that in her mouth.

"That... that... that's hard to say, I mainly want to experiment."

"No experiment!"

"Why are you so angry? Are you really...jealous?"

It wasn't that Jian Yixi wanted to put gold on her face, it was because An Mu's reaction was too violent, which made her think of jealousy.

"I'm afraid you will spoil Mao Mao!" An Mu rubbed his temples angrily.

"Then..." Jian Yixi took a sneak peek at An Mu, "Then I'll find someone else to test it, so it's okay, right?"

An Mu thumped the ground violently, his face was so cold that his face was instantly scummed.

"Can you say that again!"

Borrowing Jian Yixi's ten guts, Jian Yixi didn't dare to speak again.

The angry An Mu was too scary.

"Then...you don't let me find someone else to test, how can I confirm whether I am friendship or love for you?"

"Friendship!"

"We are friendship!"

"You're not me, how do you know?"

"I am you."

Jian Yixi laughed: "When did I have an extra body? I don't even know?"

An Mu didn't want to argue so irrationally, she let out a breath, moved forward, and reached out to hold Jian Yixi's hands.

"Let's make an agreement. If we haven't fallen in love with anyone else before graduating from college, and you still insist that you love me, I will allow you to experiment on me. Before that, don't think wildly, and don't be angry." Me, how about we continue to be friends?"

Jian Yixi looked at her, then at An Mu holding her hand, pursed her pink lips again and again, and finally groaned: "It's not that good, what if you fall in love with someone else? manage?"

An Mu sighed slightly: "Okay, then let me correct you. Before I graduate from university, I promise I won't fall in love with others."

Jian Yixi lowered her eyes, she was the one who took advantage, and she was still wronged.

"Who can say for sure about feelings? What if you fall in love with it?"

"I say?"

Jian Yixi stole a glance at her, then quickly lowered her eyes.

An Mu was like a teacher standing on a podium, seeing her little tricks at a glance, but didn't bother to expose them.

"Yes, you said."

"I... what I said...then...then it's better for you to accept me, we Plato, if you can't make you fall in love with me in four years, then I...I will give up."

This time, An Mu disagreed.

"Both of us are people with a strong sense of responsibility. Once the relationship is confirmed, you will subconsciously be loyal to this relationship. Even if you meet someone you like, you will turn a blind eye. Moreover, four years is enough to turn a fake into a real one. , What will you do if you really fall in love with me? I don't want you to get hurt. "

"It was true!"

An Mu raised his eyebrows slightly and shook his head, "What you say doesn't count."

—Whether it’s true or not, it doesn’t work.

Jian Yixi snorted angrily and grabbed the blanket wrapped around her body.

——She obviously likes her so much, why doesn't she believe it? !

An Mu pondered for a while, and said, "How about this, let's take a step back, three years, if you still think you like me in three years, I will allow you to use me as an experiment."

Jian Yixi didn't want to push her forward, but if she didn't do it right now, she wouldn't be able to do it when it was certain that she wanted to. She could let go of other things, but An Mu couldn't let her go.

"What kind of regress are you doing? If you want to regress, just follow me. We have been dating for three years. If I still can't..."

Before Jian Yixi could finish speaking, An Mu interrupted helplessly: "It's impossible to communicate, so don't even think about it."

Jian Yixi really obediently stopped talking.

An Mu said with satisfaction, "Then it's settled. Within three years, if..."

"Stop it, I don't agree."

Jian Yixi stood up wrapped in a blanket, and said with a sleepy expression: "Maomao may be quite unreliable at ordinary times, but this time she is right, she will chase after if she likes it, and withdraw if she is afraid, not a mother-in-law.

I like you, An Mu, and I want to chase you. If you don't let me, then I won't. But that doesn't mean I don't like you.

As for the experiment, in fact, I don't know what I want to do, maybe I want to get answers from others to increase my self-confidence.

I admit that I am superficial, and I actually want to keep you with my body, but I don't regret it. If possible, even if it is such a superficial and despicable method, I would like to keep you. "

Jian Yixi turned her head away, rubbing the corners of her eyes unnaturally.

"Now I feel like I understand Chen Han a bit. She must love you very much, otherwise she wouldn't do that kind of thing. Of course, I don't agree with her approach, and I won't do that either.

So don't worry, I won't do anything to you, you don't want me to show that I like you, I can hide it, you want to be friends, then we will continue to be friends.

But... If one day you have someone you like, I hope that I will be the last to know, a second late is a second.

Although it may be a bit conceited to say this, I really think that I will always like you, always.

It is said that ugly things should be said first, so I also said that we can be friends, but you must not urge me to find a boyfriend, let alone get married.

I don't think I'll ever get married in my life, I..."

An Mu couldn't stand listening anymore, and frowned, "Don't say stupid things, what will your parents do if you don't get married?"

Jian Yixi's voice choked up: "My parents love me very much and won't force me."

"Then you can't make your parents sad for yourself."

These words pierced Jian Yixi's heart somehow, Jian Yixi suddenly turned up the volume, but still turned his head, not looking at her.

"That's my whole life! You can't bear the displeasure of my parents, but you just have the heart for me to ruin the rest of my life for their happiness at that moment?!"

No one knows Jian Yixi's stubbornness better than An Mu. The only way to make her give up completely is to let her break through the south wall.

"Okay, it's up to you, but the time needs to be adjusted, at most one year, if you can't make me fall in love with you within one year, we will be friends again."