take father as heaven

The relationship between Murong Yan and Rong Cheng once again returned to a level of familiarity and politeness.

This is probably the sequelae of the conversation that day, Murong Yan wanted to force Rong Cheng to treat him as an adult who understands feelings and how to love, even as a suitor.

But he obviously didn't succeed, or maybe he already succeeded.

Rongcheng was obviously avoiding him recently, if he didn't pay attention to his words, how could he deliberately avoid him?

Murong Yan comforted himself, it's not that you haven't made progress, it's just that your progress is too slow.But most of the time, he still couldn't help feeling a little regretful, thinking that if Rong Cheng had always maintained such an awkward relationship with him.

So is he giving up such a good opportunity to get along?If Rongcheng regained his identity, even if Murong Yan still had the chance to be with him like this, it would be impossible for him to casually say that he liked him and wanted to pursue him, because at that time, their biggest obstacle would be to get rid of it directly. On the stage, they are father and son.

Probably because of something on his mind, Murong Yan hasn't slept well in the past few nights, he can't help but have nightmares, and the dreams are all the same, there is always only one plot in the dream, he and Murong Chen are standing face to face, He cried out hoarsely, "I love you, I love you! Not because you are my father, but because you are my lover!"

Every time, Murong Chen's face would become extremely ugly, and then he would forcefully shake off his hand.

Then with his back turned to him, his voice was as cold as steel. "Are you crazy, I am your father!"

No matter how Murong Yan tries to persuade him to stay, Murong Chen always walks away without looking back, leaving him with a hard and cold back, making Murong Yan collapse and collapse on the ground, watching his back completely disappear before his eyes.

Whenever this time, Murong Yan would wake up from the dream, the first thing he did was to get up suddenly, turn over and look at Rong Cheng who was sleeping on the opposite side, only when he saw Rong Cheng sleeping there peacefully, his heart beating out of control will slowly calm down.

After that, he couldn't sleep anymore. For several nights, after he woke up from a dream, he would stare at Rongcheng's back helplessly and longingly. He would just stare at Rongcheng's back all night, even if he couldn't touch it. It seems good to be quiet.

Rongcheng was not an idiot, he didn't feel it when he was stared at like this all night.In fact, he had already noticed that Murong Yan was abnormal, even earlier than Murong Yan himself. Every time Murong Yan fell asleep and then woke up, he knew it, but he didn't know what he should do or what he could do.

Rong Cheng was probably more distressed than Murong Yan, he hadn't even figured out when and why, why this child suddenly said he fell in love with him, how could this child fall in love with him!

Although he had been troubled for a while when he heard him say that he liked men, but more because he felt that he owed his children too much, so he didn't notice Murong Yan's changes in the first place, and when he wanted to stop By the time, it was already too late.So he thought for a while, after he made up his mind, convinced himself, and accepted his son's sexuality.

Murong Yan suddenly said that he fell in love with him and wanted to pursue him. At first, he really thought it was just a joke. Children like to talk and make jokes, and they can't be counted.

Even in Disa City, he had seriously considered it, and simply revealed his identity, and had a good chat with Murong Yan.

But he didn't wait for this opportunity, Murong Yan left inexplicably, he chased away, and met Murong Yan who was attacked by a monster, at the very moment, he finally caught up and shot, in fact, Murong Yan had already recognized him at that time he.

He thought, this is a good opportunity, but it is a pity that in the next moment, a person who appeared suddenly took Murong Yan away, and he still knew that guy, who was Sieg who Murong Yan had always missed.

All this happened so fast that it completely disrupted his rhythm. Afterwards, the rest of the people all mobilized and almost turned Disha upside down. They couldn't find Murong Yan again, and he couldn't get away because of the federal affairs In desperation, he had no choice but to return to the Federation, but ordered the bayonet men to continue looking for him and protect his safety.

However, in the end he was still worried.Tell the captain quietly about Murong Yan's sexual orientation, and then ask the captain to pay more attention, it is best not to let him get too close to Sig.When he said this, he didn't know what he planned. Since he accepted Murong Yan's sexuality, he didn't want Murong Yan to get too close to Sig.

Well, he didn't think that if he prevented Murong Yan from falling in love with others, would it mean that Murong Yan would continue to love that Rongcheng, a person he pretended to be.

Until this time, he got the news again that Murong Yan was kidnapped by people from the red team.In the most private file of the Federation, there is a special introduction to the Red Team. It has an incomparably detailed introduction to the bloody methods and cruel methods of the Red Team.

So when he saw the report, he couldn't bear it anymore.His only son, his only family member, actually fell into the hands of the Red Group. He devoted himself to the affairs of the Federation, and he felt that he owed Murong Yan a great deal. The thing he regretted the most was that he had almost no Participated in Murong Yan's growth process.

He is an unqualified father, and this time, he wants to do something for his son.

Perhaps the nature of soldiers is to obey orders and put the overall situation first.No matter where he started from, he should put the Federation first. He could have sent anyone to the rescue, and he didn't have to do it himself. As the marshal, he absolutely has this privilege.

But I don't know why, every time he thinks of that child with expectation and forbearance in his eyes, showing a strong look, he can't help but feel heartbroken. He thinks of the child who firmly told him that the one he loves the most in this world will always be him. father.He couldn't control himself no matter what, he had to go in person, he had to make sure that the child was safe and sound.

It suddenly occurred to him that he had just graduated from the military academy, and because he was too good, he was directly promoted to be a close servant by Marshal Zhao Yanwu, who was in power at the time.

He followed the marshal every day, learning from him, and because he was too close, he got to know the marshal more and more, how much he loved the Federation in his heart, and how much he looked forward to the prosperity and strength of the Federation. Such a person who wholeheartedly lived for the Federation suddenly offered to resign.

At that time, he was always puzzled why Marshal Zhao Yanwu made such a choice.At that time, the man had just passed forty, which was the most dazzling and brilliant age for a man, but he chose to resign without hesitation.No matter whether he was a soldier or a federal citizen, he shouldn't have made such a choice. He had questioned the marshal fiercely at that time.

The answer I got was this: There is always someone in this world who can make you forget your responsibilities, let go of all your burdens, and even betray your own ideals, just wanting to act recklessly and recklessly.

At that time, Murong Chen was still young, full of passionate ambitions, how could he understand such a choice, such a strange rhetoric, until... until he heard that his son had an accident.

He always thought that he would dedicate his whole life to the Federation. He should fight for the Federation, his ideals, and the most lofty goal in his heart all his life.

So he was busy working for the Federation. For the Federation, he forgot his identity, forgot that he was still a father, and that he had a young only son. He didn't even know when his son had grown up quietly, and he The distance between him and his son turned out to be like an insurmountable cliff.

When he wanted to mend it, he suddenly found that he couldn't get over it. This feeling was very strange, which made him frustrated and even a little sad, but more regretful and heartbroken.

How did that child grow up? Without his father's care and care, how much suffering did he suffer in a place he couldn't see?How much solitude have you enjoyed?

So, when he heard the news of his son's disappearance, he could let go of everything recklessly. He only had the child in his heart, and he only wanted to do something for him, until he went deep into the wild, until he rescued him from the mouth of the beast His own child, he still couldn't believe that he had left his ideals and aspirations behind.

If that time was an accident, then the second time, he made a careful decision.

It wasn't until he rescued the child from the beast for the second time that he really understood the meaning of what he did. No matter what, he only wanted the child to be safe. As Marshal Zhao Yanwu said, in this world, there are always then a person...

Yes, in this world, there is always such a person.

Let him give up everything for this person, all ideals, ambitions, and missions, all left behind.

That night, Murong Yan fell asleep, and after a while, he started having nightmares again.When he has nightmares, he will always talk in his sleep unconsciously. Rongcheng can hear it very clearly. What he calls out most in his dreams is, "I love you...I really love you..."

"Don't go, please..." "Don't leave me..." "I beg you..."

Every time he heard those words, Rongcheng felt as if his heart had been cut, but he had no choice.

When he was crying for a nightmare in his dream again, Rong Cheng couldn't help but sit up, broke the cold war of the past few days, walked to the side of the child, and surrounded him carefully in the posture of a protector as always. In her arms, she lowered her head and kissed the ends of his hair.

Said to the child heavily and painfully. "Yan'er, father loves you. I can give you anything you want, except love."