take father as heaven

Murong Yan didn't know how many forks in the road he had walked, and how long he had walked. He couldn't even feel the passage of time, so he could only walk and walk mechanically. Under the repeated walking of the purpose, it is almost consumed.Now he only feels extremely mentally fatigued, and his body seems to have stretched to the limit.

So he stopped, sat against the wall, and took out dry food from his backpack to eat. His throat had been uncomfortable since he woke up. The burning sensation told him that he needed water very much, but there was only water left in the kettle. The pot is half full, so you can't drink it willfully.

Although Murong Yan speculates that it will take three days to get out of the maze, he is not sure that he will be able to get out of the maze in only three days. He needs to leave as much as possible for himself to escape, and save more water and food to make a maze. Long term resistance.

Even he thought that he would die here, but he was not reconciled.In such a dark and quiet place, it is indeed easy to drive a normal person crazy, isolated and helpless, hopeless for help, the human spirit will become extremely fragile in such a situation, and even have many inexplicable thoughts, and it is easier to fall into Frustrated and hopeless.

For example, after the idea that he would die here flashed across Murong Yan's mind, his thinking became a little uncontrollable, and he kept lingering on the idea that he was going to die.He tried desperately to restrain himself, trying to readjust his focus, but always failed.Thinking is like a wild horse that has escaped, and it can't be pulled back no matter what.

It's not okay to go on like this. He can't give up his mind first when his body can still hold on.

He closed his eyes and tried hard to quiet himself, wanting to have a deep sleep under extreme fatigue, which would allow his mental and physical recovery to be faster and better.

When his head was completely empty, his body began to become extremely soft, as if he was extremely weak. These feelings told him that his physical strength seemed to be overdrawn.

I don't know how long this sleep lasted. When he suddenly woke up from the darkness, he subconsciously put his whole body on guard. He didn't wake up naturally. Even if he was exhausted to the extreme, his body still consciously maintained alert.

The reason why he woke up just now was because his body told him that something seemed to be spying on him quietly in the darkness.

He looked around carefully, his vision was still blurry, he immediately entered the state of perception, at the moment when the surrounding scene became clear, something flashed out of the corner of his eyes, Murong Yan suddenly turned his head, But he didn't see anything, and there was still a narrow and dull corridor behind him.

hallucination?Or are you too nervous?Murong Yan finally decided to believe in himself, he hadn't reached the point of collapse, he felt that the feeling at that moment must be real, but he didn't know what was that black shadow and what was spying on him.

is a person?Beast?or something else...

After he couldn't feel any abnormal movement or breath, he slowly withdrew his perception.After the rest, his brain began to return to normal, and he began to consider the possibility of meeting other people.

When thinking of this possibility, Murong Yan's first reaction was not excitement, but rejection and defense.In this kind of preoccupied situation, if you meet other people, there seems to be only one result after thinking about it, and that is to fight.

In the same situation where everyone only has a pot of water and a few pieces of dry food, when meeting other people, I am afraid that no one will think of helping each other, but only thinking of snatching the food from others. In this case, The selfishness and desires of human nature are undoubtedly revealed.

Even Murong Yan himself, in order to protect himself, would choose to act first if he encounters others. He sighed and began to prepare for a new itinerary, but accidentally caught a glimpse of him Next to the thigh, there seemed to be some faint traces, which he couldn't see clearly, but he guessed that it might be the trace left by the snooper?

He slowly used his senses to check carefully. They were a few vague words, because they had been written many times, and the overlapping traces made people unable to tell what it was for a while. After Murong Yan finally saw it clearly , I just felt like my heart was being punched hard, and suddenly I felt that all the strength in my whole body was drained.

He couldn't be more familiar with those three words, and it said 'Murong Chen'.

He raised his right hand hesitantly, and sure enough, he saw the same dust on his fingertips. He was unconsciously writing these three words repeatedly with his hands while he was asleep.

And those three words are the key to his soul. He sat there silently. Under various unfavorable circumstances, the nerves that insisted on not admitting defeat suddenly became weak. In fact, he is only a 17-year-old after all. No matter how hard you try and how tough you are, your heart still yearns to be cared for.

For example, he was praying and hoping in such a desperate predicament, knowing that the person was thousands of miles away, but still silently expecting that the person would come to save him, when he needed help the most.

Just like that time, when he thought he was going to die, he came from so far away, but he was afraid that he would find out his true identity and pretended to be someone else.

So regretful... These three words emerged from the bottom of Murong Yan's heart. He has been looking forward to a chance to get along with that guy, to get close to him, to chat with him and to fight side by side with him.

When he had that opportunity, he lost the cherished opportunity because he didn't realize it.How could he be so stupid, not to mention those obvious flaws, just because he has an inexplicable feeling for a person he just met, he should be aware of it, there is no one in this world who can make him feel that way Man, there's no one else but that guy.

If I hadn't escaped so impulsively when I eavesdropped on the truth, but would have continued to stay by your side, wouldn't we have spent more time together?Why don't I know how to cherish it.

I want to become stronger to catch up with you, not all because I want you to see me.

You must not just die here!I can not be reconciled!How could I be willing!

I have worked so hard, how could I die here!

The lightly opened thin lips trembled slightly, a word was in his mouth, but he couldn't utter it no matter what, no one knew what he was going to say, only Murong Yan himself knew, the unspoken, unspoken word was 'dad'.

He blinked his pantothenic eyes, feeling extremely helpless for the first time.

Dad, take me home.