Dousha Bao

Wang Yincheng and Liu Heng didn't talk in the living room. They entered the study, closed the door, and sat on the sofa together.

Water was boiling on the tea table, and Liu Heng cooked a pot of green tea. Wang Yincheng was sitting on the sofa in pajamas and slippers, with water still dripping from his hair.

Liu Heng poured a cup of tea and put it in front of Wang Yincheng, and Wang Yincheng said thank you.

Liu Heng suddenly felt a little nervous. He didn't know where the source of the tension came from. Is it because he was about to get close to the truth?Or is it because of Wang Yincheng's frank and straightforward attitude?

Wang Yincheng had just finished taking a shower, and his cheeks were still a little flushed. He stared down at the cup of steaming green tea in front of him, with a natural expression, as if what he was going to say later was someone else's business.

Liu Heng looked at him sideways, and felt that he had never understood what kind of person Wang Yincheng was. Businessmen like to attack their hearts, and always try to figure out a person's psychology from other people's eyes, demeanor, actions, and words. However, Wang Yincheng seemed to say what he did They are all indifferent, only when looking at Dou Sha, there will be obvious emotions in the eyes, and the expression will be much more vivid.

Wang Yincheng's mobile phone was placed on the coffee table, and suddenly it flickered and vibrated twice. He picked it up and took a look, and found that it was an unfamiliar number.

He didn't open the text message, and put the phone back on the coffee table with the screen facing down.

Wang Yincheng looked up at Liu Heng, and said, "Before talking about the past, may I ask you a question?"

Liu Heng nodded: "You say."

"What's your relationship with Zhou Yi'an?" Wang Yincheng looked directly at Liu Heng, his eyes motionless.

Liu Heng looked back at him without moving his eyes, but his heart seemed to be tied. He knew why Wang Yincheng asked this question, as if he knew about Wang Yincheng's past and always wanted to dig out more of his past. .

"I met him when we were studying abroad." Liu Heng didn't lie, he just said what he said.

Wang Yincheng looked at him and asked directly: "Ordinary friends?"

Liu Heng nodded, with his usual expression on his face: "Yes, ordinary friends!"

Wang Yincheng nodded, "Okay, there are no other questions."

As soon as Wang Yincheng finished speaking, Liu Heng breathed a sigh of relief. When Wang Yincheng looked at him just now, he could clearly feel that his palms were sweating. He was too nervous. He wanted to lie while pretending to be calm and to guarantee Wang Yincheng didn't see any clues for himself.

Liu Heng almost couldn't remember the last time he was so nervous.

Wang Yincheng leaned against the back of the chair, "What do you want to know?"

Looking at him, Liu Heng breathed a sigh of relief, calmly said, "Everything."

Wang Yincheng nodded, very frankly: "Okay, let's start with Zhou Yi'an going abroad."

Liu Heng made a mistake, and before he could turn this sentence in his mind, he blurted out: "Before." After a pause, he turned his mind and realized that he had surpassed.

Wang Yincheng didn't care too much: "Yes."

"Zhou Yi'an and I have been together since we were in college. I'm in the journalism department, and he's studying biopharmaceuticals. It may be because the two people have similar family backgrounds. It's very natural from knowing to coming together. Afraid of inconvenience, we just They all moved out of the dormitory and lived together. When I was in my sophomore year, Zhou Yi’an was in my senior year. His grades have been very good. In the last semester of his senior year, he applied for a place to study abroad with full public funding. However He left the country."

Zhou Yi'an applied for a place to study abroad at full public expense. Wang Yincheng stood on the playground in front of the school's administrative building and bid farewell to Zhou Yi'an that winter. There was no sweet talk, no emotional promise.

I don’t know how many snows have fallen that winter, and the playground, aisle, and teaching building are completely white. Zhou Yi’an is carrying a few salutes alone, and standing in front of Wang Yincheng with all his belongings to say goodbye to him. There is a bit of nostalgia in his eyes, but more Most of them are expectations for a new life and full of great ambitions.

Wang Yincheng understood. With a few books in his hand, he was about to go to the second class in the morning. He looked at Zhou Yi'an and said goodbye to him.

The conversation between the two was simple and clear, and they didn't deliberately say anything to bring their relationship to an end, but Wang Yincheng knew that it was almost like that, except that no one said to break up.

After Zhou Yi'an left, Wang Yincheng stood on the big playground with a book in his hand for 10 to [-] minutes. When his legs were numb and he was about to ring the bell, he walked towards the teaching building, his eyes were a little red.

Zhou Yi'an wanted to go to a new life to realize his ideal revenge. When he turned around and left, he didn't have the slightest nostalgia, and he didn't look back at Wang Yincheng.

However, Wang Yincheng's life has not changed in any way, and he is still in the same place in the original circle, with no new ambitions or ideals, only one person is missing in his life.

It's hard to say who liked who more in that relationship and in the past. People in the circle know the relationship between the two of them. Some people say that Zhou Yi'an likes the most, and some say that Wang Yincheng likes the most.Only Lao Liu scolded coldly—fuck it, does it make sense?It's not just walking, scattered.

After Zhou Yi'an left, Wang Yincheng lived as before, but he still lived in the house they rented and did not move out. Li Juan persuaded him several times, saying Chengzi, are you reluctant?That scumbag left for the sake of his future, is it interesting for you to guard it?

Wang Yincheng looked at her and said, "I didn't guard her, I just got used to it, I don't want to move, I'm too lazy to move."

Zhou Yi'an left. Although he didn't say they broke up, he never took the initiative to contact Wang Yincheng after he left the country. He didn't have a QQ network mobile phone. Wang Yincheng waited for three days, and the only hope left in his heart was shattered. It's over.

He packed up all the messy things left by Zhou Yi'an in the house and threw them out, leaving nothing behind. Then he went to class every day to study for the final exam, and his life remained the same.He has always been a cold-faced person, and he is still the same now, almost the same as before.

Wang Yincheng originally thought that he would finish college peacefully, and that he might meet the right person, fall in love, live together or break up, but life is still moving forward anyway.

But the quiet life he had expected was suddenly disrupted.

That person is Zhou Yi'an's adoptive father, Zhou Tian.

Wang Yincheng knew before that Zhou Yi'an had an adoptive father.

Zhou Yi'an was an orphan, and was later adopted by Zhou Tian's family. Zhou's family originally had a small business, and life was prosperous. Zhou Tian liked to play cards and drink, but Zhou Yi'an's adoptive mother was still alive at the time, and Zhou Tian was afraid of his wife, so there was a convergence.However, after Zhou Yi'an's adoptive mother passed away, the Zhou family almost plummeted.

Zhou Tian lost a lot of money in business, he also likes to gamble and drink, owes a lot of debts, and his relatives stay away. Zhou Yi'an's decent life has completely changed.

Zhou Tian had a bad temper at first, but after he owed money and lost his beloved wife, he became even more irritable, beating and scolding Zhou Yi'an every day.The relationship between the father and son gradually broke down. Later, Zhou Yi'an stopped going home when he was admitted to university. He went to school and worked part-time to support himself until he finally went abroad.

Zhou Tian had almost forgotten that he had an adopted son, and he only remembered Zhou Yi'an when he owed a huge amount of usury from gambling and was about to be killed.

No one knew how he knew about Wang Yincheng's existence, and how he found him. In short, after Zhou Yi'an went abroad and Zhou Tian couldn't find his son, he entangled Wang Yincheng.

Wang Yincheng's life was completely disrupted. At first Zhou Tian pestered him and begged for Zhou Yi'an's contact information, but Wang Yincheng told him no and the two of them had broken up.

Zhou Tian didn't believe it, it was Wang Yincheng who deliberately didn't tell him that he killed him with one bite.

Later, his attitude became more and more hardened. He followed Wang Yincheng every day and even blocked others. He even went to school and stabbed his relationship with Zhou Yi'an to the school teachers. During that time, Wang Yincheng's life can be said to be a mess. .

There was a lot of commotion in the school. Wang Yincheng was pointed out when he went to class and in the library. The teachers taught him and the deans of the departments invited him to drink tea one by one, talked about his personal style, and even put his sexual orientation in the open. Let's talk face to face.

During that time, Wang Yincheng's life was a mess, and he had several mental breakdowns.Friends in the circle did everything they could to help him, helping him to talk about it in school, helping him to clear up relationships with the teachers, and even helping him set up a single dormitory for graduate students in the school for him to live in. In the end, Wang Yincheng was not allowed to live in it. The punishment on his back didn't even allow him to be persuaded to leave in the end.

Many people in the circle knew about Zhou Tian pestering Wang Yincheng, but no one contacted Zhou Yi'an.After leaving the country, Zhou Yi'an seemed to have cut off all contact and communication with the country, and no one knew how he communicated abroad. Finally, Wang Yincheng couldn't take it anymore, and he also approached Zhou Yi'an, but there was no way.

Zhou Tian didn't appear again for a while, and Wang Yincheng finally breathed a sigh of relief.

In mid-June, the school was not closed yet, but their majors ended early, and nothing happened after the last exam. Wang Yincheng packed his things and went back to his hometown, where he found a part-time summer job. He worked as a salesperson in a coffee shop during the day, and at night Tutoring homework for a boy who is about to enter the third grade of junior high school.

He thought Zhou Tian's matter was finally over, and his life returned to normal. He didn't know that the juice and coffee he drank in the coffee shop every day had been tampered with, and a certain amount of hormone drugs were put on him. Change slowly.

In fact, Wang Yincheng also felt that something was wrong at first, he had no morning erection for a week, and he would not have any desires, but no matter how hard he thought about it at that time, it was impossible to think that the things he drank had been tampered with. I just thought it was too tiring to work part-time. I had a part-time job during the day and had to review homework for the students at night.

Until one night, when he was on his way back from teaching the students, he was knocked out suddenly.

Wang Yincheng slept for a whole day and night. When he woke up, it was already night. His mouth was dry and his stomach was very hungry. When he woke up in the small room he rented, he found that his back was covered in cold sweat when he was lying on his bed. .

He suddenly thought of Zhou Tian, ​​knowing that things were not that simple, he resigned from the coffee shop, greeted the parents of the substitute student, settled the money and hurriedly returned the rent and ran to find Lao Liu.He felt that he couldn't stay alone, Zhou Tian hadn't left yet, and was still following him.

Lao Liu was still at school at the time, Wang Yincheng found him, and the two lived in Lao Liu's dormitory. Lao Liu knew that Zhou Tian was a pervert, so he told Wang Yincheng not to go out and run around. If he was not there, he would go down to chat with the security guard.

Nothing happened in the second half of the summer vacation. Wang Yincheng didn't go out and wandered around. He read novels every day when he was bored. Sometimes he wrote something by himself and posted it for fun. When school was about to start, he finally felt that something was obviously wrong with his body.

He couldn't eat at first, he could only drink water, and he liked to eat sour and spicy food. When he brushed his teeth in the morning, he vomited very badly. Even after sleeping at night, I can still sleep.

Lao Liu was puzzled, and even joked with Wang Yincheng, saying that your symptoms are really similar to other women's pregnancy... How could you know that it is a prophecy.

After school started, Wang Yincheng moved back to his single-person dormitory and started a normal life of attending classes and reading books, but the frequency of vomiting increased, his appetite dropped sharply, and he was still not energetic.

The classmates in the class advised him to go to the hospital some time, maybe it was gastritis or something, Wang Yincheng thought it made sense, maybe he had eaten something bad.When there was no class on Wednesday afternoon, he took the bus to the city hospital, but he was robbed halfway. This time, no one knocked him out. He covered his mouth at the hospital door and dragged him into a private car. For a few seconds, there was almost no one. noticed.

Wang Yincheng was locked up, Zhou Tian finally reappeared, different from the previous down-and-out, this time Zhou Tian was cleanly dressed, and there was no gloomy and decayed look on his brows and eyes.

He looked at Wang Yincheng through the iron gate, and smiled wretchedly: "Just take care of the baby. If you are obedient, I can give you some money after the baby is born."

Wang Yincheng looked at him coldly, covered his stomach, and finally understood why his body was so abnormal in the past half month.

Zhou Tian told Wang Yincheng to be obedient, can Wang Yincheng really be obedient?A big man was involved in a surrogate without knowing it. That person was the adoptive father of his ex-boyfriend. Not to mention that he and Zhou Yi'an had broken up, even if he and Zhou Yi'an hadn't broken up, it was absolutely impossible for him promise! !

His life was suddenly disrupted, it wasn't as simple as disruption, it was a complete mess! !

Wang Yincheng looked at Zhou Tian with a sneer, never letting himself appear to be afraid or flustered for a long time, but his heart was really trembling.Zhou Tian was very thoughtful, there was nothing extra in the whole room, only a soft mattress and quilt, the corners of the walls were pasted with soft foam, and the balcony was sealed, he just wanted to have a dead end, but there seemed to be no chance.

He walked to the door, looked at Zhou Tian through the iron fence, and said coldly, "You just shut me up and try!!" Wang Yincheng's eyes were cold, not as simple as being cold, he looked at Zhou Tian with eyes Sure enough, Zhou Tian was stunned for a while, he had never seen a person with such a tough personality, even when he was locked up, he didn't show any fear or panic, let alone begging or anything.

Zhou Tian knew that Wang Yincheng was not easy to deal with, so he didn't say anything more. He closed the door and locked Wang Yincheng in the room alone.

Wang Yincheng disappeared suddenly that day, and someone went through the formalities of suspending school the next day. Zhou Tian was not cruel enough. He thought that since Wang Yincheng had already helped him pay off the debts of the surrogate, he didn't seem to be doing everything right, so he helped Wang Yincheng retain his student status. .

The classmates and friends around Wang Yincheng were puzzled. Li Juan cried several times. The woman's intuition felt that things were definitely not that simple, and it must have something to do with that Zhou Tian.

However, they were all students, so there was nothing they could do. The news from the school was that Wang Yincheng was ill and had to suspend school for a year.

In order to repay the huge debt, Zhou Tian colluded with a person in the surrogacy agency. The man helped him think of every way, and Zhou Tian promised to share the man's money afterwards.That man was very resourceful, and he had a way in Wang Yincheng's school. He settled the school affairs, and waited with Zhou Tian to make money after Wang Yincheng gave birth to the child.

But that man did two things wrong at the time. One was to tell a woman in the institution about Wang Yincheng after he got drunk, and that woman was Rose; Greedy, not only asking for money, but also asking Lu Hengda for real estate and a car behind Zhou Tian and the surrogacy agency.

The price negotiated between the agency and Lu Hengda was 550 million. In addition to the 300 million for Zhou Tian’s debt repayment and the 150 million for the agency, the man and Zhou Tian could each get 50. However, the man bypassed the agency and asked Lu Hengda for other things in private, even threatening him.

Lu Hengda smiled so much that his eyes narrowed and his waist twisted, "Oh, so, well, I will call your agency to say that I breached the contract, and I am willing to offer a liquidated damages of 100 million, and I don't want the child anymore. , I wonder if your organization will give you a commission, what do you think?"

The man was dumbfounded and very angry at the time, but he pretended not to show any emotions, and went back with a posture. He felt that since Lu Hengda had already spent more than 100 million, he was just trying to fool himself, and it was impossible for him not to have children.

After Lu Hengda went back, he called the agency without saying anything about the man threatening him, and directly said: Breach of contract!lose money!The child is gone!Keep it to yourselves!I will give you money to buy diapers!

The girl who answered the phone was stupid. What they do is a high-risk side-by-side business. They have always made money by relying on reputation and service.

The girl hurriedly called the man in charge of Wang Yincheng's case, but was pressed down by Rose.

Rose is a very smart woman, she has seniority in this line of work, and she is very cunning and decisive in her work. She played some tricks to kick the man out of Wang Yincheng's case, and took the case directly into her own hands.And I made an appointment with Lu Hengda once, invited him to drink an afternoon tea, and made Lu Hengda willingly pay out another 150 million.

On the other hand, Wang Yincheng was locked up quietly in the house for three months. During the three months, he ate and drank honestly. Although he didn't talk to Zhou Tian, ​​he lived in an orderly manner. Tian listens to the radio and occasionally reads novels.

In mid-December, Wang Yincheng's belly was not small, it had been five months, but Zhou Tian never expected that the man who was originally working with him had just been kicked out, and this Wang Yincheng suddenly started to go on a hunger strike and not drink water.

Zhou Tian was frightened to death, Wang Yincheng's belly was already so big, and he was expecting to give birth in a few months, but there was a hunger strike and no water at this end.

Wang Yincheng didn't speak, let alone make noise, and just lay down quietly.

Zhou Tian had no choice but to call the man. The man knew that he could not get any more money, so he said mockingly: "Then you let him out, open the window, and tell him that as long as he dares to jump, you will be free." Let him go. See if he dares, and if he doesn't dare, just stay there!" After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone.

After Zhou Tian hung up the phone, he thought about it, and then he repeated the man's words with Wang Yincheng, and opened the French window of the balcony, standing aside to watch him.

It was midnight at that time, Wang Yincheng walked out of the iron gate without eating or drinking for two days, with a gloomy face, walked to the edge of the window sill, glanced at Zhou Tian, ​​curled his lips into a sarcastic smile, and slowly listened and sat astride the window sill .

Zhou Tian was startled, resisted the urge to rush up to pull people, pretended to say: "You jump! Jump if you have the ability! If you jump down, I will let you go!"

Wang Yincheng looked sideways at Zhou Tian, ​​his eyes were cold, his lips curled up mockingly, his face was unbelievably pale, but his expression was haughty.Immediately afterwards, he retracted his other leg, straightened his waist with his wrist, and jumped off the balcony on the second floor.

Zhou Tian was stunned, he had never seen such a person who was not afraid of death, Wang Yincheng not only couldn't keep the child, but probably died!

Shocked and terrified, he rushed over, thinking of the words Wang Yincheng had said to him at the beginning - just shut me up and try! !

He was lying on the balcony covered in cold sweat, not daring to look down. He finally knew why Wang Yincheng was so honestly pregnant with a child during this time—a big belly, let him see hope, and finally strangled hope in his belly with his own hands middle.

Wang Yincheng is really ruthless, giving people hope that novices can break through, even if he dies twice in the end!

But Wang Yincheng's life is really tough, and the child's life is even harder, and no one has anything to do! !

When Wang Yincheng woke up, Zhou Tian was no longer there, and he was in a strange suite, and Rose appeared at that time.

The woman had a red dress and a black shirt, with chestnut curly hair and a sweet appearance, she looked just like an ordinary college student.

Wang Yincheng is very thankful that he met Rose at that time, otherwise the rest of his life would have been ruined.

"It's almost like this. Rose persuaded me to give birth to the child and helped me settle Zhou Tian. I haven't even seen Zhou Tian since then, and I haven't seen that man again." Wang Yincheng's voice sounded faint in the quiet study. It was very light, and Liu Heng listened very attentively. When Wang Yincheng stopped, he was almost immersed in it.

It was as if all those scenes had been restored. He stood by and watched like a bystander, and the scenes kept changing.

First, Wang Yincheng and Liu Heng stood face to face on the snowy lawn to say goodbye, then Wang Yincheng sat alone in their rented house packing things, then Zhou Tian appeared, and finally Wang Yincheng straddled the balcony and turned his head. Turning to Zhou Tian with a cold smile, then jumped off...

Liu Heng seemed to be fully present in it, watching Wang Yincheng's past, feeling Wang Yincheng's emotions, and even seeing every subtle expression on Wang Yincheng's face, his helplessness and unwillingness to bear it until the end.

After Wang Yincheng finished speaking, Liu Heng raised his eyes several minutes later and took a deep breath, as if he had just escaped from a dream.

The two were silent, and Wang Yincheng felt that he had said everything he needed to say.

Liu Heng looked at him with more complicated emotions: "Did Zhou Yi'an find out later?"

Wang Yincheng thought for a while, and said lightly: "I probably don't know, I don't know very well."

Distress flashed in Liu Heng's eyes, "Do you hate him?"

Wang Yincheng: "Actually, this incident has nothing to do with him, but he did one thing wrong at the time."

"what?"

"I took a break from school for half a year, and only two of my friends knew about the surrogacy. After returning to school, the school required evaluation by departments. There should have been no problems, but Zhou Yi'an accepted a street interview from a foreign media while abroad. The content of the interview was Regarding the issue of the legalization of same-sex marriage, Zhou Yi’an said a few more words, and it ended up on the newspaper. I don’t know who got it on the school’s BBS. In fact, everyone in the circle knows that I moved out of the dormitory with him. But there was still a lot of trouble, and with Zhou Tian’s previous record in the school, the head of the department couldn’t take it anymore, so he expelled me.”

"..." Liu Heng looked at Wang Yincheng, and it was hard to imagine how Wang Yincheng survived those half a year when he was just in his early twenties.

Zhou Yi'an was busy with his future, and broke up without mentioning all contacts; Zhou Tian forced Wang Yincheng to be a surrogate for several months in order to pay off his debts; after the child was born, he thought he could return to his original life, but he was hit hard and deprived him of going to school Even the right to turn over.

Liu Heng's throat was blocked, his heart trembled, and he suddenly thought, could it be that Wang Yincheng could get rid of bad luck when he came out of the closet and had no children?But he thought again, if it wasn't his surrogate case, would Wang Yincheng have given birth to someone else?

Liu Heng had mixed feelings in his heart, all boiled down to the fact that he was reluctant to part with Wang Yincheng. He looked at Wang Yincheng with a stern face, but in his heart he wanted to hug Wang Yincheng into his arms.

He secretly clenched his fists and resisted the impulse. He knew that if he did this now, he would only keep Wang Yincheng away from him in the future. The two of them were separated by a thick wall. Except for bean paste, they might not have any half a connection.

Wang Yincheng took a sip of green tea, the fragrance echoed between his lips and teeth, and he swallowed the last words he wanted to say but didn't say.

In fact, the interview with Zhou Yi’an’s photo posted on the school’s BBS ended up being so violent that Wang Yincheng felt that he really lost all face. It was Zhou Yi’an’s answer to the interviewing reporter on the street. .

"Did you have a male lover when you were studying in China?"

"Oh, no, no, but I once had a boyfriend who I've been talking about for more than a year, but I think it's just the hormonal attraction between men, and he shouldn't be considered my lover."

The doors and windows of the study were closed tightly, Liu Heng felt restless and stuffy, so he got up to pull the French windows.

Wang Yincheng looked down at the mobile phone on the coffee table, picked it up and saw several text messages and missed calls on the screen, he turned to the inbox, and there were several text messages from strange numbers——

Article [-]:

[Yin Cheng, I know that nothing can make up for the mistakes of the past, and confession can't make you change your mind.I already know that you were a surrogate for Liu Heng back then, but you really can’t get too close to Liu Heng. He is a businessman, and the pros and cons are his first considerations. You can’t get too close to him for the sake of your child. . ] The second article after an interval of 10 minutes:

【Yin Cheng, Zhou Tian is dead, I don't know how to make up for you, I just want to ask you to give me a chance to make up, is that okay? ] After a few minutes, the third article:

【Yin Cheng, don't answer my phone, okay?Give me a chance please? 】

[You are with Liu Heng, right? 】

【Yin Cheng, you can't be with him, he's a businessman full of lies! 】

[Yin Cheng, let me tell you the truth, Liu Heng and I have been in a relationship for four years, and we still haven't broken up when we return to China!Just broke up not long ago! 】@

Liu Heng opened the floor-to-ceiling windows and stood there for half a minute, exhaling a few breaths, now he knew everything, although he didn't think about what he should do, but at least he knew Wang Yincheng's past clearly.

He is not good at fighting unprepared battles, so now that he has learned everything from Wang Yincheng, he feels that he has at least some confidence.

He turned around and walked to the sofa, and saw Wang Yincheng looking down at his mobile phone, "Go up, Dou Sha should have fallen asleep."

Wang Yincheng finished reading the last text message, exited the inbox, stood up and looked back at Liu Heng.