Rebirth breaks you straight

Ever since Chen Zan said that he can't like him that night, Chat has completely restrained himself, and he can't let Chen Zan find out that his words and deeds have the slightest derailment, otherwise it will make him sad.

On the surface, chatting is a very stubborn and stubborn person. He doesn't follow the rules, doesn't play cards according to common sense, and is even a little foolish.In fact, he is the person who hates the most clearly, knows how to repay kindness, and he remembers all the kindness others treat him, silently looking for opportunities to repay.For example, the last time he opened a fish shop, he wanted his master to do it, but his master couldn't do it alone, and he had no choice but to buy some cigarettes and alcohol every now and then to honor his master.

Tan Tian knew that Chen Zan didn't hate him, otherwise he wouldn't plan for himself so wholeheartedly, he cared about himself.Chen Zan is the person who treats him the best in this world, he has never thought about the reason, he always thinks it is a coincidence.Chen Zan is good to him, and he is also good to Chen Zan.

He felt that Chen Zan was the best person in the world, so he wanted to give him the best in the world.He likes Chen Zan to the bottom of his heart, but Chen Zan cried and said that he can't like him, this will make all of them fall into trouble, he can't restrain his heart, so he can only restrain his words and deeds, and can't let This matter became Chen Zan's troubles and troubles.Silently hide the love in the bottom of my heart, and save it to taste alone.

Chatting is watching Chen Zan closely every day. When he sees him smiling, he feels that the world is laughing. When he sees him frowning, he wishes he could eliminate all the troubles for him.He knew that he was a demon, and in such a situation, it was impossible for him to like others, no matter male or female.He thought that since he couldn't be happy anymore, let Chen Zan be happy. If he was happy, wouldn't he be happy too?

The school has started, and they are greeted with a heavy high school career.This year's No. [-] Middle School had unprecedented prosperity, and a total of ten classes were enrolled, including two experimental classes.

Three of the top five candidates in the county chose the No. 84 Middle School, including Zheng Boqi and Chen Zan, and one from another school.Tan Tian did well in the test, but he didn't have a place in the top five. He didn't do well in the Chinese test and only scored [-], so even though all other subjects were close to full marks, there was no guarantee that he would be in the top five or even the top ten in the county. None.But entering the experimental class is enough.

Chen Zan and Chat were separated, Chen Zan was in the second class, Chat was in the first class, and Zheng Boqi was also in the first class.Both classrooms are on the third floor, separated by a stairwell.The dormitory is naturally not the same, there is a room in the middle.

Chatting felt extremely lost, this was the first time they were separated, although there were only a few walls between them, he lost the chance to see Chen Zan in the first place.

In the first few days, Tantian often went to the second class to play with Chen Zan. Chen Zan was neither very happy nor unhappy, and his attitude was indifferent.

This indifferent attitude, after chatting, found that it has been almost the same since that night, but because they have been busy with the yellow bone fish business during that time, the two of them almost always get along day and night, this kind of indifference is not so obvious.Now that school has started, the two of them are divided into classes and live in different dormitories, which just gives Chen Zan the opportunity to distance himself from Chat.

One day at noon, Tantian went to the next classroom to find Chen Zan. Chen Zan was about to go out to play with his classmates.Tan Tian excitedly said: "I will go too."

Chen Zan stopped, and said to him in a low voice: "Tanzi, go and play with your classmates. There is only one ball in our class, and no one in your class can play with it."

Chatting was stunned, and blinked a few times: "It's okay to play together."

Chen Zan lowered his eyes and dared not look at him: "Tanzi, try to find your own life, don't focus on me everywhere, you will find new fun, really. Goodbye!" After finishing speaking, he hurriedly chased his classmates up.

Tan Tian raised his head, tried his best to blink a few times, and forced back the swelling in his eyes.When he went to search for Chen Zan's figure again, he had already gone downstairs to fight with his classmates.

Zheng Boqi just came up from downstairs: "Hey, chat, Chen Zan went to play, I said why didn't you follow today, so you are playing deep here."

Chatting snorted: "You're just pretending to be mature! Let me see, you're secretly shaving with a beard knife again. I said, what's so good about shaving your white face, you won't be a man if you shave again."

Zheng Boqi kicked over when he heard the words, Tan Tian jumped, dodged his attack, and hooked his neck: "I say genius, go play football with me, that is the best way to cultivate manliness." good way."

This is how Tantian and Zheng Boqi get along, teasing each other, running on each other, but they seem extraordinarily comfortable.Because Zheng Boqi fell in love with Chen Zan's sister, he wanted to become more mature and masculine, so he often took a razor to try on his stubble that hadn't hardened yet, and was teased many times by Chat .

It’s still the same familiar campus, the classroom has been changed, and most of the students around me are fresh faces. The original Three Musketeers have now become a duo, and one of the characters has changed. The joy seems to have been reduced by more than one third. My heart felt a little empty.

He often searched for Chen Zanbo at the door of the dormitory, the door of the classroom, in the cafeteria, during morning exercises and exercises between classes.Sometimes you can say a few words, or look at each other, but more often you can only take a look.

Chatting guessed that Chen Zan might still be the class monitor. After all, he had been the class monitor in junior high school for three years, so he volunteered and recommended himself as a temporary monitor, so that he might have a position so that he could spend more time with Chen Zan.

But Chen Zan politely resigned from the class teacher's decision to invite him to be the class leader. He said that he would study with peace of mind and would no longer be a class leader.So when the school held a meeting of all squad leaders and branch secretaries, Chen Zan was not found in the chat, so he was disappointed in his heart.

Chen Zan felt better.He is trying his best to avoid chatting, and he feels that he has been with chatting day and night for so many years, which makes chatting a little like a baby, so he has to get rid of this unweaned mentality for him.But he found that without the person who stood by his side all the time, he also had a feeling of unweaned discomfort.He was extremely helpless to find that, these years, he was developing chat, but he himself was not being cultivated.

It is undeniable that he still thinks about chatting all the time.When passing by the chat dormitory, I will unconsciously look inside to see if chat is inside.When running in the morning, I will pay attention to whether there are people chatting on the playground.

When doing exercises, I would look back at the last few boys in a class. Chatting, who is already 1.8 meters tall, is currently the tallest boy in their class, and he is always the last one in the line.Only when he saw that figure like a bamboo pole would his empty heart be satisfied.

Sometimes when eating in the cafeteria, Chen Zan always quietly waits for the people in front of him to leave before encountering a crowded window before he goes over.Sometimes chatting would come over, take the bowl and the vegetable ticket in his hand, and take advantage of his height and long hands to help him prepare the vegetables easily.

At this time, Chen Zan's heart was jumping with joy, and he was too embarrassed to ignore the chat. The two of them would find a place to squat down to eat and talk about their studies or life.But no more, trying to keep the same distance as two ordinary friends.

Zheng Boqi was a little curious that the two of them were no longer inseparable from Meng as before, Meng Buke, asked Chatian in private, but was confused by Chatian.Went to ask Chen Zan again, Chen Zan blinked innocently: "No, we are still the same as before."

Although Zheng Boqi's emotional intelligence is not so high, and his ability to read words and demeanor is a little less, but he can see that he is good at it. He almost doesn't hang out with Chen Zansi when he chats. How could it be the same as before.Is it true that when people grow up, the diaphragm becomes thicker?

Chen Zan, without the company of chatting, is actually a very lonely person. Over the years, his life has been focused on chatting. Once he kicked chatting out of his life, he found that it was an unprecedented emptiness, and his life goals were lost by more than half .

In Chen Zan's teenage body, there is a soul in his 30s. He has a maturity and calmness that his peers don't have. Although he can get along well with his classmates, he is polite and polite with a distance.

That invisible sense of alienation keeps him and his classmates at a distance, and the students in the experimental class are all primary school bullies and top students who have been admitted by schools from all over the country. Who will stop the pen to solve the problem and ask: Why do you seem to be in a bad mood?Chen Zan is in the new class and has no friends.

To be honest, the atmosphere in the experimental class is really not good, because not everyone can adapt to this highly competitive environment.The teachers are all the best teachers in each teaching group. Facing a group of students whose receptivity is better than ordinary students, these teachers naturally have to try their best to instill this knowledge to the students as quickly as possible.Every day is a lot of notes, exercises and test papers, which are filled like a fat duck.

Although most of the students have strong receptivity, among a group of 70 to [-] top students, there are always some who are relatively weak, and these people become victims of this high-intensity education method.

Chen Zan knew that in a class like this, there would always be a group of people who would disappear in the end.Chen Zan actually doesn't like this kind of learning atmosphere very much. He likes a more relaxed environment, where he can have pressure, which is given by himself, not imposed by the outside world.The advantage is that he has lived an extra life. He has learned these contents in his previous life, and now he is just revisiting them. He is more determined than these teenagers. He has always maintained his own rhythm among a group of ducks being driven to shelves I have my own way of learning, so I can calmly deal with this high-intensity duck-feeding method.

After entering high school, the only thing Chen Zan insisted on doing was the announcer of the radio station.He is an old man at the radio station. Less than a week after school started, the station master came to invite him to continue to participate in the broadcast.Chen Zan did not refuse, at least a few people in the radio station were acquaintances, which made him feel warm, and he was still in charge of the broadcast every Tuesday.

On Tuesday morning, as soon as the get out of class bell rang, music came from the school radio, and soon, a gentle male voice sounded.Chatter who was going downstairs with the rice bowl suddenly froze. Isn't this Chen Zan's voice? He went to the broadcasting room to broadcast again?Does anyone feed him?

The person who came downstairs pushed and chatted: "Let's go!"

Chatting without getting angry, let the other party go first, and went back to the classroom against the flow of people, opened the drawer, took three food tickets, and then came out again.After hurriedly going to the cafeteria to finish eating, I squeezed to the faucet to clean my bowl, then squeezed to the window selling rice noodles, made a bowl of noodles, and ordered a deep-fried dough stick, and went straight to the broadcasting room go.

He hadn't spoken to Chen Zan for three days. He always searched for Chen Zan's figure in the crowd. Chen Zan was always alone, looking very lonely.He wanted to go over and talk to him, but after seeing him, Chen Zan quickly pulled the classmate around him to talk, clearly rejecting his approach.

This made Chat Tian feel very uncomfortable. He knew that Chen Zan was keeping a distance from him for his own good, but he just didn't want to give him any thoughts.But he really didn't want to have such a relationship with Chen Zan, like a stranger.

Chat stood outside the broadcasting room, and waited until singing came from the broadcasting station before he reached out and knocked on the door.After a while, the door opened, revealing Chen Zan's surprised face: "Tan, Tanzi, why are you here?"

Chatting with a smiling face: "I heard you on the radio, I brought you breakfast, rice noodles and fried dough sticks, eat while it's hot."

Chen Zan lowered his eyes and whispered, "Thank you."

Chatting squeezed into the door, put things on the table: "you eat."

Chen Zan closed the door: "Why don't you go back first, I still have to read a manuscript, it will take a while to eat. When I finish eating, I will clean the bowl and send it to you."

Chatting turned to look at Chen Zan: "Do you have time to do the dishes?"

Chen Zan nodded quickly: "Yes, there is a faucet downstairs in our teaching building."

Chatting for a moment: "Okay then, I'll go first. Remember to take advantage of the heat." After speaking, he slowly backed away.

"Yeah, I know." Chen Zan stood in the middle of the room without moving, watching Chatter leave.

Tan Tian turned around and slowly closed the door, but his heart was as empty as if it had been ripped out, Chen Zan was still rejecting him, how could they return to the previous mode of getting along without any grievances.He didn't want to make Chen Zan feel bad, and he didn't want to see Chen Zan alone, he just wanted to be with him, take care of him, and didn't want to ask for more, but they could never go back.

Chatting didn't know, at the moment he closed the door, Chen Zan blinked hard his swollen eyes a few times to drive away the sadness.Chen Zan was trying his best to order his reason to refuse to chat, but in fact he was refusing himself.He can't let the chatter fall, let alone let himself fall, leave everything to time, time is the best cure, and it will be fine after this period of time.He kept hypnotizing himself, suggesting himself.

Chen Zan served the steaming rice noodles and chewed on the deep-fried dough sticks. Thinking of that winter, when Tantian went to the sports meeting for the first time, the cold fried dough sticks he bought for himself when he came back couldn't help laughing. Get wet.

Chen Zan sniffed, stood up and took out the tape that had been put in his head, turned it over and played it again.When he came back again, his mood had stabilized. He silently finished eating the rice noodles, and there was not even a few drops of soup left.He stared at the bowls and chopsticks in front of him in a daze for a long time, finally heaved a long sigh, and turned to broadcast.

During the morning reading before class, Chen Zan returned to the classroom and sent the bowl outside the chat classroom. Chat always paid attention to it. When he saw Chen Zan coming, he ran out quickly: "Have you finished eating? Give me your bowl, noon I'll help you get the rice."

Chen Zan waved his hand: "No need, I'll ask my classmate to help me."

There was a look of extreme disappointment in Chat's eyes.Chen Zan added in a strange way: "It's not convenient for you to go to our class for lunch, my classmates may gossip."

Tan Tian's eyes regained a bit of spirit, Chen Zan must be thinking for himself: "Then can you find someone to help?"

"It's okay, just find me at the same table." Chen Zan turned around, "I'm going to class. Thank you for the rice noodles and fried dough sticks."

The heart of chatting was like frying in a frying pan, and he watched Chen Zan's figure disappearing into the classroom with some dismay. The student on duty who was dividing the water asked, "Squad leader, are you still picking up the water?"

After chatting, he came back to his senses: "Oh, yes, thank you."