Rebirth breaks you straight

The movie was very good that night, and everyone was in high spirits.Chatting but felt that he was the one who gained the most, because Chen Zan started talking to him again, Chen Zan called him a jar, and he even ate the popsicle that Chen Zan had licked, so it was an indirect kiss.Thinking of this, I was giggling in my dreams at night.

Chen Zan was pancakes on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to sleep. As soon as he closed his eyes, he remembered the popsicle that he had licked and then bitten by Chatian, and finally got into his stomach. Why did he short-circuit his brain at that time? , Why did you eat it, it should be thrown away.Well, waste is shameful.But isn't this indirect?

Chatting with that dead guy, he always feels very good about himself, so he won't think that he just accepts him just because of this popsicle, isn't his previous efforts all in vain?No, I must make it clear tomorrow that I have definitely not compromised.

I don't know how long it was to turn the pancakes until Chen Zan finally fell asleep.The next day he still woke up under the call of the biological clock. Chen Zan felt uncomfortable all over and didn't want to go for a run anymore, but habit drove him to get up anyway.He carefully walked around Li Junrui who was sleeping soundly spread out in large characters and got out of bed. Now that the little guy came to grandma's house, he pestered him to sleep with his cousin.

Chatting for Li Junrui, the jar of vinegar has been knocked over several times in the past few days, he didn't want to give the popsicle last night to this brat, who told him to occupy Chen Zan's bed and sleep with Chen Zan!

As soon as Chen Zan went out, he saw Tan Tian waiting for Chen Zan at the door with a happy face: "Xiao Zan, good morning! You didn't sleep well last night?" His tone was full of concern.

Chen Zan hummed lightly, and ran forward.Because there was a wedding at home, today was the official day of grandpa's birthday, many relatives lived in his house, and there were quite a few people who got up early to take a walk in the yard. Chen Zan maintained basic politeness and did not show any embarrassment to the chatter on the spot.

When Tan Tian saw that there was a turning point, he was immediately elated, and hurried to catch up, and began to talk about Tan Yang and Tan Wei going to sweep up the harvest of last night's movie venue early in the morning.Because watching movies in the dark, children pester adults to ask for change to buy snacks, and they may bring the money with them when they pay. Because there are no lights, they can’t see the money even if it is lost, so many caring children Just after dawn, I will go to sweep the "battlefield", and I can often pick up leaks.Chat and Chen Zan have done this before.

Chen Zan listened all the way without saying a word.

The more you chat, the more your heart flutters. Do you dare to think that breaking the ice last night was just wishful thinking?He stretched out his hand to grab Chen Zan's arm: "Xiao Zan, you, are you still angry with me?"

Chen Zan looked at him expressionlessly: "Why am I angry with you?"

Tan Tian's face relaxed, and he heard Chen Zan add: "Do I know you that well?" He shook off Chatian's hand and ran away.

Chatting was stunned, he was stunned for five seconds, and after realizing it, he caught up with Chen Zan: "Xiao Zan, you can't do this. You didn't get angry last night, and you ate that popsicle."

As soon as Chen Zan talked about popsicles, he got angry: "You still mention that popsicle, isn't it just a broken popsicle? I will pay you as much as you want! Don't think that I ate your popsicle, and you treat yourself as your own." things. Chat, listen, buddies, yes, friends, okay! Don’t talk about anything else!”

Tan Tian suddenly felt that all the strength in his body had been taken away, and he might not be able to run this short distance of a few hundred meters in his entire life.Why didn't the strategies in those romance novels work for him at all?To put it bluntly, he still doesn't like himself.If I keep pestering him like a pervert, he will definitely hate me more and more.But I really like him, and I really want him to like me too.Tan Tian squatted down and buried his head in his arms, like a wounded bird.

Chen Zan ran a long way, but found that Tan Tian didn't catch up, stopped and looked back, and saw him squatting there motionless, curled up in a ball, looking very hurt, and couldn't help feeling a pain in his heart.Chen Zan closed his eyes, shutting off the pain, so what if his heart hurts, if it doesn't hurt now, it will hurt even more in the future, so be ruthless now, it's good for him and himself.

When she opened her eyes again, she found that her cousin Liu Bingjie was already beside Chatian, she bent down to pull Chatian, and asked him what to say with concern, Chatian raised his head, waved his hands, and straightened up.Liu Bingjie ran side by side with him, and Chen Zan found that Chat's pace seemed a little immobile, taking small steps, just in sync with Liu Bingjie's speed.

Chen Zan saw Liu Bingjie's little face flushed with laughter, his heart was sore and sore, he turned his head, took a step, and ran to the back mountain in one breath, passed through the tea garden, ran into the bamboo forest, and reached the top of the bamboo forest.In the end, I couldn't run anymore, and lay down on the fallen leaves of the bamboo forest.

Close your eyes, listen to the rustling sound of the wind passing through the bamboo forest, and the occasional bursts of pine waves from the nearby pine forest, how peaceful life is.It would be nice to be a tree or a grass, without complicated feelings, without so many cares and worries, just be free and free.

Chen Zan opened his eyes and looked at the densely woven net of slender green bamboo leaves, cutting the blue sky into countless small pieces. What kind of unknown existence exists on the sky.Thinking of his own fate, he couldn't help sighing. He thought that living a new life should be like the novels written by others. He should be invincible and proud of his life, but he was still an ordinary person who could not be more ordinary, with desires, emotions, and desires. Concern, fear, and longing.

This is luck, but also misfortune.Fortunately, he is still a real person. Unfortunately, he still can't get rid of all kinds of concerns and concerns about being a human being.

He thought that he was reborn to make up for regrets and correct mistakes, but why things didn't go as smoothly as expected?Chatting has stopped going astray, but he still likes himself.What's worse, I don't know when, the pure care and concern for chatting seems to have changed in nature.

Both of them were wrong.He can't let chatting continue to make mistakes, let alone let himself make mistakes.Both chat and him need a normal life, like all normal lives, love a girl, marry her, have children, and have a complete and happy family.

Yes, there may be short-term pain, but it can be overcome.Chatting may be just a short-term delusional illusion, and I must be a little derailed. As long as they brake in time, they should be able to reverse it.You can, you have to believe in yourself, the pain now is a short process, and ten or twenty years later, when they each take their wives and children and laugh at this illusion of youth, they will definitely smile easily.All this will pass.

Chen Zan lay on the ground, did countless psychological construction work, and decided to have a good talk with Chat.

Chen Zan was completely absent-minded that day, he wanted to find an opportunity to have a good talk with Chat, but neither of them had time.There are a lot of little guests at home for weddings, Chen Zan has to take care of these children, and he has no skills at all.

Chatting is also busy, he is busy fishing with bait, yesterday he had a day off, there is no reason to rest today, the summer vacation is short, and it is also the prime time for fishing, as long as you go fishing, you can earn at least dozens of yuan every day , This is the tuition fee for him and his brothers.The beginning of school is high school, and the tuition fee has increased by several hundred yuan.

Besides, Liu Bingjie was hanging around him all the time, so Chen Zan couldn't go to chat with him.

In the afternoon, the relatives of Chen Zan's family gradually dispersed, and the courtyard, which had been bustling all day, finally gradually quieted down.But Liu Bingjie and Li Junrui didn't go back, they still have to play at Chen Zan's house for a few days.

Chen Zan watched as Chattian packed his things, packed tires and plastic tubs into a load, and was about to go out. He felt anxious and called to Chattian: "Tanzi, I want to go fishing with you today."

Tan Tian looked at Chen Zan in surprise, with disbelief and joy in his eyes.Chen Zan lowered his eyes, not daring to look at him, there were too many hopes in those eyes, he couldn't bear it, couldn't give it.

Chatting finally came to his senses: "Do you want to play with me? But there are a lot of mosquitoes at night. When I am fishing, you will be bored on the shore alone. And I walked a little far today, and I will come back very late. "

Chen Zan said: "It's okay, I'll wait for you on the shore." He has always wanted to experience it, and he always happily reported his achievements to himself every day when chatting, how many fish he caught today, and how much money he made, but he never explained it to him. The origin of those grass scratches and mosquito bite wounds on the body.Chen Zan knew that this was definitely hard money. After chatting for so long, it was the minimum for him to experience it once.

Tan Tian said: "Then you should change to a pair of rubber shoes, it's not safe at night, I'm afraid of stepping on things."

Chen Zan nodded. Snakes are the most feared thing at night.He went home and put on his father's rubber shoes, and told his mother that he wanted to go fishing with Chatian.

Liu Shuangshuang said: "Let's go after dinner, it's already four or five o'clock, there's no food tonight."

Chen Zan looked back at Chat, and Chat also said: "Of course I have to eat, I won't be back until very late."

Chen Zan said, "Have you eaten?"

Chatted and nodded: "Eat. Go eat, I'll wait for you."

The meals are all ready-made at noon, and Chen Zan heated up the fire. In fact, it’s okay if it’s not heated in this weather, but Chen Zan feels that cold food is not good for the stomach.He knew that chatting must be cold food, that guy thought he had strong firepower, and never cared about these details.

After eating a good meal, I have been waiting at my door for a long time to chat.When Tan Tian saw him, he smiled very softly: "Go get a pair of sandals, put the rubber shoes in my basin, I'll help you pick them up, and wear them after dark."

Chen Zan said, "That's so troublesome."

Tan Tian said: "It's uncomfortable to wear rubber shoes to cover yourself in this day, and it will take a long time to walk."

"How heavy it is for you to carry it." Chen Zan was still unwilling to let him carry it, "I'll carry it myself."

Chatted and said: "How heavy can it be? It's much more comfortable than you are carrying, so put it in quickly."

Chen Zan had no choice but to put the rubber shoes into the big chat basin.

Chat today is going to the lower section of Fengshui River, which is about ten miles away from their home. I will drive in the evening, walk for more than an hour, and arrive before dark.

Chen Zan walked in front of the chat with empty hands, turning his head to look at the chat with the load from time to time, suddenly the third junior brother rang out, and burst out laughing.

Chatting saw him laughing foolishly by himself, he also followed suit: "What are you happy about?"

Chen Zan sang to him: "You carry the burden, and I lead the horse... Third Junior Brother, is the burden heavy?"

Chatting and knowing: "Brother, where are the master and the second brother?"

Chen Zan said: "I've gone to the western sky. Is it heavy or not, jar, let me pick a shoulder for you." It's okay, he didn't call himself the second senior brother.

Tan Tian shook his head: "Go with yours. If it's not heavy, it's only something that weighs thirty or forty catties." It's not an easy job to walk more than ten miles for something that weighs thirty or forty catties.

Chen Zan said: "Tanzi, let's find an easy job in the future, this job is too tiring."

Chatting and laughing: "Of course it will be easy in the future. I will be your second boss. This is only temporary. When I become a labor-intensive laborer, will I still do this physical work?"

Chen Zan asked again: "Tanzi, how tall are you now?"

"The measurement before the summer vacation was 1.7 meters six, and it may be a little longer. I always feel bone pain and leg cramps when I sleep at night." Tan Tian answered, and then asked, "Why are you asking this?"

Chen Zan said: "I'm afraid you'll carry the burden every day, and it won't last long, but it doesn't seem to have much impact." It's almost the same as in the previous life. 1.7 meters 15 is not considered short in the south, and he is only [-] years old. Will be longer.

"Hey, Xiao Zan, do you care about me?" Chat Tian salivated and smiled flatteringly.

Chen Zan turned his face and said, "I'm worried that you won't be tall enough to marry a wife in the future."

Chatting for a while, he didn't speak, and after a while he said: "My mother never worried about this, Xiao Zan, you are so kind to me." The voice was low.

Although it was a very simple sentence, Chen Zan wanted to cry.Chen Zan sniffed, and pretended to cover up, "I don't have such a cheap son as you."

Chatting also laughed, and changed the subject: "Why did you think of going fishing with me today?"

Chen Zan decided not to say that first, and waited for Chattian to come ashore from the water before saying: "I want to experience life with you."

What a clever chat, Chen Zan said those words to himself in the morning, and now he must have something to say to him before following, and these words can only be said by two people, and they are naturally private words.Moreover, according to Chen Zan's attitude this morning, is there any good news?Chatting and looking at Chen Zan's back, the stone in my heart became heavier.He shook his head, let go, and enjoyed himself in time, at least he was happy right now, so let's be happy first.