Do not love me

Tezuka always got up early in the morning.

She went to get medicine from the doctor early on, and when she came back, As expected, Qian Shang Wei Nuan had already got up and sat on the bedside.

Today is a bit different, and her condition seems to be better than a few days ago.

It's just that he didn't notice that when her eyes flicked the jaw-dropping amount of pills in his hand, her brows raised slightly.

Hands clumsily combed her long hair.Obviously, it was difficult for her to do this in her frail body.

Tezuka moved the corner of his mouth slightly, which seemed to be a smile.

Holding her hand that kept dancing above her head, Tezuka said softly, "Let me do it." He raised his hand regardless of whether she agreed or not.Detangle tangles with fingertips before detangling with a horn comb.

Be careful, for fear of hurting a little.The stiff lines of Tezuka's face looked so soft and cautious at this moment.

Looking up, that knife-like face.

Qian Shangwei fluttered his eyelashes for the first time, and subconsciously moved his hands up and down hesitantly.She didn't know if she was going to reach out, and she didn't know if she was qualified to touch the person in front of her.

"Wei Ai, did you hear what I said that day?" The silky hair filled the whole eyeball.Without warning, Tezuka didn't look at her face but just stared at the black silver thread.asked softly.

Qianshang Weiyan's hesitant hand, which was still in mid-air, finally fell down, and landed straight on the edge of the bed.Dispirited, hanging lifelessly by his side.

Without answering, she continued with his text.

She really understood Tezuka, and the next second, the top of her head was replaced by warmth.It was his palm, stroking back and forth on the top of her head.Seems to be doing something comforting.

"I heard, don't be curious, okay? I won't let you have an accident." Don't ask him anything, don't make any decisions.It's all up to him, and everything is arranged by him.

He hoped so, in this way, would she not know those disgusting things?That way, he doesn't have to gnash his teeth.

Qian Shangwei raised his head in confusion, he didn't want to ask anything, he didn't care about anything anymore.Did he think that her indecision was all about this?She just wasn't sure if she was still alive.

She ignored his words.Stretching out his hand, he slowly encircled Tezuka Tate's body in front of her little by little.

The tightly intertwined fingers clasped his waist tightly, with half of his face pressed against his chest.Try to let your ears hear his heartbeat more clearly.

Fortunately, it was really beating... She was not dead, and he was still alive.

However, that child...as if she had never been here...Can she forget those memories so selfishly?May I?

She didn't know, but now she was so cold, so cold.The only thing she felt was a little warmth after holding him, and she didn't want to lose at all.

"I wouldn't be curious." Playing deaf, she's good at it.

Tezuka, who was shocked by this series of actions, took a long time to withdraw his hand that was still on top of her head stiffly after hearing her assurance.Fall down until it reaches the crook of her arm, and then hug her even harder.

He is more unwilling to lose such temperature than she is.

It's been a long time since I was so relieved, and I haven't hugged her like this for a long time.This time, don't let go, hold on for the rest of your life, okay?

okay!

A voice answered for him, in a firm tone.

Yes, so be it.Therefore, Tezuka smiled, facing the bright sun that had just risen, and slightly pursed his lips.

Qiangami Weiyan felt that she had become strange and was always restless.Tezuka was called home by his elders and went home for a long time, but he still didn't come back.And she also worried for a long time.I'm just afraid that I won't come back after this trip.Such dependence on her will bring a burden to Tezuka, she clearly understands this.However, besides him, she really didn't know who to care about.

No, or to be more precise, she had nothing else to worry about except that she would go crazy.With Tezuka around, she can feel at ease, so that she won't let herself go crazy.

Putting on Tezuka's large sports coat, and not caring about the pair of heelless cotton slippers on his feet, he ran out of the ward in a hurry, wanting to wait for him at the door on the ground floor until he came back.

As her body gradually recovered, she ran faster than before.She didn't notice the unnoticed figure in the corridor at all.However, the man didn't call her back, but just stared at her gradually disappearing back in a daze.

Thinking about it, that figure would only work so hard for Tezuka.

With a bitter smile, he couldn't bear to know what he was thinking about.So, shaking his head and laughing, he stood still.Until, eyes looked from the window.It was easy to see her small figure, squatting on the stone steps wearing clothes that didn't fit at all.

There are really a lot of pedestrians, because it is a busy city, no more than other hospitals, it seems that this largest Ninzu family hospital is more luxurious and lively than many places.

Qianshang Weiyan was a little tired from running, so she sat down on the stone steps regardless of her image.Count the people and cars passing by one after another.

Shaking her head with a wry smile, she really became strange.

The straight slender legs appeared in front of her eyes, Qiangami Weiyan raised her head in doubt, and the person looking down at her was an unfamiliar girl.

As for why she is not familiar with it, why the girl looks at her with disgust.Qianshang Weiyan didn't even know it.

She lowered her head and looked away.

How can she have the energy to understand other people's eyes?

"Superficial but ambiguous."

Wei Nuan wanted to pretend that she didn't know each other, and that it was irrelevant, but she didn't expect that girl to call her name first.Apparently this difficult-looking girl wasn't immune to being deaf-mute.

There is always someone who doesn't want her to be peaceful.So, resign to fate.

Looking up, she stared at the girl who seemed to be full of light.In the future, Mao Miku, a girl who grew up in the spotlight with glittering urine since she was a child, should have such a face, such a domineering expression.

Unfortunately, she used the wrong target.

Qian Shang Wei Nuan is not someone who can be dazzled by lights.

"What do you want from me?" Qianshang Weiyan, who came back to life, and Qianshang Weiyan, who has become strange, of course will not become weak and cowardly just because she died once.She can rely on Tezuka, and even act like a baby, but not everyone in the world is Tezuka Kunimitsu.

The lukewarm attitude irritated Mao-san who was already excited.She looked up and down the calm person in front of her with resentment, really, there was nothing attractive about it.Rigid as a corpse.Only those stubborn eyes make people guess that she is alive.It also seems to see through all living beings.

It's very interesting, but unfortunately, she didn't come looking for a bosom friend.then……

"Crack!" With a backhand, the palm prints of five fingers landed on Qian Shangwei's pale cheek.Mao Mirai grimaced with distorted facial features.

As if puzzled, he raised his hand and wanted to drop it.

The hand was firmly grasped by a weak force.

"I can forgive you for the first time, but that doesn't mean I can ignore any of your willfulness." She didn't understand why Mao would find her in the future, let alone where the jealousy came from.If it was due to the reason of forbearance, she had no reason to bear that palm.

Mao Mirai sneered and did not refute, he shook off her hand heavily, with great force, and intentionally knocked her weak body to the ground by the way.

With a "hiss", the corner of the clothes on the wrist was broken, and traces of blood were drawn on the palms and knees.Asakami Yui hummed softly, the fall completely hurt the wound that had not healed.

"If your dirty hands with HIV touch me, I will have nightmares." As if on purpose, Mao Miku's sharp voice rang out.

The movement was not small, attracting the attention of many pedestrians.A few passers-by who had kindly wanted to pull Wei to get up, also retracted their hands in embarrassment after hearing Mao Mirai's words that AIDS is over, standing around the crowd and whispering.

Old wounds added to new ones, Qiangami gritted his teeth in pain, but couldn't match people's contemptuous faces, which made people even more distressed.Regardless of the pain, she quickly glanced at the pedestrians who had gathered in a circle to watch the excitement at some point. Everyone had different expressions.There is sympathy, and disgust is of course more contempt and disgust.

AIDS... what a terrible word.Even irrelevant people showed their contemptuous thoughts.

Looking back, Mao Mirai's cold eyes made people feel chilling.

She is provocative, telling silently that no one can disobey herself.

The voice of public opinion became louder and louder, and Qianshang Weiyan suddenly felt a little tired.She was unable to face those different faces, she was unable to explain...

Simply, as this young lady wishes, she will be seriously injured.

Collapsing to the ground, she really couldn't do anything about it, that disease... She knew it, from the first day when Tezuka changed her medicine, every time, countless pills... almost made her swallow to suffocation.I thought about giving up, I thought about just waiting for death.However, she is not reconciled, not reconciled... Why can't she even find peace in her final happiness?

Eyes closed, tears rolled down the corners of the eyes.Falling on the cold ground, such a cold world makes people tired.

In the darkness where she couldn't see anything, she felt that someone was pushing away the crowd with strong anger.

"Jingwu... Yushi..." A trembling voice sounded in the darkness.That terrified voice, she felt was not suitable for Mao Mirai.

--Snapped--

As soon as the words fell, the same voice sounded in everyone's ears.

Surprised Qiangami Wei Nuan, who was struggling to endure the pain, the surroundings were abnormally quiet, and when she opened her eyes, she could see the smoky anger of that proud young man.

However, his so-called fiancée's face still has his imprint left on her face.so deep...

She couldn't even believe that the palm print was made by her fiancé, her eyes widened.Devouring horror.

"Jingwu...you hit me?...you hit me for this woman with AIDS..." His tone was full of astonishment.Mao never expected that in the future, in front of so many people, Atobe would really hit him.

The beautiful-eyed loli was full of tears, looking pitiful.Unfortunately, no one sympathized.

Looking back, she looked at the person who said she loved her more than once in the past.

However, Ninazu Yuuji, the way he looked at Mao Mirai was unfamiliar.Like, never knew this person.

Biting his lower lip hard, Mao Mirai looked back in despair...

The person who once allowed himself to ask for it will not come back.

The two people who shouldn't be there, the one who fights the injustice for herself... Does she still have to thank her?

No, she won't say thank you.

Looking at the big Buddha, Qian Shangwei smiled ambiguously, a little sad and relieved.

Ashes to dust, dust to dust.After all, I have to reach this step, and if I really want to die, that is the final outcome.

Don't cry, don't make trouble, and don't blame God for being unfair.Because she has blamed so many times that she has no strength to accuse her.

Anyway, God sees all these.When she disappeared, she would have a chance to go to heaven instead of hell.

This is what God owes her.Will pay back.