Do not love me

Was it a dream?It's hard to tell if it's a nightmare or a good dream, Yushi Ninata thought so, he hoped it was just a dream where he was the hero.When I woke up, I forgot everything and nothing.

But, damn it, the throbbing pain at the corner of his mouth reminded himself who was constantly hypnotized more than once.It was not a dream, all the pain came so real.

The headache was so bad that he wanted to vent, he gritted his teeth, and slammed his tightly clenched hands on the apartment door, hurting his hands, but he didn't feel it.As if it wasn't ordinary enough, he kicked even harder than last time with his slender legs, regardless of the pain, on the door that he couldn't open no matter how hard he tried.

damn it--

Why?Why is that woman so sure that the child she is carrying is her own?Why did he make the decision to give birth to a stranger's child without even blaming himself?Why should he hurt himself when he decided to give birth to this child, and then let him, as a father, witness the scene of being loved so much by another man and let other man kill himself on that picture with his own hands? Isn't his name signed on the child's contract?

Damn it, he must be crazy to have the idea of ​​his biological father.Gritting his teeth in frustration, he hammered the door. With force, the half-finger-thick key became two halves, and half of it was deeply sunk into the lock, and the rest couldn't get out or get in.Just like myself now.Troubled by my own randomness, I can't get out and get stuck.If you want to blame, blame yourself for being too selfish, right?So selfish... I don't want to take on the responsibilities that I have never realized, and the unknown emotions that I don't know what they are.

Rage, indignation, what caused these things, he didn't want to delve into it and didn't want to understand, so he became more irritable and annoyed.

Finally, he kicked the door hard again.Renzu has no strength left, so he falls to the wall and sits decadently.I don't know what to do next.

Anxiously, I no longer thought about that woman who had already become a good friend's fiancee, but another woman who was so strange that I had only met him a few times, but had become close friends to an unknown level.

The operation lasted for a long time until the sky gradually darkened. Only a few people who were so hungry and tired that they were completely paralyzed on the ground saw the lights in the operating room gradually dimmed, and finally seemed to be alive. Brace your exhausted body and mind.

The door of the operating room was pushed open, and the doctor in white robe and the nurse pushing the bed left.Among all the people, this cold voice was the only one who opened his mouth to make a clear voice.

"Doctor Renzu, only love her...how is it?"

It was Tezuka Kunimitsu who was the first to react and stood guard at the door, with a calm face.It was nothing like the embarrassed look just now.

At this time, I suddenly felt relieved.Perhaps what Su Shu said yesterday was correct, Yui Ai Asakami was living like a walking dead without a child, so no matter what the outcome, Tezuka knew he couldn't be so pessimistic.She doesn't need someone to accompany her when she is sad, what she lacks is someone who can take care of her and bring her back to life.And I can only be that person.

Don't allow yourself to be embarrassed anymore, don't allow yourself to lose your mind again.Tezuka had already prepared for the worst before the surgery door opened.No matter... that kind of unbearable scene?He followed all the way.

"Alright, the patient's condition is serious, and emergency preparations have been made. He has fallen into a state of suspended animation, at the latest... the day after tomorrow at the latest. If he can't wake up the day after tomorrow, there is nothing I can do about it."

Ren Zuo Jieshi took off the medical gloves wearily, and looked at the hospital bed that was pushed out behind him with a tired face.The girl's pale face made him frown.

Reassuringly, Ninzu Jaishi patted the shoulder of Ninzu Kenya, who was already in a sluggish state, and then stared at Tezuka seriously, and said: "Tezuka, you go to the office with me first, the nurse will send the patient to Canada In the infirmary, other people can go there and talk to the patient as much as possible. Maybe... this can also awaken a little bit of her willpower to survive."

Everyone nodded one after another, without the intensity and grief of the first time.It's not that it's not important, it's just that I'm too tired, so tired that I'm in shock.Therefore, no abnormal behavior can be done.

Nodding lightly, Tezuka's eyes lingered on the hospital bed that was slowly pushed out of the operating room for a long time, until he saw the crowd gradually disappearing, he turned his head and looked silently and did not rush to follow the people in front. Genichiro Sanada hugging his beloved Sanada who was already asleep.

He is asking.Ask Genichiro Sanada to take care of her instead of him when he is vacant.I've seen him take great care of her before, so there's nothing wrong with that, right?

Even if it's not a substantial care, as long as you have a heart.She must be lost in some unknown place now?Otherwise, he wouldn't have been asleep all the time... He didn't want to give her any choice, whether to live or not, he wanted everyone to make the decision for her.Because everyone hopes that she can survive and survive like a living person.

With no hope, he will help her find a new one.

Genichiro Sanada nodded solemnly, thinking that he could understand Tezuka's request.

Seeing this, the relieved Tezuka slowly twitched his numb legs.Follow in the footsteps of Ninja Jace.

"Sit down." Ninjaji greeted Tezuka and sat down on the sofa.Then he turned around and poured a glass of warm water in the lounge and handed it to Tezuka.

"Drink, you must be very tired after guarding for a whole day." After finishing speaking, he glanced at the dazzling white dress and the marks on the dress without any trace.

"Thank you." Replied softly, Tezuka returned to his usual polite but cold look.This expression made Jace Ninzu unable to see through or understand it.It is even more impossible to compare this appearance with the embarrassing appearance.

"I don't know what this girl has to do with you. It's so important that you run away from the engagement scene. But I won't ask, it's your business. As for Kenya, I'm not worried about him either, he can make Atobe so anxious People must have merits, right? But..."

At this moment, Ninja Jace suddenly stopped.Like something unspeakable.

Ninja Ninja's anomaly made Tezuka stop serving tea.When he turned his head, what he saw was Ren Zujieshi's originally complex and doubtful eyes that instantly changed to Qingming.

"Is that girl always in a weak body?" The formed fetus is not because of anything else, but because of a slight high fever and inner anxiety and irritability, it is easy to be so traumatized... It is really rare.

Ren Zujieshi asked out of doubt, the simple tone sounded like it was just a doctor's routine.

Could it be that the hesitation and embarrassment just now were just my own illusions?

Unable to slander, Tezuka shook his head: "Maybe that's the case." The only thing I remember most clearly is her thin body.From the very beginning, what he saw and knew when they met was so weak that he couldn't help softening his hard heart.

As if to relieve something, Ren Zujieshi heaved a sigh of relief, but still struggled in his heart, hesitating for something: "If you wake up, take good care of her. It seems that her body is relatively weak and catches cold easily." It seems that I think too much.

Feeling relieved, Jade Ninzu was about to get up, but Tezuka raised his eyes in surprise: "Has Weiai's high fever not subsided yet? It's been a long time, and the resistance has become so weak."

You idiot, don't you know how to take care of yourself?

With these words, Ninzu Jaishi's heart that had been so hard to let go was raised again.It's okay if it's someone else, but this girl is the one I promised to save the boy from the trace department.

Tightening his eyebrows, Jade Ninjashi confirmed something and asked Tezuka seriously with his probe: "The fever persists? Is the resistance weakened? How long have you had a high fever?"

After thinking about it, from before I left... "It's been two or three weeks."

Renzujieshi knew that he shouldn't think about it, even when he was doing the operation just now, he didn't think about it. He was just worried that there might be some stubborn illness in that girl's body.Tezuka's words had to make him think in another impossible direction.

That girl's body is very weak, and she has almost no will to survive. I'm afraid... if she can wake up, no amount of blows will be enough to knock her down easily, right?

Frowning deeply, he pondered for a long time, as if he had made a decision, he suddenly raised his head and said to Tezuka: "She may have a hard time when she wakes up. If she doesn't have a family, Tezuka, you have to take good care of her. Injury. Others... nothing more. Tezuka, you go out first."

It's not impossible to tell Tezuka his own prediction, but, as a doctor, he can't make a conclusion based on his guess.

Although he didn't understand how Ninzuku Kageshi suddenly seemed to be facing a big difficulty, Tezuka got up obediently and said goodbye and left.Seeing her is the most important thing, right?For him now, that's it.

After Tezuka left, Jason Ninzu picked up the phone on the table, hesitated for a long time and finally put down the phone.This was repeated several times, but in the end the call was not dialed out.

However, on the other end of the phone, that person kept repeating, making the gesture of looking at the phone.I have never had such a precious mobile phone, and I always carry it with me.

In the brand-new sports car with no traces, the purple-haired boy checked his phone more than once, and the car had been parked for a long time.However, he had no intention of starting it at all.It was getting dark, and the buildings in front of him couldn't be seen clearly. It didn't matter. Anyway, he didn't care whether he could see it or not.

The only thing in the shallow... The only thing in the shallow...

He whispered the name more than once.Not a very nice name, he repeated it again and again.I couldn't tell whether it was worry or hatred in the tone.Just muttering to myself...

At twelve midnight, the bell rang.

He squeezed the phone in his hand tightly.Atobe bit her delicate lower lip hard, closed her eyes, and buried her head deeply in the arms holding the steering wheel.

In this life, in this life... only one person, a woman named Asakami Yui, made him so crazy, so like an idiot.

So, don't worry about anything, just be superficial.There must be nothing wrong.

This made his uncle look like an idiot woman, not suitable for being in the operating room, not suitable for fragility.

It hurts so much... There is something, the pain is so painful that I can't feel it.

In pain, he woke up suddenly.Then step on the accelerator and move aimlessly in an unknown direction.

In a strange place, the familiar royal blue sports car caught Atobe's attention.He was familiar with the car that was moving at full speed, and the people in the car who were not looking very good.Uncharacteristically, today's genius strategist didn't realize that he was following him.

The car drove at a very fast speed and stopped when it reached the Tokyo hotel, which was still very lively during the day.

Atobe didn't understand why Shinozu came here so late.

The heavy slamming of the door woke up the confused Atobe.When he raised his head, he saw Ren Zu holding the phone and yelling at the person on the other end of the phone angrily.The words were not harmonious, and the phone was thrown on the ground with enough willfulness. In an instant, the valuable mobile phone became a waste.

Tremblingly, he took out a cigarette, lit it, and inhaled the smoke unskillfully to cover up his panic.

His eyes were cloudy and uncertain.

Atobe is not familiar with such kind of forbearance.

Finally, finally, the huge glass door was pushed open.The one who came out was the heroine of today's engagement ceremony.Sanada Xiao Azusa.