Do not love me

From time to time, knocking sounds could be heard from the next room, making Weiai Asakami, who had never been very sleepy, even more sleepy.

Annoyed, she got up, if Yui Asakami's ears heard correctly, the room where the sound came out belonged to Yui Asakami.At this time, who will be there?

Without even changing her pajamas, Qiangami Weiai hurried to the door of Qiangami Weiyi's room.

The person I saw unexpectedly was Asakami Yui herself, the person who made it easy for me to find and worried my parents for a long time, who was concentrating on repairing something at this time.

"Wei Ai, are you up? Huh, I haven't been home for a long time, and I feel that many things in my room are unusable, so I tidied up a little. I didn't think of waking you up."

The person who was still unaware of what a stupid thing he had done was still talking to her in such an indifferent manner.

Qiangami was speechless for a moment, she didn't know how to speak.Is she asking if she wants to move back home?Or ask her why she came back?Appearing around her again at this irreparable situation?

is very happy.Her return is really good news for Asakami Yui.It's just that now...she wasn't ready to welcome her, nor did she want to.

"Hey, what are you doing early in the morning... Wei Yi?" A surprised voice sounded from behind.It interrupted Qiangami's contradictory mood.

Asakami Yui and Asakami Yui turned their heads, and they saw their mother, mother Asakana Nama, and father Asakami Sawazhi who had a not-so-good complexion.

"Well, I'm back, mother." Asakami Yui's words that contained apology also sounded immediately.

"Where have you been? What happened? Your father and I couldn't find it. Don't you know how worried we are about you? Your father is also worried about you..." Asakami Nama's tone of reproach There is no shortage of deep distress.

Miraculously, this time, Yui Asakami did not refute her mother's accusation, but bowed her head and apologized carefully: "I'm sorry, mother, father, I won't be willful again in the future."

Unexpectedly, Qiangami Weiyi would easily bow her head and admit her mistake. For a moment, Qiangami Weiai and Qiangami Nazhen were still, waiting for her next words.

The one who finally broke the silence was naturally the most dignified Asakami Sawazhi of the Asakami family: "If you come back to apologize, what about your sincerity? Can a word of forgiveness make us forgive you?"

"Zezhi..." Nama Asakami growled in surprise.Isn't this embarrassing?

And Qianshang Weiai didn't speak, and didn't want to say anything good for her. She was not as talkative as her mother, nor was she so soft-hearted.More importantly, she didn't want to see her at all now, and she didn't want to hear anything about her.

You can't blame others, let alone hold grudges against her.All of these things are caused by my own over-concern. Every time I hear that she has something to do, I can't make a rational decision.All these faults, all injuries are only myself.Couldn't help but imagine that it was her fault that made it happen.Can't hate, hate and ignore the head office, right?

"Mother, it's my fault. Don't blame father like this." Asakami Weiyi still had a respectful face, as if she had repented of her mistakes. "Father, I will show my sincerity, please rest assured."

"Shut up, what sincerity do you have to show for suspending school without anyone's permission?" Asakami Zezhi roared out of control abnormally.

My father is also a duplicity.That stern tone was full of concern, obviously.But he always pretended to be very angry.Obviously, he was very happy with Yui Asakami's bowing his head.

"Because I was delayed too much before, I took a break from school just to better prepare for the courses to study in the United States. I want to study law well. I will definitely not fall behind Ai Ai again."

"You... really want to go to America?" With a relaxed tone, it was the mother who asked suspiciously.And the father has calmed down a lot.

Burying his face, Qianshang Weiai sneered inwardly.

It is always easy to forgive.An understatement of explanation can easily completely erase the scars that she gave her own sister for the rest of her life.

The feeling I haven't seen for a long time... Once again I feel that I am redundant.That feeling is always there when Yui Asakami exists.Because, with her sister around, she was just a foil after all.

From a very young age, Asakami Yui Ai can remember very clearly.She is always alone in the corner.In my family, other people are admiring my sister's excellent grades and outstanding appearance.And she was like a forgotten child anxiously waiting for adults to notice her.But to no avail.Year after year, time after time.After all, she never got a look or a look.As time went by, she no longer looked forward to it.This is probably the so-called disheartened, right?

At that time, she knew that she was born, but it was just a foil.She has said that her sister is something she can never surpass, right?It's not hypocrisy, but she really can't surpass it.

Such harmony is really not suitable for me.Qiangami lowered his eyes and returned to his own room.

Calmly without saying a word, without any opinion.After washing up, when I went out, I saw the picture of my parents talking with my sister calmly, and there was no need for her to participate.There is no suggestion to mention, so leave silently.

Maybe it was a mistake to come back by myself?Should not go back to Japan.

All of a sudden, I miss the evening when I chatted and laughed with my grandparents in the courtyard while eating watermelon to enjoy the cool in the summer.At that time, it was even more ordinary than it is now. Almost every household was like this, and they all had such ordinary happiness.

Frowning slightly, Tezuka quietly looked at Yui Asakami who was following pedestrians across the road.Does she always cross the road so absent-mindedly?Even if you are thinking about things, can you not be careless about your own life safety?

Some casual thinking.Tezuka shook his head helplessly, feeling more and more strange.

He raised his eyes, and at the same time, met the black eyes that were looking up at him.Keeping calm, Tezuka is not a proactive person, so he lowered his head slightly and waited for her to walk towards him.

For a long time, I didn't hear her clear voice calling: "Tezuka-kun".Doubt, the faint scent of jasmine tea lingers past the tip of the nose following the direction of the wind.Instantly drifted away from Tezuka's predictable range.Almost at the same time, Tezuka raised his head sharply.

What I saw was the figure of Qiangami Weiai walking past lightly.

Without even thinking about it for a second, Tezuka reached out and grabbed her slender arm.

"Qian Shang." As if not daring to be disturbed, she murmured her name in a low voice.He didn't understand, and even more puzzled.Why did she pretend not to know her when she saw her, and just walked by?

"Is Tezuka-kun looking for something for me?" He glanced indifferently at the big callused hand on his arm.The warmth of Tezuka's palm almost scalded Yui Asakami's arm.So, she wanted to break free.

"I..." It was the first time he was so hesitant and speechless, the first time Tezuka was flustered like never before.

At this time, her unfamiliar eyes were indifferent and turned a blind eye, obviously not wanting to be involved.Again, making him feel redundant, doing stupid things that are so redundant that they don't matter.

Because of uncertainty, Tezuka also relaxed his grip on her arm.

Qiangami Weiai withdrew his hand with a slight struggle.She didn't want to get involved, and she didn't want to get involved with the person related to that memory at all.Even Qiangami Weiyi.

The palm of the hand that has been lost is cool.

Tezuka managed to restore his usual calm face, and lowered his palms.I couldn't find anything to say, and I was extremely embarrassed.

"Tezuka-kun has nothing to do, right? Then..." Don't see each other again in the future.He wanted to speak so ruthlessly, but the words just reached his lips and he had no right to speak.

Tezuka quickly wrote his contact information on the note with a pen and handed it to her before she finished speaking: "This is my phone number, if there is anything I can do for you? I will try my best It's not clear what kind of unfeeling words she was going to say, nor did she know that she would use such an evasive method to end her injury.The reason why Tezuka interrupted her unspoken words so coincidentally was probably because he was too nervous, too worried that he would refuse if his sympathy was discovered?Or maybe... God's will.God don't let them end like this.

Still want to say something, but Tezuka has not given her a chance.

When Yui Asakami realized it, Tezuka Hidetoshi's figure had disappeared among the students coming and going.She was never given a chance to say no again.

Gathering his palms together, Qiangami Weiai gradually tightened his grip on the note.

Do you sympathize?The only heir of the Tezuka family, Tezuka Kunimitsu, who can always easily get the power that others have worked hard for a long time, actually sympathizes with a fool who doesn't need it and disdains to be sympathized with.

How could he brazenly tell her that he is now a crippled person again and again?

Tightly closing his eyes, Qianshang Weiai saw the boy who always looked at everyone with a teasing smile that had appeared in his mind more than once.But what was wrong with that boy?The wrong person is yourself, isn't it?

I was too self-righteous, thinking that my appearance could save that Qiangami Weiyi who said it lightly.Unexpectedly, people don't need your extra kindness to make the transition, so they hurt themselves.

Still don't understand?The wrong person is only myself.There was nothing wrong with that boy.

He was also the victim, wasn't he?There is no way to ignore the sinister smile that appeared on Asakami Weiyi's face that I saw with my own eyes.

All right, she was a good person again, and just paid off what Qiangami Weiyi owed to that boy.

However, the irony is still the sentence I heard in the morning, "I only took a break to better prepare for the course of studying abroad", right?

Without throwing away the note given by Tezuka, Asakami Yui put the note in the most hidden corner of the bag.

She thought that she was useless.

The part of my heart was a little hurt because of Tezuka Kunimitsu's sympathy.

The author has something to say:

Ah la... I was supposed to come here yesterday... But Wanzi was playing in the hospital last night...

Oops... I'm in a hurry, I have to change it tomorrow... By the way... Maruko was rushed before entering the hospital...

Don't mind if there are bugs...

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