Do not love me

Touching the red stain whose origin is unclear, he couldn't help but frowned.Staring for a long time, unable to return to God.Is it a sign from God?So what is it implying?

Speechless, no one told him what he missed.

Everything became quiet.Renzu spread out his palms, looking at the empty palms, his heartbeat accelerated inexplicably and he was in a panic.That kind of feeling makes people feel in a trance, so insecure.

The focused eyes seem to be transparent to see the palm of the hand.Until, the glaring morning light invaded his face again.Only then turned away with a sneer.

"Hmph." She seemed to be mocking her own sensitivity, as well as the person who left this mark.

Yushi Ninja, who was the smartest in his life, would sometimes be saddened by such an ordinary thing.You see a lot of women like that, don't you?The woman who delivered it to her door automatically...

Yes, as smart as him.Even if you are in a panic, you will use good excuses, regardless of your own excuses to cover up thoroughly.

That's what geniuses do.Asakami is the only one.The same is true for Ninja Yuuji.Because they are smart and know how to protect themselves.

It doesn't take much time, maybe a few minutes.Geniuses can easily bury the wounds they inflict on others.However, the injured ordinary person has to spend his whole life to heal.Maybe this is the difference between a genius and an ordinary person?

And Yui Ai Qiangami, who is so ordinary that he can't be more ordinary, should be hurt more than anyone else, right?

On the top of the mountain, in the simple carriage, Qiangami Weiai fell asleep peacefully on the seat.

Tezuka, who hadn't closed his eyes all night and was still energetic, squinted his eyes because the morning light from his newborn felt a little dazzling.Lowering his head, he saw the girl next to her who was sleeping with difficulty trembling her eyelashes uneasily.Carefully pull down the sun on the car window to block the attack of soft light.

Carefully start the car and drive down the mountain.

For those who work, this time is still too early.The surrounding shops have not opened yet, and Tezuka walked around for nearly an hour before seeing a 24-hour supermarket.

Pulling away the clothes that fell off Yui Asakami, Tezuka got out of the car and walked into the supermarket with peace of mind.

There was no way to buy more orthodox clothes in the supermarket. Tezuka had to buy a casual suit suitable for Yui Asakami with the help of the lady at the counter.And there's a whole bunch of messy stuff.

When she got back to the car, Yui Asakami was already awake.I saw the big and small bags in Tezuka's hands.Qian Shang Wei Ai felt warm in his heart.

"What did you buy?" How could there be so many... Looking at the mess in the plastic bag.Yui Asakami frowned slightly and asked Tezuka who was approaching.

Tezuka still had a cold face, but obviously softened a lot and raised his glasses slowly. To be honest, he didn't know how there were so many, and he didn't know what to do with many things.

In fact, Tezuka is very easy to see through.At least Qiangami Weiai thinks so.

Clearly pursing the corners of his mouth, Qianshang Weiai no longer delved into this issue.

"I'll take you to the public bath, can you change your clothes? See if you need any of these things here..." Probably aware of his gaffe, Tezuka pushed the things in his hands away without saying anything The superficial only love, talking to himself in embarrassment.

This sentence is probably the longest sentence Yui Ai Qiangami has ever heard, right?

Involuntarily, the corners of Wei Xu's mouth parted.The blushing Tezuka is actually cute...

Once again, the car became extremely quiet.No one disturbed such a strange but unusually harmonious silence.

In the mirror, Yui Ai Qiangami returned to the expression he had when he first saw her.It was as if what happened at night had never happened, and the calmness made people search not a little strange.If it wasn't for her pale face as evidence, Tezuka might have thought that Yui Asakami last night was just an illusion.

It's hard to imagine such a little girl with such a delicate mind.In fact, she is in pain, right?My heart must be hurting.It's just that she knows how to hide herself.

A person who would hurt such a girl... what kind of person would it be?

I don't know why Tezuka inexplicably wants to hate the person who hurt her.Actually, it was my own fault.If, at that time, she followed upstairs without hesitation, would she have survived a disaster?

Finally found a public bathroom without too many people.

As soon as Tezuka stopped the car, Asakami Yui got out of the car with her clothes.She desperately wants to change the dirty clothes on her body.

"Tezuka-kun, thank you very much for your care. You must be very tired if you don't have a good rest all night. Why don't you go home and rest? I will go home by myself later." After finishing his decision and words of thanks, Yui Asakami ran into the women's bathroom without waiting for Tezuka's reply.

Tezuka just opened his mouth to say something but had no time to say a word when she turned and ran away, and could only watch her gradually shrinking back disappear around the corner with a little disappointment.

She must not want him to notice the slightest scar, right?

How could Tezuka not understand.

However, her phrase 'Tezuka-kun' was really harsh.Didn't we agree that it's just called Tezuka?

After thinking for a while, Tezuka shook his head helplessly.Started the car and disappeared into the faint morning light.

After changing clothes, fortunately, I found some change in a corner of my body.Qianshang Weiai returned to Qianshang's house by car alone.

"Father, mother." It was already known to be such a scene.Parents always have to interrogate girls who don't come home overnight.

I have seen too many scenes like this when I came back from China.At that time, Asakami Yuai was just a bystander watching her parents and sister quarreling.Now that Lun really can't find a way to deal with it.

She is exhausted.The heart has reached the point of exhaustion.I really don't have the heart to deal with my parents anymore.

"You went there. Why are you dressed like this?"

"Why didn't you come home all night. Your sister..." A series of questions slanted down like a flood.

"Mom." What the mother wanted to say should be 'your sister used to start like this, right? ' Asakami Yui roared loudly, interrupting what Asakami Nama was going to say next.

I don't want to hear anyone mentioning about that person, because the sister that my mother said was close to that person.Forgive her, there is really no way to completely relieve what happened.Maybe... that person will feel indifferent?But...she couldn't.

There is no reason for a wound to heal perfectly once it has been opened.

It was the first time to see Qianshang Weiai like this, and the two elders of Qianshang's family visibly froze.

"Only..." Asakana really softened her tone a lot.The daughter's pale face made people feel distressed.

"I'm sorry, Mom, I'm very tired. I want to rest. Also, my sister has dropped out of school." She apologized respectfully, and then said indifferently about the problem that has been entangled in her heart.

was irritated.Asakami Weiyi, that idiot, she doesn't want to worry about it anymore.She doesn't have that qualification either, the dirty self is not qualified at all.

"What..." The mother's amplified scream sounded behind the sound.

Slamming the door, she was exhausted.

Collapsing on the bed, she has no energy to think about other things.I really want to just keep sleeping like this...but, such a dirty self...would have nightmares while sleeping?

Get out of bed and go into the bathroom.

Let the icy cold water pour down from the top of your head.

In the mirror, traces all over the naked body blatantly proved the existence of last night.

Gradually tighten your palms.Qiangami Yuai stared straight at the strange but too familiar figure in the mirror.I hate myself like this, I hate it.like a whore.

Reach out and gently cover the side of the ear.The woman in the mirror did the same thing, but the sparkle in the corners of her eyes made Qiangami Weiai unsure.Is that person really yourself?

The sound of rushing water sounded.

Why cry so uselessly?Is it just because you feel wronged and God treats you too unfairly?Obviously, I have survived so many years of grievances, and I have endured so many injustices.What's the matter now?Isn't it just missing something about being a girl?What is there to care about.

Trying to comfort herself, Qianshang Weiai told herself that it was no big deal.

But in the sound of rushing water, the sound of crying became more and more clear.

No more courage to pretend.Her heart hurts, she hurts.The wound is festering.All the sorrow, the grievances of more than ten years, and the injustice of more than ten years cannot be indifferent and pretend to be indifferent at this moment.

She will take back what she said not to cry.

Because I really want to, really want to tear open the wound and show myself clearly, so as not to do it again next time.

If she bears it any longer, she is afraid that she will never cry again.

For a long time, Asakami Yui stayed in the bathroom for a long time before coming out.When she came out, she regained her composure shallow and only love.

She knows that she can't change the fact that she can't change it.From now on, just like before.

However, Ninja Yushi is this person.From then on, like that apartment, he was just a stranger to himself.

Tezuka, that indifferent young man who clearly participated in his dirty memories, can only be excluded from his future life together.As for that distant promise made to him, no one cares, right?She didn't have him in the past, and naturally she won't have him in the future.

She is selfish and timid, and those injuries that had nothing to do with her have already contributed to them.She didn't have the guts to touch it again.Only delete memory.

Without magic, you can't eliminate troubles with a little magic wand, so you can only turn a blind eye.

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I'm a bit tangled... finally finished that part

That part made Maruko very tangled and said... It's better to clear water...

It will be opened slowly in the future... it will be abused...