Net Wang Fan - Watch this snow with me

I remember that when I was very young, I was really happy. Maybe it was because I was so happy that even God couldn’t stand it anymore. So after my mother passed away, one after another happened to shatter my happiness bit by bit.

At my mother's funeral, a lot of people came. I haven't recovered from the shock. I only saw that my father's red eyes were no longer the same as before, and he was more exhausted. I didn't dare to say anything. I hide and cry when I am alone.

My mother said that boys can't cry casually, so I always cry with restraint. Sometimes if I don't feel tears wet my clothes, I don't even know I'm crying.

After a while, I saw the busy barely-home dad with a beautiful auntie and a boy about my age who looked cute with eyes.

Dad asked me to call her aunt and the child brother.I nodded, although I didn't understand it very well, but I understood a little bit.

In the following days, my aunt took good care of me. In a trance, I even thought that my mother was back. My younger brother is called Hiroshi, Yagyu Hiroshi, and I have a very good relationship. The aunt let us live in the same room, secretly I once heard my aunt say to Bilu Shi: "My brother's mother passed away, and he is very lonely, so, is it okay for Bilu Shi to accompany his brother?"

The young Billus nodded, and I shed tears for the first time after she came, not cold but with a hint of warmth.

Dad is getting more and more busy. Billy and I started school, I was in the third grade and he was in the second grade.

We always play games together, Bi Lushi is very humble, my father told me to learn, so I learned to hide my emotions from everyone, my aunt said that I am getting more and more sensible, but I know that I did this just to make my father pay more attention to me, but it's far from being jealous of Bi Lu Shi.

When I was in the second year of middle school, Bi Lushi was in the sixth grade. We came into contact with the Internet. The classmates in the class asked me to go to a website. ...

Bilushi and I watched it together. We browsed for a while out of curiosity. When my aunt knocked on the door, I closed the page like a thief, still feeling lingering.

There are many things that are indeed changing.

Bilushi and I seem to be no longer the same as before. I think he no longer just looks at his younger brother, and Bilushi is the same.

We started to try the things we saw, from kissing, for the first time, I felt ashamed and excited... Then, we were immersed in this kind of thing.

Until I was discovered by Billus' mother, and then I knew that Billus's mother killed my mother.

I was stunned at the time, not knowing what to do to respond well, but I felt that the status quo of happiness that I had managed to maintain was easily shattered, it was all fake, and my humble happiness was crushed.

I left home, and there was light rain in the sky, and I suddenly felt that I was dirty, too dirty to deserve happiness, even the happiness that came from humble prayers.

I was taken in by a DJ in a bar outside. He said that I sang very well, so I started to sing with him in the bar, and gradually became a little famous. People of my age on the street also found me. Defeated them, and soon became famous in this day, smoking and drinking are already used to it, and when I didn't notice, I was so completely depraved.

Until that day when I saw Bilushi on the street, he still had a gentle smile, and the one next to him was the school belle. I knew him because he was in the same class as me.

Hirushi saw me, greeted her and walked towards me.

"elder brother."

I was startled suddenly, brother?It's not Ayan anymore...

"Hmm..." My throat was dry and I couldn't speak.

"Brother, I figured it out. My mother is right. I can't delay my life because of this kind of thing, so I hope you can forget about it soon..." I remember Billus said to me like this.

I just feel very cold, and for a moment I feel that I can't even hold on to the remaining foam...

I grabbed Billy and punched him in the face, why?Even my room for fantasy should be deprived?

I finally went back and went to school as if nothing had happened.

I met Chi Yueche, he was the head of the basketball club, he was a year younger than me, and now he is in the same class as me. He asked me to join the basketball club, and I agreed. As for the specific reason, I really can't tell.

When I joined the basketball club, I practiced desperately every day. When I was exhausted and collapsed, I couldn't take care of so much.

I know that I have always been integrated into them, chasing their dreams with enthusiasm and sincere enthusiasm.

Chi Yueche is always very sensitive about other people's affairs, but he is quite dull about his own affairs. Even I can see that the little manager likes him, and he is still the same as Mu Mu. I don't mind helping to add fuel to the flames.

Two innocent and lovely children will be together in the end.

There are so many girls who apply to join the basketball club every day. At the beginning, all comers are welcome, but the girls who come in are all girls with bad motives, and they get bored over time.

Chi Yueche's coldness made those girls shy away, and I had no choice but to use some small tricks to keep them away.

The next period of time was much quieter.

Until one day, two girls applied to join. At first we didn't pay much attention to it, but when they came, I was really surprised.

A girl with an outstanding appearance pushed a girl in a wheelchair. The girl's eyes were very lively. Although I was sitting in a wheelchair, I could still see her eye-catching eyes. However, I could see that she was hiding something. I suddenly came Interested.

Unexpectedly, the two of them wanted to quit the company after seeing the powerful support group. The manager thought it was interesting, so he insisted on keeping them. Finally, they finally came back, and I suddenly felt a little happy.

The girl named Yamato Renko trains very hard every day. Although she sometimes doesn’t come, she must be very serious when she arrives. The other girl who is in a wheelchair is called Chiba Moyu. I have heard of her before, but they are all negative news, but now it seems that it is really different from the rumors.

When watching the training, she is always quiet, she always speaks amazingly, makes everyone laugh happily, and I also laugh happily. In short, I get along well with everyone, and suddenly I am a little envious of her.

I found her somewhat confused personality, and always like to play tricks on her. It's really interesting to see her unpredictable expression.

She has always had a good relationship with Yamato Ryoko, and everyone can see that.

Very envious.

Slowly understanding her past, I feel a little distressed, smiling so brightly, but there is still something that I can't let go of?

So it's not as single-cell as it looks on the surface? !

Before I knew it, she was already so important, and I really liked being with her. When I was with her during the Haiyuan Festival, I didn’t have a big appetite but I didn’t have a small appetite. It’s really staggering to eat so much by myself. .

But she was just worried that she would feel sick to her stomach if she ate too much.

When I heard that she was injured, I would worry like never before, as if my life was taken away, it was very uncomfortable.

Seeing her in unbearable pain, I felt like I had been stabbed so many times, I wished it was me who was hurt.I am amazed that I can tell her everything about myself so defenselessly, she always puts my mind at ease.

Hearing her say that she likes her, she felt moved and joyful, as if she wanted to burst out of her body.

Every time I call her Xiaoyu, I always feel very warm, like a nickname that only belongs to me, and I am very happy for it like a child.

my little fish...

Bunta Marui, Hiroshi's friend in the tennis club, seems to like her too, but I can see that it's just dependence.

I like to hear him call me dear, Ayan... Whether it is a soft tone or a slightly rising tone, it is very comfortable.

My family used her to force me to marry Yamato Lianzi, I had to agree, I wanted to protect her, I really wanted to, I didn't want her to get hurt, not at all.

So I agree.

I actually said goodbye to her cruelly. Her cautious look, sad and desperate look made me feel helpless and sad that I had never felt before. It was not the unwillingness to be forced to leave home, but just sadness and sadness.

It turned out that I could love someone so deeply, I almost thought I was lying to myself.

The scarf she knitted was not beautiful, but it was very warm, really warm, so warm that it melted my heart and made me die.

When I was at the airport, I saw a lot of people who came to see her off, I just watched from a distance, seeing her eyes without the glory of the past and her lonely shadow, I couldn't help crying.

My little fish left...I pushed her away with my own hands...

Both me and her were bruised and bruised.

Who is hurting whom?Who is going to protect whom?

Why did the person who wanted to protect her hurt her the most?

You left, but also left warmth to me, dear little fish, I love you.