Net Wang Fan - Watch this snow with me

"Qianye Moyu...Why are you still coming back?" Ri Mujin looked at Cheng Yue coldly and said.

Cheng Yue remained silent.

"Are you still not giving up on Masaharu?" There was an indescribable emptiness in Ri Mujin's eyes.

Cheng Yue raised her head when she heard the words, "I should have thought of you for this."

"What did you say?" Ri Mujin said.

"The thing that threatened my father was also for Nioh Masaharu, right?"

Ri Mujin nodded, "Yes, do you know very well?"

"I don't want to do anything with Nioh Masaharu anymore." Cheng Yue said with a cold face.

"Stop pretending, you used to pretend in front of Masaharu, and now you still pretend, how long are you going to pretend?!" Ri Mujin roared.

Cheng Yue sneered, "Then what do you want to do now? Warn me?"

Ri Mujin smiled, "No, I've already spared you once, this time I can only make you disappear..." Before finishing speaking, he took out the knife hidden behind his back.

"If you do this, we won't end well!" Cheng Yue said with a livid face.

"I don't care... I want to be with Yazhi, Yazhi is mine! No one can take it away!" Ri Mujin yelled almost insanely, and rushed towards Cheng Yue as she spoke. Cheng Yue tried her best to escape. Asking her to come to school alone was problematic, Cheng Yue thought she was going to shake hands and make peace.

"Yes...you calm down first, Nioh Masaharu is yours, and none of us can take it away!" Cheng Yue looked at Ri Mujin who was getting closer and closer to her and comforted her.

There was no one in the tennis club locker room on Sunday, and the door was locked by Ri Mujin, Cheng Yue had nowhere to retreat.

"No...Masaharu doesn't care about me anymore...he has been watching you...you want to compete with me for Masaharu..." Ri Mujin seemed to have thought of something, and the only Qingming in his eyes was instantly swallowed up, and Cheng Yue was forced to At the corner of the wall, Ri Mujin stabbed her with a knife, still shouting: "Yazhi can only be mine... it's mine..."

The pain gradually became numb, and Cheng Yue fell from the wheelchair, curled up in pain, watching her own blood gradually stain the clean floor, and Ri Mujin who was hugging herself and smiling wryly.

"Mom...Father..." Cheng Yue hoped that she could go back, and she seemed to see Lianzi in a daze, "Zhang Li...I'm leaving too..."

Pain engulfed her reason, and in a daze, Cheng Yue felt that she had become very light, so light that she could float in mid-air, as if she had passed through nothingness.

"Mom, let me cook for you!" The person with the same body as Cheng Yue said to Cheng Yue's mother who was busy in the kitchen.

Cheng Yue's mother smiled, "You and your dad go watch TV!"

The man said coquettishly, "Mom, do you want me to help you~"

Cheng Yue's mother nodded helplessly.Cheng Yue's father's hearty laughter came from the living room, "Why are you still acting like a baby when you are so old?"

The man stuck out his tongue, and smiled at Cheng Yue's mother.

"Mom...Dad...what's the matter with you? I'm here..." Cheng Yue shouted while floating in mid-air.

Everyone seemed to have not heard, and continued to live happily.

"Mom...why don't you make my favorite braised fish?" Cheng Yue murmured with tears.

"Dad, aren't you going to play chess with me?..."

"Who are you? Why do you want to occupy my body?" Cheng Yue yelled hoarsely, but no one could hear him.

Cheng Yue knew that it was Qianye Moyu, but why was she so happy?Why?

It turned out that the one who was persistent all along was me, who wanted to go back...

Qianye Moyu is relieved... It's me who has been persistent... Whether I apologize or ask for forgiveness, it's just to remind myself that I'm not Qianye Moyu, and I still want to go back, thinking that I'm lying to myself...

I have been living in a self-centered world, and I have always thought that I am always right, that the decisions I make are correct, that my wishes must be realized, and that I use excuses to cover up and try hard. It is futile and self-deceiving.

"I'll go back one day..." I kept telling myself that, so I was always obsessed with Qianye Moyu's past. Only in this way can I tell myself that Qianye Moyu's bondage is still here, and I am still Cheng Yue.

Sure enough, it was useless.

If he hadn't been persistent, Ri Mujin wouldn't have been stimulated like this, right?

Cheng Yue shed tears, thinking in confusion, anxiety and fatigue hit her, she was at a loss, her eyes were dark again, she really hoped to sleep like this forever...

Three months later.

"Lianzi...can you take a break? If you don't rest for more than 24 hours in three months, your body will collapse!" Chi also said helplessly.

Lianzi shook her head, "I'm fine." Her voice was hoarse.

With red eyes, Wen Tai looked at Cheng Yue who was lying on the hospital bed full of tubes and wearing an oxygen mask, and tried not to cry.

"Ah Yue... why did you leave me here alone? How long are you going to escape... why are you still so timid..." Lianzi whispered to Cheng Yue.

For three months, Lianzi has been guarding the hospital bed every day, almost never leaving. Grandma and Grandma Yangzi really can't stand it anymore. Only by putting sleeping pills in the water she drinks can she sleep for a while.

He said a lot of things to Cheng Yue every day, because the doctor said that whether Cheng Yue could wake up largely depended on her own will, whether she had the will to survive.

Lianzi was afraid that Cheng Yue's muscles would atrophy after waking up, so she would be unable to move around, so she massaged her every day, every day...

"Ayue! I beg you...can you?" Lianzi's tears flowed down, falling on Cheng Yue's hands bit by bit.

Cheng Yue was having a very, very long dream, as if reliving her life, she didn't think about anything, and seemed to be thinking about everything, she closed herself up, and couldn't feel any outside interference.

From the time when I was Cheng Yue to now when I am Qianye Moyu, I can remember every bit of things very clearly, recalling them slowly, like the pictures of life emerging in the mind of a dying person...

Sometimes, long memories are also cruel.

The things I want to forget and the things I don’t want to forget collide in my mind, as if they are going to break out, but there are still traces to follow. I have thought about many people and things.

Jin, who lives for Nioh Masaharu, lives for himself.

To some extent, I am much more selfish than Ri Mujin.

Cheng Yue admits that she is a greedy person, and she can give up all good and bad things... As long as she can survive, there are still many things to do, many people to meet, and many things to say...

"Zhang Li...are you calling me..."

Why is there only Zhang Li, because everyone else is calling Qianye Moyu... Isn't Qianye Moyu himself?

Is it is it……

Not from the day I woke up, from the day I knew I couldn't walk... I was already Qianye Moyu, right?

Everything that happened later was just an excuse to live on.

Unexpectedly, I failed so badly... Cheng Yue thought a little funny.

I want to wake up because I've had enough sleep...

It's because they have already figured it out, since they are all alive and have friends and relatives, then it doesn't matter whether Qianye Moyu or Cheng Yue is, right?

So... wake up... at least wake up...

"Zhang... Li..." Cheng Yue, who relied on glucose to maintain her vitality, regained consciousness for the first time in three months.

"Ayue!" Lianzi exclaimed, "Are you awake?..."

Cheng Yue smiled and blinked, "Hmm..."

Having not drank water for a long time, her throat became very dry, and she made a heavy and hoarse voice, like a deep cello. With this voice, Lianzi almost felt that she was dreaming.

"Are you willing to wake up?" Lianzi said, tears streaming out of her eyes uncontrollably.

Cheng Yue nodded, because I can't bear to part with you.

Wentai and Chi also heard that Cheng Yue was awake, and rushed over after the club activities. Everyone from the basketball club also rushed over. Everyone else had a happy face, only Liu Shengyan had an ugly expression, and Cheng Yue knew he was angry.

"I'm sorry for making everyone worry." This is what Cheng Yue said most after waking up.

"Can you stop hurting yourself?" This was the last thing Liu Shengyan said when he left. When Cheng Yue came back to his senses, tears were streaming down his face.

Wen Taian sat beside her mirror, her eyes were always red. In the days when Cheng Yue was unconscious, Wen Tai felt that the world had lost its color. There was no one to chat with, no one to talk about delicious food... In short, all the fun Except for tennis, everything disappeared... I feel empty, and I feel sad when I see Cheng Yue's body getting thinner and thinner. I always feel that Cheng Yue should always have a bright smiling face.

That day, Lianzi accidentally saw the text message Ri Mujin sent to Cheng Yue, and was worried and prepared to pick up Cheng Yue, but when he approached, he heard Ri Mujin's crazy cry, and knocked the door open with some strength Yep, when I saw Cheng Yue lying in a pool of blood, I felt that my strength was drained all of a sudden, my brain exploded with a "buzz", and I was at a loss.

Blindly called an ambulance, and did not breathe a sigh of relief until seeing the three-hour operation and the red light went off, and was out of danger.

Soon, Ri Mujin was taken away by the police for the crime of intentional wounding, but she was found to be mentally ill and was sent to the psychiatric department on the third floor of the ward where Cheng Yue lived.

Smiling with a photo of Nioh Masaharu every day, with an innocent face, the past is selectively forgotten, this is the doctor's rhetoric.

Sometimes it's nice to forget about some things.

King Ren would go to see her every day and chat with her. He felt that Ri Mujin became like this to a large extent because of him.

It is not known whether the tenderness was given because of guilt, or some other reason.

Yukimura Seichi was also admitted to the hospital during the three months when Cheng Yue lost consciousness, and the operation was done very well, but the Lihai University Tennis Club lost to Qing Xue in the national competition.

The unexpected seems to be expected.

The undefeated myth of King Li Haida was broken, as simple as drinking water.