allow you this life

"Student, can I sit here?"

It was a girl's voice, but Lin Ancheng was so engrossed in staring at the textbook that he didn't bother to raise his head: "No, there's someone here. You can go somewhere else." The girl wanted to strike up a conversation but wanted to make fun of herself, so she had no choice but to The little one stomped away, and before leaving, he still rolled his eyes at Lin Ancheng.

Lin Ancheng didn't care about her even if he groaned. He stared at the words on the postgraduate entrance examination book in front of him, but he couldn't read it. Finally, he closed the book in annoyance, leaned on the chair and sighed to the sky - he was afraid that he had already fallen for Zhou Fangran. poison.

Ever since we broke up with him, I have been thinking about him all the time, thinking about his every move and every smile, he was injured to protect himself, he was sweating profusely in the kitchen wearing an apron, and he occasionally saw his fruit. Body but shy, flushed, every joke he made with himself, his eyes were full of tenderness when he touched Xiao Linsheng.

Every Zhou Fangran seems to have his own charm, but he has a question, is he really the same kind of person as him?

On a peaceful midnight in junior high school, his drunken uncle quietly entered his room, waking him up in a panic. He only remembered that he was struggling to escape from the room from his uncle's arms, and finally ran downstairs and curled up in a corner Li secretly wept.

Perhaps all of this is just a nightmare, but after waking up from the dream, Lin Ancheng began to reject all intimacy of the opposite sex or the same sex, until he met Ning Yue, the girl who accidentally broke into his heart while walking on the boulevard full of spring. The innocent girl, he thought he could be freed from the haze, but he didn't expect that he still seemed to be living in that unbearable memory.

Ning Yue had already hinted at him many times on various occasions, but he either spoke up righteously or faltered and faltered. In his opinion, some things were really embarrassing for him.

Later, Ning Yue got angry, quarreled, had an affair, "peacefully broke up", and met Zhou Fangran during this time. Could it be that this kid had a chance to attack him, and he had lost his mind and lost his mind, so he had a different feeling for him?

When Lin Ancheng came back to his senses, it was already afternoon. There were not many people in the city library, and now there are almost no people there. Even the administrator looked at Lin Ancheng from time to time with a look of disgust, looking forward to this student who loves learning. Good students can go out quickly, so they can get off work early.

His stomach started to growl, Lin Ancheng closed his book and got up, packed his schoolbag and walked out of the library. It was approaching evening, and the temperature was not as hot as in the morning, but the sunset was beautiful. Lin Ancheng stood in front of the library with the "cultural By the side of the flower bed next to the "square", I admired it quietly for a while.

He didn't want to go home, because as soon as he got home, he couldn't hold back the extremely strong yearning in his heart, for a certain person.Lin Ancheng took out his mobile phone several times to dial the familiar number, but he deleted it every time he pressed the last number, and then continued to enter and delete, repeated many times.

Lin Ancheng couldn't figure out what he was possessed by, but his stomach was already protesting.After thinking about it, he got on the bus to go home.

He had no intention of admiring the scenery along the way. He had seen it countless times anyway. When he got home, Lin Ancheng took off his shoes, but he couldn't find any slippers. Maybe he left them in the bedroom when he changed them. He didn't bother to look for them, so he went to the kitchen barefoot. I opened the refrigerator and searched for a while, and finally found a few slices of toast, and the milk was gone, so I had to go to the tap to get purified water to drink.

As soon as he walked out of the kitchen and passed the dining room, Lin Ancheng walked in a hurry, kicking his toes on the table legs impartially, "Hey!" Lin Ancheng squatted down in pain, kneaded his toes, and cursed angrily.

After a while, he collapsed and sat on the ground leaning against the legs of the table, losing all strength. If Zhou Fangran saw this, he might feel distressed.

Hehe, who knew, it was so easy to break up with him back then, and he still said he liked me and said he loved me, all fucking bullshit!Men in the world don't have a good thing!

Lin Ancheng got up angrily, and accidentally touched the wound on his toe. He leaned over and saw that his fingernail was cracked and bleeding, and he was gasping for air in pain.

Trembling, he walked to the living room, reached for the phone from the sofa, and flipped through the address book. There were not many people at first, but Lin Ancheng looked at each line but automatically ignored Zhou Fangran's number, and finally dialed a number.

On the second ring, the other party connected, "Hello? Lin Ancheng? What's the matter with you. Is there anything wrong? What do you need me to do?" Lin Ancheng curled his lips. The man was very anxious when he heard it, but now it is summer vacation, and the two of them are not in the same city, that man is determined but powerless, beyond his reach.

Lin Ancheng had no choice but to find out the medicine box that Zhou Fangran had prepared early in the morning under the guidance of that person, find alcohol, band-aids and the like, and treat the wound himself.

"Are you ready? Does it still hurt?" Lin Ancheng turned on the speakerphone, and the man's voice came out of the receiver, looking very anxious.

"Much better, thank you."

At the end, the man let out a long sigh of relief and laughed: "Don't you know how to bandage a wound as an adult? I think you must have other things. Tell me, I will definitely help if I can!"

Lin Ancheng thought for a while, "Do me a favor, keep it a secret for me first, and just cooperate with me when school starts."

"What's the matter, you have to tell me so that I can prepare."

"Don't worry, we'll talk about it after school starts, anyway, you just listen to me. Don't talk anymore, I'll hang up, thank you, old man."

The other party was silent for a while, "Okay, then be careful not to take a bath tonight, and don't let your toes touch the water, or you will get infected."

Lin Ancheng said "En" and hung up the phone.He was lying on the sofa, his mind was full of Zhou Fangran, only in one corner, he remembered the scene when the person on the other end of the phone suddenly confessed his love to him when he was still dating Ning Yue.

She is a girl, not so beautiful, not as good as Ning Yue, but she is tall and has an outstanding temperament.She is also one of the best beauties in that university that mainly majors in science and engineering.

Lin Ancheng's mind was even more confused at this time, how could he bring her into it again.

Lin Ancheng thought of Ning Yue, and wanted to call her again, but when he turned on the phone, he realized that he had deleted all her contact information long ago.

I hope she can really help me, Lin Ancheng thought, if it succeeds, many things may become clear.He thought a lot until he fell into a deep sleep.