allow you this life

It was only when Zhou Fangran got home that he felt that he was too stupid, so he broke up with Lin Ancheng in a daze.It's just that he told the truth, but this is indeed the bond and foundation for the relationship between the two of them. Since he is not like him, why bother with him.

Zhou Fangran is a sensible person, but no matter how sensible a person is, his head will turn tense when encountering things like feelings.He, Zhou Fangran, is not it. I remember asking many people the same question on many occasions - would you choose someone who likes you but you don't catch a cold to spend your life together, or should you continue to strengthen your beliefs and pursue that love? people.Zhou Fangran asked and answered by himself, but he couldn't get the result he wanted at all.

However, most people's answers are beyond his imagination - of course you have to choose the person who loves you and likes you.

Thinking of this, he began to think back to the first time he saw Lin Ancheng, the glimpse in the corridor that day, Lin Meinan's underwear hit his head, and the heart-to-heart conversation between the two, as well as the relationship with Ning Yue and Ke Shengfan. Entanglement, his thoughts were seen through by him, and then Lu Ze joined in, and then he was hit by a brick to save him...

Zhou Fangran got a headache thinking about it, and he didn't even care about the delicious food made by his mother. Zhou's mother felt strange, what happened to this child, and he was out of his mind as soon as he came home. Could it be that the last injury left some sequelae?

"Old Zhou, you will accompany Ranran tomorrow..." Seeing her son's staring eyes, Zhou's mother curled her lips and had to change her words: "Fangran! You can accompany Fangran to the hospital tomorrow, and I'm still worried."

"I'm not free tomorrow." Father Zhou took a sip of the soup and narrowed his eyes comfortably. "You don't know that there is an exhibition in the city during this period, and I'm extremely busy."

"Forget it! I can't count on you!" Mother Zhou frowned, "That son..."

"I'm fine! Don't worry about me, I'm just with my classmates..." Zhou Fangran thought of Lin Ancheng, and his heart sank, "I'm too tired from playing with my friends, just take a rest."

I think that I can become chic after getting rid of a relationship, but I don't know that I am just deceiving myself and others.

When Zhou Fangran received a call from Lu Ze, he was still immersed in the memories and couldn't extricate himself until the familiar ringtone of the mobile phone brought him back to his senses.

"It's time to change." As soon as Zhou Fangran heard this, he would think of someone's superb singing at the welcome party that day that made him mesmerized.

"Hey! Are you listening to me!" Lu Ze's complaint interrupted his thoughts, "I'm listening, you say it."

"Originally, I was staying in school for review. Since you have the cheek to beg me, then I have no choice but to accompany you to the end, hehe."

"You are really brazen, who am I with... You know, I found you after we broke up." Zhou Fangran didn't care if Lu Ze would feel uncomfortable after hearing this, so he told his true inner thoughts straightforwardly. Come out, he thinks you like me anyway, it doesn't matter what I say.

"??? So I'm a spare tire!???" Lu Ze suddenly felt extremely disappointed.

Zhou Fangran shrugged his shoulders: "whatever, you are the one who chased after me, you can blame yourself for having bad eyesight and falling in love with a scumbag..."

"Hey~ why do you say that about yourself? What you said makes sense. I provoked you first." Lu Ze gradually clenched his hands on the phone, "Then I want you to tell the truth, are you really breaking up with Lin Ancheng? It's over, it's a complete separation, don't talk about anything with me, I can't stand this the most."

"What do you think?" Zhou Fangran asked back.

"How do I know, you two got together without anyone knowing it and then broke up without anyone knowing it, and I'm not a roundworm in your stomach, if you don't tell me the truth..." Lu Ze sniffled, "You If you lie to me and step on two boats, it will be really scum, biscuit scum!"

"Oh~ how annoying!" Zhou Fangran covered his face, and suddenly laughed wryly: "You said that I thought more about becoming a girl before reincarnation."

"What do you mean?"

"Come out of the womb without a handle, and be a beautiful girl, and you won't be so distressed in the future. You should be very clear about who you like and who you don't."

"Come on, if you are not firm in your heart, even if you cast yourself as a wild boar, you will still be able to 'retain three thousand domestic pigs'. Why are you talking about those useless things? Let me ask you how you feel about me. Tell the truth!"

"I can only tell you that you are not bad."

"Do you like me?"

"Okay."

"It's okay!" Lu Ze pouted on the other end of the phone, his cheeks puffed up, but thinking that Zhou Fangran couldn't see how cute he was, he had to give up.

"It's just... don't hate it!" Zhou Fangran had no intention of responding, his mind was in a mess.

"Forget it, anyway, I'm going home tomorrow. When we meet and talk, you'd better figure it out for me, which one do you want! Although I like you, I don't want to be a spare tire, it's too unfair! Why should I be liked? People who are confident are confident, but those who like others will become old dogs!"

"Okay, hang up."

Zhou Fangran hung up on Lu Ze's yelling - "I haven't finished yet, why did you hang up on me without authorization", and threw the phone on the bed casually.

He suddenly thought of a person and wanted to talk to him, so he went out without even saying hello. The sun was shining brightly outside, and it was extremely hot. Zhou Fangran set up an awning and waved to a taxi in the distance. If Lin Ancheng By his side, he must have laughed at his flushed face.

I thought I could cool off after getting in the car, but the driver was stingy and didn't turn on the air conditioner, only opening the windows around.Zhou Fangran was too embarrassed to say anything, he just wanted to reach his destination quickly, "Master, please drive faster."

The driver was lazy and silent all the way, and only snorted when he heard Zhou Fangran's urging. In this hot day, no one has the patience to put a smile on your face.

At the finish line, he paid and got off the bus. Zhou Fangran stood at the gate of the cemetery. It had been half a year since the last Chinese New Year.Zhou Fangran wiped the sweat off his forehead with the back of his hand, greeted the old gatekeeper of the cemetery and let him in.

Zhou Fangran bought a bouquet of flowers before he came. Standing in front of He Yan's grave, his nose suddenly felt sore. If he was still there, Lin Ancheng and Lu Ze might not have appeared in his life.Zhou Fangran told He Yan everything that happened during this period of time, and the black and white photo of He Yan on the tombstone still smiled brightly, as if he just fell asleep here and would wake up one day.

"I can try with him, just talk about love, not love. Hahaha"

Zhou Fangran smiled at He Yan's photo, but felt that he was too cruel to Lu Ze, so he had to change his words:

"I made a mistake just now. It should be both about love and love."