allow you this life

It was past midnight, Zhou Fangran was kicked out and had nowhere to go, so he wandered the street with a blank mind.

He suddenly missed He Yan very much, thinking super invincibly, and finally squatted down and gasped for breath, covering his aching chest. He knew that if He Yan was still there, he would help him up and give him a hug, even if he didn't When cooking, I will also give myself instant noodles, and squeeze the seasoning for myself.

It might be the same with Lu Ze, but he thinks that the person is Lin Ancheng, so that would be great.

It's just He Yan, he's gone.Sitting on the curb, Zhou Fangran kept thinking about this, and shed tears without paying attention.

A few minutes ago, Lin Ancheng stretched out his hand to him blankly: "Give me back the key...and get the hell out!"

Zhou Fangran froze, and turned to look at him calmly: "Why are you so nervous?" The corner of his mouth twitched, and he reached out to touch Lin Meinan's forehead, but he opened it hard.Looking at Shang Lin Ancheng's eyes, there was no anger but indifference in his eyes. "Don't touch me, who told you to touch me, what are you doing all the time? You come back after playing outside enough, why don't you die outside happily all night?" The disgusted expression on his face hurt deeply Zhou Fangran.

Zhou Fangran didn't hold back, he didn't know what was going on with him, he was upset anyway, rushed out the door, and hurried downstairs out of the community.

For a moment, Zhou Fangran got tired of Lin Ancheng like this. At first he chose to change from straight to curved because he hated some girls' waywardness and bad temper and felt that boys had less to do.Who knows what's going on in Lin Ancheng's mind again, he didn't provoke him or provoke him, but in exchange for his cynicism.

Is it because of Lu Ze?He thought of Lu Ze, and moved his body involuntarily to the hotel where Lu Ze was.

Lin Ancheng was stunned when he saw Zhou Fangran leaving. In his impression, Zhou Fangran would never get angry with him and always let himself go. But today... Lin Ancheng became more and more angry as he thought about it. He raised his hand and slammed the key on the ground. on the ground.After a long time, like Zhou Fangran who was kicked out, his mind went blank, because after venting, there was an endless sense of emptiness.It's just a friend, why are you so angry.Lin Ancheng didn't think any further, he felt that something was wrong with him, he touched the phone on the coffee table, selectively ignored someone's WeChat, and found Ning Yue's.

"Did you sleep?"

Lin Ancheng threw the phone aside and leaned weakly on the sofa.He looked at the blank ceiling and was absent-minded for a long time.

Lu Ze came out of the bathroom with only a bath towel around his lower body. He wiped off his wet hair with a dry towel. Lu Ze lay down comfortably on the bed and took his phone to send Zhou Fangran a WeChat message.

"boom!"

The door of the room was suddenly hit by a foreign object and made a muffled sound. Lu Ze got up and got out of bed in doubt. Who is so unqualified in the middle of the night? Said it was hair.

"Who?"

Lu Ze held the doorknob vigilantly, and the deep voice of the person outside said: "I, open the door!" Hearing the familiar voice, as soon as the door opened, Zhou Fangran, who was drunk like mud, pressed down on Lu Ze like a corpse, and he used his body catch.

"What's the matter with you? Why did you drink so much again? Didn't you have a good drink at KTV just now?"

Lu Ze somewhat knew that Zhou Fangran's drinking capacity should not be so bad, and he had never seen him drunk.Lu Ze smiled and dragged Zhou Fangran to the bed. His face was flushed with squinted eyes. Lu Ze looked at his swollen eyes as if he had cried before.

Zhou Fangran has always loved to cry since childhood.Lu Ze couldn't help laughing at the thought.

In the first grade of elementary school, Zhou Fangran at that time was the same as now, with rare sports cells, and most of those who had anything to do with sports were horrible. Later, the school held a "rope skipping competition". Many boys and girls were eager to try their hands. Zhou Fangran always looked bitter and bitter, because he couldn't skip rope at all.

So on the day of the rope skipping competition, Zhou Fangran failed to pretend to be sick, so he had to go on stage to start the competition with other students under the "all eyes" of teachers and classmates. Zhou Fangran was so embarrassed that he wanted to bury his head in the ground, but the despair of reality always came together Being able to defeat people in an instant, he had no choice but to turn the "rope skipping competition" into a "rope crossing competition". Seeing Zhou Fangran's embarrassment, sweating profusely and at a loss, the audience, students and teachers burst into laughter.Zhou Fangran was stunned, he stopped dancing altogether, stood there and began to cry.

There was booing from the audience.

At the end of the game, Zhou Fangran naturally had no points. He came down from the stage and silently accepted the "innocent" "Ling Chi" in the eyes of the children around him.He rubbed his eyes and tried his best not to cry, but the tears would fall by themselves when the beans were ripe, and he couldn't control it.

Suddenly, a warm embrace was attached to Zhou Fangran's body from behind. He was taken aback for a moment, and a gentle voice came to his ear:

"Stop crying, okay? Don't rub your eyes, dirty hands~"

From the voice, he knew it was Liu Cheng, a classmate. He yelled at the curious people around and drove them away, and then continued to comfort Zhou Fangran in a soft voice.

"Don't cry, don't cry, it's okay, I haven't danced much, look at xxx, he can't dance either. Don't cry~"

He took Zhou Fangran's hand, hugging him like a warm winter sun, whispering his care and love in his ear.

Until Zhou Fangran calmed down, he still hugged himself, and didn't care about the curious or mocking eyes of other children around him.

"Stop crying, I'll accompany you~"

Zhou Fangran turned over on the bed, turned his back to Lu Ze, "Cheng, Ah Cheng, hug me, can you hug me?"

Lu Ze smiled, lay down beside him, put one arm on Zhou Fangran's shoulder, and slowly approached him until he hugged him.

What he didn't tell Zhou Fangran was that his parents divorced after he entered junior high school, and the court sentenced him to his mother. Later, he took his mother's surname Lu and changed his name.

Time flies to the first year of high school, Zhou Fangran no longer recognizes him.But he still remembered the crying little boy, the little boy who was suddenly shy in his arms.

At this moment, Lu Ze hugged Zhou Fangran who was sleeping, feeling at ease.

……

Ning Yue yawned, leaned on the sofa and rubbed her eyes, "If there's nothing else to do, I'll leave first." As soon as she entered the door and looked at the mess in the house, she roughly guessed what happened thing.

"Did you quarrel?"

Lin Ancheng remained silent, and turned to sneer: "Whoever quarrels with him, there is no time." He looked at Ning Yue: "Do you have nothing to say to me?"

Ning Yue chuckled and shook her head helplessly, "Do you think I have anything to talk to you about?"

"Then what are you doing here?"

"Didn't you call me to come here?" Ning Yue smiled, "I haven't even had a glass of water for so long, your hospitality is far worse than Zhou Fangran's."

It's okay if you don't mention him, but Lin Ancheng's eyes glowed when he was mentioned, and he interrupted her impatiently, "Ning Yue, do we have to go to this point? Can you stop making trouble and stay with me with peace of mind... "

Ning Yue had a wtf expression, "Don't be funny, you forgot what you said the day we broke up?"

Lin Ancheng stopped for a moment, Ning Yue folded her arms and looked at him indifferently: "Ancheng, let's get together and get together, don't get entangled with me anymore, you are like a mirror in your heart, why should I point it out. Lin Ancheng raised his head and looked at him with sharp eyes: "What do you mean?"

"It's nothing interesting. We're all grown-ups. We need to be more mature in our lives. Do you think you're interested in me? To put it bluntly..." Ning Yue got up and picked up her bag, "You're just not reconciled, or you still have a little deny."

The thing that had been hiding in his heart was exposed, Lin Ancheng suddenly smiled: "Okay, okay!" He lost his wits and rushed forward to grab Ning Yue, and pushed her down on the sofa, Lin Ancheng kissed her: " Don't you like me treating you like this!"

……

"Snapped!"

A crisp slap on the face brought Lin Ancheng back to reality. Looking at Ning Yue, who was disheveled and red-eyed, he suddenly regained consciousness, and his whole body suddenly shut down.

Ning Yue gave Lin Ancheng a hard look, took her bag and pinched her collar, and stumbled out the door.

Lin Ancheng just wanted to call her, but couldn't make a sound.

When Zhou Fangran woke up, it was just dawn. He felt that he was sleeping on something. When he turned his head, Lu Ze's peaceful sleeping face really shocked Zhou Fangran.

Fuck, when did this grandson get into my bed, where is Lin Ancheng?

He looked around blankly. There was a TV hanging on the pale wall, but the simple decoration was not Lin Ancheng's home. He looked at Lu Ze who was still sleeping beside him. His lower body was only covered with a towel, and his naked upper body showed perfect Zhou Fangran was shocked by the lines and well-proportioned muscles, when did he "hang around" here.

Then look at how well-dressed he is, and he hasn't turned into a beast.

He got up in a panic and woke up Lu Ze, "Are you awake? Do you want some water? I'll get it for you." Lu Ze got up in a daze, and rubbed his sore arm under Zhou Fangran's pressure.

"No, no, I'm leaving first."

Zhou Fangran didn't wait for Lu Ze to speak, put on his coat and went out to Lin Ancheng's house.

Went upstairs to get the key to open the door, Zhou Fangran went in cautiously, the living room was empty, Lin Ancheng's room was tightly closed, but the dining room was messy, Zhou Fangran went over to clean up lightly, and then started the fire to make breakfast.

After doing all this, Lin Ancheng came out of the room and ran into Zhou Fangran who was serving porridge. He raised his eyes to meet Lin Ancheng's, and looked away uncomfortably: "Go and wash, let's eat."

"Where's my key?"

Lin Ancheng asked coldly, "Also, who told you to be courteous here? Why are you so thick-skinned!"

Zhou Fangran was very embarrassed, and smiled: "Stop making trouble, okay, I was wrong, let's eat first."

Lin Ancheng stepped forward with a blank expression, and suddenly swept the porridge bowl on the table to the ground.

Zhou Fangran looked up at him in shock, the corner of Lin Ancheng's mouth twitched: "Get out~ last time, give me~ get out!"

Zhou Fangran was silent for a long time, he squatted down and wanted to clean up the bowl pieces, so as not to hurt Lin Ancheng.

Seeing this, Lin Ancheng kicked violently, and the scattered porridge on the ground splashed on Zhou Fangran's face. Zhou Fangran was stunned for a moment, but he still picked up the pieces. One of them even hurt his hand. He didn't make a sound, and threw the pieces in the garbage. bucket.

Walking to the living room, Zhou Fangran took out the key from his pocket and slowly put it on the coffee table.

Without looking at Lin Ancheng again, he opened the door with his coat and left.