allow you this life

"Hey, open your mouth, ah~"

Although Ye Wan is over seventy years old, she still has to put on some delicate light makeup every morning, not for anything else, just so that this stubborn old man who has suffered from Alzheimer's disease for many years can see her beautiful time a little longer, Even if the corners of the eyes drooped badly, wrinkles inevitably took over his face.

Ye Wan endured the pain after the earthquake every day. Her right leg was seriously injured and it was not healed at the beginning, so it was the root cause of the disease, so it was very troublesome to take care of others.Especially in autumn and winter, it will recur repeatedly, and the pain is very painful.

But she still can't get tired of watching this old man who has been watching her for most of her life. She likes to wake him up every morning to go to the toilet, make breakfast, feed it to him with her own hands, and wash his clothes. Every piece of clothing hangs high, glowing golden in the sun.

She likes everything about him.

When He Youxuan was young, he loved to play, running around like flowers and butterflies.Xu Shi may have poor legs and feet when he gets old, so he gradually stays at home until he gradually forgets a lot of things, and he can't remember those friends from the past——Zhou Fangran's gentle words, Lin Ancheng's sunny side face , Xiao Gu Qiu pouted when he was angry, Ye Xiao folded her arms and sneered, Xia Xiaoyi and Ming Ming's constant bickering and Ming Ming's every time he begged for forgiveness, and of course Zhang Feng's tendons, Xiao Hong was shy bowed his head until he could no longer recognize the way home and Ye Wan's face.

When He Youxuan was lost for a few days, Ye Wan was in a panic. She used almost all her connections to find He Youxuan who was hiding in a secluded corner of a park in the suburbs, sitting on a bench shivering and looking at the starry night sky in a daze. He Youxuan saw her The moment the impatience appeared, the eyes lit up and then dimmed again,

The moment Ye Wan saw him so pitiful, all her anger disappeared, and she also walked to He Youxuan and sat down to put a coat on him silently.

He Youxuan murmured: "I miss them...I miss them..."

"Well, some of them enjoy happiness in the sky, what about me?" Ye Wan pretended to be unhappy, and hugged him. At that time, the sky began to fall with light snow, which slowly dyed He Youxuan's eyebrows white. Ye Wan frowned and stretched out her hand lightly. She brushed it off lightly, she didn't want to see the person in front of her ageing faster.

He Youxuan looked at her, a little confused: "I don't know you..."

Then he curled his lips and looked at Ye Wan with disgust, and then suddenly gave a big smile: "But I know Ye Wan, she is very beautiful. She is my girlfriend, come here, let me show you!" He Youxuan complacently said Taking out a wallet from his arms, he pulled out a yellowed photo, which turned out to be a graduation photo. He pointed at Ye Wan in it with great joy: "Look, isn't it pretty?"

"Pretty, prettier than me." Ye Wan was also very happy, the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes deepened.

"Then take me to her, and I'll give you money."

"I don't want your money, I'm richer than you...Let's go, I'll take you to Ye Wan, what's wrong with this person, how can I leave you here, I..."

"You are not allowed to talk about her!" He Youxuan interrupted her angrily, raising her hand to make her brain collapse. Ye Wan closed her eyes and faced his finger, just trying to endure the pain, but what finally landed on her forehead was a slight pain. one touch.

"You are not allowed to say if she heard it, or I will really try my best next time~"

Ye Wan smiled and nodded, she helped He Youxuan up, He Youxuan's legs and feet were numb after sitting for a long time, and he fell on Ye Wan's body when he couldn't stand still. Fortunately, Ye Wan took precautions in advance and let her sick leg suddenly support the two of them the weight of.

Seeing her in pain, He Youxuan gasped and smiled: "Hey, hey, it must be retribution..."

"You~" Ye Wan stretched out her hand and patted the back of He Youxuan's head lightly, He Youxuan felt aggrieved and burst into tears: "You hit me...I want my girlfriend to hit you, hum~"

"Okay, I'm waiting. Come on, get in the car."

Ye Wan helped He Youxuan into the car, sat beside him, and signaled the driver to drive.

This kind of drama is often staged several times. Ye Wan's heart has long been tempered and can withstand many injuries, but she just can't handle He Youxuan's sudden disappearance. Fortunately, he can always be by her side now.

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Zhou Fangran climbed the mountain road for a long time to reach this ancient temple. He said that the ancient temple was actually destroyed by the earthquake, but later it was re-covered on the old site, and it was completely new but lost its flavor.

He came to see an old friend. After that big accident, Gu Qiu moved here a long time later and practiced here. He thought that this would be the rest of his life.

Zhou Fangran was carrying things, he was not young anymore, he had to breathe a few times when he walked a few steps, he knew that he would take a long time, it was for Ye Xiao if nothing else, he had promised at the beginning.Every time he came here, before Gu Qiu started to speak, Zhou Fangran would cry first, but Gu Qiu always had to comfort him.

As soon as he entered the inner room, Gu Qiu was reciting scriptures that Zhou Fangran didn't understand with his legs crossed and his eyes closed. Zhou Fangran put down his things and didn't dare to disturb him.

I don't know how long it took before Zhou Fangran woke up, covered himself with a thick dress, the familiar smell must be Gu Qiu's.

"You seem to be thinner again... Eat more." Zhou Fangran rubbed his eyes, his eyesight is not good at this age, and many things are blurred.

"Well, it's okay, let's eat." Gu Qiu placed the plate beside Zhou Fangran, he became more and more taciturn than before, his appearance was distressing but helpless.

Looking at the simple food, Zhou Fangran lost his appetite at all. He continued to watch Gu Qiu sitting at the table, flipping through the scriptures and muttering in his mouth.

Zhou Fangran was sad not because of Gu Qiu's increasingly thin and vicissitudes of face, but because his eyes were no longer as bright as before.

Only once, during the day in the monastery, there would be all kinds of pilgrims with ulterior motives, ranging from high-ranking officials to civilians, or kneeling and worshiping, and their mouths were plausible.That day, a couple suddenly appeared in the monastery early in the morning. The two boys, who looked like college students, held hands very sweetly.

When they passed Gu Qiu, the tall one grabbed the short one: "Hurry up, salute the master, and bless us forever," he put his hands together and bowed deeply to Gu Qiu, Gu Qiu returned the salute with an indifferent smile, and then walked away decisively.

Soon, Gu Qiu looked back at their cuddling backs again, the hope and the sudden loneliness flashed in his eyes, and finally returned to innocence.

All of this was seen by Zhou Fangran who was on the side. He stepped forward and wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything when it came to his lips. He had to stay with Gu Qiu as much as possible and visit him a few times. He thought that standing there as his elder brother was also a comfort to him.

The rest of my life is very long, but I still have to grit my teeth and live.

Zhou Fangran knew very well that Gu Qiu might never laugh again, but fortunately, he was still alive.